In A Poetic Way by Sami https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask In Which We Sadly Depend On Others Miserable CommentsđŸ˜©. Filtered & Unfiltered 🙊. Hypercritical and SelfishđŸ„±đŸ’…. Self Less Or Self Absorbed -_-||. Mysterious Hidden In The Dark In Furious Gloomy Clouds / The Moonlight🌚🔎 or Planned Sighted In The Daylight Under The Sun and Clear Skies🌞🔎. en-us 2020-11-14 15:51:39 UTC 2023-04-12 02:24:24 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/2755.png darkness TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039604182 Hello darkness my old friend 
I didn't expect you to walk back in 
You're in front of me smirking
 While i try to stay focused
I have to stay determine
Though  now I am slowing going away
There's no point  to cry everyday 
The sun is not coming back out
There's no reason to keep my head high in the clouds now

Telling me to be happy
It's like telling a baby do not cry 
While you die
The moon and shadows 
people ask “oh why do you have So much sorrow”
You borrowed my heart
And i gave you it without thinking hard 
I wasn't being smart
And now its broken
Two pieces apart  
Going their own separate ways just like you and me]]> 2020-12-23 09:20:37 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039604182 self note TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039607217 fuck life
fuck dreaming 
fuck believing
fuck breathing
give up
don't try
it makes it harder to die
fuck loving 
fuck wishing 
fuck caring
And start preparing.
you're alone 
stay hidden
dont worry no one will miss you
they won't kiss you 
to say goodbye
not even hug you before you you die *sadly laughs* ]]> 2020-12-23 09:23:58 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039607217 no title TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039623261 I wrote this in my bedroom
Lying on the floor
Talking to myself
realizing it all
I can't go outside
I can't leave the house
Cant even take a breather without some doubts

People would stare
Mum would always say grown up
Every night i'll look in the mirror silently with disgust 

I Lost the light that shined, 
my  dreams and hope when i was five
Then reality kicked in included my old friend (darkness,darkness,darkness)
Making me lose focus (focus,focus,focus)
Making me overthink
Making me fidget like i have a mental disease 

I have no heart that beats
No lungs to breath
No hands to fight off the enemies
Im useless, worthless 
Not needed in the world

But
 
When people are around 
I have to be a good girl without any mistakes 
plaster a smile on my face
You might call it being fake ...but its not 
You will find out Shortly when your world come crashing down like 9/11 on the spot......]]> 2020-12-23 09:41:23 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039623261 EX TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039632000 You took my love and then stabbed me in the heart. No need to try to play it off. I should have known from the start, that you're a heartbreaking liar who would have never lasted like a fairy tale . I should have never screamed and cried for you or your fake love. I should have been calm, understand that you never loved me in the start. I was a thing to past time. Now please pick up your things and go. I don't need you no more. Your pretty white lies won't fool me this time. now please theres the doorđŸšȘ. 

]]> 2020-12-23 09:51:36 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039632000 Loneliness TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039634909  Loneliness  smells like Bleakness of death and decay 
Loneliness tastes like apple from a dying tree  that you tried saving but wasn’t successful
Loneliness sounds like your heart beating in your ear when you see him walking past not knowing the deep love you feel for him
Loneliness looks like A empty white room with only shackles on the walls
Loneliness feels like you’re in the middle of a crowd with everyone looking at you like they see a monster. 

]]> 2020-12-23 09:55:02 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039634909 Happiness TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039640670 Happiness smells like The last ride around your favorite flower trial before winter comes rushing in and blooming seasons are washed away
Happiness tastes like Cotton candy that you got from the fair with the only 2 bucks that you have left. And it's sweet at the tip of tongue, but melting away rather quickly...
Happiness sounds like The songs the birds sing in mating season that are outside of your bedroom window
Happiness looks like The smile on your infant’s face when it’s her first time tasting ice cream 
Happiness feels like The butterflies you get when he kisses you like no one's around but he has to shortly stops to continue the date you two were on]]> 2020-12-23 10:00:50 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1039640670 to you TherapyPatient https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1166593171 we shall walk the  shore of friendship and beyond'
while days of laughter whistles in the wind
which we both hear often
crossin the train tracks of chaos 
we will cheer to happiness even tho it wasnt always there.
it bares and grips the chest of sorrow
that can be borrowed unexpectedly

]]> 2021-02-05 00:51:33 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1166593171 depression https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1283881674 its stupid everyone is  
my bsf left me for a stupid bitch  now im lonely and such a dick
i have no friends nobodys here
i cant see is that light nope nothin there
everyone tries to cheer me up 
but does it look like i give a fuck
its fake and so freaking dumb
leave me be 
so lonely 
i wish there was light but there can not be
wheres friends when you need them
where are they u couldnt keep them 
now your alone and so selfish
but aint nobody going to be selfless
u let not one in
put up a wall nobodys coming in
someone is breaching 
oh it's just you stupid feelings]]> 2021-03-08 18:51:38 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1283881674 hello sorry just wanted to say hi https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1389508566 2021-04-07 00:44:11 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1389508566 whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1391727494 ummmmm, hi]]> 2021-04-07 14:40:39 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1391727494 sry... theycallmetac0_1134 https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1403580588 alone in the darkness
the night falls
as if slain by the sun,
cold and alone are we.
the emotion for which you lust
flares once then dies, devoured by guilt
all hope must die your
love is no more. how could you abandon me?
our darkest thoughts
surround us, crying,
we have lost our light
Onward
into the night
"consumed"
what have you
wrought? A
dark black shadowy cloud
of misery as
memories disappear. Once we
experienced
innocence, wide-eyed
and hand in hand, but your
love shrank.
a vengeful pool
of pain—tears
follow hate, follow
night, love
burnt to ashes,
in a haze of
bitterness,
I still love you.]]> 2021-04-11 06:14:31 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1403580588 All I want is You: skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549730989 lifes been so lonely without you 
Its like all i wanna do is be with you too
My whole life i've been waiting for you
I never  had cinderella's shoe
 never had any way of knowing 
I never realized that you were the one
Right now Our Love is so far gone
Just Dragging us along 
Were getting closer day by day
But its moving just a little to fast 
how can we delay
 now we're talkin every day
we stay up so late  
it's like we're fate 

Oh Every time i look into your eyes all i see is love 
oh yeah 
oh all i see is love
And you know its true
You know its true 
This love for you...

I never thought id find the one again so soon
But then you came along
And i wrote this song
So maybe this time 
We will be fine

Mhm

We all have made mistakes 
mhmmhm
But none more than me 
Oh no no no 
None more than me
Cause 
I've hurt so many people 
Without even tryin
Oh ive done so many bad things but now ive changed
you i shall not leave
No Not this time
Mmmhm oh yeah
Cause  all i want is you
Oh all i want is you
Oh  oh yeah 
Oh all i want is you 
all i want is you
 
I get so nervous around you 
Never know what to say
What to do
Oh baby i love you
Oh baby i love you


Its all i can think of whenever im with you
Its all i can do when im with you too
Cause all i want is you

By: Bryce Abbott
]]> 2021-05-22 05:36:19 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549730989 Double Dose: skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549732249 I'm all alone 
Sleeping at home
Another restless night
No need to put up a fight

Cause, I've given in  
I've given up
There's no need 
its guaranteed 

It's all in my brain, all my pain
I'm addicted to your love
I can never get enough
It's tough

Its like all i can think about is you
What am i going through
Im craving one more kiss
It's hard not to resist

I cant even diagnose
I just wanna hold you close
double dose

Am I high?
I'm not even gonna lie
I cant even try
To give it up

I think i am corrupt 
I'm addicted to your love 
Its Flying like a dove

So What am i waiting for
Just open up your door
Don't let your head hit the floor
I CANT TAKE THIS SHIT NO MORE CAUSE

I cant even diagnose
I just wanna hold you close
Double Dose...


By: Bryce Abbott
]]> 2021-05-22 05:38:32 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549732249 Someday: skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549733620 Someday i'm gonna hold you close
Never gonna let you go
Your the one i love the most
The one that truly cares
Baby youll never be alone 
its not unknown
Ill be with you all the time
I don't know why this rhymes

Someday im gonna be with you
I'm gonna put you through a lot
Will you put up with me
Will you let us be?
Someday
 someday


Someday its gonna be just us
No fuss
Just you and me
Fluently
Its like we go together
Like to peas in a pod like 
we were made to be together

Someday, Someday

By: Bryce Abbott
]]> 2021-05-22 05:40:55 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549733620 Thinking of you: skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549736501 Someday i'm gonna hold you close
Never gonna let you go
Your the one i love the most
The one that truly cares
Baby youll never be alone 
its not unknown
Ill be with you all the time
I don't know why this rhymes

Someday im gonna be with you
I'm gonna put you through a lot
Will you put up with me
Will you let us be?
Someday
 someday


Someday its gonna be just us
No fuss
Just you and me
Fluently
Its like we go together
Like to peas in a pod like 
we were made to be together

Someday, Someday

By: Bryce Abbott
]]> 2021-05-22 05:46:18 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549736501 Worried: skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549737633 I don't know anymore we on and off
Im worried bout you im worried bout us
past few weeks we been drifting apart 
Love you with all of my heart
I'm Running out of luck
I know i've fucked up
i'm sorry and i plan to prove it
Ain't gonna throw a fit
I just don't know 
The tears have fallen and i keep callin 
I just don't know 
i try my best 
Go ahead and put me to the test 
My love for you will never change 
Maybe i just need to rearrange 
Cause i'm not giving you up 
Naw Not this time
I've said so many things and they all true 
Cant live without you
And i don't know what to do
What do ya say 
Tell me the truth 
Im worried bout you im worried bout us
past few weeks we been drifting apart 
Love you with all of my heart
I'm Running out of luck
I know i've fucked up
i'm sorry and i plan to prove it
I'm just worried don't want us to be hurried
(worried bout you im worried bout us) x3
So hey tell me the truth 
Baby?
Im worried bout you 
And I'm worried bout us...


By:Bryce Abbott

]]> 2021-05-22 05:48:25 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549737633 Mistress of Evil: skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549738987 Faster than a falcon
More Terrify-ing Than the devil himself
Enraged like a demon
She's not herself
Mistress of evil I'm pulling your chains
Twisting your words and im smashing your dreams
Blinded by me, you can't see the path
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Mistress
Mistress
Just call my name, 'cause I'll hear you scream
Mistress
Mistress
666 the number of 
The devil himself.
A devil nestled somewhere in time
A dumb ass demon - no warnings, no signs
Its Judgment day and the hell arrives
Eventually, they all commit the crimes
The dreams broke, got lost in time,  there was no use turning back
'Cause I just had to see, was  The devil himself, watching me?
In the midst of my broken dreams 
Was all this swell, or just some kind of hell?
the The devil himself watching over me
Is this the end, my friend?
Mistress you're going 'round the bend
Not yourself
the devil himself
Not yourself
The devil himself,
Is coming for me

By:Bryce Abbott



]]> 2021-05-22 05:50:56 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/1549738987 Ngl I kinda wanna write another song rn... skully_b https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/2450630753 2023-01-20 03:46:04 UTC https://padlet.com/TherapyPatient/mask/wish/2450630753