She was scared

She was determined 

She wouldn't give up

She picked up the gun

She put it to her head

She looked into his eyes

She saw the devils spawn

She knew this was her only way out

She closed her eyes

She pulled the trigger 

She opened her eyes

She saw him standing there

She was okay

Time for round 2

Green and flurry like the trees

His heart is a vase filled with moths shallow like love notes to your least favorite teacher

The taste buds on her lips burn like hot cheetos 

Hot cheetos, yes i said it burn like hot cheetos that were set on fire by his loving soul

Her soul was thin 

Just like the paper that cuts you skin after you finish riding your bike

Her heart was gold

Gold like that sun that shines on your back when you stare into the sky

And that gun that held the magic bullet that led her to her fate

Russian Roulette the game of the century of a lifetime

 

Pace yourself he says to me

If you play, you get to leave 

Take the gun, and count to three

I'm sweating now, Im moving slow

No time to think, my turn to go

And you can see my heart, beating

You can see it through my chest

I'm terrified but I'm not leaving, no

I know that I must pass this test

So just pull the trigger 

As my life flashes before my eyes

I'm wondering will I, ever see another sunrise?

So many won't get the chance to say goodbye

But it's too late because he has already taken my life

 Where are you? How did you even get yourself into this mess girl? You had everything going for yourself! You are smarter than this but you let him trick you. You know he is a punk. He would've never pulled that trigger on himself. He beat you and belittled you and you let him. Now look where we are. I don't even know where we are. We gotta find our way out of this game of Russian Roulette.

Your new friend,

Ghost You

Born: January 17th, 2015  Died: June 8th, 2017

Cause of Death: Unhappiness because Nico got fired from his job so he began to abuse Semaj. When she told him she was leaving him he challenged her to a game of Russian Roulette which she lost (he cheated and shot her instead of himself.)

Life: Nico and Semaj’s relationship began in January of 2015. It was love at first sight. When Nico loses his job and Semaj begins to prosper he begins to beat on her and to be able to leave him Semaj agrees to join him in a game of Russian Roulette. On his turn, he turns the gun towards Semaj and releases the bullet. It doesn’t kill her but instead she turns into a ghost but she doesn't know that yet.

Remembrance: They will be remembered by their tragic relationship which was once all love that soon turned into dishonesty, hatred, and death.