My journal by Ryuu Ondrean Balizado

rbalizado — 2025-08-20 00:49:11 UTC

I’m 3 years old in this picture. When I was 3, I loved designing my clothes, playing dress-up, playing with Barbies, and putting on my own fashion shows at home!

rbalizado — 2025-08-20 01:01:52 UTC

This is my favorite photo of myself—taken on prom night, wearing a black, classy dress—because I truly feel like I look like a model straight out of a fashion magazine.

rbalizado — 2025-08-21 12:00:28 UTC

When I was 15 years old, I had the exciting opportunity to join a fashion show. It was my first experience walking on the runway, and it made me feel confident and proud. Being part of the event allowed me to express myself through style and gave me a glimpse into the world of fashion. That moment remains one of my favorite memories from my teenage years.

rbalizado — 2025-08-21 12:06:55 UTC

I’m at Disneyland, and it’s my first time traveling out of the country with my family. It’s truly a dream come true, and it heals my inner child. I’m really enjoying every second of it—the rides, the magic, and the time spent together. Being in such a famous place makes the experience even more special, and I’ll always treasure these memories with my loved ones.

rbalizado — 2025-08-21 12:16:07 UTC

When I was 6, I loved pretending to be a model in front of the camera. I'd twirl, smile, and pose like I was on a runway.

rbalizado — 2025-08-21 12:22:00 UTC

At 4, I was carefree—posing happily without worrying about the photo. Looking back, it’s a snapshot of innocence and joy.

rbalizado — 2025-08-21 12:39:46 UTC

In Grade 10, I never imagined I'd join a pageant—especially with no experience and a fear of the Q&A segment. Yet, stepping onto that stage taught me invaluable lessons in confidence, public speaking, and self-expression. The experience not only boosted my self-esteem but also opened doors to new opportunities and connections. It was a pivotal moment that reshaped my high school journey and inspired me to face challenges with courage and determination.

rbalizado — 2025-08-21 12:53:31 UTC

In this photo, I was just one year old, full of curiosity and wonder. With a big smile and chubby cheeks

rbalizado — 2025-08-24 12:12:58 UTC

This was me when I was 9 years old, trying to look cute for the camera.

rbalizado — 2025-08-25 01:40:55 UTC

Throwback to one of my proudest moments — junior high graduation.