[ NeoWorldProgram_Virus' Nightmares ] by Akari Sato { I'm Back!~ }

File Name: NeoWorldProgram_Virus

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-04-22 13:13:27 UTC

Name: ~~Kotoko~~ Unknown

Age: Unknown

Birthday: 02/05 ( Feb. 5th )

Zodiac: Aquarius

Personality: Too much to note. ( Honestly? I'm all over the place. )

~~" I've changed so much, I don't really know if most of my 'friends' know that the old me wasn't the real me. "~~

I got lazy halfway through LMAO-!

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-04-22 17:01:22 UTC

I miss Chiaki. She reminds me of how I was, like, 5 years ago.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-04-22 17:11:31 UTC

I think I'm just gonna make this a venting post center. . . .

OH MY GOD,

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-02 12:57:13 UTC

Why does everything I do seem and sound wrong to everyone like wtf?

Bro I am so proud of this GET ON MY LEVEL!

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-10 18:03:14 UTC

I will use this in edits, do ya'll have any requests?~

酔いどれ知らず ( Kanaria )

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-10 18:40:34 UTC

夢が覚めた酔いどれ知らず
争いごとは夜が明けるまで
くたびれては酷く見える
一千の声は声が枯れるまで

うっちゃる幸せずっと醒めないで
あなたの声に耳を貸す時まで
屈する態度で言葉さえなくて
体を染めて

そして
泥泥はられあられホウライそう悪くないわ
屈する先までミリグラム
酩酩重ね重ね存外そう悪くないわ
酔いどれ知らずの恋敵だから
ウタの声は数知らず
迷い込んだらそこは君の××
ねぇ見てきれい白昼夢ロンド
一千を隠して十を吐けるだけ

いっかの幸せきっと晴れないで
あなたのそばに耳を貸す時まで
屈する態度で言葉さえなくて
心を染めて

それは
泥泥はられあられ将来像悪くないわ
屈する私は生きている
酩酩重ね重ね存外そう悪くないわ
酔いどれ知らずの物語

Tell me what you think about it. I like the images! ( And the overall graphics ) I might make it into edit audio, I'm not sure.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-11 17:00:45 UTC

[ KANARIA ] 『エンヴィーベイビー』×『KING』×『EYE』×『酔いどれ知らず』{Mashup by yours truly~} Watch Here: https://clipchamp.com/watch/PEX9FS2StLM

I am lonely,

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-23 13:25:06 UTC

and stupid, and annoying. I still remember why I originally made this account, but those days are clearly long gone. A lot of people I come across here these days are drama hungry sons of bitches. If you're offended, it's prolly cause you know it pertains to you and you're denying it. I'm not sure whether I'll delete it all together, or leave it open, but forever inactive. I'm not sure. . . People just add me to Padlets and I rarely get responses these days. I think I'll just lay myself to rest in the Padlet community, and leave a few treasures behind. It'll mostly be for promotion at this point, anyway. . .

Nothing against anyone in particular, ~~I SWEAR.~~

~~~NeoWorldProgram_Virus~~

Bro, I think I'm emo.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-23 13:31:00 UTC

Why did I say that? ~~I D K, why are you asking me?!~~

[ KANARIA ] Has Entered the Simulation ( Album )

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-24 13:12:24 UTC

New Subject > [ Kanaria ]

Subject has been overridden by > NeoWorldProgram_Virus

Subject Tracks > _INFO NOT AVAILABLE_

!_>Check Program Playlist<_!

[ Tracks Dedicated to NeoWorldProgram_Virus's beloved subject, Leah. ]

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All songs by: Kanaria & NeoWorldProgram_Virus

『エンヴィーベイビー』×『KING』×『EYE』×『酔いどれ知らず』 [ KANARIA ] Mashup by NeoWorldProgram_Virus

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-05-24 13:12:32 UTC

Watch the video here: { clipchamp.com/watch/PEX9FS2StLM?…3727075.1645631545 }

Save to Pinterest: { www.pinterest.com/pin/585679126564504251/ }

Promoted on Pinterest by @LEAVEMEALONEEXTRAS

Alter Ego Junko Enoshima Cover Icon Source: Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair w/ permission from Spike Chunsoft
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[ Kanaria ] feat -かっぱえび仙人- & || NeoWorldProgram_Virus / ネオ世界プログラム_ウイルス ||
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Original Artist: Kanaria { www.youtube.com/channel/UC10BM9XdLdrvB8japwmRUvA }

『EYE』×『酔いどれ知らず』Made with help from: -かっぱえび仙人- { www.youtube.com/channel/UCIj3Mo4oO4bNWdLQN0Zhb8w }

Mashup Composed by: NeoWorldProgram_Virus / ネオ世界プログラムウイルス

Any reposting outside of this platform without credit is strictly prohibited. If you would like permission to repost, please message NeoWorldProgram_Virus. Enjoy!~
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<< WARNING: When translated, some lyrics are explicit and are intended for mature audiences only. >>

LOOK AT IT HE IS BEAUTIFUL

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-18 15:24:45 UTC

I'm so proud. QwQ

All the G O O D Characters die.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-18 15:25:42 UTC

I want to hate Douma for it. But I can't.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-18 15:26:15 UTC

Let's NOT talk about this one. . .

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-18 15:27:34 UTC

Warning: V E N T P O S T

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-18 20:03:26 UTC

I have no idea why my ex thinks she needs to know about my love life. -._-.

THERE'S AN ACCOUNT FOR ANIME WEEBS THATS UNDER CONSTRUCTION! :D

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-25 15:31:36 UTC

https://padlet.com/AnimeContentCorp_Official

I honestly think my little social circle on Padlet is breaking.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-08-26 15:05:18 UTC

So many people I used to know...That I don't anymore. Being added to things...And then being locked out. I'm not even here often enough for this...! I think a lot of people have forgotten I exist. Please, correct me if I'm wrong! If you think you can convince me there are more than 5 of you that still remember who Akari is, I can assure you, you're welcome to speak up. You can try to explain it to me; how you think you remember me. How you think I am. But I'm not the same. I'm still finding out who I am, and the old Akari is long gone. The real Akari can be rude as fuck, speaks her mind even if you don't like what she's saying, but opens up to those who deserve it.

An OC I made UvU

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-09-30 15:51:38 UTC

I'm in love. That should be a good thing, right?

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2022-10-24 14:08:42 UTC

It's supposed to be, right? Only, I'm scared. I'm scared so bad, that maybe this one's gonna fail just like the others. That maybe he doesn't love me. Really love me. The way I want to be loved.

I've often in the past thrown the word "love" like it was my name. A lot of the attraction I feel is nothing more than that. But this...This is different. Before we started dating, I'd felt this intense need to protect and love this one person. I love this guy! But I have so much going on...Emotionally, mentally...And I don't want to throw that all on him.

I went 12 days without talking to him because I didn't want to burden him. Because I was hurting, and felt the alone time would make me feel better. Almost 2 weeks. Wow. I am a horrid, horrid girlfriend.

He's going to leave me. I can feel it. Someday, I'm going to break down one time too many and I'm going to be all alone all over again. I fucking hate myself. But I can't die. I can't even bring myself to hurt myself anymore! Because he makes that much of an impact on me. I want to keep myself strong and beautiful for him. But I can't do it.

Someone please help me. Get me therapy that actually works.

I'm back. Everything's so different.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-11-21 16:03:41 UTC

Hm. I've changed so much. Like. . .So much. And everybody's gone. Basically dead. I missed this place, but I doubt I fit in anymore.

I love them so much. . .

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-11-21 19:36:46 UTC

I can't tell, if it's. . .my big heart, yearning to better them, or. . .Perhaps, a real connection.

I want . . .To hold them in my arms. . .whispers sweet nothing's. . .letting them know. . .everything's okay.

But there's. . .something else.

It's not. . .lust , quite frankly, but. . .passion. A deep, lovely, heart-racing passion. I want. . .I want to make love, sweet, long, passionate love, to them, to feel the breathless ecstasy that comes with it.

Let me hold you.

"You're hurting me, you're hurting me. . ."

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-11-22 00:13:03 UTC

I cry it out, every time I start, knowing there's nobody assaulting me but me.

"You're not supposed to like this!" a voice in me screams out, because my pace is frenzied, it's disgustingly rapid, violent, desperate, yearning for an orgasm that will never come.

There can be no orgasm when there is no pleasure.

My body, it's doing all the right things, trying to make me feel all the right things, trying to convince me that it's okay, while my brain screams that I don't have to do this, I don't have to do this.

But I do. Because I can never stop once I start, until I've tired myself out, or reduced myself to a puddle of agonizing sobs.

I miss Tay-Tay so much!

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-11-22 00:41:17 UTC

Welp. It finally happened.

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-12-09 22:41:36 UTC

They blocked Revolt. THEY BLOCKED IT.

My precious friends are all there. . .Maxxie, Lili, Krissy . . . everybody.

I'm not sure how to feel about this. I hate it.

Hm. . .

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-12-16 18:13:13 UTC

I really, really hate how this feels. Knowing 90% of people hate you, while the other 10% could only be liking parts of you. Not really wanting you around. It kind of hurts me. A lot.

But at the same time, I love those few in the 10% I know genuinely care and love all of me. It makes me feel. . .needed, not just wanted.

Lili, Krissy, Felipe, TJ, Tay-Tay. . .I love you all.

"Why do you have that username?"

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-12-17 00:18:08 UTC

Well, honestly, NeoWorldProgram_Virus is a reference to an anime, manga, and video game franchise called Danganronpa. The Neo World Program, particularly in Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair, is a simulation where the characters have their consciousness uploaded, to live a fake life on a tropical island with no worries. The _Virus part comes from one character in particular, a Miss Junko Enoshima, who is literally a virus that invades the program.

She is one of my favorite characters. Thus, the name. I fuckin' love the franchise, even now. Besides, I like having the same username everywhere, for consistency, and it's pretty unique, so usually nobody's already using it. If the character limit is too short, I just have it as simply NeoWorldProgram. Unless, of course, somebody has one of those usernames. Or I have an alt account. Then you'll never really know who I am, unless I let you.

On This Day, At This Exact Time, I Was Born!

NeoWorldProgram_Virus — 2024-12-17 00:20:38 UTC

Felt like auto-making this post to appear on my birthday, as a tiny celebration of sorts. Not that anybody is exactly. . .looking at this, at least regularly. The comments are dead. And I only know of 3 people who've looked at this. But who cares? I'm doing it for myself. So, yay me! Today at this very moment, I turn 17! <3