https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey I've been mentally alone for a long time en-us 2017-08-23 17:33:22 UTC 2018-02-08 03:10:36 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-assets.s3.amazonaws.com/icons/Doubleheart.png baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222436158 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UgZyhGU8r04]]> 2018-01-18 14:35:28 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222436158 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222436230 [Verse]
Dead inside
Spend a lot of time stuck in this head of mine
Under the assumption love is dead, already
Just let me be here
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands, at night?
Seen the vivid pictures in my head, at night
It left me in tears
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands?
Seen the vivid pictures in my head
I'm under the assumption love is dead
Where was I?
When he was feeling on you with his hands?
I’m under the assumption love is dead
Seen the vivid pictures in my head]]> 2018-01-18 14:35:34 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222436230 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222436915 I've let so many people into my life, people that said they loved me. The same people that said they loved me, told others they wished they never met me. The same people that said they loved me, told others I'm not worth their time. The same people that I showed dlove to when they needed something real, left me when I needed them most. The same people that I gave all my love to when they felt alone, left me when they didn't need me anymore. I know what it's like when people are given ultimatums and they choose anything besides you. Now it's impossible to tell if love shown to me is fake or real. Now it's hard for me to have faith in anyone, but myself. Now, it seems like nothing can make me cry.   ]]> 2018-01-18 14:36:39 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222436915 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222455570 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jpBYWpKKgTc]]> 2018-01-18 15:10:37 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222455570 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222455592 [Intro]
Who do I have?
Help me in hell, my friend (my friend)
I won't shed a tear
Let them see me in pain again

[Verse]
Hello, from the dark side in
Does anybody here wanna be my friend? (my friend)
Want it all to end
Tell me when the fuck is it all gon’ end?
Voices in my head
Telling me I'm gonna end up dead
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don't wanna be alone
So save me, before I fall
So save me, I don’t wanna be alone]]> 2018-01-18 15:10:40 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222455592 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222455642 My mind is like a dark room with no windows to see reality, no doors to escape, no one else to talk to. There's nothing I can do to escape, I just have to wake up and go to sleep everyday in the spot I was in yesterday. Even though there already is no light, it seems to get darker and darker every second that I'm here. With no escape, I'm beginning to except that I will be trapped here for the rest of my life. I'm slowly forgetting what life it like outside of this room. Reality isn't even real anymore. I've lost all hope that I will ever be saved. Someone send help.]]> 2018-01-18 15:10:46 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/222455642 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/226568753 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9C4E85_Ag_g]]> 2018-01-31 14:23:48 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/226568753 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/226569536 [Verse]
The way I feel now, just can't compare
To where we left off, to where, to where, to where, to where
I said, the way I feel now, just can't compare
To where we left off, to where, to where, to where, to where

[Outro]
Regret, I quit this fucking indecision!
I quit this fucking regret!
I quit! I quit! I quit! I quit!
I quit! I quit! I quit! I quit!]]> 2018-01-31 14:24:58 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/226569536 baileycdeprey https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/226624151 2018-01-31 15:45:53 UTC https://padlet.com/baileycdeprey/baileycdeprey/wish/226624151