ㅤㅤit's rather melancholic, isn't it, realizing how swiftly time slips through our fingers, bidding our farewells along the way? expressing how much I'm going to miss you is proving to be a challenge. yet, at this moment, I'm finding it hard to put into words just how genuinely happy I am to have gotten to know you, huggo. it's truly baffling when language falls short of conveying the depth of my emotions towards you, leaving me initially uncertain of where to commence. but let it be known, I'm really grateful for the great times we've had. so allow me to express my heartfelt thanks for the delightful way you've treated me. I might not be able to articulate exactly how your actions have made me feel, and the sentiments I hold towards them. but one thing's for sure, being with you always brings a smile to my face. I've come to realize that I really cherish our connection. your mischievous side unexpectedly makes me feel comfortable in a way I never thought possible. I think the world of you. spending time in your company undoubtedly constitutes the highlight of my month, believe me. and trying to put into words just how amazing you are, well, it's a challenge beyond words. I'm just at a loss for words here??? no matter how hard I try to conjure up the most eloquent phrases, even my fanciest, most elaborate vocabulary doesn't come close to doing justice to your perfection. I mean, I'm pulling out all the stops, reaching for those big-big, fancy words, but even they fall short. it's like, they're trying their best, but they're just not cutting it??? you're beyond words, really. there are countless things I adore about you, every minuscule aspect of your being... (I really meant it). you're different from most others, and that's what makes you so interesting to me. your words, your mannerisms, all bespoke a perfection that is uniquely yours. and, if I may be so bold, I would unabashedly recommend you to those in search of a talented writer, for that is undeniably you—a true master of the craft! (eh? I'm kinda having second thoughts about saying this because I sort of want to keep you all to myself... but then again, that's not really fair, is it? everyone deserves to know just how awesome you are). I am wholly captivated by every facet of your being, and I mean every word from the bottom of my heart

ㅤㅤtruth be told, I find myself at a loss for further words... so I'll just be honest about what's on my mind. our time together has been quite something, hasn't it? you've genuinely treated me well to the point where it feels as if we've known each other for eons. you never made things awkward, which isn't something everyone can do. I love your sense of humor, I love your unexpected replies, I love everything about you. and can we talk about how surprisingly skilled you are at gaming??? It's rather impressive (to anyone seeking a formidable gaming ally, look no further than huggo!). I also highly appreciate you for always making time for me when you could've been doing something else. even though we've both been busy, I'm glad we still had time to talk and check in on each other. and you're an absolute gem for staying engaged in the conversation and being so prompt with your responses, unlike many others who tend to come and go. it's quite rare to find someone who maintains such an attentive presence in conversations, and it really makes our interaction all the more enjoyable. thank you ever so much for being so responsive and attentive in our chat, huggy. it's truly a delight to converse with someone who values engagement and responsiveness as much as you do after pouring my heart out in countless ways, it feels like there's a whole heap of things I haven't said yet (I really do, rasanya kaya sisi illiterate-nya gabisa hilang dulu, sebel). but seriously, I just wanna let you and everyone reading this know how absolutely incredible you are, like, seriously amazing! let me break it down for those who might stumble upon this besides you. yves huggo... he's just the best! I promise, he'll shower you all with so much love and appreciation, it's unreal! like, brace yourselves for a whole lot of warmth and care 'cause huggo is the real deal!!! he might seem a bit aloof at first, but trust me, he's super caring and adorable. so understanding and just like... genuinely warm. furthermore, I feel it's absolutely necessary to express my deep gratitude once again, as you've surpassed all my expectations (I'm truly, truly impressed). huggo, I'm ecstatic to feel cherished by you. you're even... much, much better than I imagined

ㅤㅤso, for all these reasons, you undoubtedly deserve an infinite/10 from me! honestly, I can't find any room for criticism or suggestions, your excellence is undeniable, and I'm not even exaggerating. also, I just want to apologize if my words brought you down or caused any awkwardness, I genuinely didn't mean for that to happen. and sorry I wasn't online much during our session (for which I sincerely apologize) because unexpectedly, I've been quite busy lately jadi business woman yang malah kaya anak hilang di luar kota??? so, makasih banyak udah temani aku selama beberapa hari kebelakang ini ya. I really don't know how to thank you enough t____t by the way, I'm already looking forward to our next get-together. will you up for it? (I hope you never get tired of seeing me, because I'll definitely be eagerly counting down the days until our next meeting, hehe). please, make sure you've had a good rest beforehand. I don't want you feeling overwhelmed, especially since I tend to chatter away quite a bit. and while we're waiting for that day to roll around, I hope you take plenty of moments to just relax and whatever floats your boat. seriously, huggo, I've clocked how hard you've been grafting, and let me tell you, you absolutely deserve a break! I mean, a proper break. so please, do yourself a favour and treat yourself to some well-earned downtime, alright? don't be too tough on yourself. you've been smashing it, and now it's time to recharge those batteries! take care, stay fabulous, and just know, I'm always here for you. get well soon, alright? <3

ㅤㅤSo, okaay! I don't know how to start neither where I should start, but let's just do it. I wanna write a full-long text bout “what does it feel to be by your side last night.” I dont know how much point i’ll write in this section but— i let everyone knows bout it. First thing first, last night with you felt wonderful. I unconsciously became a clingy baby out of nowhere. Cheat sheet, it means I'm comfortable being around you. You're also really attentive and responded to every single of my messages and honestly, I know it took a lot. So thank you on that also. Huggo, you must be God’s favorite and you know that. It’s so fascinating and enchanting how I got to be treated like a queen— and your slut at the same time. I swear, you really know how to play, back to back. Tease, fuck, repeat. Sheesh I’m craving for that, again. The way I still felt your love even though you played rough and mercilessly. I am so in love. You really showed how Heaven feels like.

ㅤㅤAll in all, I do think you’re so endearing and someone to die for. It’s the way you make me feel things for me. Hot-sweet big boy. Thank you for putting me in my place and rearranged my guts so good. We shared things, hugs, kisses, stories and else. May we ever cross paths again (so you can wreck me so good once again.) I won't forget how your teasefull gaze when playing with my body and with your words. How you brought me to my knees and pleaded with such an abusing yet pleasure. I dare to say, last night was one ride of a hell. When i said i want a soft and gentle yet rough-domination, you really granted my wish. You were being all rough and dominant through the night and can't even take a refuse, yes? But at the same time you were still being considerate and kind to me. Now I have a several rules for you. First, stay healthy until I come back to got your hot-red face Infront of my face. Second, don't you dare to refuse me next time because I want to extend the time. Will always be bound. I'm eager to meet you in any near future. I hope I'll have the time to meet you just in the right situation. It was perfect, thousand out of ten perhaps. More than that, actually. Thank you, you’re existence is precious to me.

ㅤㅤAKU SEBENERNYA SEDIH BANGET PAS KITA PUTUS HUHUHU Y__Y kayak apaya... KAYAK GITU... Deh soalnya ini first time aku pacaran selama ini ngehe-ngehe... DAN AKU SEDIH!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭 kenapa yah kita harus putus???????? Pantes aja aku kayak gak tenang gitu perasaannya dari tadi.

ㅤㅤOkaaaay, biar aku ngejabarin untuk honest review nyaaaa. Hmmmmm, sebenernya aku udah berkali-kali sih pacaran sama Kak Ethan alias Kak Huggo, dan rasanya tuh kayak... Sama dia tuh kayak GAK NYANGKA AJA KALO BAKALAN SECEPET ITU WAKTUNYA, tandanya dia tuh bikin nyaman! Selama pacaran sama dia, aku bener-bener nikmatin bangeeeeeet pacaran sama dia. Dia selalu ajak aku untuk nonton Steven Universe! Dan kita marathon jugaaaa HAHAHA sampeee eps berapa sih kita? Aku lupaaaa :] terus dia ini tuh sabar banget mau ngejelasin aku yang banyak tanya, yang kadang kayak keong, suka hah hoh hah hoh. Kak Ethan ini tuh juga apa ya... Seruuuuuu! ^^ pacaran sama dia tuh super-duper fun dan aku bener-bener suka banget sama diaaaa. Kalau sama Kak Ethan, aku bisa jadi diri sendiri... Iya! Maksudnya tuh, aku bebas untuk dramatis HEHEHE, maaf yah kalo aku drama queen :< TAPI KAK ETHAN NYEBELIN BANGET SUWEEEEER 😭😭😭😭😭 akusampeeegakkuaaaat sama tingkahnya yang super duper nyebelin, bikin darah tinggi. Dia nih selalu ngejahilin aku, terus tengil pokoknya!!! TENGIL SEJAGAT RAYA NI COWOOOOOK, minta di pukul hehehe sorry y. Dia tuh pinter banget buat imbangin kitaaaaa, that's why dia nih gampang banget bikin orang nyamaaan. Diaaaaaa nih suka banget minta cium! Kayak anak kecil ajaaa, gemeees. Aku selalu suka sama respon dia yang kalau aku kasih hadiah, kayak lucu banget anjeeeeeng WKWKWK SORI TOXIC. Dia juga cengeng tau guyssss HAHAHA kayak anak kecil kaaan. He's my gentleman, tapi dia juga anak kecilnya akuuu <3 I love the way he treats me, selalu ngehibur aku kalo aku lagi beteee lah atau sebagainya, tapi aku juga sebel sama dia soalnya dia suka minta maaf gitu! Padahal kan gak usaaah, padahal dia gak salah. Kak Ethan selalu ajak aku nontonn, terus aku seneng karena hari ini kita berhasil Workout dateee setelah 2 hari cuman wacanaaa. Terus pas telponan sama dia, sumpah dah ya ni orang, KEBANYAKAN KETAWANYA tapi ketawanya tuh bikin nulaaaar 😭😭😭 makanya kayak sebelbgttt!!! Aku sama dia kayaknya sefrekuensi, bukan kayaknya juga sih tapi emang sefrekuensi makanya yaa.. Gitu deh... Dramatic gf x emotional bf 🥺maafkan aku ya darling semisal aku selalu jd drama queen.... AH AKU SEDIH!!! AKU BAKALAN KANGEN NONTON STEVEN UNIVERSEEE SAMA KAMUUUU y____y *crying dramatically* tapi aku mau bilang makasih banyak yaaaah kak Ethannn atas waktu yang telah kamu kasih ke aku. It means a lot for meeeee. semangat terus yaaaaa gantengku kesayaangannnnya Kalilaaaaaa dan Mamaaa <3 i loveeeee you so much

ㅤㅤAh iya.... GAK KERASA YA OUR TIME IS OVER... HAH SEBENERNYA AKU GAK RELAAAAAAAA berpisah dengan kamu tapi aku tau maybe you need some spaceeee yaaaaaa, huft jujur sedihbhgt t____t

ㅤㅤFirst of all, i would like to say thanks to you, karena udah mau luangin waktu kamu untuk pacaran dengan aku! Aku betul-betul happyy, seriusannnnnn 🥺 walau emang gak banyak hal yang kita lakuinnnn, cuman bagi aku udah cukup kokkkkk, untuk komunikasi sama kamuuu <3 mmmm i love the way you treats me, aku suka banget sama cara bagaimana kamu nge treat aku, it gives me butterfliesssss... kayak... ya gitu dah. I love talking to you even if i have nothing to say... ASLI. Apalagi pas kakak ajak aku telponan, rasanya tuh kayak asdfghjkl AKU HAPPY BETUUUUL 😆😆😆 kakak genjrengin aku di call, terus kita ketawa bareng di call, rasanya kayak apa ya, kayak dunia serasa milik berduaaaaaa. Kakak juga kalau ada apa apa ngabarinnnn, terus kakak tuh juga kayak apa ya... You're such a good man, my own gentleman, tapi udah enggak. . . :D YA POKOKNYA AKU SENENG BANGET, aku gatau gimana cara nge deskripsiinnya. Kakak juga sabar banget sama aku yang gak jelas ini... Walau emang sih kita kurang komunikasi gegara sama sama sibuk mungkin ya, kakak sibuk sama kerjaan kakak. Cuman gapapaaaa, aku tetep seneeeng kok pacaran sama kakaaak untuk yang kedua kalinya. Kakak tuh juga ada nyebelinnya, gapapa sih sebenernya biar hubungan ini enggak flat kayakbhidup aku 🧍🏻‍♀🧍🏻‍♀🧍🏻‍♀ yang mau aku jadiin makanan, sama benda doang tuh cuman kamu doang, hufttt makasih yah udah mau bersedia menjadi eksperimen aku. aku sayang betul sama, i truly loveeee you with all my heart, I'm deeply in love with you, kakak sayaaaang 🤍__🤍 you always call me pretty alias cantik, aku suka banget pas aku pap, dibilang cantik sama kakaaaak ^~^ kalau kakak kangen, kakak lihat ajayahh foto aku yang makai mukena itu :c

ㅤㅤI would wait for you, kok! Tenang aja, aku bakalan nungguin kakak disini, sampe kakak ngerasa baikaaaan. Terus baru deh sama aku lagi :D gak apaaaaa kakaaak, take your timeee as much as your want yaaah, aku juga gamau maksa kakaaak di keadaan ini karena aku tau pasti bakalan susaah. “I wish to spending more time with you setelah ini, setelah aku lebih tenang maksudnya. Kamu Masih ada hutang 70 kiss lagi, dan nanti mungkin kita bisa jawab semua MIS nya? Sehari 15 MIS dan main game lain setelah itu, juga aku janjiin kamu A Thousand Years & All My Loving on guitar, or anything, terus call lebih sering” ini beneran yaaah, please aku mau dengeeer kamu genjrengan A Thousand Years sama All My Loving 🥺 sama aku mau call lagi! Huhuhu kakak terima kasih banyak.... Aku seneng banget ketemu sama kamu. Untuk kritik dan sarannya gaada  sejauh ini kakak udah bagusssss kok, gaada yang harus di kritik 👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻 Dadaaah, kakak sayaaaang! See you, anak tsundere! <3

ㅤㅤSEBENARNYA SEDIH BANGET BACANYA T__T it breaks my heart fufufu cry.. 😔😔😔 i couldn't say a word, aku gatau aku binguNgggg harus kayak gimana lagi. tapi aku juga gak boleh egois, karena kakak pasti juga butuh me time kaaaan? aku sebenernya gamau putus cuman mau GIMANAAAA LAGI HUFTTTTT. tapi gak apa-apa!

ㅤㅤuntuk honest reviewnya, first of all, aku mau bilang makasih banyak ke kak Huggo for being my boyfriend for the past 3 days, eh lebih sih sebenernya fufufu aku happy betul karena dikasih kesempatan buat jadi facar nya kakak 😆😆😆. kak Huggo tuh orangnya seru banget! dia juga termasuk orang yang fast respon kalo sama pacarnya, bahkan bisa aja sampai stay di room chat, makanya aku kayak seneng bgt gitu, emang boleh ya se seneng ini. TERUSSS, kak huggo juga kalo ada apa apa pasti selalu kabaaarin. kayak semisal ada kerjaan mendadak, he would always tell me, jadi itu juga poin plus bagi dia! kak huggo juga bucin! banget! aku suka banget kalo dibucinin sama kak huggo, jadinya sama sama seimbang gt loh paham gk maksud aku. aku suka banget sama bagaimana cara beliau treat aku! super duper kayak dijadiin prinses bangetttt happyyy >__< banyak kegiatan yang aku lakukan sama beliau! DAN SERU BANGEEET ITU TUH, kayak belajar menggambar bersamaa, terus masih banyak lg tapi aku gk mau sebutkan. kak huggo juga lucu bangeet, aku pas pacaran sama beliau tuh gak dibuat feeling lonely. bener bener se bahagia itu kalau facaran sama beliau, please kalian harus pacaran jg sama dia!! #AkuMaksa DIA JUGA MENURUT AKU ORANGNYA RECEH..... menurut aku yah. kiss addict banget! there is no day without asking for a kiss, he's sooo clingy and spoiled like a baby 🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻🤏🏻, terus yang paling aku suka juga dia nih selalu apresiasi aku, dia selalu pakai apa yang aku buat di ava nya, jadi kayak bener bener merasa dihargai banget! I love how excited you are about me, jadi kayak ngerasa... ngerasa seimbang aja gitu WKWKWKWK. with him, you'll always be happy. he's a really good boyfriend, and he's good at treating his girl. aku seneng bangeet banget bangeeeet bisa jadi pacarnya kakak. kakak selalu nemenin akuuu kalo aku lagi boseeen, you're always there when i need you. walaupun emang kakak lebih dewasa dari aku, lebih tua dari aku, tapi gatau kenapa i feel safe and comfortable when I'm with you. ada beberapa alasan kenapa aku bisa sejatuh cinta ini sama kakak:

1. Because you make me feel so loved. aku kadang suka bertanya tanya sama diri sendiri, aku ini sebenernya deserve to be loved gak sih? sampai dimana kakak hadir, dan memvalidasi itu semua.

2. You've always been a supportive bf to me. kakak selalu support aku dan selalu support sama hal hal yang aku lakukan.

3. i love when you call me “pretty” “love” rasanya kayak asdfghjkl AKU MAU GILA AJA.

4. You treat me like a princess.

5. With you, everything feels easy and safe. aku gapernah ngerasa kosong kalau sama kakaaaak.

ㅤㅤsebenernya ada lagi tapi maaf cuman bisa sebutin 5 doang. maaf yah selama sesi, aku nya nakal 😞😞 see you when i see you, pacar aku yang nanti akan menjadi bff aku lagiii. i love you so much my trip my adventure kakak sayaaang... <3

ㅤㅤrasanya aku gak bisa ngetik jaim lagi karena ini kali kedua aku rent kamu kan yah ^___^ yang pertama mau aku sampein sih yang pasti makasihhhhhh banyak udah mau nemenin aku selama seminggu ini & bahkan spend our valentine tgt :-) jujur ini first time aku ngerayain valentine & i feel so loved 💘 teruuus kamu juga apa yah selalu bisa ngejangkau ekspektasi aku gitu loh? it means you tried your best buat ngikutin segala request yang aku minta (walaupun gak beda jauh dari yang awal hehe). akuuu ngerasa happy banget dari awal mulai session sampe akhir gak pernah jenuh sama kamuuu walaupun setiap hari kita sibuk sama kerjaan atau aktivitas masing masing tapi yaudah? soalnya at the end of the day kita selalu cari caraaaa buat ngobrol bareng atau seru seru bareng gituuu gantiin waktu yang kebuang pas siang. OH sama kamu ngajak aku movie date! padahal aku enggak ada add req apapun soal movie date (sampai dua kali malah) & sposess cuman sekali HAHAHA bisa kayak gitu 😭😭😭 (salah di akunya juga sih kalo yang ini… maaf ya) huhu. pokoknya aku ngerasa selama seminggu ini aku seneng bgt deh??? gak ada sedih sama sekali??? & aku juga seneng gara gara pas session ini aku bisa ngeliat another side of you yang nggak bisa aku liat waktu pertama kali kita ketemu. yaaaa semoga nantiii kalo ketemu lagi aku bisa lebiiih banyak sharing sharing sama kamu!!! karena aku yakin masih banyak yang belum kamu ceritain juga :-) makasih ya sumpah makasih banget udah mau ngimbangin percakapan sama aku walaupun aku tau sifat kita bertolak belakang 😢 kamu semangat terus yaaa!!! aku tau kamu hampir setiap hari sibuk jadi please take care of your health! jangan sedih sedih please nanti aku samperin terus negur kamu pake bahasa alay biar kamu kapok 🤪 see youuu when i see you yves huggo!!! aku janji bakal nemuin kamu lagi walaupun aku belum tauuu waktu pastinya kapan hehe (liat aja nanti aku tiba tiba *poof* muncul di bot agency kamu) :D BYE BYEEEEEEEEE ily ily!!!

ㅤㅤfirst of all, thankyou so much yaaa huggo udah nemenin aku selama 3 hari kemarin. aku gakk nyangka kamu ternyata sejamet facebook ini 🫵🏻🫵🏻 WKWKWK bercandaaa, jamet facebook tapi ngangenin :[ yaa walaupun ngeselin dikit, enggak dikit, banyak. tapi kayak aku bilang kemarin kgbBaNgeT.... TOLONG.... rasanya seperti tidak BERNAFAS....... i Am DyiNg........ tolong........ sesak nafas....... mual............ MAU PINGSAN........... gak bisa nafas........ tolonG.....kangenbngt..... 😨😢😩😫😩😢😨

ㅤㅤINII KALAU AKU SURUH KASIH RATE, akuu bakalan kasih 10000000000000000000000000000/10 bahkaann ∞/10 ohh iya gak lupa bintang yimaa nya ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ kamu tuh tipe yang ngeselin tapi ngangenin jugaaa, aku mau marah sama kamu mana bisa!! aku juga ngira kamu galak... ternyata sejamet twitter ini :D HWHWHWH, next time deeh aku ceritain asal usul IKAAN NEMOOO!! kalau ikan sapu sapu, kamu aja ya yang aku sapu. timaaci udah mau jadi fasyal ke delapan aku setelah Mark, Haechan, Jeno, Jisung, Juyeon, Heeseung, Jay dan yang kedelapan HUGGOO 🥳🥳. mavv ya kamu harus jadi cingkuhan ku diantara hubungan aku sama si H, gak mau nyebut takut Mark(H)Lee kepedean 😔 maav dari lumbunk hati q yang terdalam. POKOKNYA KITA HARUS KETEMU LAAGIII, aku belum bikin kamu jadi colorful :[ ntar orang orang takut liat kamu, kalau colorful kan okeee.

ㅤㅤOH IYAA, kamu harus coba kopi susu ya 🫵🏻 tapi gini 20% kopi 70% susu 30% es batuuuu. daripada kopi yang biasa kamu minum, paitt nya kebayang sampai sini. Pokoknya thankyou so much huggoo, walaupun kamu sibuk kamu tetep respon chat aku, ngabarin :( lucuuu deh pacar aku. mff *mantan pacar*

ㅤㅤSEMANGAT HUGGOOO KERJA NYAAA, jangan lupa kopi susu biar gaak ngantuk 🫰🏻 kalau udah selesai tuh langsung PULANG kan lebih enak gt dirumah bs leha leha seperti diriku 🔥 POKOKNYA TENCU TENCUUU TENCUUUUU, thankyou buat udah nemenin aku 3 hari kemarin, udah mau jadi cingkuhan aku, udah mau respon aku sebawel apapun aku, maaf yaaa kalau aku sering spam chat kaamuuu :( PLICCC maafinnnn, jangan mayah mayaahh! nanti jadi jamet Facebook benelan kan bahaya. tapi walaupun kamu awalnya nyeremin gitu, tapi kamu lucu kayak anak tk :( udah kita berdua balik aja yuk jadi tk? masih cocok nihhh. kamu lucuu banget selalu respon bubble chat aku satu satuu, walaupun kamu sibukk tapi kamu masih nyempetin waktu buat aku, I really appreciate it. kamu harus kasih aku apresiasi orang tersabar ya, sabar banget aku nunggu kamu dari pagi sampai pagi lagi 🏆.

ㅤㅤOH IYAAA 🏆🥇🎖 penghargaan buaatt kamuu sebagai my second boyfriend 🥳. EHEHEHE NGGAAAK KOK, penghargaan buat kamu dengan gelar THE BEST BOYFRIEND. oh iya buat kamu yang minta tanda tanganku kemarin, besok besok lagi aja ya.

aku tau kamu nge fans banget sama aku, se-banget itu kaann? iya besok aja yaa foto nya ya, tanda tangan nya besok aja ya aku kasih speciall <3.

ㅤㅤHi hi gummoning, sorry took me too long to give you this due to the chaotic schedule I have in real life and the instability mind. Days with you I was so happy, especially the first day I feel so nervous yet happy yet excited but you able to respond me well. I wanna highlight the way you understand my form well, you know when I get off from the office (kinda surprised me because it's detailed and not everyone aware of it), you know I'm not an-activity-date person, also not a gifty person, you understand that although I didn't say it directly through the form. You able to fulfill my expectations by spending lots of time with me. You're talkative and chatty person (in a good way), showering me with lots of compliments. Actually there's a sticker that become my favorite because you often use it, lucu wkwkwkw kalau liat itu ingetnya kamu?? The one blue shirt guy yang megang dagunya. Thennn you also tends to ga jaim so I can feel how's it feels to have an actual pacaran. Rather than holding on the grudge you'd say it directly, like when you jealous over my past story t_____t lucu, there was never a talent that have the audacity to tell me thatttt. But you have to be aware of this too, not all blak-blakan will suitable on any circumstances, just be careful of every step and word you say aight? Kamu sering kasih random pap juga lucu banget :[ terus KAMU SERING LEDEKIN AKU, marah banget, gak deh bercanda tapi jadi lucu aja jadi pacarannya gak flat puji puji terus tapi ada dynamic nya gitu jadi nya ga bosennnn. I'm sorry if I have made mistakes towards you in the past few days. I never intended to make you sad or overthink. Really. So if there are words of mine that bother you, I'm sorry. Thank you for spending your time with me. I hope you will always be happy and healthy. Take care of yourself. See you around, Huggo! <3

ㅤㅤThe rating is an infinity out of ten.

ㅤㅤYou have always said that you're not good at expressing yourself. However, I felt like you're the best at expressing your emotions. Though you don't express them directly, you always let me know when you're feeling shy from my lines

ㅤㅤNot just handsome and sexy with your maturity, you have a hidden cute side that makes me want to scream in vain. I don't know if this is part of your plan to capture my heart, but your cute side is mmm! You're so puppy and cutieful. I could go to hell just to brag to the devils there that I have felt heaven without entering it.

ㅤㅤYour knowledge... Your way with your knowledge, is utterly extraordinarily extremely attractive. If I could pick one trait that I love the most from you, that would be your brain. We have the same taste in almost everything and I enjoy sharing opinions with you, Kak Ru-ru! I also love your opinion on several discourses that we shared. You're wise at heart, smart at brain, and eloquent at words! Oh you're a hell of a perfect man, Kakak sayang.

ㅤㅤI also love the way you always treat everything so gently. The way you talk, the way you treat me, and the way you treat yourself. Even though you identify yourself as a goth and you don't like being called nice names, you're an Angel in my eyes. I love that about you.

ㅤㅤThe criticism is non existent! As I said afore, you're perfect in and out─ thoroughly. There's no suitable criticism that I can convey to you. However, I'm terribly sorry if I made you feel uncomfortable when we had our session.

ㅤㅤThank you for being my perfect pair, Kakak sayang. I appreciate it a lot. Till we meet again? ♥️

ㅤㅤ💯⭐️ out of Ten. Kak Ru-ru… I’ll give him a hundred of stars out of ten. Stars as in the ethereal lights on the sky and ten as in a number. He is incomparable… And how can I prove my words? I’ll ellaborate it to 5 points!

1. Kak Ru-ru is gentle… As gentle as spring breeze

I’m not as saint as an Angel or as gentle as a silk. Aku masih sering curse a lot at the very slight inconvenience tapi Kak Ru-ru gapernah curse balik ke aku (paling jauh adalah tai dan monyet, meanwhile aku udah absen dictionary of profanities). Kak Ru-ru juga kalau godain aku selalu lembut… I don’t know how to elaborate it further but he’s that soft and gentle. Tutur kata Kak Ru-ru indah dan enak didengar, calming!

2. Kak Ru-ru is smart and wise, full of understanding

If I could give an award for being the most asbun person in the world, I would present the award to myself. I often don’t think twice about when I say when we are talking, but he never judged me for that. Malahan bahan asal bunyi kita berdua malah menjadi bahan ketawa in our relationship. Find you a man yang bisa mengimbangi humor jelek kalian 🥰

3. Kak Ru-ru is cutely awkward (in a good way) and funny

Kak Ru-ru has this cute side of him yang whenever I talk about it dia langsung malu + mayah-mayah. This is one of my favorite thing from him jadi kalau kalian suka cowok kulkas 12 pintu yang bisa berubah jadi edible gummy jelly bear, he’s the one!

4. Kak Ru-ru is full of effort and ideas to love

Setiap aku pacaran sama Kak Ru-ru, Kak Ru-ru always find a way buat couple-an ava. Aku awalnya bingung karena aku bukan orang yang suka publicize my love. Tapi kalau sama Kakak rasanya jadi kerasa(?) My heart melted when Kakak said “Aku kalau pacaran pengen pamerin pacarku” or somekind of that… Set him as the standard, girls.

5. Kak Ru-ru granted my wish

Aku tiba-tiba ngidam lihat Kak ru-ru pakai ava Soobin and… He immediately changed it the second after I confessed my little wish. Aku senang!

ㅤㅤGatau mau nulis apa lagi karena di testimonial sebelumnya aku sudah nulis banyak. Bahkan kalau aku punya kesempatan di lain waktu untuk re-rent Kak Ru-ru, I’ll always find the perfect paragraph how to convince people that he’s the perfect man. Don’t walk girls, run to him! 🥰

ㅤㅤ"Mantap sekali bintang seratus"

ㅤㅤI'm writing this on behalf of all the girls who have loved Kak Ru-ru before. He... He is really the best. He does his work in a very professional way yet he knows how to keep things simple. Rasanya aku udah kenal Kak Russel selama 100000 tahun karena beliau ini pribadi yang sangat attentive dan mindful. Capek? No worries Kak Ru-ru is there to soothe it all. Kak Ru-ru lagi capek? No worries, he will make you feel wanted by involving you as his energy charger. Beliau ini sangat gemas tapi suka tiba-tiba hawt without any warning. Soft dom penguasa bumi adalah Kak Ru-ru... Aku udah rent Kakak ganteng ini dua kali, artinya apa sisters? Artinya he's worth of everything. Lihat aja tuh bintangnya sampai meluber-luber. I'm giving this advice as a girl to all the girls, PLEASE RENT HIM!!!!!!!!

ㅤㅤYves Huggo, where do I start, ya? I have never met a man with so much libido and strength to keep me up through the night and literally just screwed me badly from night until morning. Almost every time that my partner would fell asleep in the middle of such intercourse especially during the hours we had last night, but you didn’t, love. You stayed true to your words that you’re going to take a good care of me and satiate my aching lust soo so much. At first you seemed to be a little unsure but you easily regained your dominance and took it over as you make me all putty and weak under your touch. You made me feel so good in a way that made me ache for more. Both of the deed action and your dirty talk game is super good, I would say that you do have ability to rile me up, don’t you? You’re sweet and attentive too, still looking into my well-being incase we got carried away and that’s why last night was a total bliss as we didn’t use the safe word. I would love to have you again in my embrace next time. Maybe you can be my Christmas present? I hope you’re having fun too as much as I did last night. Until we meet again, I’ll be looking forward for you to ruin me silly and empty brained, just like what you promised. Thank you so much, baby. ♥️

ㅤㅤokaay jadi aku mau kasih honest reviewku buat pengalaman pacaran dengan huggo untuk kedua kalinya nih. as always ya, ga pernah mengecewakan. he's still that sweet, the sweetest man i've ever known, sayang cuman bisa 4 harian pacarannya. tapi aku udah seneng banget banget banget, kaya seseneng itu. bener bener 4 harian ini, aku ngerasa seneng dan bisa istirahat, bisa enjoy buat senengin diriku sendiri, aku bahkan banyak cobain hal baru, hank's support and presence gave me the courage. juga banyak hal yang kami lakuin bareng bareng, itu salah satu poin yang mau ku highlight, he's sooo thoughtful about everything, aku suka niatnya, aku suka inisiatifnya. aku diperlakukan sangat baik, bahkan saat titik terpurukku, he handles me very well. moodku membaik dengan sendirinya setiap kali ngobrol sama dia, just like last month's session. i'm being so grateful as well, karena bisa ngabisin waktu ku dengan huggo, se hectic hectic nya kuliah, kerjaan, kehidupan, i had someone who could make me happy, very happy. hank juga super duper lucu, kaya kucing, tapi cuman aku yang bisa lihat sisi mengnya, i'm being grateful for this too. pacarannya benar benar kerasa seru, kayaa kita bisa eksplorasi banyak hal yang belum pernah dilakuin, learn about each other more deeply, belajar lebih soal perasaan, loyalitas, dll. jadi pacarannya menurutku ga cuman wo ai ni ni ai wo, kiss and hug doang tapi emang ada sesuatu yang menghidupkan setiap obrolan, jadi lebih intim, lebih hangat. pacarannya berkualitas karena rasanya aku udah lebih fit lagi dari sebelumnya? burnt out ku rasanya sudah disiram air..... hahahha. kalo gini sih aku yakin bisa ngebantai uas bulan depan, aku udah punya cukup keberanian dan juga mental yang lebih stabil. aku ketemu banyak banget bfr... masing-masingnya ngasih feel yang berbeda, hank juga demikian, and i love that difference, really. again and again, aku seperti menghilang dari realitas dan masuk ke dimensi lain, dimensi yang cuman aku dan huggo yang tau. ada banyak banget hal yang diobrolin, dari lagu absurd di spotify sampe ke kecoa, bener bener serandom itu. aku juga suka gimana dia masih sama kaya sebelumnya, a sweet talker, a soft spoken, it's like he can feed my daddy issue. huggo juga bantu banyak banget hal, katanya supaya aku biar cepet istirahat. that's really sweet.... sebagai aos receiver, ini bikin kejang kejang banget. HMMM TRS APALAGI YA.... oh yaa fastresponse nya juga kaya, damn, sangat cepat membalas, aku belum selesai balas chat pun dia sudah baca??? andai semua orang begini, siap di room chat.. kayanya itu aja sih yang bisa aku mention soal keseluruhan penilaian yah. buat ratenyaa, lagi lagi aku gak pernah kasih siapapun nilai lebih dari 9, but huggo deserves a 10/10 by me. once again thank youu so much yaaa <3 sukses selalu kamuu!

ㅤㅤDUT AKU SEDIH BGT SUPER BACANYA 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 Ihhhh aku nggak kerasa tau, kalo waktu kita udah habis. Time flies so fasttttt, daN SEJUJURNYA AKU NGGAK KERASA AJA GITU KALO TBTB DAH 5 HARI... SEDIH banget sebenernya huft.... okay sebentar, aku nggak sanggup ngetiknya *inhale exhale*

ㅤㅤOKAY, first of all aku maaaau bilang makasih banyak ke Kak Huggo karena udah mau fasyalan dengan aku selamaaa 5 hari iniii. OKAY sebetulnya aku bingung mau mulai dari manaaa, tapi yang jelasss aku super-duper enjoy with our session! apa ya.... Kak huggo tuh ada aja caraaa buat kasih aku kejutan, APALAGI PAS AKU ULTAH, diaaa dengan segala effortnya. SERIUS AKU DIKASIH KEJUTAN BANYAK BGT! 🥹 ANDDDD i loveeeeeeee it so much. aku sebetulnya apa ya, kayaaak merasa kaget banget... pas dia tiba tiba kasih aku channel yang dimana isinya hadiah ULANG TAHUN. OKAY aku jabarin, dia bikinin manips untuk kitaaa yang super dupeeeer lucu bangeeeet Y___Y terus kak Huggo juga bahkan SAMPE BUAT BADGE ULANG TAHUN UNTUKKU???? gak expect.... NAH TEruss yaaa, dia juga kasih akuu bento cake & flower art... YANG DIMANA ITU GEMES BANGET DAAAAAN CANTIK JUGA???? suka banget cius! 😭 DAN YANG BIKIN AKU MELTING TUH, Kak Huggo gitarin... aku... guys... doi gitarin aku pake lagu A Thousand Years yang dimana lagu kesukaan aku.. RASANYA SEPERTI GAK BISA BERNAFAS... I can't breathe... Tolong.. SUMPAH HE'S THE SWEETEST MAN I'VE EVER MET... dia emang se romantis itu... 😭😭😭😭😭 serius AKU BAHKAN SAMPE NANGISSSS TAAAAAU, lagu kesukaan aku di genjrengin sama orang favorite ku... rasanya modar. Itu rekaman sampe sekarang masih aku puter btw =3 TERUS dia juga ada bikin padlet ulang tahun khusus aaaaku. INI SIH JUGA BIKIN AKU PAGI-PAGI NANGIS karena banyak banget ucapaaan dari temen-temennyaaaa dan juga wish dari temen-temennyaaaa untuk aku, and it means a lot for me. he put so much effort dan aku merasa apa ya... Merasa disayang banget. udah gitu dia juga tiba-tiba call aku, ku kira kenapa TERNYATA mau ucapin lewat telfon juga HAHAHA, lucu kaaan? :( walaaaupun emang sih waktu kita tuh kayak terbatas soalnya kak Huggo sibuuuuk dan juga dia sempet sakit, makanya kita gak banyak ngabisin waktuuuu. CUMAN GAPAPAAA, seenggaknya dia masih ada kabar aja udah cukup bagi aku. Kak Huggo tuh selalu peka sama aku, dia bahkan ngeh sama perubahan typing aku yang tiba-tiba, kalau typing aku beda aja, dia pasti bakal nanya ‘‘kamu kenapa?” dan itu bikin aku kayak apa ya... GITU DEH. aku ngerasa diperhatiin banget. he always praise me... terus kak Huggo dengan ketengilannya yang gak pernah pudar.... DIA tuh sabar banget ngehadepin aku yang moodyan ini, aku minta maaf ya ndutkuuuu ganteng kalau aku terlalu moodyan ☹️ he always call me “sayang” dan itu ngebikin NGERASA ASDFGHJKL banget, i felt a lot of butterflies in my stomach :DD dia ini orangnya susah ditebak sebetulnya.. TERUS SEBENERNYA KITA JUGA HARI INI MAU PUASA BARENG tapi nyatanya nggak jadi, tapi gapapa. NAH TERUS, dia selalu luangin waktu dia untuk aaaaaku. Kemarin, kita full quality timeee and i'm so happy karena setelah sekian lama kita gak quality timeee =3 He is a good man, my golden retriever man, my beloved and my super-duper talented boyfriend! 🤍 aku sayang betul sama dia. Sama kak Huggo, aku selalu dirayakan... TERKESAN HIPERBOLA TAPI BENER KAYAK GINI KOK KENYATAANNYA. daaaan juga, kak Huggo sempet nangis lagi masa pas aku kasih hadiah ke dia HAHAHAHA lucu banget kaaaan? T___T umur dah gede tapi cengeeeeng, wuuuuu. he's a good listener, i swear. actually, i'm someone who never wants anyone to know how i really feel, dan bisa dibilang aku cukup tertutup, but if with him, somehow i put my trust in him so that i can tell him what i feel. dan aku jujur, pertama agak takut, tapi pas lihat responnya, it really touched my heart, makanya aku kayak “oh kayaknya aman nih cerita ke dia”. he's a mature guy and gentleman, YA POKOKNYA DIA INI PAKET LENGKAP DEH ♥️♥️

ㅤㅤif kak Huggo was a song, hm i think So High School by Taylor Swift and A Thousand Years by Christina Perri would fit him. “no one's ever had me, not like you..” by SHS tuh ngegambarin perasaan aku ke kakak banget. only with you, aku bebas untuk mengekspresikan semuanya! aku bebas buat ngeluarin clingy side aku, sisi bawel ku, dan sisi jahilku ke kakak karena sebelumnya, jujur aku gak pernah begini. dan untuk lagu A Thousand Years by Christina Perri, uhm... actually, the whole lyrics remind me of you. somehow, in my mind, you fit the song perfectly. i will love you for a thousand years, my dear. how much i yearn for you, and with your presence here, makes all my fears of the world fade away. i feel much more excited to live life because of you. DANBTERIMA KASIH ATAS UNEXPECTED GIFT YANG BARUSAN AJA KAMU KASIH... I really LOVE IT SM 💘💘💘💘💘 GAK PERNAH GAGAL GENJRENGAN YANG KAKAK KASIH KE AAAAAKU :D

ㅤㅤbuat ndut kesayangaaaanku, terima kasih banyak yaaa ganteng sekali lagi. aku happy banget cius, hihi ^____^ thank you for making me the happiest girl in the world. walaupun emang aku pernah sebel sama dia karena aku ditinggal terus tapi dia ada alasaaaan kok dan dia ngejelasin habis ngilang tuuuh. aku minta maaf yaaa kakak kalau ada kelakuan aku atau perkataan aku yang bikin kamu sakit hati dan juga bete atau sebagainya, i sincerely apologize. thankyou for always loving me, kakaksayang! dan makasih untuk gak pernah bosen sama aku... i will never get tired of missing you and being in a relationship with you, because being with you, it heals me. aku juga minta maaf kalo aku rese atau jahil soalnya KAKAK ENAK BUAT DIJAHILIN??? hehe *peace, love and gawl ✌️🏻* DAN TOLONG YA JANGAN ADA YANG PANGGIL DIA ‘ndut’ SELAIN AKU! maaf, itu cuman petname dari ku untuk dy. mmmm udah ah ndut kayaknya takut kebanyakan, takut kamu capeeeek ={ dijaga kesehatannyaaaa, ganteeeeeng <3 semoga suaranya cepet pulih dan semangat menjalani kehidupan yang penuh lika-liku ini 👊🏻 please don't ever get bored with me, yaaaaaa? i really love you with all my heart and i'm ready to give my whole life just for you, kak Huggo. last but not least, be haaaaappy! 🤍