https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g en-us 2022-10-14 13:52:29 UTC 2023-07-06 04:57:39 UTC hello@padlet.com Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340508401 hi]]> 2022-10-14 13:58:29 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340508401 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340569707 Hello?]]> 2022-10-14 14:40:47 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340569707 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340570166 it worked]]> 2022-10-14 14:41:07 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340570166 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340571523 i used to use this to talk to friends cause my mom cant track this or get notifications so ye]]> 2022-10-14 14:42:03 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340571523 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340571653 2022-10-14 14:42:08 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340571653 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340572096 ???]]> 2022-10-14 14:42:26 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340572096 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340572366 2022-10-14 14:42:39 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340572366 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340572542 what]]> 2022-10-14 14:42:46 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340572542 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340573981 2022-10-14 14:43:48 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340573981 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340574330 its smart]]> 2022-10-14 14:44:01 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340574330 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340574738 2022-10-14 14:44:16 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340574738 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340574993 ehhhh]]> 2022-10-14 14:44:28 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340574993 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340581441 im like half way done getting ready]]> 2022-10-14 14:48:55 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340581441 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340588190 2022-10-14 14:53:53 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340588190 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340588652 when ever i tell you im ready]]> 2022-10-14 14:54:13 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340588652 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340589277 2022-10-14 14:54:41 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340589277 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340589650 its all good]]> 2022-10-14 14:54:58 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340589650 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340590079 2022-10-14 14:55:19 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340590079 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340590345 otay]]> 2022-10-14 14:55:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340590345 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340591957 2022-10-14 14:56:48 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340591957 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340593138 my parents arent home so hell yeah I can leave]]> 2022-10-14 14:57:26 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340593138 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340594061 2022-10-14 14:58:15 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340594061 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340594317 lol ok]]> 2022-10-14 14:58:28 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340594317 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340610974 im ready]]> 2022-10-14 15:10:56 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340610974 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340612323 2022-10-14 15:11:57 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340612323 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340612845 ok]]> 2022-10-14 15:12:20 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340612845 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340615202 2022-10-14 15:14:02 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340615202 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340615530 ok]]> 2022-10-14 15:14:16 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340615530 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340629089 2022-10-14 15:23:52 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340629089 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340629313 ok]]> 2022-10-14 15:24:03 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340629313 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340645176 2022-10-14 15:36:00 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2340645176 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2341031458 2022-10-14 23:26:18 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2341031458 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2341636964 I can’t do a movie at my house parents are going to my sisters horse show. However prisoner of askaban is showing at the cheap theater. We can hit that up and if you want we can dip half way through. The showings at 1230 ]]> 2022-10-16 03:56:20 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2341636964 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2348860909 i did something....]]> 2022-10-20 11:26:16 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2348860909 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2349816348 What did you do? ]]> 2022-10-20 23:06:49 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2349816348 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2350595587 I know I said I didn’t care yesterday but Now I want to know. ]]> 2022-10-21 12:07:50 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2350595587 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351007073 welp ill tell you later]]> 2022-10-21 16:56:10 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351007073 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351149411 Your mom has been looking at your phone again. Also I do not buy you things because I want to buy your love I buy you things because I think they can make you happy and I want you to be happy. ]]> 2022-10-21 18:59:43 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351149411 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351252586 how do you know she has???]]> 2022-10-21 21:14:48 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351252586 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351254000 Because I sent you a text it did not go through and then at 224ish it was read and iIknew you Didn't have your phone ]]> 2022-10-21 21:16:57 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351254000 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351255317 hm she told me that she doesnt go through my phone and that if she did she would tell me because going through it behind my back is wrong so once again im lied to ]]> 2022-10-21 21:18:20 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351255317 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351255956 2022-10-21 21:19:14 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351255956 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351256150 yeah]]> 2022-10-21 21:19:36 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351256150 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257014 2022-10-21 21:21:21 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257014 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257333 no you most definitely witnessed her go through my phone]]> 2022-10-21 21:22:01 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257333 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257664 2022-10-21 21:22:40 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257664 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257824 ye]]> 2022-10-21 21:22:56 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351257824 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351258660 2022-10-21 21:24:33 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351258660 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351259369 2022-10-21 21:25:57 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351259369 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351265345 2022-10-21 21:35:02 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351265345 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351265396 ooo]]> 2022-10-21 21:35:10 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351265396 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351266582 2022-10-21 21:37:43 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351266582 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351267087 um sure if you have time dont worry if you dont ok]]> 2022-10-21 21:38:51 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351267087 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351268049 2022-10-21 21:40:57 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351268049 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351278533 𝗜𝗸 𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱 𝗜 𝘄𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱𝗻'𝘁 𝗯𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝘀𝗶𝗻𝗰𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗴𝗲𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗳𝗶𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗼 𝗶𝗱𝗰. 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗵𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗻 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝗺𝗲 𝘂𝗽𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗵𝗵𝗮𝗽𝗽𝗲𝗻𝘀 𝗪𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗲 𝘆𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗵𝗼𝗹𝘆 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘁𝘆𝗽𝗼𝘀 ]]> 2022-10-21 22:02:27 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2351278533 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2352011084 We got first in everything at the comp very good day. Hope you’re having a fun time at camp yell at Laura for me if you see this in time]]> 2022-10-23 01:54:05 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2352011084 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2353407235 lol you don't bother me hun]]> 2022-10-24 11:27:27 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2353407235 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2355354160 I’m starting to believe that but I’m still not there. I’m working on it though. ]]> 2022-10-25 12:37:18 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2355354160 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2355362189 Also I asked you on your phone but what’s your favorite constellation ]]> 2022-10-25 12:42:43 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2355362189 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2355839338 the big and little dipper]]> 2022-10-25 17:04:48 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2355839338 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359350978 whats the password to the phone again lmao]]> 2022-10-27 16:17:32 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359350978 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359405425 312018]]> 2022-10-27 16:53:31 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359405425 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359408716 thank you love ya lol]]> 2022-10-27 16:55:52 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359408716 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359565931 2022-10-27 18:51:48 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2359565931 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2360902606 i do]]> 2022-10-28 16:57:10 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2360902606 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2361553619 I know you do and I love you too. ]]> 2022-10-29 15:19:47 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2361553619 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2365756889 I’m sorry For the way I acted I’ll be better I’ll do better I’m sorry. You deserve better. I’m sorry I’m Sorry I’m sorry. You deserve to be atop the world I’m so fucking sorry.]]> 2022-11-02 00:12:06 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2365756889 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2401981609 I love you and will always be here for you. I’m sorry about whatever is going on with you or at home. I wish you could tell me so I can help you. ]]> 2022-11-29 14:22:14 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2401981609 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2408580128 God what the fuck is wrong with me. I feel like I can’t even say goodnight to you anymore. Or at least just tonight. 
I’m so scared of doing something to piss you off and make you see me in a different light. I don’t want to take the actions or say the things I want to say because I’m scared they will hurt you and by extension us. I don’t want to lose you but part of me feels so confused. I try to put myself in your shoes and try to understand the  decisions you make but I can’t. Why do you keep people in your life that you don’t like and that hurt you. I guess that’s just how you are and what makes you special. at least to me that is. I’m sorry for marking you read this but dumping here helps me because then I know at least someday maybe you’ll see what concerns me. Because it’s not just that it’s our communication and more as well. 
This sad to say as it is. Is that I don’t feel loved sometimes. By you that is. It’s not I believe your words are empty because I do believe you love me but it’s your actions that entertain my doubt. And more so indulging the phone. I want to wake up to a text that says good Morning idiot I want to be called and felt wanted after I drop you off. I feel like after we kiss and you go inside I have to beg to see you again and I don’t want to beg anymore. I don’t want to feel off put. And maybe it’s just me relying on you too much because you are my life right now. There is nothing more important than your happiness which is why I try not to tell these things directly to your face. 
I’m sorry for my rant and I do half and half hope you see and never see this 
I do feel loved my you sometimes by the way. Whether is a back scratch a butt wiggle or sometime even the claws to my back I know you do love if not really care for me. 
God I am sleep high my eyes burn 
I love you and I hope I make you feel loved and appreciated.]]> 2022-12-05 04:24:14 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2408580128 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2424408948 Don’t love me ]]> 2022-12-19 04:15:52 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2424408948 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2430836173 I am sorry for blowing up on you. I'v never had to deal with anything this stupid or stressful before. I feel utterly useless and there is nothing I can do. I know You're the one that is suffering but I Can't get over my. own feelings and emotions. You do not deserve this and I am sorry. ]]> 2022-12-31 03:37:27 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2430836173 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2433802309 Since I now know you know about this it’s kinda turned into a things I want to say to you but don’t want to as well. What it was before but probably less now. Anyway about what u want to say this time.
Eli has been the closest I have ever been to breaking up with you. It’s something Ive thought about a-lot and continuously. It’s not something I want to do. Ever.  But something that has been floating around. Like a frog in a kiddy pool. I think it’s a mental game to me and it’s one I’m losing at. Every time Every freaking time I think I’m never going to see or hear that name again pops up. And it kills me because with that name comes the thoughts again and I don’t want to have those thoughts because I love you and I don’t want any of -us- to be in vain. You are one of if not the best thing that has happened to me and I don’t want to lose you. I keep on because I don’t want to lose you and then it’s done and I feel like you’re finally mine and I’m yours but it seems the more time goes on that’s not the case. He’s never really gone. And I’m scared for myself. I’m scared because I see more and more of myself in eeh all the time when it comes to you and that is the last thing I want. I don’t want to rely on you so heavily that I can’t live without you and I’m scared that’s where I’m heading. 
… that was just a bit more than I intended or I think even truly knew. I like posting here it’s fun ]]> 2023-01-04 17:12:35 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2433802309 Beck666 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2439772454 I will let this be your place where you can let go of your thoughts. I'm sorry for that shit and I don't want to lose you too. I love you Trevor I really do.]]> 2023-01-10 18:13:43 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2439772454 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2500496605 I love you too. But tonight I don’t think I believe you. When you say you love me. You’re not taking the high road when you don’t tell me things you’re just hurting me. And I know a lot of really really bad shit has happened to you and that’s why I want you to let me in. I can’t tell you how much it hurts that you won’t even tell me what happed. 
That’s the reason I don’t believe you when you say nothing happened.]]> 2023-03-02 03:29:23 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2500496605 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2501267848 I want to be mad I want to fight. I want an answer 
I feel like I’m being treated like Eli 
You once said you would never lie to me but recently I’ve just not been thinking that’s true
I just don’t understand why you don’t tell me things. It makes me feel like I’m being played and I’m tired of looking like an idiot ]]> 2023-03-02 15:15:37 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2501267848 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2504066142 I hate how much of an effect you have on me ]]> 2023-03-05 17:25:06 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2504066142 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2544436493 I’m beginning to hate calling you. Actually I have hated calling you for a while. I call you so I can talk to you because I don’t get to any other time unless we are together but every time I do you ignore me and talk to someone else through text. I don’t even get that much from you and I’m your boyfriend. You say you love me but besides when you’re with me I don't feel it. Ever. I ask you questions and you just stay silent I ask you about something that seems really concerning to possibly our relationship and you blow it off. Maybe it’s that you’re the only one I ever talk to but I notice everything because of how much I rely on you. And it scares me how much I do.
I just want to be able to talk to you and you not be off doing something else I’ve told you so many times but I guess either you don’t care or something else is going on. It just scares me. If there is something you need to tell me you really should. Because the first time we call in days you’re too busy doing something to even try and talk with me. I never feel any effort from your side I never fucking do I always feel like you’re trying to get me to dislike you and it makes me so sad and upset because I love you and I want to love you.  But you honestly make it so hard sometimes to feel even remotely connected to you. ]]> 2023-04-05 02:27:55 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2544436493 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2546806522 I don’t Know how I truly make you feel but you don’t make me feel secure. I feel like I constantly have to fight for you and I constantly feel like I’m losing especially after tonight. I want to trust you I really do but I don’t believe I’ve seen enough evidence to support that. I find myself fucked over by those that I blindly trust and I can’t have the possibly biggest mistake of my life be that I trusted someone. I know I’m supposed to but I just don’t feel like I can’t right now. I want to make things work I do I do I do. I don’t want to feel like it’s wrong to kiss you. I don’t want you to hate me for thinking you could do such a thing. I just j don’t fucking know anymore. You make me so confused and lost. ]]> 2023-04-07 02:10:10 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2546806522 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2638353611 I gave you everything. And I did my best for you at every turn and all I got back was lies. You are a horrible person and your mother was right and so was talon. I didn’t think I’d say these things to you but you aren’t worth love and you are a mistake if you’re going to throw it away like you did. I hope you can find some clarity because you need some help no wonder god abandoned you. You deserve it.]]> 2023-07-05 02:04:25 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2638353611 https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2639351608 The more I find out the worse you become. You are the absolute pit of society ]]> 2023-07-06 04:57:39 UTC https://padlet.com/Beck666/vsi5dbx7prh9647g/wish/2639351608