Group Guidance Activities by Kristine

history stuff, really

2020-11-25 07:49:39 UTC

-the many requirements i haven't submitted yet
-past connections to other people
-what said people would think of me now after our shared history together

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:49:43 UTC

- Not starting something productive yet on the Alternatex Transfer Tasks or on some of the other tasks
- being afraid to speak up or share or even give simple announcements just because of some past experiences which are kind of petty tbh
- being a perfectionist sometimes, and being a "basta mapasa lang" person other times
- playing video games and watching my favorite series on Youtube too much
- having too many co curricular activities which I'm clueless in if I will be able to cope
- not being as matiyaga in math as I was before

shame game.

2020-11-25 07:49:50 UTC

it's so hard for me to speak to people, to speak up, to just .. speak. i wonder constantly why is it so difficult for me and what's wrong with me. on top of that, i've began to let go of my studies. and worse? i'm just ashamed of myself and everything i've ever done. this year has been.. really hard.

:]

2020-11-25 07:49:52 UTC

i feel like i'm falling behind since i can't really catch up with some modules and i have a lot of late requirements piling up

I was not able to be productive for the past few weeks and how I did not improve that much compared to the last quarter. I also feel ashamed of my insecurities because I always feel like I'm never enough

2020-11-25 07:49:53 UTC

S

2020-11-25 07:49:56 UTC

1. Sometimes using time unproductively

9711

2020-11-25 07:49:57 UTC

1)
=unproductiveness
=reluctant procrastination
=nagwawala as in iyak + nagdadabog kapag supper emotionally and mentally pressured ako...
=appearance because yung mismong relatives ko kinocompare ako sa appearance ng parents ko parang, "bakit maputi mom and dad mo tapos ikaw ang itim-itim" or "bakit ang dami mong pimples eh never nagkapimples yang tatay at nanay mo"
= when I am doing my best for them pero they say I am doing nothing...
= I feel stuck...
2)
strengths:
=ability to hold my tears in front of others
= ability to do tasks even though I feel suffocated
= separating personal priorities and academic priorities
= ability to laugh even in bad situations
= ability to speak when I have something to ask/say
= ability to love others even though I am tired of giving
= ability to say I am sorry
=ability to overthink and put so much pressure on myself until I feel numb

Motivation:
= sleep
= self-acceptance
= courage
= music
= dream career
= true happiness
= finding who I am and what I am meant to do or to be

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:49:58 UTC

1) mistakes I have made in my past.

xiv

2020-11-25 07:50:01 UTC

> my appearance.
> the amount of requirements that's piling up kasi i have been very unmotivated to do it.
> my weight
> my acne
> my personality.
> myself as a whole Lol xD!!!
> i'm rlly insecure that i swore to myself that i'll never post/show my face to anyone and online! ahaha
> the way my friends/anyone looks at me and/or thinks of me. i am a people pleaser kaso parang i irritate people more bc of this.
> the way i have become either too numb or too sensitive over things. there's no in between.
> the way i overshare to ppl Lawl xD i never had someone kaya i tend to overshare even to strangers, trying to get some sympathy and somfort lol!! ahaha

these shames really get to my head that it's breaking me but i have no one to tell, or i'm to ashamed to tell kaya i'm using this padlet and my privilege to share it anonymously here to vent!

either way, i am always available to lend a hand and/or an ear. <3

1.My perfomance dropping compared to last quarter

2020-11-25 07:50:03 UTC

2.My strengths are time management and productivity. Things that motivate me to reach my goals are seeing achievers that become successful with similar aspirations as mine.

970306

2020-11-25 07:50:03 UTC

1).
= Societal "Norms" and "Standards"
= physical image
= compliments
= myself

2).
= Music.
= having the capacity to be "good person" and to be open to learning more about myself and about the world.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:06 UTC

I feel insecure on Social Media, because other girls look so much prettier than me:(. I'm also afraid of what others think about me, kasi what if ayaw nila sakin or what if tingin nila na panget ako. Dahil dito, nahihirapan ako gumawa ng requirements and assessments, because I'm constantly overthinking.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:07 UTC

- being lazy about doing requirements
- sometimes choosing watching and leisure over reqs and studying
-

2020-11-25 07:50:08 UTC

-my grades
-my emotions
-my mistakes

2020-11-25 07:50:08 UTC

grades and other school related materials

that i used to be so proud to talk about my future, but now im not so sure anymore... it feels like a blur.

2020-11-25 07:50:11 UTC

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:14 UTC

-ignoring my responsibilities/requirements in school
-regrets and overthinking
-comparing myself to other people
-my performance in school
-pressure and expectations of other people
-not being able to open up to others

shame game

2020-11-25 07:50:14 UTC

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:19 UTC

- Not being able to adapt to the new schooling (online) very well which makes me constantly blame myself for not being good enough compared to last year.
- Not being physically attractive that lessens my self-esteem and confidence.
- Not being as productive as before.
- Not being satisfied with my works and ideas.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:20 UTC

-almost 20+ pending fa's
-unable to focus in Alternatex Trata
-

shame game

2020-11-25 07:50:21 UTC

I feel shameful that I'm taking my blessings for granted, I feel that I do not deserve them and wish someone else had them, and the fact that I cannot do school properly or be productive kahit nag laki ng binabayad sa tuition.

2020-11-25 07:50:28 UTC

My past self's mistakes

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:28 UTC

1. Pressure
2. My grades this quarter
3. My anger management Issues
4. I feel like the dumbest among my friends and family.

shame game

kirstenradhavelarde — 2020-11-25 07:50:29 UTC

everything. how untalented i am. my poor performance in school. and when i see other people who are more talented than me or more skilled than i am, i beat myself up for it. my habits. how i cope with my problems. my behavior towards other people when i'm overwhelmed.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:29 UTC

- I have not passed many assignments or assessments.
- I am too shy

Shame Game

veniseclaire17 — 2020-11-25 07:50:30 UTC

I feel so lazy to do my requirements and I feel like my performance this quarter is not as good as the previous quarter's.

shame game

2020-11-25 07:50:31 UTC

i among my 4 siblings have the lowest grades, i'm the ugliest and the fattest among them

Shame Game

muskankaur — 2020-11-25 07:50:32 UTC

-oversharing my feeling with others
-not being productive

Being a perfectionist

giuliaiyannafontanilla — 2020-11-25 07:50:33 UTC

shame game

2020-11-25 07:50:37 UTC

that i am always so unsure of what to do

that i always overthink too much about very small things

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:39 UTC

- not being able to do as good as I did before in many subjects + aspects in life

- overthinking

- failing others' expectations

- not being sociable, not easy to make friends like others do

- kind of deteriorating these days, and part of the reason why is me

2020-11-25 07:50:40 UTC

1. I don't know what passion I want to take it seems like everybody is ahead of me
2.

Shame game

2020-11-25 07:50:41 UTC

Shame Game

vashtileannemercado — 2020-11-25 07:50:41 UTC

grades, lot of reqs, laziness

shame game

2020-11-25 07:50:44 UTC

letting my insecurities and perfectionism overtake what it means to be kind and humane to myself and to others.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:46 UTC

-myself
-always being compared to others

.

2020-11-25 07:50:49 UTC

shame game:
- how im not doing my best to meet all the expectations set by other people
- i lack volunteerism and initiative
- i think too much about what people think about me and my opinions
- my current well-being is not as good as it was before
- I'm too lazy to educate myself about current issues
- i have unrealistic goals
- i always try to escape reality
strengths/what motivates me:
- anime :D

Keo

2020-11-25 07:50:52 UTC

> My personality
> always looking at the bright side/overly positive

Shame Game:

2020-11-25 07:50:53 UTC

1.
- Sometimes i compare myself to others
-i sometimes feel that i cant do a certain task or action because of not believing in myslef
-The requirements that i havent submitted yet and lessons that i have a hard time understanding
- i hate myself
- sometimes i dont know if my actions badly affect others feelings and thoughts.
- sometimes thinking that other people doesn't care about me
-Assuming everything negatively
- i sometimes keep my problems and thoughts to myself, which pressures me alot
-i hate my physical appearance
-i just dont know why but i really hate seeing others being hurt, but showers all the problems and all to me
- i sometimes get to distract easily, which badly affects my time management and requirements to school

- I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !!<333 KAYA NATIN TOH AND HINDI TAYO BIBITIW !!

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:50:56 UTC

-grades
-time management

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2020-11-25 07:50:58 UTC

shame game

2020-11-25 07:51:01 UTC

being inconsistent and unproductive.

shame game

2020-11-25 07:51:02 UTC

-being lazy on my school works
- sharing memes > school requirements

s

2020-11-25 07:51:07 UTC

errthang

sleeping in during class

2020-11-25 07:51:13 UTC

:)

2020-11-25 07:51:20 UTC

1 My grades
2. fake friends

:)

2020-11-25 07:51:27 UTC

i feel like no matter how hard i try its never good enough
i always need validation

i am patient
i'm willing to learn and be better

hello!

2020-11-25 07:51:29 UTC

I just wanna send virtual hugs to anyone who's reading this <33

let's always remember to accept who we are :D go go go! <3

ashamed of my body

paulineelizamariagubalane — 2020-11-25 07:51:30 UTC

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:51:35 UTC

50+ pending tasks

not a shame thing but :((

2020-11-25 07:51:42 UTC

it's both comforting and saddening to see everyone's vulnerabilities on this padlet. this is anon, but please hang in there everyone!! you guys are wonderful and every one of you is capable of overcoming these things. growth happens in a process, there will be peaks and dips. my love goes out to everyone here.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:52:02 UTC

-grades
-being unproductive
-lazy in doing requirements and stuff
-to insecure about my face and body

Shame game

2020-11-25 07:52:04 UTC

I'm ashamed of
- failing
-not doing the best I can.
- procrastinating
- not meeting my or anyone else's expectations

I like to think that I can make other feel happy and comfort them. So that's that. :>>>

<3

2020-11-25 07:52:14 UTC

1. Shame Game: I tend to use time unproductively like I know I have so much free time in my hands, but I chose to not do any activity. I believe that resting too is productive because it is good for my health, but sometimes I have this thought that I have classmates who may be working at this time in a productive manner...so what have I been doing? It feels like I'm not that hardworking and dedicated.
I also feel ashamed in crying easily. What I'm feeling/expressing may be transparent in another person's point of view. If it hurts me or my loved ones, I cry, not aware of my surroundings. I can be in a public, yet if I'm hurt, I would cry at that moment.

2. Strengths: One factor I love about myself is that I can draw, and I spend my time for it as it is really my passion. I also instill this quote by Nelson Mandela which is, "It only seems impossible until it's done." This is what I remind myself whenever I stumble upon hardships and difficulties. This quote also conveys to me that all my lowlights and struggles are temporary, so surely I can achieve serenity and contentment in time.

hi

2020-11-25 07:52:14 UTC

so many

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:52:18 UTC

1 The Shame Game:
-I have to fake being me around others, even to my closest friends.
- I've always been inferior to my brothers. My mom wouldn't even let me try out for PISAY, when in fact she gave that chance to both of my older siblings. I know exactly why though and its because she knew I wouldn't pass. She knew I was the rut of the family and didn't want to waste anymore money than she had to on me.
- Everything I am. I have to wake up everyday knowing how stupid I am and how much of a failure I have become right now, but still have to try hard at everything to the point of breaking down just because I don't want people to look down on me.

2 Strengths:
- honestly I would say nothing because I'm such a fraud of a person, but so my brain doesn't eat at me tonight for being so depressing I guess I have what I keep working hard for. Due to trying so hard these recent years I finally got to be one of the top in math in my class, and labeled as "smart" by some people; But that's all there is to it.

02

2020-11-25 07:52:23 UTC

i'm ashamed that other people are constantly trying their very best to do the things that need to be done. i'm ashamed that they do their best despite not being in the best mental state yet i just give up from the start.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:52:24 UTC

I can't seem to reach out to the people I want to. Why can't I say the words "I love you" to my parents even though I scream them out in my moind whenevr I see them? why?

Strengths

2020-11-25 07:52:33 UTC

- i guess im talented in a lot of aspects that involve my creativity
- im passionate about my writing
- i somehow still make quality outputs even though i sometimes slack off
- once im passionate about something, i pursue it

2020-11-25 07:52:35 UTC

im a shame of being uncooperative and when i try to do my best or put my effort in my tasks but then fail

shame game

meaganclaireespiritu — 2020-11-25 07:52:44 UTC

1. i get easily tampo whenever im ignored
2. i get easily irritated with small things
3. pride

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:52:55 UTC

not finishing reqs on time

hii

kirstenradhavelarde — 2020-11-25 07:52:56 UTC

not a shame game thing but all of you are so valid,, i might not know what you're going through but i know it will get better. i'm proud of you. you're enough.

2020-11-25 07:52:57 UTC

- myself
-by always having faith and trust to God

-so many pending tasks

2020-11-25 07:53:03 UTC

-insecurities because i gained more pimples during quarantine and gained weight
-low grades before
-im not as liked in stc since im a new student before, and i was welcomed by getting bullied

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:04 UTC

i'm fat and i hate my body

;~;

2020-11-25 07:53:04 UTC

i cant seem to focus and it's really taking a toll on me. i can't manage myself it sucks....i always get angry and ik it's affecting my relationships with others i cant explain it but it's always there.. i wanna change this but i can't...i hate myself im not confident :"(

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2020-11-25 07:53:06 UTC

myself. im ashamed of myself. of the way i think. the way i feel. the way i handle situations.

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:06 UTC

im not as good as i was before

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:12 UTC

im ashamed how i am so productive noong first quarter pero ngayong second quarter masyado naman ako comfortable to the point na parang nag p'procrastinate na ako

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:22 UTC

i know that im toxic yet im not even planning to change myself
i have a god and superiority complex but i hate myself.

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:32 UTC

i tend to bottle up my feelings to the point that i'm basically drowning in toxic thoughts and emotions

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:37 UTC

- insecurities
- pakiramdam ko wala akong kayang gawin
- not being smart

shame game

2020-11-25 07:53:40 UTC

i am ashamed of all the wrong doings things I've done.

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:53:46 UTC

- i feel ashamed for all the requirements i haven't submitted
- my stupidity in some things that are easy to answer
- how my anxiety affected my life in general
- living
- taking things for granted
- my time management is wack
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2020-11-25 07:53:47 UTC

Still have tasks that are overdue. 2. My grades dropping 3. Not achieving my expectations for myself. 4. I feel alone and have a lot of existential crisis. 5. when I try to put effort in my grades I still don't get a higher grade

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2020-11-25 07:53:53 UTC

im ashamed of not being good enough

KEO

2020-11-25 07:54:06 UTC

being a narcissist

muskankaur — 2020-11-25 07:54:12 UTC

playing the victim card cause I'm a coward to face the problems i have created
getting angry at my family whenever i get frustrated because of the school works given
I'm ashamed of being too weak to stand up for myself

/

2020-11-25 07:54:16 UTC

im ashamed of who i am

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2020-11-25 07:54:30 UTC

im ashamed for not making the right choices

2020-11-25 07:54:35 UTC

-im worried that me simply being open about my thoughts is irritating
-im ashamed that i will never be a good sibling, because i can't even take care of myself
-im ashamed that i am a heavy burden to my mom

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:54:42 UTC

My grades keep dropping, I feel tired. I want to sleep. I can't sleep.

Shame Game

jaycie_dlcruz — 2020-11-25 07:54:42 UTC

i feel ashamed especially when I just try to be myself, so I have to keep my "real" self to hide behind a mask to fit in with people.

shame game

2020-11-25 07:54:45 UTC

i hate myself
no one loves me
unproductive
lazy doing school works

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2020-11-25 07:54:55 UTC

im ashamed for always trying my best, but never succeeding

03

2020-11-25 07:54:56 UTC

i haven't started any trata and i even have late tratas. i know that my grades are falling behind bu im not even changing. i know what i have to do, i know what is wrong and how to change it but i just don't. i hate that i have to start at a specific point in the perfect circumstance or else i won't do something. im ashamed that i've been getting worse in every aspect since i was grade 7

bruh-ing myself

2020-11-25 07:54:58 UTC

im ashamed of the requirements i haven't passed because of me procrastinating and my uncreativeness or lack of inspiration

keo

2020-11-25 07:55:00 UTC

shout out to jerry san!! <3

shame game

2020-11-25 07:55:12 UTC

i hate how i don't have a direction in life, seeing all my siblings and friends talk about their plans for the future brings me down and gives me anxiety that i won't reach my parent's expectations

/

2020-11-25 07:55:17 UTC

im ashamed of me

Shame Game

2020-11-25 07:55:28 UTC

I am selfish and a narcissist.

/

2020-11-25 07:55:47 UTC

im ashamed for messing my whole life

strengths

2020-11-25 07:55:50 UTC

- i can be creative and can be motivated when i really need to.

to everyone here,

2020-11-25 07:55:53 UTC

you're valid. how you feel is valid. you are doing what you can and i am proud of you. things may not be the best but it will get better soon. you are so beautiful, you are so amazing, you are a wonderful person. thank you for existing. i love you.

/

2020-11-25 07:55:58 UTC

im ashamed for not being better

shame game

2020-11-25 07:56:05 UTC

that i'm always too anxious about everything
and it has really taken a toll on me.

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2020-11-25 07:56:15 UTC

im ashamed for letting others control me

kirstenradhavelarde — 2020-11-25 07:56:30 UTC

ily all hang on there!! you guys are very valid and you're enough. take care of yourselves. <33

lyssa

2020-11-25 07:56:36 UTC

hi. nothing worth it comes in easy! fighting!

Keo

2020-11-25 07:56:53 UTC

im not smart

shame game

2020-11-25 07:56:59 UTC

shame game

2020-11-25 07:57:03 UTC

constant need for validation lack of volunteerism, always shy to speak up unproductiveness, succumbing to cram my assessments not always giving my best

ssss

2020-11-25 07:57:06 UTC

- i can't finish alternatex no matter how hard i try
- i feel like an idiot sometimes

Strengths

2020-11-25 07:57:28 UTC

I've learned to say thank you and sorry... I think I'm getting there.

hi

2020-11-25 07:57:36 UTC

overthinker

shame game

2020-11-25 07:57:48 UTC

i constantly tell myself that the world will be slightly better when i'm gone

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2020-11-25 07:57:53 UTC

ashamed for not doing anything pag natatapakan na ung iba

hi

2020-11-25 07:58:05 UTC

not smartt

FOR YOU:

2020-11-25 07:58:12 UTC

“Every day it gets a little easier… But you gotta do it every day — that's the hard part. But it does get easier.”

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2020-11-25 07:58:17 UTC

ashamed for our culture everyone wants clout

anonymous

2020-11-25 07:58:23 UTC

lost my post so imma add sum here-

uh i feel so ashamed of having to feel death everyday
- comparing myself to successful ppl and everyone tbh
- how my life has affected my family

01

2020-11-25 07:58:26 UTC

honestly im so scared of everything that has been happening. im scared of what may come to me in the future and the consequences of my actions. im so scared to lose people but i never do anything so that we can keep this connection. i've fallen in everything— my grades, my relationships, my mental health, my faith— a lot! im ashamed because i never change when i know i can. im ashamed because i can't open up. im ashamed of myself and im so mad at that person in the mirror.

ARA ARA

2020-11-25 07:58:57 UTC

za warudo!!!! chocco matte u_u
ゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴゴ

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2020-11-25 07:59:14 UTC

ashamed for our culture having standards when someone is pretty and smart, automatically they'll be entitled as popular

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2020-11-25 08:00:05 UTC

ashamed for being pasikat

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2020-11-25 08:00:20 UTC

I'm ashamed of girls (batchmates natin minsan oops) who judge others just because of their looks, actions, etc. but at the same time, nagp'promote sila ng women empowerment :) so sis ano ba talaga?

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2020-11-25 08:00:32 UTC

ashamed for always acting like im matalino

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2020-11-25 08:01:30 UTC

ashamed of our batch.

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2020-11-25 08:01:53 UTC

ashamed

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2020-11-25 08:02:29 UTC

ashamed for clout chasers

ashamed dot those "sikat group" in this school

0000

2020-11-25 08:03:16 UTC

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2020-11-25 08:03:16 UTC

i'm ashamed for, not taking someone's feelings seriously, and diving into something i wasnt ready for, I ended up hurting someone in the process. I'm sorry

/

2020-11-25 08:03:46 UTC

ashamed of myself, for not being good enough. ashamed of this generation and the toxic views they normalize.

shame game

2020-11-25 08:03:51 UTC

i'm ashamed of how our batch gives more attention and hypes up more the "popular" people, and how they make fun of those who are "less popular" than them

04

2020-11-25 08:04:27 UTC

i really wanna drop out haha nasasayangan ako sa 100k na tuition eh tamad at bobo naman ako :<

:)

2020-11-25 08:04:54 UTC

POGCHAMP to everyone here!!!! y'all can do it :DDDD

^3^

2020-11-25 08:05:52 UTC

hello to everyone!! sana instead of judging - we will support one another, because maraming nai'insecure sa sarili nila dahil pinagtatawanan or pinaguusapan sila ng mga kapwa Theresians through socmed, and it really breaks my heart:( yun lang naman hihi goodluck guys!! malapit na magfriday <3 kaya natin toh!!

2020-11-25 08:07:01 UTC

im so sel

You are all valid

2020-11-25 08:07:28 UTC

For whatever you are feeling, don't beat yourself up for it, learn to forgive yourself, and move on. Take your time, no one is after you, and trust me people love you. No matter the shape, size, nationality, color and personality, YOU SLAY WHOOO if no one else will love you, love yourself. We don't have to deal with the whole world today, we can slowly deal with all our problems bit by bit everyday. Because no one else can love you like yourself, and who cares if everyone is ahead of you, you are you and you should be proud of how far you've come instead of how far other people are from you. Remember, ily and love urself too <3

hey guys ahaha

2020-11-25 08:08:07 UTC

whatever you shared here and felt, it's all valid. you are valid. and i hope you realize that you aren't alone and people share the same pain with you. maybe, the same people might find happiness with you or in you. i love you all so much you all have my love and respect.

better days are coming, diba? i mean, it will always come, gaano man yan katagal, gaano man yan kalaki or kaliit, dadating at dadating yan. sasaya ka ulit. you will find your worth, and you may even find someone who shows you your worth. and i hope you always look forward to it.

don't beat yourself to a pulp by shaming yourselves. i mean, di naman talaga maiiwasan, pero gaya ng sinabi ni kris, self-compassion. ily so much and you deserve the whole world.

i want to hug everyone so bad

2020-11-25 08:08:09 UTC

theres something so chilling about scrolling back and forth between a batch's vulnerabilities

2020-11-25 08:09:39 UTC

2020-11-25 08:09:57 UTC

DARE

2020-11-25 08:10:06 UTC

if you're feeling stressed shout it out

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2020-11-25 08:10:15 UTC

can we all be equal?? like no popular ones, no not so popular ones and ordinary ones?

i mean what's stopping u from doing so? doesn't mean u have a lot of friends, your rich, your smart, your pretty, you should be known already.

stop adoring people

2020-11-25 08:10:21 UTC

lol

2020-11-25 08:10:46 UTC

ashamed na never ko binlame yung school sa dami ng works kasi ako may problema, ako yung tamad sjjsjs yung tipong ito naman kasi yung normal na binibigay dati and i'm supposed to be able to do that pero bake hindi haha mental health? it's valid pero para sakin it wont take me anywhere yes i am to be blamed for my failures hahahs

blue and gray social butterfly

2020-11-25 08:11:44 UTC

ashamed for those sikat groups in school ... im ashamed of people making fun of others kasi di naman talaga tama yon ... sometimes im ashamed whenever people judged or assumed me as if i am doing okay ... well deep down, i'm not ... you may know me as a happy person and social butterfly but kapag may times na titignan niyo pa lang mata ko na parang seryoso, ibig sabihin noon na pagod na pagod ako sa buhay ... i want to sleep, but can anyone teach me?

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2020-11-25 08:13:10 UTC

Before this year, I had my whole future planned out but everything came crashing and burning. Everything I was once proud of felt so shallow because what now? This year made me realize I don't deserve anything. No matter what I do nothing fulfills me and I spend every day lying to someone, to myself, and to the people I love. I don't know if I can make them proud because all I feel is a hollow version of myself. My insecurities, doubts, and vulnerabilities are swallowing me whole- I'm drowning and crumbling. I don't feel authentic to myself? I feel like fragments of my past achievements and I will never be more than that ever again.

2020-11-25 08:13:23 UTC

our english narrative essay project made me realize how i have no clue on what my passion is. i don't know what i wanna be, and i just don't feel passion for anything. i'm scared.

beng

2020-11-25 08:14:43 UTC

ashamed kasi nakatapos ako ng dalawang anime sa isang araw pero trata ko di ko matapos tapos awts

2020-11-25 08:16:42 UTC

oof i remembered that i really hate people in our batch that label some people as "weird" kapag englishera or anime and drawing yung likes like?? wala naman problema don???

Don't forget to love yourself <3

2020-11-25 08:16:52 UTC

2020-11-25 08:17:51 UTC

i see a lot of people calling out our batch and i agree. i really hope the people in our batch learn from this mistakes. i myself have hurt others, but i've learned and growed as a person and i hope other people do the same !! ily all take care

<3

2020-11-25 08:17:55 UTC

"the fact that you aren't where you want to be should be enough motivation." -unknown

kaya natin to guys, don't forget to breathe when everything seems overwhelming :)

2020-11-25 08:18:42 UTC

if you compare yourself to others, because you don't find yourself as pretty as them... just be happy for yourself kasi andami mong naaachieve <3

SORRY

2020-11-25 08:18:53 UTC

for people i made fun off,, i will make it up to you. i love you

blue and gray social butterfly

2020-11-25 08:19:10 UTC

im ashamed of toxic people. PERIODT.

promise

2020-11-25 08:20:32 UTC

i will make our batch a better place

- no more standards
- no more clouts
-no more sikat
-no more panlalait

2020-11-25 08:20:49 UTC

I can't seem to get myself to be a productive person. It's not that I feel too lazy or unmotivated, there's just this thought that "I'm not good enough, so I won't bother trying" which lead me to believe that I'm just dumb or lazy.

"If you want change, start with yourself" -a

2020-11-25 08:20:56 UTC

sa lahat ng pagsubok, kaya natin eto ... tiwala lang -blue and gray social butterfly :)

2020-11-25 08:21:27 UTC

LET'S TREAT EACH OTHER EQUALLY!!

2020-11-25 08:21:38 UTC

2020-11-25 08:22:24 UTC

i still can't finish my scarf at all lmaoo i feel so unproductive but oh well :(( staying strong

2020-11-25 08:25:08 UTC

seeing our batch kinda get together and support each other warms my heart

hi popular kids

2020-11-25 08:25:35 UTC

hello to the "popular kids" ! you know who you are~ it doesn't bother me na you're popular pero what bothers me is how you treat others na mas less ung popularity sa inyo :( please don't call someone weird just because they love anime or speak in english kasi un ung passion nila, and please don't call someone ugly dahil lang they look unattractive, fat, or whatever na ayaw mo, kasi walang panget :( un lang naman :) let's love and support one another no matter how different we are ! let's allow our batchmates to feel free and beautiful <3

ohayo onii chan

2020-11-25 08:27:23 UTC

im very ashamed by the way i let others abuse my kindness. i get the "uy pakopya" everytime may fa etc. and i just cant say no kasi im afraid na pag nagno ako, masisira friendship namin. pag nag-no ako, im afraid na mababackstab ako and be called selfish. she's famous pa naman haha edi sira pangalan ko!! very fun!!

when i ask for help, wala ako mapagtanungan. i may sound selfish as well kaso ayorn !! ahaha

SUNSHINE YELLOW OVERDRIVE

2020-11-25 08:29:51 UTC

suppressed trauma led me to feeling that i am unworthy of others’ attention and friendship since i consider them talented, buuuuUuuUuUUUUt i’m doing better now (i think)

uh

2020-11-25 08:31:41 UTC

ashamed ako kasi wala akong friends sa class ko??? HAHAHAHA i mean it's funny kaso kinda sucks jsjs

2020-11-25 08:31:45 UTC

i have a group of friends that say i'm very likeable and sociable and outgoing but when it comes to my peers at school i feel like that isn't true at all. even my elders (ie guidance counselors, parents) say i have so much potential but it isn't reflected at all in the bonds i make. there's a person in the batch that everybody from all cliques know and get along with, and that admittedly makes me question my vibe and wonder if i'm approachable. maybe that's just me excessively wanting to be perceived by people, idk.

hii

2020-11-25 08:35:55 UTC

im ashamed of famous people of using their classmates especially if matalino kang nilalang ... yung tipong utos ng utos kapag may mga groupworks especially if magkabarkada mga grpmates mo tas kapag gagawin mo ung inuutos nila, andyan ung i-baback bite ka nila ... ung tipong pag nakaharap ka sakanila, parang silang mga ANGHEL pero pag wala na silang aasahan sayo, pag uusapan ka behind ur back ... anyways byee

2020-11-25 08:37:24 UTC

ang dami kong nakikita na galit sa mga nagpapakopya and same ugh please ikaw na nga nagpapatulong ikaw pa ma-attitude >< kung binigay sayo edi okay pero wag naman yung sasabihan mo pang madamot or magagalit ka

PADLET DEDZ?

2020-11-25 08:39:47 UTC

im ashamed of OS na walang magandang pag uugali ... periodt !!

ayo everyone be confessing their love.... are we abt to kiss rn...

2020-11-25 08:42:37 UTC

char only plz

last na

2020-11-25 08:43:55 UTC

i honestly dislike people na yung kunwari sasabihin mo mababa score mo pero mataas para sa iba tas sila "ako nga ganto-" i mean i just wanna say grade conscious ako sloyt

2020-11-25 08:47:25 UTC

just because chill yung teacher ibig sbaihin puwede na kayo mag-chat ng kung ano ano sa class niye hehe respeto lang po

<3

2020-11-25 08:49:09 UTC

hi ang late ko na,,,, ngayon ko lang nalaman na may ganito:(( pero i'm really ashamed sa mga girls who say "wOmEn EmPoWeRmEnT" but at the same time, they judge our batchmates on the littlest imperfections lmao :o)

attention !!

2020-11-25 08:50:21 UTC

can we like appreciate and give a round of applause to Kristine! we're all warming and opening up to eachother because of herrr, Kristine if ur reading this ily and thank you ^3^

SINO PA NAGBABASA DITO HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

2020-11-25 08:52:25 UTC

HOW YALL DOIN?;)

KRIS :DDD

2020-11-25 08:52:42 UTC

thank you to kris btw who taught us so much things and somehow brought the batch together through this activity !! so proud of her

2020-11-25 08:54:50 UTC

knitting while reading all of these you're all so valid

hilu mga bibi

2020-11-25 08:55:05 UTC

i'm done knitting <3

hello !

2020-11-25 08:55:57 UTC

can i have some advice on pano hindi maging insecure, lalo na on social media :')

me @ this padlet

2020-11-25 08:56:07 UTC

i've been here for an hour

2020-11-25 08:56:25 UTC

it's beautiful ok bye-

hey

2020-11-25 08:57:00 UTC

can our batch keep up this energy?? i hope all this support doesn't just stay in this padlet like when we all finally go back to school again. our batch is always so divided and i wish it was like this all the time tbh. love u all.

hi!

2020-11-25 08:58:44 UTC

Ayo

2020-11-25 09:00:17 UTC

Ayo whos still here
- code ck

dame da nedame yo dame na no yo

2020-11-25 09:01:42 UTC

i feel ashamed of myself yes.
Ang hirap ng hindi ka mentally stable. like di ko magawa yung activities sa school. Di ko maintindihan yung lessons. Di ko masagutan ng maayos yung long tests. so ayun ang baba ng grades ko. Tapos galit na galit pa magulang ko sakin tas lagi nalang akong kinukumpara sa mga kapatid ko o kaya sa mga bata na mas matatalino sakin. THANK YOU SELF SA KADRAMAHAN MO WALA KNG KWENTA THANK YOU :)

COMMENT ANYTHING

2020-11-25 09:03:35 UTC

-coolguy0

ashamed sa mindset na kapag late na edi take your time na JSJIWJDIW

2020-11-25 09:04:37 UTC

stc feels like harvard, but it's in hell

2020-11-25 09:06:21 UTC

im losing my friends

2020-11-25 09:06:27 UTC

everybody's gone and i have no one to talk to most of the time lol but its alright

i think

Code ck

2020-11-25 09:08:36 UTC

Alright i just wanna share something

Hi im code ck, i can draw, i dont have much friends and others may know me as that one kid that draws alot or the lazy ass girl
There were rumours of me before about how i didnt pass, or got a 69 on my report card
when i change seats my classmates would be like "haha good luck" to the one whose gonna be my seatmate
I am an outcast that smiles every time just to show that im happy, im ok, and i have no worries.

I only open up to a few people but since this is anonymous, ill post this.

To the people that makes me feel insecure, or left out (aka the feeling smart and mga pabibo)

I just want to say that youre really toxic, you can do better than that.

- code CK

bye guys iluv ya'll tatapusin ko na ung fil long test xoxo

2020-11-25 09:09:52 UTC

sino di pa tapos sa scarf : )

2020-11-25 09:10:13 UTC

kasi ako rin

PING PONG PANG PUNG BLALALALALALLA

2020-11-25 09:11:37 UTC

yes or no?

-coolguy0

2020-11-25 09:14:44 UTC

utot

-coolguy0

2020-11-25 09:15:09 UTC

yall better not turn this padlet into a tea page or sumn like pack it up gossip girl

omae wa mo shindeiru

2020-11-25 09:16:07 UTC

please dont judge people who watch anime thank you.

2020-11-25 09:16:25 UTC

i like someone but shes way outta my league

Kon'nichiwa

2020-11-25 09:17:25 UTC

just wanted to say to the ppl who are having a hard time rn,, i know ure doing well. give some time to urself during xmas break ok!!

YO CODE CK IS PRETTY GOOD IN DRAWING WHA-

2020-11-25 09:18:55 UTC

-coolguy0

...

2020-11-25 09:19:01 UTC

masama ba talga maging bi? cant i be the person i want to be?

KENYYYY

2020-11-25 09:21:45 UTC

i am ashamed that this is my motivation in life~

"give up on your dream and die
- levi"

hey guys im really confused abt my sexuality rn any advice...? ahaha

2020-11-25 09:24:27 UTC

im scared of my sexuality :((

2020-11-25 09:25:58 UTC

im in stc so obvsly its not allowed. My parents are also homophobic and are so mad at me for having interests in girls. so like everytime i see a girl that is pretty im scared to like that person lmao lmao. im like is having a crush on a girl so weird and so bad ?

ps i dont know if what i said made sense thank you

DONT U GIVE UP NA NA NA

2020-11-25 09:26:47 UTC

LET ME LOVE YOU JABFKASJBDFKJABSLKDBF

-coolguy0

any advice on how to be less insecure?

2020-11-25 09:29:53 UTC

HEY YOU! YES YOU!

2020-11-25 09:30:32 UTC

LEMME JUST REMNID YOU THAT PEOPLE WATCHING ANIME DOSENT MAKES THEM CHILDISH. LET ME JUST TELL YOU THAT MOST OF US WATCH ANIMES THE INCLUDE BLOOD SPLURTING EVERYWHERE, HEAD BEING RIPPED OFF INFRONT OF THE CAMERA, CHARACTERS BEING STABBED WITH A SHARP OBJECT, PEOPLE EATING PEOPLE INFRONT OF THE CAM AND MANY MORE. LET US ALL RESPECT EACH OTHERS OPINION AND I THANK YOU

2020-11-25 09:32:52 UTC

ok this padlet was all abt support and speaking out why are yall posting random stuff now (some of yall)

hi

2020-11-25 09:36:15 UTC

im learning digital art and i really dont know about art. all i can draw is a stickman huhuhu. any tips??

im bout to do more reqs

2020-11-25 09:38:40 UTC

i dont know what to do first

kris

krismamuyac0728 — 2020-11-25 09:38:48 UTC

i’m overwhelmed by the amount of support. it warms my heart to see my batchmates build unity but i hope this doesn’t go out of hand haha. takot ako kung may mag name drop tas magkakaron ng issue. newayz, take care ! + don't be complacent w the info u share kahit anon kayo

edit: BAT NILAGAY KO STAY COMPLACENT LUTANG LMAO

2020-11-25 09:42:21 UTC

the art community / artists in stc are so nice and talented tbh yall r fun to hang out with no cap

2020-11-25 09:48:17 UTC

therapy: expensive
this padlet: free

I THINK SOMEONE DELETED THE AMONG US CODE BUT HERES ANOTHER ONE

2020-11-25 09:53:15 UTC

VFYMJF

ily guys stay strong!

2020-11-25 09:54:55 UTC

Ck

2020-11-25 10:19:52 UTC

Its good to see fellow artists and aspiring artists here✨✨

Also whoever plays CODM here lets play some time lolol
IGN: Liukeo

If hindi gumama try LiuKeo

caught in the middle

2020-11-25 11:03:18 UTC

i feel so caught in between the two cliques lol. like i know that publicly, i come off as the popular type of person, but tbh i identify with the art kids too. i know and love ppl from both cliques and i can say that the two cliques could getalong with one another...if yall tried atleast haha. i really dont see the point in this divide:/

Lost

2020-11-25 11:22:55 UTC

People say that I have tons of skills that could be used for almost every subject, but then there are instances wherein these interests I can manage become a hindrance because of too much desires that make me question myself on who I really want to become. My peers would be saying how I thought of my future very well, but in reality, I do not even know what course would truly satisfy me. Sure, I have my hobbies that would help me grab inspirations as well as popular crowds such as celebrities that would give me a sense of realizations, however idk i just feel lost. No matter how talented people are, we all are on the same pace.. still growing and developing, finding answers to our identities. So to those people who think that they have no "gifts/talents", never doubt yourself since there is no such thing as "normal/ordinary" in our society. Just find what you long for and keep in mind that your personality that defines the real you would always fill in others' hearts.

CK

2020-11-25 11:50:59 UTC

>Im always late to class
>Scared af to go to YPMO

last na yan for me

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2020-11-25 14:13:34 UTC

im ashamed of not asking for help when i feel low nd cant get a grasp of things cos ion want 2 feel lyk a burden to ppl nd it ends up with me self-isolating nd not replying to ppl nd turning my back at them cos i feel so down nd just the feeling of everything weighing down on my shoulders

i-is anyone still here?

2020-11-25 15:52:40 UTC

11:54PM

the shame game

krismamuyac0728 — 2020-11-26 01:11:14 UTC

bodyshaming in general shouldn’t be okay. be it height, weight, o kung flatchested. minsan kasi socially-accepted gawan ng jokes yung ibang parte ng physical appearance natin (e.g. my height) pero di niyo alam na insecurity pala yon ng tao. sure tatawa rin yung iba since they take it lightly but that’s not always the case. iba’t iba ang sensitivity levels natin :> respeto nalang

laos na yung cherifer na joke niyo okey? chz

Group Guidance Activities by Kristine

history stuff, really

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I was not able to be productive for the past few weeks and how I did not improve that much compared to the last quarter. I also feel ashamed of my insecurities because I always feel like I'm never enough

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1.My perfomance dropping compared to last quarter

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that i used to be so proud to talk about my future, but now im not so sure anymore... it feels like a blur.

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hello!

ashamed of my body

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not a shame thing but :((

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hi

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Strengths

2020-11-25 07:52:35 UTC im a shame of being uncooperative and when i try to do my best or put my effort in my tasks but then fail

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hii

-so many pending tasks

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2020-11-25 07:52:35 UTC

im a shame of being uncooperative and when i try to do my best or put my effort in my tasks but then fail