But I need to smile to fit with others

I become a stranger who feels so empty 

The moment when I want to act like 14

But I need to act like 24 as other's expectation

I become a fake adult who feels so empty

The moment when I really want to cry

But I need to take care of other's cryings

I become a clown who feels so empty

That moment

When I feel so empty

That moment

When I need something to fill me

He is stigma and shame of society

Unworthy, lazy, or even worse

A way others describe 

He wants people to trust him

With love

Even though you are organized, something always break it

Or maybe you are an Elmo who is wearing a chicken costume

Nothing really fits with life

Life is full of randomness 

When you look around, there are tons of new things

It doesn't mean things you see are all, maybe you didn't know how to look around

Maybe something bigger and different than you might observing at you

Life is full of randomness 

But is okay to be full of randomness

That randomness could be bright colors in your life

Like orange, yellow and red between gray and black

If it's good I welcome it, but if it's bad I don't want to look at it

And expect tomorrow's weather

I think I'm heliophilia, just like a bird

Let me be closer to this sunlight

Everyday, weather impacts on me like a report card

When I was a child, I believed rain drops are tears of God

I prayed to God when it was raining a lot

And I expected tomorrow's weather

To me, thunder sounds like end of the world

I scream a lot and think about what to do next 

Everyday, weather impacts on me like a report card

Showing means "new" to this world

It covers everything, to new wishes, it fits

And I expect tomorrow's weather

Even though weather is not same as my mood

It's okay, because I know it has its own spirit

Everyday, weather impacts on me like a report card

And I expect tomorrow's weather 

There are reasons why I can say thank you

Even though they are small, they are enough to me

Natural things such as my nose is a reason too

I have lots of reasons just like number of trees

Just like I can't count the number of stars  or measure sea

I can't count how many and big they are 

The relationship between flower and bee

That is me and thankful things' relationship

Don't let your thankful things go away

Remember them and say thanks!

Because they are common, it doesn't mean you get ownership

Remind yourself again and again

Say loudly, thanks!

You might can feel like it's new

And you might can think it's vain

But it's not, I'm telling you the truth

When you look at your big white empty paper

It has lots of possibilities those you can't imagine

It could be an amazing art work

Or it could be just a big white empty paper

No difference then a big white empty paper

On the big white empty future, you are the person who draw on that work

Draw and write beautiful things those you can imagine

All of people has a big white empty paper

I want to draw a colorful and meaningful art work on my big white empty paper

Don't need to follow coloring book, I will show my imagination

Later, no regret and I will be proud of my work

Do my best, it's unlimited, my big white empty paper

No one knows that how will you change your big white empty paper

It depends on you, and that will be your work

But don't worry about it, it will alright, if you imagine

There's nothing on a big white empty paper

And that's the reason why it's important, the big white empty paper