Unspoken Messages by Balsa Nobility

Lost twin

nobigustif — 2023-02-15 16:59:07 UTC

Once upon a time, there were two girls in the same neighborhood that always sticks together, and weirdly people thought we were siblings lol. I remember you were mad at me because I had another best friend, and you told me a "best" friend should only be one. I'm sure now you made new ones too. Idk if you still remember me but I will always do :)

King Gazer

nobigustif — 2023-02-15 17:04:47 UTC

It's funny to remember that we were technically online friends despite having many mutual friends irl. I remember that I really sucked at english when I first talked to you, and you were making fun of it lol. I guess by now, my english aren't that bad anymore. Thank you for being my friend back then and making those growtopia days better.

Roasted Duck

nobigustif — 2023-02-15 17:11:08 UTC

You're the most talented person I've met both online and in person. I was surprised when I first discovered you're the same age as me?! I liked your arts, your personality too. It would be safe to say that you were the one that inspired me to do art. I still stalk you account sometimes, you're so pretty and I love the way you do your make up ;) wishing you to do well in life

Pasaja

nobigustif — 2023-02-15 17:15:24 UTC

Parah banget anjir katanya mau buat podcast bareng -_-

Kamar 22

nobigustif — 2023-02-15 17:24:55 UTC

Lu sering banget insecure, padahal lu gak tau semenarik apa lu di mata orang. Gua kagum dengan pembawaan lu yang super menyenangkan, dan lu seakan punya tuner radio yang bisa nyesuain frekuensi lu dengan siapapun. Jadi temen deket lu adalah suatu hal yang gua syukuri, makasih udah mau temenan sama gua yang berbanding terbalik sama sifat lu <3

Bangku sebelah

nobigustif — 2023-02-15 17:36:53 UTC

You made my JHS life miserable. Why did you feel the need to tell everyone how you felt about me? The fact that the teacher made me sit next to you for 3 years is unbearable. They said it was to make you feel motivated. At what cost? My convenience? I never felt safe even a second being with you. Go off and never speak to me again.

Boneka anjing

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 01:32:42 UTC

Makasih udah mau jadi temen cewe satu satunya yang tahan sama aku dulu di SMP. Padahal, dulu kita cuma sekelas sekali ga sih? Jujur kangen kalo inget masa masa awal kita deket, kita makan spaghetti kantin di lapangan soalnya bangku semua penuh. Makasih udah sering minjemin hp kamu buat main game horor, seneng deh punya temen yang interestnya sama. Maaf ya pernah malem malem beneran bikin kamu bengek gara gara ngirim meme muka bayi bedakan nempel di bantal HAHAHA. Simpen baik baik ya boneka ultahnya!

Sapu lidi

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 01:50:00 UTC

Gila, kita ga pernah interaksi segitu banyak deh kayanya. Lu bandel banget sih dulu, keknya gak banyak di kelas. Cuman, gua keinget momen yang, bisa dibilang, gua mau minta maaf sekaligus ngucapin makasih. Dulu kita pernah satu kelompok MTK, intinya projeknya buat bangun datar pake sapu lidi. Karena lu slengean banget gua bagi tugas ke yang lain kecuali lu, gua kira lu gaakan peduli sama tugas ini. Sialnya, besokannya dimana semua bahan harus dikumpul, gua yang harus bawa sapu lidi ketinggalan di rumah. Ga ada yang bisa dimintain, soalnya semua bawa masing masing. Dan gua inget, lu dateng dengan senyum sumringah lu, bawa sapu lidi (padahal gua gak suruh) dan ngomong, "hari ini kita pake lidi kan, bal?"

You really made my day that time. Maaf udah ngejudge lu duluan. I still think about that moment sometimes

Cewek reels

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 02:15:10 UTC

Gua udah gabisa berkata kata anjir sama temen kaya lo HAHAHAHAHA. Kek, semua hal yang lu lakuin pure absurd tapi gatau kenapa gua selalu ngakakin hal itu. Di mata orang ga lucu tapi menurut gua lo moodbooster gua parah. Kayaknya di fkup gua cuma bisa ngomong toxic ke lo deh saking deketnya (dan lo juga sans).
Gua bisa bilang, lu comfort person gua. Cuma lo yang bisa gua roasting ato sarkas abis abisan dan lo match sama energy gua. Dan ketika ada event, lo selalu jadi orang yang gua cari, bahkan bergantung ikut ato engganya dari lo. Bersyukur dulu panitia mabim nyatuin kita di fasil 3.
Sumpah kekonyolan lo tiada tara. Orang lain mah progress test, lo malah ngepel anyg WKWKKWWK. Makasih udah kepincut sama kost gua dan skrg kita se kost. Makasih juga udah jadi orang yang pertama kali ngetawain gua gegara blunder di WA kost yang super julid gegara kunci gua ngegantung ketinggalan di pintu. Taiiiii

[.~]

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 02:48:13 UTC

I still keep your sunset drawing as a return to my apology,
And I still keep your letter that you gave me at graduation.

I guess what you told me in that letter became the truth that I didn't want. We probably will never meet again, let alone rewind those good times. But mind you, I still thank god for making you came to a phase of my life and made it shine brighter than it should have been. You were a precious bestfriend I could ever asked.

I wonder if you still keep my sunset painting of your own photograph?

Vanguard guy

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 02:53:51 UTC

Honestly I've heard so much bad rumors about you before we met. At first I thought you were a weirdo, but it seems that you probably were the nicest person irl. I'm sorry for bullying out of joke sometimes, that's a parameter when I get comfortable with someone. I like that we share many same interest. You're still a weirdo, but better since you're as weird as I am lol. You might be annoying sometimes but it's forgivable since I felt safest talking to you. You are so well-mannered and respectful. Please continue being the good person you are

Digital art

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 02:58:52 UTC

Idk what to write as the title, but you were one of my classmate in junior highschool. You were so quiet back then, but I think you were really talented and potential. I'm happy to know that you decided to continue drawing, even making an art account. We didn't talk that much back then, but I'm proud with the improvements in your art. Keep drawing pls

Lobzillian

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:03:51 UTC

Wah kalo diceritain gamuat sih banyaknya pengalaman suka duka sama lu. Kadang gua mikir kenapa dulu lu mau deh temenan sama gua? HAHAHA dan pada akhirnya kita jadi dua orang unexpected yang temenan. Gua kagum sih sama cara lu bersosialisasi, kayak asik aja gitu ke semua orang. Gua juga sayang sama keluarga lu, karena setiap ke rumah lu gua beneran di welcome kayak anak sendiri. Makasih udah menularkan kekonyolan lu selama di SMA, kalo gaada lu keknya kenangan gua gaakan semanis itu di albayan :( ah gabisa jadi kangen beneran. Baik baik ya di kuliah, awas aja anjir kalo si lobzi ilang

Pemandangan

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:07:06 UTC

Kalo dipikirin ini moment ter-random sekaligus terberbahaya tapi kenapa waktu itu dilakuin ya HAHAHHAHA JUJUR TOLOLLL BANGET UNTUNGG GA MENINGGAL. Inget deh waktu itu lo lagi jemur baju, terus gua gila ngomong "eh, manjat tangga itu yuk biar bisa liat pemandangan dari rooftop lantai 3" YANG DIMANA tangganya tuh tangga vertikal, gaada pengaman, dan gatau deh hukumannya kalo ketauan. DAN HERANNYA LO DENGAN ENTENG BILANG "hayukkk lah nob gua juga kepo"

Lebah

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:11:21 UTC

Kayanya sih ketauan ya buat siapa. Pokonya gua beruntung banget ketemu lu di banyak bidang, di tutor, di prestasi, lomba dan banyak hal lain juga yang somehow lahh kok ketemu lu terus HAHAHAH. Tapi gua ga mengeluh, soalnya lu sekeren itu dan gua nyambung sama lu. Gua suka fakta bahwa lu punya niat belajar dan kemauan besar kaya gua. Makasih juga udah jadi temen ngeluh selama blok kemaren. Semoga kalopun kita ga disatuin lagi lu tetep mau reach out gua ya. Bibee <3

Kerudung Pink

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:17:41 UTC

LU CANTIK BANGET NANGISSS gua yang cewe aja salfok. Maaf ya kalo ngerasa diliatin

130110200010

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:20:25 UTC

Makasih udah jadi figur kakak perempuanku soalnya dari dulu aku kayak pengen gitu punya kakak cewe. Sumpah kagum banget sama teteh yang jiwa leadershipnya gaada yang ngalahin, kayak.. KEREN BANGET KEPRIBADIANNYA??? seneng banget npmku belakangnya sama jadinya bisa belajar banyak sama org ini xixiixixixixixiix

Pocket

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:22:05 UTC

I hope you're doing good in Finland. I still look forward for your messages

Golopman

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:42:27 UTC

Thanks for maintaining good relationship with me even though we knew each other really early in first semester. I learnt from you a lot. Thanks for trusting me your stories, I'll be sure to keep it as secret. Feel free to contact me every once in a while, I'm also willing to help for oral tests. Semangat jadi Sp.PD nya, let's see who can do it better

Cupcake tous les jours

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:50:07 UTC

Lu kenapa sih, minta saran ke gua tapi nanti ga dilakuin, terus nanti curhat lagi minta solusi ke gua. WKWKWKW kadang ga ngerti pola pikir lu, cuman makasih ya udah mengklaim gua sebagai your best friend of the year

Seblak somay

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 03:59:12 UTC

Gua inget waktu itu pas lagi timses + kampanye ketua osis, lu malah ngajak gua ke asrama lu buat makan pesenan teh salma. Lu pertama kali nyobain seblak somay dan lu ga nyangka kan emg seenak itu? HAHAHAHAH makasih udah jadi kakel sebaik itu, padahal dulu jarang deh kakel deket sama dekel. Gua kangen banget sumpah, kabar kabarin gua dong gimana kuliah di undip. Btw skrg cantik bgt dah lu

Penulis

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 04:39:32 UTC

Jutek banget sumpah lu. Cuman seneng deh ngisengin lu pas gua sebelahan duduknya. Lu pernah cerita punya novel karangan lu sendiri ga sih? Gua gatau lu lanjut nulis ato ga, tapi semangat ya!

Pilox biru

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 04:45:48 UTC

Heran, baru kenalan langsung ngajak ribut. Kayanya kelas 8 gua gapernah sunyi gegara ada lu wkwkwk. Inget banget lu duduk depan gua, jam pertama di kelas jamkos terus lu seenak jidat minta gua gambarin lu. Idihhh ngadi ngadi bocah. Keknya temen temen kita udah cape gasih denger kita berdebat? Udah kaya musuh bebuyutan dendam 7 turunan. Mana kerkom pertama gua satu kelompok sama lu, masih ada dah tuh noda pilox biru yang lu semprot ke seragam gua

Eh tapi gua inget lu pernah marahin besar besaran orang yang ngeganggu gua. Makasih loh, gua gapernah liat lu semarah itu

Science medal

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 04:52:51 UTC

Kamu orang terpinter yang aku temuin deh kayanya. Ternyata, temen temen kamu di SMA banyak yang sejurusan tau sama aku. Aku sempet nanyain kabarmu ke mereka, dan sesuai ekspektasi sih, paling pinter sesekolah kedua kalinya. Sukses terus ya belajar di luar negerinya. Makasih masih tetep humble dan ngejelasin aku panjang lebar soal konsep superposisi di fenomena kucing schrödinger ^^

Bassura

nobigustif — 2023-02-16 13:05:38 UTC

Maaf pertemanan kita rusak karena ekspektasi gua yang terlalu jauh. Gua putus obrolan kita waktu itu, karena gua tau gua gaakan move on kalo gak berenti interaksi sama lu. I should have noticed earlier that your mixed signals were signs that you didn't reciprocate, and that's okay.

Seblak gak pedes

nobigustif — 2023-03-02 14:18:03 UTC

Sekarang keknya kita udah ga ngobrol deh, tp gua masih inget lu temen pertama gua di SMA. Padahal latar belakang kita beda, sifat kita juga beda. Tapi makasih ya udah jadi temen baik gua. Gua gaakan pernah lupa kepedulian lu ke gua, dimana pas lu masak seblak buat anak-anak asrama, sebelum lu masukin bumbu pedesnya, lu sisihin dulu buat gua di mangkok karna tau gua gasuka pedes. Makasih ya. Gua tau banyak orang bahkan guru yang gasuka lu, but I really love the fact that you have a big heart.

Park Chanyeol's

nobigustif — 2023-03-02 14:25:14 UTC

Aku udah kehilangan back up chat LINE aku (dan gatau cara balikinnya soalnya aku gaptek) tapi yakin deh kalo kembali pasti yang buat memory full adalah chat kamu sama aku. Entah berapa malem isinya kita spam stiker ga henti-henti. Pernah apaya konser di grup sampe notif jebol?? Kamu juga yang ngenalin aku KPOP, kamu suka banget EXO dan benci BTS tapi aku malah kepincut BTS di masa-masa SMP itu. Lucu banget sumpah kalo diinget inget. Semoga you're doing fine yahh, I still buy foods from your family's restaurant business until now :)

Mr. Pianika

nobigustif — 2023-03-02 14:27:39 UTC

Aku masih sakit hati sama perkataan bapak yang bilang aku mau ngerakit bom ato mau jadi teroris pas aku bilang aku mau masuk pesantren.

To everyone

nobigustif — 2023-03-15 16:28:30 UTC

Buat siapapun yang misal pernah papasan sama gua/liat tapi gua ganyapa, sumpahh demi apapun bukan gua sombong tapi
1. Gua inget nama tapi lupa muka
2. Mata gua rabun
3. Gua takut salah orang kalo nyapa tiba2
Justru kalo yakin kenal gua bakal sapa semua orang, maaf yaa sekian terima gaji

Solar eclipse

nobigustif — 2023-03-23 16:12:31 UTC

Just when I thought I liked you, why did you show me your true colors at the end? Even when everything ended, you want me and him to be the villains so bad. So be it, maybe thats why me and him were meant to be.

Mamim

nobigustif — 2023-03-23 16:21:47 UTC

Kita kek jarang gitu deh interaksi, cuman gua seneng tau ngobrol sama lu. Keinget dulu pernah pulang bareng abis les sencé. I hope someday we'll have more time c:

You deserve everthing nice in the world

Chamomile

nobigustif — 2023-03-23 16:27:27 UTC

I didn't expect you to be so nice, humble, and everything so perfect. You're also so pretty, it captivates me. Why would someone ever not like you?

Mac n Cheese

nobigustif — 2023-03-23 16:31:47 UTC

Lu salah satu orang terkeren yang pernah gua temuin. Personality lu juga unik wkwkk. It's so unfortunate that the world misunderstoods you, you're so much more than what they thought. Rooting for you always!

IKEA

nobigustif — 2023-03-31 02:54:54 UTC

I hope you didn't do any sorcery to me because you came to my dream and altered my sense of reality for a day

Followers of my old account

nobigustif — 2023-04-17 12:20:41 UTC

I'm sorry I still cant fulfill my words and come back. I miss my friends a lot, our interactions too, but I seem to not able to make it until now. Life goes on, I found new interests and now doing most things college student does. I still wonder what you guys are up to, are you doing well? May all the great things goes your ways.

Purple cat ava

nobigustif — 2023-04-28 17:15:50 UTC

I know you that deep down you know damn right that taking my personal idea for your esgas was a wrongful thing to do right? You didnt even say a word to me. Even up to this day, I still havent received your apology. Wow

Blue Jellyfish

nobigustif — 2023-05-03 08:13:21 UTC

You were so mad at me that time because you said women shouldn't be pursuing men first, that we should have a high value mentality. We do have different methods to express love to our crushes, but hearing that from your mouth made me expect you to have high self-image.

It truly saddens me to see now that you're still so much attached to your toxic ex-boyfriend. I know deep down you know how wrongly he treated you, even you said besides me, all of your friends are tired with how foolish your stories are. Why didn't you care so much about yourself anymore? After all this time, where did your high-value went?

"Gapapah"

nobigustif — 2023-08-10 05:59:08 UTC

Jujur gapernah ngerasa ter-challenge secara mental separah ini selama ambil course, tapi seneng banget bisa dapet coach yang super sabar. Makasih udah selalu ingetin buat tenang dan rileks. Terngiang ngiang banget coach selalu bilang "gapapah, gapapah" dan intinya selalu bikin lebih tenang didalem air. It might sound simple and silly-- but mind you, those words helped me when I had my anxiety in college. It's out of context but, those words encourage me to think that everything is going to be okay, soon or later.

Sukses terus coach! Thanks for the knowledge and experience.

Pink longfins

nobigustif — 2023-08-10 06:05:20 UTC

Seneng banget ada temen pas les freedive! Ga expect ketemu sama yang semuda kamu, dan aku kagum banget kamu beneran langsung les pas umur udah 16 karena persyaratannya harus minimal umur 16. Mental kamu keren banget, apalagi pas tau kamu cerita kamu jago taekwondo sama gymnastic. Terus kamu kayak ceria aja dan gemes huhuhu :( jujur aku gapunya adek terus pas ketemu kamu kayak seneng aja berasa jadi kakak. Seneng seneng ya les sama semangat sekolahnya sayangg <3

Arial's creator

nobigustif — 2023-08-24 06:08:20 UTC

So in my intersemester break I decided to go online again after few years abandoning that community and honestly, most of my friends back then either left or also didnt reach me out. I'm glad you did and it's really fun keeping in touch with you, and how we talked about many things despite being absent for almost 6 years. It really felt like we timed skipped? lol. You even just graduated in your college, time sure did flies fast.. hoping the best for you and please continue chatting me despite our own busy days in our current field! will be looking forwards for your new arts and posts.

Dominica and Aska's playdate parents

nobigustif — 2023-08-24 06:12:25 UTC

It all started when I decided to commission you for my OC, and I didnt expect for us to be so fond and comfortable talking to each other. I was also surprised to know that you just got in college? such young age for such talent, man. Thank you for opening your commission solely because I begged in your comments LOL and thank you for being so open and free while you talk to me about your characters, school, or MBTI. Turns out you're INFJ HAHAHHAH no wonder maybe we do get along so much ((despite inaccuracy of MBTI)) but you're really awesome and please do expand your skills in your art school <3

MVP

nobigustif — 2023-10-02 15:13:49 UTC

Sumpah, pas tau kita satu tutor aku dari awal udah kagum aja, soalnya banyak denger kalo kang tuh pinter dan pokonya keren banget lah. Belom mulai tutor aja udah ngerasa admire banget. Dan aku inget waktu itu kang ngechat aku, bilang "Nob slide pptmu kece wkwk" TRS AKU BENERAN YG KAYAK SENENG BANGET??? karena role model aku ngomong gitu. Beneran you're really someone I look up to, especially dalam akademik yang kayanya segala tau, dan rajin buat belajar. Makasih banyak udah bantu kalo aku kurang paham materi, atau mau ngeladenin diskusi yang sebenernya mungkin terkesan sepele. Terus lucu aja pas aku ultah manggilnya "noby noby chan"??? KEK AHHAHAHAHHA YAALLAH NICE TO HAVE YOU AROUND and lucky to be your classmates in EMS-RPS!!

triple name in your IG

nobigustif — 2023-10-02 15:16:14 UTC

Kita kaya jarang banget ngobrol, but I enjoyed when we do and when you talk about your interest! Aku mulai penasaran soalnya dulu ada kating lain di tutor sebelumnya yang bilang kalo kang pernah buat esgas berupa komik yang digambar sendiri. Aku seneng kalo liat orang yang suka gambar juga, dan semoga bisa terus berkarya ya!

Pengajar Aorta

nobigustif — 2023-10-02 15:18:56 UTC

HAHAHAHHA INI KEKNYA KETAUAN SIH KALO BACA soalnya aku gapernah tutup mulut soal ngeceng-cengin teteh soal jadi pengajar aorta. Keknya yang disampein bakal banyak banget dan ga cukup-- tapi intinya teteh se-spesial itu sampe aku mention di self-reflection aku sebagai temen belajar. Rasanya EMS-RPS aku gaakan sebegitu enjoyable kalo waktu itu ga deket sama teteh, terus rutin bahas buku bareng, atau bahkan saling kunjungin kos kalo emang ada tutor, fesgas, atau kalo kaya iseng aja. Seneng banget punya temen yang ga cuma temen belajar tapi temen curhat juga! Dan makasih udah percaya sama aku padahal aku adek tingkat (dan rese pula xixixixixi).
Semangat yah koasnya! semoga kita nanti bisa beneran jadi main di waterbom seperti wacana kita yang entah teteh inget atoga.

Hardparegoric

nobigustif — 2024-07-27 16:02:53 UTC

Tbh I didnt plan to write about you because I know you're the most precious friend I have and it's gotta be too long. But you're still my number one bestfriend, even when time goes by and we both grow up. You keep too many secrets of mine and probably the only girl knowing my secret sides I show only to you. I cherish that you keep initiating random conversations with me despite how boring of a person I am. I hope you'll never get tired of me. I know people change, friends grow apart, but I hope you'll never be one of them they warned, because truly, it will be my biggest heartbreak.

Pole position

nobigustif — 2024-07-27 16:10:18 UTC

Despite our break up, I still think of how much of a good person you are. Our future plans and morals might have not crossed like it were, but I wish the best and for you to achieve the future you dreamed of.

KAI's favorite

nobigustif — 2024-07-27 16:18:45 UTC

Makasih ya udah nge-reach out gua lagi sampe kita bisa constantly check on each other. Gua seneng karena meskipun lu supel dan punya banyak temen, gua bisa jadi salah satunya yang lu cari ketika butuh cerita. Makasih udah jadi ray of sunshine yang beneran bikin semester 5-6 yang stressful dan gelap gua itu jadi lebih baik. Gak cuma temen yang seru, but I adore you as a person. Rajin, pinter, (good looking too, btw!) and so generous dengan ilmu yang lu punya. And honestly, I wish people can truly see your colors instead of just you from the outside. You truly are a precious support system for me, and I hope I can still be the friend you look for when you needed support.

Graceful like her name

nobigustif — 2024-07-27 16:26:37 UTC

You're a blessing god sent me and I've never been more grateful. You truly are an amazing and inspiring woman, and a great companion as well. I couldn't be happier to be your friend in these last semesters. You deserved a friend that makes you feel seen, and I hope I can be one of them. I feel like you're my safe and warm place to exchange thoughts, and I cant count how many times I learned new things, new perspective from you. And I do acknowledge how we both encourage each other to contantly remind ourselves of our worths. You're that friend that brought positive change in me. It's really such a shame that we're met and only had the chance to be close at the end of preclinic years, but I sincerely hope this will be our start of new years to spend and explore together!

Heart's upper chamber

nobigustif — 2024-07-27 16:30:20 UTC

Beruntung banget lu jadi temen seperbimbingan gua

rer.nat

nobigustif — 2024-07-27 16:44:00 UTC

It was an enormous honor to be your mentee (your only one, technically, even). I held you in very high regard, and to be honest it makes me a little dreadful meeting you time to time. I realized it was due to my own pressure of meeting your expectations, that I would wish with all force not to disappoint you. To be frank, I am often intimidated by how serious you are. I never got to muster the courage to say this in person, but I am genuinely thankful to have the chance on working this topic that I'm passionate to learn about. Your research idea facilitated me to do my paper with enjoyment of learning something I'm curious to find out. And on the process, I learned many things from you. I realized I still sucked on writing and that I needed a long way to improve, but I secretly wish you appreciate the process. In all honesty, despite many things I've been through, ups and downs, anxiety episodes, I wouldn't have it any other way. You were the best supervisor I could ever ask for.

Shaman

nobigustif — 2024-10-02 11:47:57 UTC

I've heard the 'he said' and 'she said' about you. How you'd have your own mind against people around you. Honestly, I've been secretly admiring that trait about you. And just maybe, the stars aligned and the universe brought you to ask me about your thesis. Despite how smart you are, you've always been a good listener, an 'empty glass' willing to learn. I fear you're my type haha, but I have no interest in love life right now, aiming to focus on myself. Therefore, I am doing nothing about my small adoration towards you. Semangat yaa scoping review-nya.

83132

nobigustif — 2024-10-07 00:39:33 UTC

I never really considered us to be that close in terms of friendship. Awalnya aku coba mendengarkan aja kalau curhat, tapi lama-lama agak too much. You dump too much negative energy, and if you're depressed, then you need professional help, not a friend to listen to make their energy drained. Friends are supposed to be mutual trust and respect, and even from the start I never even let you know more about me. I also feel like you dont have basic sense of boundaries between friends, especially asking to meet up out of the sudden. Not everyone would be comfortable with your approach. Asking and tagging along when you dont know my friends is also weird. I hope you understand why I decided to cut you off. I think it's enough and I dont want to be your "friend".