Hanz Matthew M. Clemente 12-Kibe by Hanz Clemente

Consolation

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:17:59 UTC

I got the chance to constantly meet with my different friend groups this quarantine. It really warms my heart when I just know that they're here and that they're staying.

Desolation

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:19:55 UTC

I have this constant fear that my parents might catch Covid-19 because they're currently working in their public office spaces and my dad never got to experience working from home ever since quarantine so theres thatt. Im always praying for their safety naman but yeah I just get scared by the fact that I may lose them bigla.

Consolation

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:21:34 UTC

I'm really happy to be keeping up with my requirements, I've been turning competent works early. To add, I finished my college apps really early and I'm really proud of my student life looking back and my apps essay.

Desolation

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:22:55 UTC

Recently my parents have been pointing out my thinness and dati naman I'm okay with my body, but then when they pointe dit out for some reason I felt really bad about myself. Sometimes I'd lose my appetite while eating. Sometimes I'd get sad when I eat idk. This was like a week ago and I've been holding up well and eating normally so yeah <3

Consolation

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:25:30 UTC

I found some new hobbies, and by that I mean I've been playing good videogames HAAHHAHA. When I play them I regain a touch of relaxation and this becomes my seperation from work and to add I play with my friends and thats always a plus on my book.

Desolation

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:27:08 UTC

Since we're in quarantine, my brother doesn't have his tutor na so I became the replacement. I easily get impatient and frustrated with him. When I was reflecting on this, I looked back on the trauma that my parents gave me towards academics growing up and I'm afraid that I might be passing this trauma to my little brother. We never fight naman and I say sorry kaagad and we hug and make-up.

Nasaan ako ngayon?

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:30:54 UTC

I'm doing well to be honest and I've never been so proud to be as self-sufficient as I am now. I feel like quarantine allowed me to see stuff about myself that I would have never seen f it werent for the insane time of self-isolation. I feel like Im a stronger and more self aware and hopefully kinder version of myself 10 months ago.

Prayer

hanzclemente1 — 2020-12-04 08:32:26 UTC

Lord God thank you that I've come this far on my own and with my parents and friends. Keep us safe, Keep the world safe. Help everyone realize that in these trying times, kindness is king and it should reign over the whole land. I feel your presence everyday and I thank you Lord.