POG by Sarah Barlow

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 14:22:18 UTC

doot

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 14:22:28 UTC

i just cleared this chat bc it was starting to lag btw so yeah lol

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:51:21 UTC

Noice

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:51:42 UTC

I just beat the Hooda Math world record for mini golf

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:51:51 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:51:52 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:51:57 UTC

That's my score

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 14:52:06 UTC

alr im omw, gonna stop by kivas first for a hug then ill bike there lel

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 14:52:11 UTC

and pog

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:52:30 UTC

I COULD have gotten 41... But that ONE level was harder than- nevermind there are kids here

DJXayle — 2021-04-21 14:57:22 UTC

2021-04-21 16:30:53 UTC

sO funY XDdDddDd grr8888 jukee

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 17:02:50 UTC

so i mightve cracked my chromebook

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 17:02:54 UTC

screen

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 17:04:32 UTC

fuck

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 17:22:33 UTC

I was being a dumbass and swinging my stick around

2021-04-21 17:29:58 UTC

Then don’t do that

2021-04-21 17:30:06 UTC

chromebooks are expensive

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 18:01:41 UTC

i already did that

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 18:01:47 UTC

and i cracked the screen

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 18:01:58 UTC

thankfully it still works

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 18:02:08 UTC

but imma have to get it fixed

deathkiva — 2021-04-21 18:04:00 UTC

meaning i get to go to the highschool

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 20:18:42 UTC

pog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:31:28 UTC

im in a very foul mood lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:31:36 UTC

ppl dont know how to fucking drive

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:32:26 UTC

this dipshit saw me about to go across the thing, i legit was going across it, then the retarded bitch pulled right in front of me, almost hit me, and made me have to slam on my damn brakes

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:32:45 UTC

which made my bike make the stupid sounds again so i had to fix it again

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:33:01 UTC

IT TOOK 10 MINS TO FIX THE PIECE OF SHIT WHEN I WAS LEAVING XAYLES

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:33:21 UTC

IT KEPT MAKING THE STUPID LOUD NOISE AND NOTHING I DID FIXED IT

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:33:55 UTC

i finally started kicking the tire, stomping on the metal thing, almost fell off 4 times while kicking it with one leg while pedaling woth the other and my flipflop got caught in it

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:34:04 UTC

bent the metal thing up and the covering

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:34:09 UTC

had to fix the piece of shit

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:34:15 UTC

FINALLY FIXED IT

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:34:23 UTC

im covered in scratches from idfk

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:34:30 UTC

shit kept getting in my eyes

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:34:52 UTC

THE FUCKING WIND WAS BEING A STUPID PAIN IN THE ASS ALL FUCKING DAY!

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:35:20 UTC

IT TOOK EVERYTHING I HAD TO PEDAL AGAINST IT

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:35:38 UTC

HAD TO PEDAL AGAINTS IY ALMOST THE WHOLE WAY THERE AND THE WHOLE WAY BACK

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:35:58 UTC

MY DAMN EARS KEEP GETTING CLOGGED BC I WAS PANTING BC IT WAS HARD TO BIKE AGAQINTS THE WIND

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:36:07 UTC

i feel icky and im overheated bc of it

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:36:26 UTC

THESE DAMN NATS HOWEVER I SPELL IT R ANNOYINH

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:01 UTC

and ppl wouldnt fucking look both ways to see if someone perhaps was coming from the other way, then right when i got there, oh they decide to look like bitch back up im trying to get by

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:06 UTC

ughhhhhhhhhh

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:13 UTC

im rlly annoyed rn lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:17 UTC

and in pain

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:19 UTC

and tired

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:25 UTC

and i still have a lot of shit to do

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:37:28 UTC

poggggg

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:39:39 UTC

thank god my family isnt home atm

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:39:56 UTC

bc knowing my luck my mom would pester me abt chores the moment i walked through that door

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:40:01 UTC

and i probably wouldve snapped

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 21:40:04 UTC

lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 23:38:00 UTC

of course my mom has to ruin my plans so i aint coming tmrw kiva

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 23:41:46 UTC

and i dont fucking care if she wants me home on friday too, im going to kivas on friday as well, her saying alek and kenny want a break, wtf, kenny sits around at home all day and alek doesnt fucking work now atm and everyday im doing chores, i never get a break but they expect me to stay home tommorrow to look after mom while doing chores while they get a break? hell no, fuck them

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 23:41:59 UTC

i wont even wake up for school tomorrow

saphireiscool — 2021-04-21 23:42:07 UTC

Night.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:27:38 UTC

nevermind i cant fucking sleep because my idiotic brother kept complaining

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:27:50 UTC

then i go downstairs to clean the fucking living room

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:27:53 UTC

i start venting

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:28:11 UTC

apparently i cant freaking vent bc alek is gonna complain and talk shit about me about it

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:28:28 UTC

and right when i go back to my room the stupid faggot talks shit about me

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:29:12 UTC

i wish i died in 2018 i legit hate this place i hate my life NOONE FUCKING UNDERSTANDS SHIT

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:29:39 UTC

I LEAVE AND GO TO MY FRIENDS PLACE FOR A REASON BUT MY FAMILY CANT GET IT THROUGH THEIR THICK SKULLS

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:29:43 UTC

THEY ONLY USE ME

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:29:49 UTC

STUPID ASSHOLES

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:30:14 UTC

I CANT HAVE MY OWN FUCKING LIFE HAHA

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:30:35 UTC

I SURE WILL NEXT YEAR IM MOVING OUT OF THIS SHIT HOLE

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:30:46 UTC

I'M DONE.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:31:59 UTC

MEANWHILE MY STUPID BRAIN DOESNT WANT TO LET ME SLEEP

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:32:28 UTC

TIME TO TAKE LIKE 4 PILLS OF MELENTONIN EVEN THOUGH THE STUPID SHIT DOESNT WORK

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 00:41:09 UTC

;-;

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 00:47:49 UTC

Come over next Friday. My dad will fix your bike

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:50:39 UTC

no its fine

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:50:56 UTC

im going to kivas on friday since i cant tmrw

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 00:51:00 UTC

anyways gn

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 01:45:12 UTC

I said next Friday...

2021-04-22 02:12:40 UTC

Hello people-cow

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 03:08:03 UTC

hoi

deathkiva — 2021-04-22 10:57:05 UTC

i mean kit the exterminator is coming today so it wouldve been interesting

deathkiva — 2021-04-22 10:57:58 UTC

gonna be more interesting now

deathkiva — 2021-04-22 10:58:09 UTC

cause i have to deal with both dogs lol

2021-04-22 11:17:23 UTC

ello

2021-04-22 12:58:42 UTC

It’s gnats

2021-04-22 12:59:05 UTC

That bike thing happens all the time and it’s fine because everyone is just pretty stupid

2021-04-22 12:59:10 UTC

Ive almost died to it 3 times

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 13:02:06 UTC

oof

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 13:02:14 UTC

I just woke up lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:19 UTC

pog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:33 UTC

pogogogogggogogoggooogogoggogogoggogogogoggog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:37 UTC

poooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:38 UTC

pog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:44 UTC

poogoggogogogogogoggogogoggogogogoggogoggggg

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:50 UTC

pogggggg

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:52 UTC

thbe

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:52 UTC

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:53 UTC

bsf

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:54 UTC

gbdng

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:54 UTC

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:55 UTC

gfdg

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:55 UTC

bnd

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 14:41:55 UTC

deathkiva — 2021-04-22 14:47:27 UTC

lol

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 15:07:36 UTC

Wut-

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:07:50 UTC

haha

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:09:42 UTC

my damn family saying i can only have 2 days a week of going to my friends house and saying i have to stay home the other 5 days, hell no, then saying "Well kiva could walk here or bike here blah blah blah" Bruh, one, his bike os fucked up, two, he'd rather stay at home watching youtube or gaming or whatever, i aint gonna bother him, my stupid family is pretty much driving me insane keeping me locked at home 5 days of the fucking week, fuck them, stupid assholes

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:09:56 UTC

they cant control me im fucking 18

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:10:06 UTC

idc what they say im still going to kivas tmrw

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:10:41 UTC

how dare they lock me up

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:10:48 UTC

fucktards

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:12:01 UTC

they expect me to stay here, i already dont have my damn phone, they take away my phone now theyre trying to take my freedom hell no stupid dipshits

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:13:14 UTC

theres nothing to fucking do here all there is is stupid chores and school i hate it here i hate them i fucking hate everything then sayig im having another breakdown no im fucking not im fucking pissed so ofc im gonna yell they cant read my damn mind quit assuming shit irrogant assholes

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:13:44 UTC

i want to torture that damn bitch that caused my moms wreck if they didndt then none of this sbhot would have hapoened

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:13:47 UTC

stupid bitch

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:14:26 UTC

stupid blind japanese driver go to a fucking slave camp ypu dumb driving texter better yet erase urself pff this earth i fucking hatethat person

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:16:22 UTC

i might as well take sleep meds and sleep for the next 2 months until my mom fucking heals

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:16:38 UTC

bye

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:23:26 UTC

and now my mom saying if i go to kivas tmrw i cant come bacj she can go fuck herself

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 15:23:31 UTC

i hate them all

2021-04-22 15:34:25 UTC

Oof

2021-04-22 15:35:23 UTC

Might be good for you to get a lot of sleep. I mean i was doin rly rly bad in skool and i was failing but then i took some advice i got and did a lot of studying. i started to get out more and now i’m happy even in quarantine bcuz my grades are good now

2021-04-22 15:35:32 UTC

I have b’s and a’s

2021-04-22 15:37:32 UTC

Also don’t be so hateful to someone like the driver, they may have had an issue happening, and it’s not like they purposefully tried to kill you. Don’t be mean abt someone you don’t know

2021-04-22 15:40:12 UTC

her** not you

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 16:59:04 UTC

;-;

2021-04-22 17:41:34 UTC

Well she’s basically wishing hell on someone she doesn’t know

2021-04-22 17:43:17 UTC

Anything could have happened, they aren’t malicious on purpose

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 17:47:16 UTC

She says this because she's upset. I'm sure she doesn't ACTUALLY want that for the person

2021-04-22 17:47:37 UTC

But she’s said it quite a lot before.

2021-04-22 17:47:52 UTC

You shouldn’t say stuff like that, especially in the heat of the moment

2021-04-22 17:48:25 UTC

And if someone says that another person should “be in a prison camp” or “remove themselves from the world”, i’m sure they’d mean it

2021-04-22 17:48:53 UTC

And the torturing

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 18:30:32 UTC

they were perfectly fine when they got out the damn car, they wre swerving and then swerved into my moms lane, they denied help from the hospital which meant they were trying to hide something, and the police even said my mom wasnt at fault which is rare because in head on collisions, its usually both people that are at fault, this all points to a stupid person who was carelessly driving and who shouldnt have their fucking license

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 18:31:38 UTC

and i have every fucking right to be upset so dont you dare say otherwise

2021-04-22 18:58:14 UTC

Never said you can’t be upset

2021-04-22 18:58:56 UTC

You’ve likely been careless about things

2021-04-22 18:59:03 UTC

That doesn’t mean you should go to a slave camp

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 19:10:31 UTC

It also means you can't say things without seeing her point of view first

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 19:11:39 UTC

Regardless of whether she meant it or not, you shouldn't make assumptions, or correct her in the state she's in

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 19:30:00 UTC

my brother is being a fucking shithead again everyone hates me i want to kill myself so im gonna starve myself i legit cannot take this anymore i fucking hate it i refuse to take care of myself anymore im a waste o space apparently i cause too many issues theyll be better off withoyt me

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 20:25:02 UTC

...

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 20:25:26 UTC

Don't... Please don't...

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 20:25:56 UTC

its the truth

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 20:26:11 UTC

i have one bad day and they all fucking hate me

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 20:26:17 UTC

i cant stand this

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 20:26:54 UTC

im fuckng trapped in a very stressful environment, this is too much for me to handle, i cant take this shit anymore

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 20:27:35 UTC

i wish i was never born.

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 21:00:39 UTC

...

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 22:16:42 UTC

my brother is gonna leave if i stay because im stressing him and everyone out so im gonna have to stay with a family friend, so im not sure if ill be seeing xayle or kiva in person for a bit, time will tell. anyways, i got to go pack so cya.

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 22:57:57 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 22:58:13 UTC

Maybe I can visit next week

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 22:59:37 UTC

My honest personal thoughts on this is that your brother needs to leave regardless. He's old enough to get his own place and move out

DJXayle — 2021-04-22 23:00:06 UTC

But I think you staying away for a while is a good idea too

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 23:34:42 UTC

my mom needs him

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 23:34:49 UTC

hes the only one with a car atm

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 23:35:03 UTC

and we cant afford uber to take my other bro to and from work everyday

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 23:35:13 UTC

so yeah

saphireiscool — 2021-04-22 23:35:18 UTC

anyways im done packing

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 00:09:43 UTC

:( oof

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 01:48:16 UTC

xayle kit is coming over tomorrow if you can visit then do so lol

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 01:49:42 UTC

also it isnt tenebs car its his moms seeing as her name is basicially above his in the payment

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 01:49:51 UTC

theyre co paying on the car

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 01:50:16 UTC

but if teneb wants to leave he can leave the keys when he walks out

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 01:50:47 UTC

also kit just bc i normally am gaming or watching youtube doesnt mean i wouldnt walk over to hang out with you

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 02:01:00 UTC

so apparently kivas mum found out about last night and today and made an offer so ig im gonna be there tmrw and saturday

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 02:01:48 UTC

and ok

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 02:02:33 UTC

mum was talking to kivas mum earlier and mentioned how my mental state is fragile atm and im realizing just how fucking fragile it is

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 02:03:50 UTC

btw i do have sunburn lmao

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 02:04:03 UTC

it was crazy red yesterday, today its okayish

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:05:10 UTC

i told my mom about last night and earlier

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:05:29 UTC

also

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:05:49 UTC

thats why i asked you if you were putting sun screen on

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:06:14 UTC

espically in SC as we get closer to the summer

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:06:19 UTC

gonna be needed\

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:10:19 UTC

then again you probably know this

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 02:10:29 UTC

im sorry about my crazy moods and mental state :/

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:10:43 UTC

its all good

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:10:54 UTC

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 02:13:33 UTC

ngl ive kinda gotten used to it

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 02:31:17 UTC

My mom's gonna see if she can change her schedule for tomorrow, and I MIGHT be able to come over

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 03:17:11 UTC

https://youtube.com/watch?v=qevIIQHrJZg

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 03:18:04 UTC

They're using artificial penises to do their jobs

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 03:33:26 UTC

oop ok

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 03:34:38 UTC

I FEEL BAD U GOT USED TO IT I FEEL BAD BC I KEEP BOTHERING EVERYONE WITH MY PROBLEMS AND WITH HOW I AM

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 03:34:46 UTC

I fucking hate myself qnq

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 04:00:14 UTC

It doesn't bother me at all. If you need to talk to someone, I'm always open. It's not your fault. Depression will always tell you no. I only just stood up to my depression today. I kept telling myself I'd do my laundry ALL WEEK, and I haven't. Not because of procrastination... My depression wasn't letting me motivate myself. Earlier, I didn't wanna do it, but I said "No. That's depression speaking." and began my laundry. But then I got tired and stopped in the middle of it lol

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 04:03:38 UTC

While my parents are busy tomorrow, I'm gonna finish it.

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 04:03:44 UTC

Anyway, Ima yeet to bed

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 04:04:13 UTC

Leafy, take my advice and think about it. You don't have to open up, but the opportunity will always be there

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 12:24:00 UTC

every human being has issues and problems that they deal with

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 12:24:59 UTC

it's what makes us human

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 12:25:10 UTC

there isnt anything to be sorry about either way

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 12:56:32 UTC

saphireiscool — 2021-04-23 14:46:43 UTC

okeh qnq

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 15:11:58 UTC

*le hug* qwq

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 16:06:57 UTC

KIVA

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 16:06:58 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 16:10:50 UTC

My mom wants confirmation that I can come over

deathkiva — 2021-04-23 16:26:47 UTC

shes saying that she doesnt care if you come over

DJXayle — 2021-04-23 16:27:22 UTC

saphireiscool — 2021-04-24 23:46:32 UTC

poggg

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:25:17 UTC

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:25:49 UTC

on tuesday theres a 4:30 appointment with my medicine provider whos gonna try to help solve this family crises shit

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:25:58 UTC

if that doesnt work then im moving out

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:26:16 UTC

this is worse than the michelle and chris situation combined

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:26:33 UTC

i really would rather be dead than alive right now

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:27:04 UTC

i cant escape from this though, i have to wait for 3 more days counting today

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:27:33 UTC

after that, if it doesnt work, im gonna just leave

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:28:04 UTC

maybe my moms friend tawnya will let me stay, if not then imma go to a homeless shelter i guess, lol

DJXayle — 2021-04-25 18:35:49 UTC

Tese curry noodles r gud

DJXayle — 2021-04-25 18:39:49 UTC

*these

saphireiscool — 2021-04-25 18:57:04 UTC

thats good

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 01:25:16 UTC

i keep having thoughts of biking to the bridge thats near the lights and traintracks and just jump ._.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 01:25:20 UTC

lmao

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 01:25:48 UTC

anyways i found some songs that i like

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 01:26:10 UTC

and some other vids on youtube to watch to keep me entertained so pog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 01:26:26 UTC

padlet keeps being weird tho so rip

deathkiva — 2021-04-26 01:29:30 UTC

no jumping off bridges sarah

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 01:39:10 UTC

cri

deathkiva — 2021-04-26 12:14:58 UTC

only way your allowed to jump off a bridge is if youre bungee jumping

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:00:18 UTC

hmpf

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:51:37 UTC

i wanna run away qnq

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:51:56 UTC

i hate it here

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:52:28 UTC

legit trapping myself in my room because im too scared to go downstairs where everyone else is

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:52:47 UTC

ive barely been eating or drinking

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:53:06 UTC

havnt been taking care of myself because it involves leaving my room

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:53:12 UTC

lmao

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 13:53:31 UTC

if tomorrow doesnt solve this shit then im moving out

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 14:01:11 UTC

meanwhile people dont really talk here much anymore, usually just once or twice a day, and i just feel so alone :/

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 15:46:02 UTC

deathkiva — 2021-04-26 16:17:19 UTC

i try to talk in here

deathkiva — 2021-04-26 16:17:44 UTC

doesnt work as well as i would hope though

saphireiscool — 2021-04-26 17:01:18 UTC

qnq

saphireiscool — 2021-04-27 16:57:21 UTC

potago

DJXayle — 2021-04-27 22:27:28 UTC

SCROLL DAMMIT

DJXayle — 2021-04-27 22:27:37 UTC

I HATE PADLET :(

DJXayle — 2021-04-27 22:29:46 UTC

FINLALY

DJXayle — 2021-04-27 22:30:15 UTC

The pain in my back isn't a kidney infection

DJXayle — 2021-04-27 22:30:23 UTC

It's a pulled muscle

DJXayle — 2021-04-27 22:31:22 UTC

I'm trying to be as active as possible

saphireiscool — 2021-04-27 22:55:10 UTC

oop

saphireiscool — 2021-04-27 22:55:49 UTC

hope ya feel better

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 02:32:57 UTC

thx qwq

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 02:38:03 UTC

I was wondering why you didn't respond... And then I reloaded

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 14:11:04 UTC

yw and lmao rip

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 14:11:29 UTC

my catto is being silly asf lol

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 14:19:29 UTC

<.<

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 14:28:52 UTC

E A Sports

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 14:29:02 UTC

morning btw

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 14:33:01 UTC

yas

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 14:33:07 UTC

ae not sports

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 14:33:11 UTC

and morning lol

2021-04-28 14:47:33 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 15:03:26 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 15:03:42 UTC

Going on vacay today :D

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 15:04:04 UTC

Wait- no. Tomorrow

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:07:56 UTC

pogogogogoggog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:08:19 UTC

im trapped at home 5 days a week for at least another month :')

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:08:38 UTC

and its hella boring qnq

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:09:15 UTC

KIVA ALSO SAID HES GONNA USE ALL HIS POWER TO MAKE ME BLUSH WHEN I COME OVER ON FRIDAY BRGTEFWDQWEWFRGETRH

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:23:45 UTC

anyways

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:23:58 UTC

ive been obsessing over this game which came out dec 25th last year

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:24:02 UTC

called omori

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:24:12 UTC

imma play it one day huehuehue

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 15:24:54 UTC

but until then imma just binge video after video of it

DJXayle — 2021-04-28 16:01:58 UTC

Kiva, make sure you tell me how red her blush was

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:01:46 UTC

i will

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:07:45 UTC

question for you sarah

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:07:51 UTC

how much is omori?

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:08:24 UTC

REEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:08:26 UTC

and idk

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:08:33 UTC

20 i think

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:08:42 UTC

i think ud like the game too

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:08:47 UTC

its pretty cool vhkugjjkugfjhckugfjjkuhilg

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:09:10 UTC

lol

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:09:27 UTC

im getting 30 bucks i wanna say tuesday

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:11:02 UTC

cool

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:11:25 UTC

if you can find it or if i can somehow find it on my ps4

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:11:35 UTC

my mum said next time she goes to the bank she'll deposit the 30 dollar check i got from my grandparents last year for my birthday

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:11:39 UTC

which i looked it up and it isnt showing up

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:11:43 UTC

and she said she'l give me the difference

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:11:45 UTC

ill buy it lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:11:50 UTC

so i may use that to get de gam

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:11:52 UTC

game

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:12:03 UTC

i think its only out on computer atm tho bc its new

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:13:46 UTC

maybe

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 17:14:55 UTC

its saying its released on almost every platform besides mobile

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:16:10 UTC

pog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 17:54:21 UTC

HOLY SHIT KIVA ACTUALLY JOINED THE GOOGLE MEET FOR ONCE

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 18:11:03 UTC

ive been joining the google meet lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 18:42:20 UTC

WOW

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 18:42:22 UTC

JMYHTENFMGJ

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 19:26:32 UTC

lol

deathkiva — 2021-04-28 19:26:38 UTC

i left at 2:30

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 20:33:07 UTC

pog

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 20:33:25 UTC

i left once i finished my work and then proceeded to bust my ass cleaning the bathroom

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 20:33:45 UTC

i sprayed too much cleaner and its in my lungs now and i keep coughing lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-28 20:33:55 UTC

bathroom finally looks nice tho so pog

deathkiva — 2021-04-29 02:14:26 UTC

breathe out

deathkiva — 2021-04-29 02:14:39 UTC

like literally forcuefully breathe out

deathkiva — 2021-04-29 02:15:22 UTC

it should get the cleaner out of your lungs

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 13:19:56 UTC

lol im fine now

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 22:53:59 UTC

POV: You're in your room, crying because your brothers hate you and everyone keeps jumping on you like quiet down like I'm talking as quiet as possible, I do my chores and have been going out of my way to do even more, and they leave me out of everything like they got dinner for their selves including mom but got nothing for me, I say it's fine and act okay but it really hurts when you're separating yourself because your own brothers hate you and you don't want to cause issues for them or to annoy them with your presence so you only fucking come out of your damn room for food, using the bathroom, medication, or chores. Pog. I fucking hate myself, this is my fault anyways, I was the one that caused that stupid argument a week ago, I deserve this, but it still fucking hurts.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 22:55:52 UTC

I feel so lonely. I feel hated. I feel judged. I feel worthless. I feel like a burden. I'm failing all of my classes because of this family shit. I'm not going to make it in life. They hate me. I can't do anything right. I can't control these crazy moods I have. I'm sorry and I'm doing everything I can to be a better person and to help them and they still hate me, they still ignore me.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 22:57:25 UTC

I wish I was dead.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 22:58:08 UTC

Having to muffle my sobs so they don't hear me crying, I don't want mom crying again and Alek and Kenny getting mad at me again.

2021-04-29 22:58:22 UTC

Wait what happened

2021-04-29 23:01:32 UTC

Also I know late response but I don’t think it works that way deathkiva

2021-04-29 23:01:39 UTC

it gets in your alveoli

2021-04-29 23:01:47 UTC

You need to breathe special herbs

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 23:03:19 UTC

Who are you, your name says anonymous.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 23:03:25 UTC

And a lot of family issues.

2021-04-29 23:03:32 UTC

WolfRuler

2021-04-29 23:03:38 UTC

srry I can’t make an acc

2021-04-29 23:04:10 UTC

Sorry abt your family issues

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 23:05:06 UTC

It's fine and don't worry about it, I just vent here about everything because I have nothing else to vent in or to. And hi.

2021-04-29 23:05:39 UTC

Can I help at all?

2021-04-29 23:05:48 UTC

bcuz for what it’s worth I think you’re cool

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 23:06:13 UTC

No, no one can sadly, but it's fine and thanks.

saphireiscool — 2021-04-29 23:08:31 UTC

Anyways, I gotta put another "I'm okay" facade on so I can go downstairs to do chores so I can finally call it a day and spend the rest of the night in my room so cya, and nice talking to you, hope you're doing well.

2021-04-29 23:13:08 UTC

*hug*

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 00:01:06 UTC

for my own response kit

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 00:01:11 UTC

no one deserves pain

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 00:01:29 UTC

and i mean no one besides the rapists and killers

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 00:02:12 UTC

im going to start walking over on tuesday starting next week most likely after school

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 00:07:51 UTC

*hug* and *hug* ok and thx qnq

2021-04-30 00:40:47 UTC

No I think more people deserve it than rapists and killers

2021-04-30 00:40:51 UTC

but that’s semantics

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:05:11 UTC

ImAgInE ShOwErInG aNd HaViNg To UsE tWo ShIrTs To DrY yOuRsElF iNcLuDiNg YoUr HaIr WhIcH iS hAlFwAy DoWn YoUr BaCk

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:05:17 UTC

ToTaLlY nOt Me

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:05:19 UTC

lol

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:05:23 UTC

there were no towels

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:05:32 UTC

and my mom is crippled and cant do laundry

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:05:58 UTC

and my bro would rather sit around all day or go to stores instead of going to the laundry matt to do de laundry

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:06:00 UTC

so poggogogogogg

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:06:35 UTC

and i can

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:06:36 UTC

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:06:44 UTC

i dont have a car

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:07:06 UTC

and even tho its down the street i cannot lug that bigass laundry basket overflowing with laundry to the laundry matt

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:07:31 UTC

and even if my bro drove me there and dropped me off with the laundry which he wouldnt do bc he hates me, its dangerous since its a bad area

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 01:07:33 UTC

so pog

2021-04-30 01:36:48 UTC

Huh

2021-04-30 01:36:55 UTC

Interesting

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 02:17:41 UTC

indeed

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 03:08:22 UTC

idea lol

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 03:08:27 UTC

get my mom to help

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 03:08:55 UTC

shes free from friday till sunday

deathkiva — 2021-04-30 03:08:58 UTC

that ik of

saphireiscool — 2021-04-30 13:10:08 UTC

no its fine lol

2021-04-30 16:44:45 UTC

Hello

saphireiscool — 2021-05-02 15:34:16 UTC

heya

saphireiscool — 2021-05-02 15:34:19 UTC

hru

2021-05-02 23:43:01 UTC

**active**

dracogengar — 2021-05-03 01:03:43 UTC

luv u

dracogengar — 2021-05-03 01:15:37 UTC

luv u so much i'm sending this twice

2021-05-03 18:07:07 UTC

Spirit how are you changing your discord pfp

2021-05-03 18:07:15 UTC

i thought you didn’t have your phones

2021-05-03 18:07:23 UTC

Phone**

2021-05-03 21:50:02 UTC

ello

2021-05-03 21:53:02 UTC

mk bye

deathkiva — 2021-05-04 13:41:10 UTC

she has her tablet with her

2021-05-04 16:55:01 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-05-04 19:59:26 UTC

Hoi

dracogengar — 2021-05-04 22:49:10 UTC

Luv you Spirit

dracogengar — 2021-05-04 23:12:34 UTC

praying for you <3

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 18:35:42 UTC

Hai

deathkiva — 2021-05-05 19:34:20 UTC

she is getting her phone back sometime soon

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 22:51:29 UTC

:D yee

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:04:24 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:02 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:07 UTC

I BEAT IT

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:14 UTC

ALL STARS OWO

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:15 UTC

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:18 UTC

BEAT

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:23 UTC

JELLY SLICE OWO

DJXayle — 2021-05-05 23:05:28 UTC

WITH NO HINTS