Why should i try? by ꧁༒☬꧁༒☬𝓢𝓴𝓲𝓽𝓽𝓵𝓮𝓼☬༒꧂☬༒꧂

05/17/22

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-05-18 06:19:43 UTC

Have you ever just wanted to give up because no matter how hard you try it is never enough it is always wrong. Have you ever just wanted to make the ones you love happy so you put what you want to the side just to please them. Have you ever just wanted to feel wanted and loved but you still feel alone and always being pushed to the side. Tbh the list goes on and on. I'm just waiting for that day for all of it to stop...but the question I think about every day is..when?-

05/18/22

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-05-19 03:50:37 UTC

It's Funny how people talk so much shit and complain after you put yo self on the line for them but they still not satisfied so whats the point of trying anymore

Today ig wasnt that bad it was my birthday my parents said they wasnt going to throw me a sweet 16 i was sad and mad asf so my best friend tyrone thru me one at school SHOUT OUT TO MY HOMBOI TYRONE I LOVE YOU MY NIGGA...

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-05-20 03:47:53 UTC

my parent ended up doing something they surprised me with my other besties from another state

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-05-20 03:48:56 UTC

Itz funny how people assume your feelings and its funny how no one cares about your well being and itz funny how when im by myself im alone but ever since about a week ago i met someone who makes me feel a little bit better like this post if i should talk to the person dislike if i shouldnt

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-05-20 22:05:33 UTC

To:My one and only ig im starting to feel better now that i have u around thank you for being there for me and talking and holding me when i needed you the most i am happy to call you the baby I feel i am falling in love with....

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-02 05:40:02 UTC

AAAHHHH there will be bad moments but there will also be good but right now all i know is i need u and i really care about you-

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-02 14:33:05 UTC

ig i should make a lil update...well i am going to flordia in july may see my bf im super hyped lets hope my mom says yes but iif she says no ig i can always say he is my bsf and he is gay🤣if your reading this turle im just playing lmao but anywaysss uh i have been to the lake/beach every other day or everyday since school got out and uh yea...so ig this pad may turn around who knows...😅

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-17 04:51:44 UTC

LMFAOO (comment your zodiac sign)Im a Taurus

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-18 13:56:25 UTC

Ig as the days go by there are times i miss you but i wish i can tell you but i cant cause you are no longer part of my life and as i sit here waiting i realize it may have been my fault things ended the way they did i just wish i had said sorry i wish i wasn't so damn stubborn-😔

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-20 13:28:43 UTC

UGHHHH why is life so unfair....

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-24 03:02:57 UTC

Turtle<3

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-25 17:09:39 UTC

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-27 12:21:49 UTC

I am so tired of people saying that they care when they really don't I always try to help people and try to make people feel better but when da tables are turned and I don't feel good no one cares this post is not for everyone just some people and no matter how much I try I am never enough I will never be good enough I wil l always be worthless but not to the point I am depressed....worthless to the point I walk out on people I care about....😞

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-27 14:52:19 UTC

I will give it another try thanks to rue I give a big about out to him he is always on and he is always there for me thank you rue <3

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-29 19:15:12 UTC

You look me in my eyes asking why
You sitting over there watching me fly
But all I got to say is you had yo chance
Boi bye and tell yo new bitch I said hi
You continue to live a lie saying I was wrong
And u was in the right
Like I said boi bye....

well today i went to the lake had fun ig..then came home while my parents left to go shopping...and uh dats it

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-06-30 20:48:02 UTC

My letter.to future self/mom

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-07-07 12:27:20 UTC

To my mom i am so sorry I should have listened to you. you was right the person I was trying to hang on to has moved on so why the fuck should I keep trying to talk to them and be they friend
but ig when I am older I can look back and laugh and say mom you was right just like u said wit my uncle you let him in yo house only for him to fuck it up I let him in my heart just for it to be broken but who can I blame I made that choice who can I blame I made that action and now as I read over my life I am happy I made this choice even after it went wrong because you can't have life without heartbreak because then you question...What is pain? But then again I feel pain everyday....everyone does and it not always gonna be pain from heartbreak or sum sometimes you stub yo toe....

ig im back🫤

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-08-24 07:33:16 UTC

9/29/22 IM BACKK

Skittlesdakiller — 2022-09-29 05:04:43 UTC

nothing to really update on rn tbh...