My Big Lie by Jennifer Yu '11 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds What is your big lie? en-us 2019-04-09 19:25:40 UTC 2019-04-27 01:29:55 UTC hello@padlet.com i'm too scared to help myself https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350110926 2019-04-09 19:30:57 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350110926 because of the school shooting, I feel uneasy at rallies since we are all in one place. https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111169 2019-04-09 19:31:34 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111169 jyu164 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111401 i really don't like my brother.

]]> 2019-04-09 19:32:08 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111401 I'm surprisingly spoiled and naive. https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111740 2019-04-09 19:32:59 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111740 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111911 i'm kinda scared about my health a lot of the time. and i think my health is worse than i tell anyone so funnn -_-]]> 2019-04-09 19:33:22 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350111911 I try to be tough and mature but i'm still soft and emotional https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350112036 2019-04-09 19:33:40 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350112036 I worry over everything that I say. That I talk too much. That I talk too loud. I worry that no matter how much I talk it's just pointless chatter. https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350112486 2019-04-09 19:34:50 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350112486 I've gone to a therapist for three years and each time it feels like I'm only getting worse. Every lesson is spent planning the next one and it feels as though I'm worse than I started but I don't tell my parents because they guilt trip me into going again due to the cost https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350113234 2019-04-09 19:36:40 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350113234 jyu164 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350114090 I cry myself to sleep every night because of all the pressure and stress I have]]> 2019-04-09 19:38:50 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350114090 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350114438 i irrationally think that all my friends hate me most of the time]]> 2019-04-09 19:39:43 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350114438 I don't even know how I feel most times https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350116085 2019-04-09 19:44:01 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350116085 I wish I were more put together than I am. I feel like I'm failing lots of people, including myself, when I can't seem to get it together. jyu164 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350130870 2019-04-09 20:34:58 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350130870 I've tried telling my best friend in the world how I feel less than my older sibling. And he tried to comfort me, but basically just said to stop thinking negatively. Not really what I needed to hear. jyu164 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350131167 2019-04-09 20:36:01 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350131167 I feel guilty for doing something as small as taking a breath. https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350221766 2019-04-10 05:01:11 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350221766 I surround myself with people that make me uncomfortable. I pick friends and regret it--and then I regret regretting it. Sometime's I wish that people don't need friends. https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350221891 2019-04-10 05:02:23 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/350221891 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/354552805 I thought spring break would help, but I feel like i’m on the brim of completely falling apart. If I don’t, then summer comes. And it ends. And it will probably get worse. I know what I need to do, but it’s just so much work and I don’t think I’m strong enough. But if I don’t do it, I know it will be one more thing to be miserable about, even though my unhappiness is growing from a suck shallowly rooted issue. ]]> 2019-04-26 17:57:15 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/354552805 https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/354629463 I’m freaking out. I don’t know what to do. There’s so much I want to do and there’s so much I need to do and I am just freaking out. ]]> 2019-04-27 01:29:55 UTC https://padlet.com/jyu164/vry9xqxya6ds/wish/354629463