My ADDU SHS journey by Ariana Princess Cuballes

Me!

apacuballes — 2025-07-07 13:49:30 UTC

I was named from the greek word 'adnos' which means, holy but for me, I am the complete opposite of holiness. I am currently 18 years of age and I am the youngest in our family. My sports are tennis, golf and horse barrel race. I love the color pink and I am my family's largest expense (after my mom).

start of shs

apacuballes — 2025-07-07 13:53:53 UTC

I bled blue ever since I entered highschool, I was known as the student who is always late and "always have an excuse" every time I miss class, ever since JHS up to my grade 11 days in face to face, but the truth is I never revealed to anyone why I am the way I am.

Why and How

apacuballes — 2025-07-07 13:58:33 UTC

I never had friends that are my age, most of my friends are in their 20s or 30s and even parents. My batchmate once told me that they never understood me and my sense of humor. They were always curious about how I live my life with only having three friends in campus, some even are just my mutuals yet people still wants to know more.

never

apacuballes — 2025-07-07 14:07:24 UTC

I never had good memories when I started senior high. I lost motivation in learning and even if others would tell me that maybe I am just distracted for me, I know that there is something missing in me. My first year went downhill when I lost my loved ones and pets. This may be not of a big deal to some, but for me emotions get me so fast. There was once I was sitting after a club practice and shaking for no reason. I contacted my mom and just cried on the phone without explaining why. The next day, I was diagnosed with bpd by our family psychiatrist. I was never open to anyone about my mental issue and I believe that I will just get over it.

Jannah

apacuballes — 2025-07-07 14:13:50 UTC

Whenever people would misunderstood me, I wouldn't really care that much anymore. With that feeling, I know that I am slowly healing. Jannah was my ride or die ever since 10th grade and what she said to me never left my mind. " Never make fun of someone based on their sins or situation, karma is real and faith will never let you die unless you get to experience the same" she said, It was an eye opener for me and that thought me to just listen and be kind all the time.

hope

apacuballes — 2025-07-07 14:18:50 UTC

In this school year, I hope for a better learning experience. I am now physically motivated in learning and I am ready. I hope my teacher would have a great attitude and have a gentler tone in teaching. No forcing, no mocking, and no blaming for "not studying". I hope patience will fill their minds and sincerity will fill their hearts.