I was up pretty late

But heard a plate brake

 
I got out of my bed

I had voices in my head

I went downstairs 

And saw the grumpy bears

 
While they spitted and shouted 

I hiddenly scouted

 
Their words sounded bad

Poor mom and dad

Once a upon a time

A happy family committed a crime

Smashed the structure of the peaceful line

But now the bond is like a cut-over lime

 

A fight occurred during spring

Now the love is messed like a shoestring

I cried like a baby

Just needed a bit of love maybe

 

When they moved apart

It feels like I got stung in the heart

But then my father bought me a go-kart

That felt like a kick start

 

The go-kart broke

Now I smoke

It’s just a joke

But I do sniff coke

It makes me mad like lightning.

 

Dinner time used to be a happy time

Now I’m alone eating, rice with thyme.

 

Dad hit mom with a chicken 

Said go back to the kitchen

 

Mom and dad keeps yelling

So I hit the streets started selling’ 

 

Now I’m all grown up

A drug dealer and a thug 

 

Do they not like me?
Or is it because I like black tea?

I am crying all day long 
Just like the N’agra Fall

 I just took a cookie 
It was so goody                          

I am a disgrace for my family's race
I hope they do not smash me in the face

Both my parents not to be around

A big decision in my hand

The divorce was unplanned 

 

Asked me with who i want to stay

But why they didn't say 

 

And a tour on a ride 

The ride was very dark

My parents were arguing what was wrong or right

 

I asked to get some candy

My mom said yes of cause

But my dad got a bit angry

And said wait hang on, pause

 

After they started fighting

I got very scared

I set of running

I wasn't prepared

 

I ran until my legs couldn't bar me anymore

I sat down crying

But when my father called my mom a whore

He was lying

or it’s not for long

It’s like there is a block

And I feel like it’s wrong

 

I’m alone with the words

While they are silent

But the feeling hurts

And it’s like I’m on an island

It was the whistle of a fight 
 when the yelling started at night 
 Because Lionel Messi
 My mom didn’t cook spaghetti

It was like a football game 
 with both sides to blame
 and I felt like the ball 
 who fell in a pitfall 

Plates got thrown 
 which made me feel all alone 
 but on the surface 
 Dad deserved it 

As happiness grew within them.
 The amount of presents grew too.
 It made times easy to get through.
 Through all the chaos and mayhem

Little did he know he would get a scar

His parents were fighting they thought he was sleeping

He kept his eyes closed, scared of peeking

The dad screamed out loud and pushed out the mom

The child started crying, it hit like a bomb

Tears started streaming from the little kid’s eyes

The silence made him want to disappear, like a pig in disguise 

Suddenly my world went around by surprise 

I was sad and depressed for several days

Because my mom and dad went different ways 

 

Who should I choose, where should I live?

How could I ever forgive?

My mom who always helped before bed?

Or my dad who always George the Giraffe to me read? 

They were in a relationship for years 

I saw them though all their fears.

While i laid in my bed and wondered why

My whole life just died.

 

I´m alone and unwanted

Uncared and unloved

I´m stocked in the ocean

I´m holding on my emotions.

 

.....
Life goes on

And so do your son

scared

walked into them instead

starred

 

i heard

them arguing

the ugly words

when they started shooting

with words

 

i’m in my bed

scared

i’m suffering 

really bad

My dad used to fuck me hard

 

He “came” in my eyes

Like with his other small guys

 

I felt a bit abused

My ass was often used

 

He stuck his fist in me

Better couldn’t it be

 

I couldn’t barely walk

My legs were fucked, like a French frog. 

My dad used to fuck me hard

 

He “came” in my eyes

Like with his other small guys

 

I felt a bit abused

My ass was often used

 

He stuck his fist in me

Better couldn’t it be

 

I couldn’t barely walk

My legs were fucked, like a French frog.