Life's Directions | Mape by Alfredo Zeus Matthew Mape

Consolation #1

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:05:13 UTC

I just recently had my family reunion for the 1 month death anniversary of my Lolo. I was so happy to see all of my cousins again, gathered in one very safe and COVID free area :>. It was truly a miracle that I even got to see them, hug them, and spend time with them the same way we used to before the quarantine happened.

Consolation #2

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:11:04 UTC

I was able to relearn a lot of new things and skills during the quarantine! I relearned how to solve a rubix cube, something that I used to treat as my regular hobby, and now I try to do my best and solve 10 problems a day to keep my head going hehe.

Desolation #1

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:13:09 UTC

Given that first consolation, I guess I can also mention how im longing to meet all of my other family members, and loved ones. This is because i'm more of a relational type of person, who loves to meet with others. I yearn for connections and bonding again huhu.

Desolation #2

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:13:21 UTC

I really miss being around my close friend groups. Because of the quarantine, I kind of lost some friends as well, because of some misunderstandings and arguments. I just want to meet with everyone again and rekindle to be happy.

Consolation #3

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:13:29 UTC

However, I was able to meet more new people and create more connections! One of them was forming my first and very own "kada". All 5 of us come from different schools so it makes me so glad that I have such a diverse friend group hehe ;,> #boop

Desolation #3

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:13:37 UTC

I made a really really close connection with someone, and she means a lot to me. I just wish that I could see her soon right after the quarantine, and make her day. I would've not survived 2020 without her being by my side. I love her so much.

Nasaan Ka Ngayon?

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:13:55 UTC

Overall, Im doing pretty well! I've been trying to deepen my connection with the Lord, and ask for His guidance and wisdom, especially during these trying times. With college applications, exams, major assessments, and other events coming up, I will really need some guidance or support from the Lord.

Prayer

alfredomape1 — 2020-12-04 01:29:35 UTC

Dear Lord,

Thank You so much for giving me so many blessings and guidance throughout this quarantine. Thank You as well for providing me with the tools and skills to be able to mentally and emotionally survive during these trying times. Please continue to shower Your powerful light on me, and continue to be there for me always.

Amen <3