My mornings are filled with reading my module breathing in the scents of a hanging eucalyptus branch in the shower, and making tea before I log into my cellphone to study. After an hour-and-a-halfmeeting, I decided to take a long nap and i decide to have a shoet walk. I embrace the warm sun beaming on my face. I feel joy. I feel at peace.

I enter my rom and excessively wash my hands and face. I pour a glass of iced coffee. I sit at my table and look at the text message on my phone. My classmate writes that she is thinking of me during this difficult time. I learn shortly that she is not.