https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3 -fyodor dostoevsky en-us 2022-04-15 21:25:53 UTC 2025-09-30 13:08:09 UTC hello@padlet.com noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145232102 raskolnikov leaves his room, wanting to avoid people. he travels to alyona ivanovna, the pawn broker. however, as he pawns off his watch, he is really surveying the area. subconsciously, he takes note of important things in the apartment. after pawning off his watch, he sets off. while walking down the street, he realizes why he was scoping out her apartment. ]]> 2022-04-16 00:02:04 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145232102 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145240724 but, marmeladov is far from sober and ends up ranting. he details how he had a wife and a daughter, named sonya. he and his wife divorced, and he took the daughter. later, he re-married to another divorcee. his new wife had two daughters, both younger than sonya. while their marriage started well, they eventually fell into poverty. because of this, sonya is forced to take up the life of a prostitute. their landlady finds her occupation disgraceful and makes her leave her family behind. however, she still sends checks and money to her family to support them. ]]> 2022-04-16 00:31:53 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145240724 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145241614 2022-04-16 00:35:07 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145241614 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145241974 after his revelation, he falls into a state of misery. he hates what he was thinking and hates himself for thinking of it. in this sorrowful state, he wanders the streets, with no clear destination in sight. he spots a tavern and has a sudden urge to be around people. 
he enters the tavern and sits down at the bar. he notices a man, marmeladov, who is sitting in a drunken stupor. the man approaches him and asks him for a conversation.

]]> 2022-04-16 00:36:24 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145241974 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145242314 2022-04-16 00:37:35 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145242314 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145243456 2022-04-16 00:41:17 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145243456 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145246385 2022-04-16 00:50:48 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145246385 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145248620 2022-04-16 00:57:28 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145248620 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145250424 marmeladov tells raskolnikov that he had only taken up drinking because his wife did the same. it was a way to relieve the grievances of poverty. however, marmeladov eventually tells the truth. before coming to the tavern, he had run away from his family. he took the last of their cash and his nicest clothes, only to sell them off. he used these last funds for drinks. he feels terrible for doing it and talks raskolnikov into coming to his house.]]> 2022-04-16 01:01:47 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145250424 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145250994 2022-04-16 01:03:31 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145250994 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145261439 raskolnikov goes along with marmeladov, following him back to the family's apartment. katerina, marmeladov's wife, becomes enraged upon seeing them. she takes her husband, drags him across the floor by his ear, and yells at him. she is so loud that neighbors come over to watch the spectacle. raskolnikov, feeling out of place, leaves. on his way out he places a bit of money on a table. but once he is outside, he immediately regrets doing so, because he already didn't have much money.]]> 2022-04-16 01:33:08 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145261439 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145265728 2022-04-16 01:45:06 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145265728 noodles14owo https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145265854 2022-04-16 01:45:30 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2145265854 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2169980529 once he gets home, natasya, the housekeeper, gives raskolnikov a letter from his mother, pulcheria. in it, she tells of everything happening in their lives. according to her, dounia and herself have had great fortune recently. they disproved an earlier scandal and were able to find someone to marry dounia off to. raskolnikov's mother, knowing it would upset him, tells him to not get angry. she goes on to describe the kind of person the suiter, luzhin, is. however, in her attempt to do so, she reveals some of his lesser qualities. raskolnikov is upset that his sister is being forced to marry a man for his sake.]]> 2022-05-04 14:07:42 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2169980529 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2170337710 to clear his mind, raskolnikov goes on a walk. he ponders venturing to razhumin's abode. razhumin, a man he met at college, is a friend of sorts, though the two weren't particularly close. while walking, he remembers an instant from his childhood.
he was on this street, with his father. they were walking by a tavern full of drunkards. in front of the drunkards is a frail, feeble horse being forced to pull an entire carriage of people. the owner of the mare, mikolka, beats the horse continuously,
 telling her to gallop. the drunkards are cheering the man on, encouraging his torture of the horse. the cheering and beating escalates until the mare finally falls, dead.]]> 2022-05-04 17:42:08 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2170337710 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2171385109 2022-05-05 13:06:15 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2171385109 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2171655784 after his reminiscing, he continues on. however, it's not long before he falls into another recollection. this time, the memory is much more recent. it takes place at a bar, raskolnikov sitting near two officers. he had just come back from pawning one of his belongings off to a mean old woman named alonya ivanova. the two men sitting near him mention her name, and he begins to listen in on their conversation. the two are insulting her, calling her a stinge. raskolnikov, already having an unfavorable impression of the woman, silently agrees with their sentiments. in fact he agrees with most of what they say. this makes their suggestion much worse. they 'jokingly' proposition murdering the woman.  jokingly, of course, as they are police. ]]> 2022-05-05 15:45:23 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2171655784 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2172865116 this suggestion, no matter how insincere, makes raskolnikov recoil. the officers leave, as does he, and he walks and tries to brush it off, but the idea keeps coming back. compared to an ordinary person, he must have seemed absurd. to be so bothered, yet unable to make the thought leave him, one would think he was quite evil. however, the truth was the opposite. it was his crushing morality that led to this never-ending notion. while reminding himself that he would never do it, he ended up thinking about it more. while trying to forget it, he ended up thinking about it more. while thinking about it more, he ended up planning out the entire crime in his head. the notion of it haunted him, and with no one to confide in, it slowly began to take over his mind. he was no longer able to forget it, or ignore it, or brush it off. it was now part of him.]]> 2022-05-06 13:18:58 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2172865116 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2172868237 2022-05-06 13:20:50 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2172868237 6958894499 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2172893467 2022-05-06 13:37:44 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2172893467 8912621556 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2181741158 2022-05-12 18:18:26 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2181741158 8912621556 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2181789177 also he gets drunk and the mare is a dream not a flashback
and before the mare part he visits his gmas and brothers graves
and he tries to save the mare
and hugs her dead body

]]> 2022-05-12 18:51:20 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2181789177 8912621556 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2181839428 2022-05-12 19:33:53 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2181839428 8912621556 https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2187930405 on his walk, raskolnikov sees a young girl stumbling down the road. he himself is weary and wants to sit down on the bench, but the girl reaches it first. she is dressed messily and completely debauched. raskolnikov compares her to sonya. he sees a gentleman hanging about nearby. raskolnikov immediately knows that he has ulterior motives for his doing so. the man is plump and greasy, likened to a pig. he waits around for raskolnikov to leave the girl unattended. raskolnikov quickly calls out his behavior, and they begin to fight. an officer is nearby and goes to see what the trouble is about. upon his entrance, raskolnikov rushes towards him. he explains the situation and gives the policeman money to fetch a cab for the poor girl. --- ]]> 2022-05-17 16:21:11 UTC https://padlet.com/noodles14owo/ao3/wish/2187930405