i find that the fact that when I text people, and I get replies from other people, you’re one of the only people that I reply to that moment, or as soon as i get the chance. when we all i get extremely happy, because you’re either really supportive or just very relatable [meme voice] there is no in between. (but there is, because thats a happy range, not a sad one)

last night i couldn’t fall asleep. and don’t feel bad right now, because i know you will. i couldn’t fall asleep because i was thinking. i sat and thought. i thought for a long time. and that necessarily isn’t a bad thing.

i like you in the like-like way.

i don't know your feelings, obviously, that's why i'm super nervous while typing this. this comes from my heart, it's been broken and broken by different people in different ways, but i trust you with it. i know that if you accept me and we take this a step forward, you won't hurt me. you aren't like that at all. you're such a wonderful person, oh my god.

so, stef. out of all honesty, this is just a confession letter. please do not let anything come in between us. this isn’t a complete asking out letter, so i won’t be going farther than this. think of it as a draft. i will ask you out when I’m ready (if i would ever be ready), its just that i don’t want to put too much on your mind right now.