Lucas is the person who never comes out of my head, apart from mom, of course. I remember that on April 16th, when I was only thirteen years old, I was alone at home, he arrived and I thought he was looking for my brother. “I am not here to see your brother, I came to see you”, he said approaching me with a soft and warm kiss. Sudde, we move away and join our foreheads looking at each other. 

He smiled, just like me. 

I knew I would regret it after this. I kept walking until I felt that a motorcycle landed beside me. Oh God, it's Lucas's motorcycle.

He offered to take me, but my pride prevents me from accepting him. No, I prefer to walk. Remember that we have a meeting with the school principal and if you are late you will receive a punishment. True! I forgot it. I approached where I was and he smiled. I got in and shivered with the idea that I had to hug him all the way. I just stood still.

-Savannah, do you want to have an accident? -He said, well, really, yes- Hold me -I tugged my arms, hugged him from behind and ripped. I squeezed it much harder on the road. Until we finally got to school and felt all eyes on us ... It can't be.

-Hello, because as we are the only two people here and you are alone like me, I thought I could sit here with you.  -He said and smiled at me. His smile was beautiful. I also smiled and envied his self-confidence so much. I would never have done what he did. And so we spent the whole afternoon in that coffee getting to know each other. Erick was a lot of fun, a while ago I didn't have a conversation like that with someone. Apparently, we had the same musical taste, we both loved Simple Plan. 

- Death for his last cd. -He said looking at what I smiled. -Yes? Well, I asked my father and he thought my brother liked it, too. That's why he bought two which leads me to obviously not using it and ... - He just smiled. 

“Come, if you want, come with me home and I give it to you. Apart it is already dark and the house is alone since my brother went out with his friends.” I said and we started walking home. We laughed for any nonsense along the way. I must admit that the boy was great. I grabbed him by the hand as we ran until we finally got home, entered and .. “What were they doing here? Aren't they supposed to be partying or something?”

I froze to see them there. Everyone, but everyone kept watching me. Keaton, Alex, my brother and Lucas.

“Your brother was a jerk”, -He said and approached me- Come, little one .. 

-Lucas, was he hugging me? And he called me small? I just wanted to forget everything. I hid in his chest while crying. “Your brother didn't really say it, it was just an impulse”, -He said while rubbing my hair. -I don't know what to believe anymore. -I said walking away. -Simply everything is so confusing now. -Why? - Sometimes I miss how things were before. -Nothing will never be as before. But you can make a better present. -He said smiling at me. I loved that side of Lucas. –“Well, you should tell me how”, -I said smiling. “You can start with that. Smile! You look much more beautiful when you do it. -Who are you and what did you do Lucas?”, I said and he started laughing. “I missed you”, he said.

We were so close .. Those lips called me. The lips I tried a few years ago. The first time I felt something. But an "we" is impossible. As much as you want it.

I walked through the halls of the school and saw her laughing. She looked so beautiful like that. I hated to see her sad, I hated it. As always when I'm at Ryan's house she is alone locked in her room and how I would love to be with her, as before. Damn it, forget all that Lucas. You have to forget it. I loved her so much, I was going crazy. I just wanted her with me, my little girl. Take her to my favorite place and confess everything. I already had everything fixed. My mother is a lover of those romantic things and all those shits. She was very excited when I called her to tell her. She said she would prepare the food herself and decorate the place. I just listened and nodded. She was so happy that she finally showed interest in a girl because she has always wanted to see me in a relationship. She began to say that she would get along so well with her that they would be like best friends. He said so many things that made me laugh. My mother was a little crazy, but I loved that woman so much.