I know you're somewhere, somewhere
 I've been trapped in my mind girl, just holding on
 I don't wanna pretend there's something, we're nothing
 I've been stuck thinking 'bout her, I can't hold back

TTTTTTTT, wanna put ten shots in my brain
 I've been tripping 'bout some things, TTTTTTTTT
 Suicidal, same time I'm tame
 Picture this, in bed, get a TTTTTT
 Girl that you fucked with killed herself
 That was this summer and nobody helped
 And ever since then, man, I hate myself
 Wanna fucking end it
 TTTTTTTTT
 All wanna see me with no pot to piss in
 But niggas been excited 'bout the grave I'm digging
 Having conversations about my haste decisions
 TTTTTTTTTTT

At the same time, memory surfaced through the grapevine
 'Bout my uncle playing with a slipknot
 Post traumatic stress got me fucked up
 Been fucked up since a couple months they had a nigga locked up

I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
 And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb
 I be feeling pain, I be feeling pain just to hold on
 And I don't feel the same, I'm so numb

TTTTTTT you so well, I know you well
 I mean, I can do anything that he can
 I've been pretty