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Kak Kieran :p

2022-02-13 05:16:42 UTC

haiii kak Kieran!! Sebenernya I don't expect we could get along with each other that easily tapi pembawaan kakak dari awal smooth banget jadi ga kerasa lagi simulasi pacaran >______< kak kie lucu banget bangeeet lebih cocok jadi juri stand up comedy cyber sebenernya HAHAHAHAHA

pokoknya kakak pembalap #1 di trek hatiku🚌💨💨 (brumm brumm♡) (sound effects) intinya kakak profesional dan asik banget ngobrol sama kakak :D semangat❗️❗️💯

sweetest than sugar candy, my kieran.

kyanimous — 2022-02-19 00:03:43 UTC

maaf ya kakak, aku telat isi messagenya di sini. aku butuh lumayan banyak waktu untuk bisa ngomong terima kasih dengan kadar sebesar yang aku rasain. karena sesingkat apa pun itu, you gave me memories i think will be hard to forget.

my kieran, you had no idea how big your impact is to me. but it is big.

you came like a fleeting butterfly which i saw incidentally. seeing you, i didn't expect to fall. meeting you, i never expect to call.

but, i did. i came to you unannounced. and you welcomed me undoubtedly.

i told you i only ever want to love, i only ever want to give, and you allowed me. you let me pour onto your cup and you bring me a new cup every single day. and it was, never an empty cup.

kieran, you have so much, so much love to give me. i think it's this easy to love you in the shortest amount of time because you always have this stack pile of love on several saucers along with the cup you offer me.

you make it so easy to fall in love with you. you make it so pleasant and normal as if i can love you like how i woke up every morning and know i am breathing the air. it comes naturally. no decision. no plan.

kieran, i told you before the limited concept of time forced us to bid a bittersweet good bye. that having to unlearn loving you is like trying to forget my native language. just as how my brain and tongue refuses, my heart says no either.

kieran, if i could, i want to unravel your adventurous mind. it's so full of life, so full of ideas i never know could be possible. you show me a whole new world full of every new possible way of racing this life. you are so fast, but you never leave me behind.

you talked about your favorite characters in the tv shows we binge watched and you made them come to life. like, they exist, they are talking between us and i am not watching them through my small streaming screen. you made me fall in love with every single thing you like. you talk about them with so much passion and joy that, oh how attractive it is to love someone who has this huge capability of loving. who knows what they like, who knows what they are happy about, who knows what they want to see.

kieran, i don't think i have ever wanted to express myself and pour so many things on my head out to someone in this intensity. you make it feels like what we had was not temporary. i don't think i will say no if i ever get the chance to date you again.

so, kieran. thank you, thank you for existing. i will be saving so many things i probably am unable to express right now when we have the chance to meet again someday in the future.

i wish you a huge amount of luck in what you are doing, because my sweet sweet kieran, you deserve every day to be your birthday.

-your little foreign flower.

Now Playing - My Beloved Jamie (24 Hours Version) (Kieran’s Version) (From The Vault) (Edisi Imigrasi Tuyul).

2022-07-02 05:07:48 UTC

Hey! Honestly I had a lot to say and I wondered if one or two paragraph could ever be enough since our day together had (officially) became my favourite melepas peanut & stres day, but this is me trying. I absolutely love, LOVE the funny, unlabeled, full of gombal relationship dynamic that we had. In a world where almost everything goes with labels which I’m starting to get very sick of, a day with Kieran truly cured that temporary sickness. The fact that you could create a space and energy that enabled someone’s truest self to emerge again, where in this case, I don’t feel the need to try hard to love & to be loved — is absolutely lovely.

Bold to say, my decision to wait till the next morning to find the almighty Jamie Campbell Bower that fits my needs perfectly seems to be one of the best decision-making process of this year, HAHA, cause you finally arrived and embodied those needs! No regret creeped into yesterday’s moments, it was a hella fun ride and I hope you felt the same way too.

P. S. I don’t think this would be the last time I’d snatch my Jamie! *winks* 10.000 years later won’t be long enough to wait. Ahahaha.

— S.

My classic form of love, my Kieran.

2022-07-20 13:07:42 UTC

I have been struggling to find the perfect way to describe how pleasant was the time I spent with you. You are the one who taught me that love is equal, that love is about each other, beyond loving and being loved, it's about building the bond between you and me and writing our own classic story.

I have been thinking about how to rewrite and retranslate my thoughts about you, to even at least show it to the world how adorably unique of a person you are. Yet, I fail to do so. Every words I utter, wouldn't be enough to express how much I am grateful to have ever met you. To have ever been loved by you. To have ever got the chance to love you.

They just have to met you, they just have to experience how it is to fall inside your arms and find comfort, find warmth, and find your patient self listening to whatever stories they have about the day.

Because, Kieran.

You love in your own way, and it's strong, yet it's calming.

In another chance, it will never be a mistake to fall and be caught by you once more.

For you are my classic form of love, Kieran.