1 month in, still can’t believe i get to call you mine fr — every day feels like a new playlist drop, and somehow you’re always the song i never skip. by R

Put this song on repeat while u scroll these lines, it’s the closest translation of how i see u.

jun524192 — 2025-09-26 08:32:31 UTC

— https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4qx4tXO6ZY8iDMk2Y84WjR?si=9QfsSWe3T7WHqc5XSXHrLw

Lemme start w this

jun524192 — 2025-09-26 08:36:42 UTC

Take it slow ya, love. Read it gently okayy? these words were never meant to be rushed kok :D

Ah ya.. Cel, idk how to package feelings right. But i trying my best for u. So.. excuse the mess :( it’s just me tryna love u the only way i know.

— August 16

jun524192 — 2025-09-26 09:30:07 UTC

I still remember, the moment i pulled myself to talk to u again after all this time… meskipun cuma lewat anonymous. ngl, i was nervous as hell. Like, i knew i’d been mean before n i thought maybe u’d roast me or smth, haha. I was so sure i lost u for good, but u still opened the door for me. I can’t ever fully atone for the pain i caused to you, but i’ll love u harder every day as my way to repay. Thank u for still choosing me sayang, i swear i’ll spend every day proving that u didn’t make the wrong choice, ‘cause loving u is the only thing i never wanna mess up again.

— September 3

jun524192 — 2025-09-26 09:45:58 UTC

The day, the word ‘mine’ actually belonged to us. Idk how else to say it, but it’s like heaven wrapped me up the moment i’m with u — and today, October 3. I just wanna say happy mensive, cantikku. It’s been another month with you and honestly, it still feels unreal that i get to call u mine. Every single day with u feels different, sometimes chaotic, sometimes soft, sometimes just us laughing at the dumbest stuff ever. But no matter what vibe we’re in, it always feels right.

Thank u for making me feel seen, for listening even when my words don’t make sense, for giving me the kind of love i didn’t even know i deserved. I swear, u’ve changed my definition of home — it’s not a place anymore, it’s literally u.

Idk what the future holds, but i know one thing: i wanna spend every version of it with u. Another month down, forever to go. Sayang, happy mensive :D aku cinta kamu banget.. I love u more than anything.

jun524192 — 2025-09-26 09:52:07 UTC

— 💭

jun524192 — 2025-09-27 07:38:24 UTC

I choose you. and i'll choose you, over and over and over. Without pause, without a doubt, in a heartbeat, in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, i'd find you and i'd choose you. That's all. All your flaws, mistakes, smiles, jokes, sarcasm, everything. I just want you and i promise to handle your heart with care and treasure it with love.

I think.. it's so hard to find words to describe you. Yoư're already a goddamn poem all on your own. You don't see it be, but i see your beauty, your worth, your courage, your determination. I see all of what you don't, i adore you, as a drowned person does the sea, i will hold you tight like the moon in the arms of the sky, my love for you is more infinite than the stars.

I hope you know that every time i tell

you to get home safe, eat well, have a good day, or sleep well what i am really saying is i love you. I love you so damn much that it is starting to steal other words meanings. Cel, you have me until every last star in the galaxy dies, you have me. I want to see you achieve everything you've ever told me, even if i am not there.

— 💭

jun524192 — 2025-09-27 07:43:01 UTC

I love you, in ways i can't even put into words. Every single day. And i hope you know, no matter what happens, no matter how many days, months, or years pass, my heart will always have a place that belongs to you. You're not just someone i love, you're someone i cherish, someone i admire, someone i'd choose over and over again in every lifetime.

Kamu tau kan, aku ga pernah minta banyak? aku cuma mau kamu tetap ada di sini, tetap jadi kamu, tetap jadi seseorang yang bikin dunia aku terasa lebih hangat. aku mau kamu tau kalau aku selalu bangga sama kamu, selalu percaya sama kamu, selalu lihat kamu dengan cara yang mungkin kamu sendiri ga pernah lihat. and even on the days when everything feels too much, when you feel like you're not enough, i hope you remember-aku ada. aku bakal selalu ada. buat nyimpen semua mimpi-mimpi kamu yang sempat jatuh, buat nemenin kamu jalanin hari-hari yang berat, buat jadi tempat kamu pulang kapan pun kamu butuh. so let's keep going, let's keep choosing each other. karena buat aku, kamu itu hidup aku