Here we are the audience and maker!

2. 5 page pdf showing your progress and decision making.

3. Research, idea development, experimenting, presentation. Within the pdf's include how far in the future this is for and what's the aim of the message.

In nursery I had a dream about being in nursery. I climbed into into one of those sensory sacks and it started to rise above ground to the point of me coming out and was spinning in circles. Outside were these snarling dogs (puppets?) or creatures trying to bite me. Or at least I knew something was out there and it wanted to get me while jumping up very high just for me to get a glimpse. I wasn't very scared of them sine they just kept jumping but couldn't get me. It's one of the few memories I have from nursery with only about 2 or 3 others.

I was a quite child with not many demands or wants. I loved my mum a lot and liked to play with my family members over in Poland and also my cousin and auntie who moved to Belfast around that time or a few years later. I didn't need a lot to be happy during this time. I think I had a fringe and a bowl cut when I was 5.

I was insecure a lot, or at least thought I was different from everyone else. I was failing a lot exams and tests at school and would try to find excuses within myself for whay I'm not smart. I did have a close friend who I started to watch anime and play minecraft with, she was also really smart. We also would draw weeb things and fangirl over animes and certain games. I liked going over to her house to play the switch and eath what her dad cooked. Girls and boys in my class were beginning to be mean to my friend. They all were all close friends not long before they turned their back on her. I felt a lot of empathy for her but I didn't know what I could do.

Why were you so moody all the time? I might know why, but I don't want to remember...

Don't do things for others. Be yourself and be happy doing what you want to do. Be more sociable too, it's hard but you will managed. Your just a kid and no one cares, even if you say something dumb or doesn't make sense be confident. No one laughs at someone who is confident. Also don't tell your form teacher your depressed in one of your excerise homeworks, just say you're feeling lonely or something...

It's not really advice, but lots of observations and listening to people. Don't overthink it and just do it. That's starting a project, saying something to someone or going out with new people.

(Accurate drawing of 8 year old me.)

I had a lot of anxiety, hated myself, hated a lot of other people, had horrible friends and was in covid lockdown with a 4 year old sister. I had some good times, but one can only focus on the bad things even there were a 100 good things. I don't think I would have made one.

First week of uni I met my last roommate and she got so drunk after leaving with my other roommates to a club she had to come back after 45 minutes. While my friends were in the club, I was in bed on my phone and 10 minutes before I was told myself I'll go to bed my one roommate called saying the girl had to get an uber and go home. 5 minutes later the girl phones me and she's just puking and apologising to the uber driver. I came out one she arrived and the driver was forcing her to clean the side of the car even though there was nothing there. I helped her out while we walked to our flat and I just thought the entire situation was funny. I got her into her room and I stayed with her for 2 hours while she drunkingly was getting dressed called her friends and family about the situation while saying how great I am. I went to bed afterwards and talked about the situation the next day and laughed. (She drank 85% vodak our other roommate brought from Greece, and the drawing is from when we got to her room.)

I sent out a message from an instagram story to a girl from highschool if she was studying in London. She said yeah and we chatted a bit over dm's, and because I'm trying to be more courageous and sociable I asked if she would want to meet up by central somewhere. After that we met up another time and it was really nice and refreshing to see someone from back at home be now in this much bigger city. I think we're friends now and I'm glad I sent out that message and didn't just ignore it.

Don't have too high expectations. It's ok to not like things or people you used to, don't feel bad about it either because who cares, they don't. Stick to your own route even if your too high maintenance, don't lower it foe anyone. Now you go to uni in London and your having a really good time with lots to do without others.

I'm good with 'good-bad-good' sandwich advice feedbacks. It can be verbal or written. A lot of the time in my work groupchat managers have things to say about the cleanliness or attitude of the staff members, which comes in a passive aggressive tone, but then they imply that it will be for the best for everyone. If they manage to see me they like to remind me that I am good at what I do and that I should keep up the standard, but It's good to stay focused and they bring up the topic that was mentioned in the groupchat which is better than saying it both in the groupchat and in person that we need to fix something. So it's better to hear that we are good consistenly and there might have been a misshap about something.

A message with empathy or makes me reflect on myself is a good message. If a message is very direct and deminishing it will most likely lose my confidence in what I did. While on the other hand a message with questions on what happened and why it led to that is better constructed and would most likely make me consider it more.

I like to coomunicate a lot with people I'm close or haven't heard in a long time. I want to know what they're up to or what they're thinking. Not 24/7 what they're doing but maybe once a day or every other day would be ideal, people are busy with life are not always available, but living abroad I want to know what my friends and family are up to.

Probably watching something with my full attention, and if it's something I want to remember or need to I'll take notes on it on the side. I like to have subtitles if it's a film since it's easier to understand it.

I like to send "Yes!" or "OK!" since the ! makes the tone more cheerful and enthuastic. I use it if I'm just replying to a friend or being sarcastic.