Furthermore, I never told my parents about this because they will blame me for taking it for granted . I tried to hate those who backstabbed me but I can’t so I take it as sincere . I made my own strength to keep going until I decided to have a close guy friend . In my point of view , having a guy friend is more fun instead of a girl . I need to risk my life to get close with them and I trust them but not hundred percent . My boy best friends now love to protect me and always have whenever I need help with no excuse . They also never judge me for being silly or mental sometimes . This doesn’t mean that I don’t have a girl best friends, yes I have and I trust them because I have been their friend for over 8 years . All my close friends can just count by fingers . 

   Other than that , I stopped socialising with people that I’m not close to . I just became a person that doesn't talk too much to those I don’t close to . I love my circle now , they give me so much support for me to keep going whenever I felt down and want to do suicide especially . Sometimes I keep alive just because of the people around me . They’re the reason why I'm still alive and keep going . My family also always reminds me not to be a useless person and I keep motivated by them until now . 

   “Only yourself can change you” , I keep reminding myself with this quote . If you want it , you need to work for it , no shortcuts to have a great life . You have to fight through some bad days to earn the best day of your life . Here I am having a happier life than before . I don’t care what others say to me because this is my life . Don’t let yourself down just because of them .

Everyone must have felt insecure towards themselves or others. This insecure is a feeling that you feel yourself is much lacking compared to others.In fact, it can also be said to be not confident with themself or jealous of the advantages of others. Insecure is one of the causes of a person becoming insecure in themselves and not to show off themselves to people.

     Since social media is more updated and advanced, many people create many types of content such as about the talents they have such as sports, beauty, creative skills and also in the industry.As a result, the more we scroll social media, the more insecure it becomes.

    I realize that we have to do something to avoid ourselves becoming more insecure. Let's start with how i control my insecurity. I reducing the use of social media. Moreover, I look more at content that motivate me or watching movies that make us to be more confident to ourselves. For this reason, I was able to build my self -confidence through the lessons contained in the content and the movie. 

     As well as, I like to follow successful influencers and a positive person. I like to find out about who they are before until they succeed. They like to give motivation, share secrets to success, confident and so on. We need to follow in their footsteps instead of opening up social media to follow bad things.

   To conclude, I am thankful that way I was able to reduce my insecure feelings. Wasting our time alone to treat our insecure feelings cause it will bring down ourselves. We better be grateful for our own abilities because each individual has his or her own advantages. Let's find something to be grateful and our self-confident to continue move forward like the others.

-pris

    

First of all, I am a student who lives in Muar, Johor with my family. All my friends are from the city. So, like many people who are residents of the town, my family also has moved from Muar to Johor Bahru. Starting at Johor Bahru, there are many things I have to learn and want to learn about to be professional player. I am the type of person who loves to playing a game but also the type of person who is afraid of heights.

Right now, I can translate it here that my life principle is very difficult to jump from one side to another. You can't jump down the spectrum. You have to slide down it. I love doing my things because they make give a feeling of thrill. I want to be a professional player in all of  the competitive activities. Each person has different hobbies, and doing different things gives them joy. Then, this is the thing which makes me joyful.

Other than that, many people have dreams of become what they want to be. Also me have a dreams to become a professional player Dota2 and make proud of the name of Malaysia. It is indeed difficult for us to achieve what we want, but we need to remember that our parents have always supported us dreams and aspirations. According to them, the only way to achieve all your goals is to work very hard and never give up on them. They have never imposed themselves and demanded that any of their children become what they want us. Instead, they wanted my siblings and me to choose careers and a life that will give us joy and stability.

That's all from me. Peace :D

Since it’s my new school, I had few friends only.  At that time, Joshua and Visalini were my close friends. Days passed. But life didn’t go so smoothly. Joshua started to show his true colours. He started to blame me for everything and I started to hate him. One day, I was not feeling well. So I was absent. At that moment, I didn’t know that it’s going to be one of my unforgettable days. After school was over, Visalini called and informed me about everything that happened that day in school. 

Basically, what happened that day is, Joshua bullied me by creating fake stories about me along with his other friends. It was way too personal! I was extremely frustrated and mad. The next day, I talked to him and I was about to tell everything with my class teacher. He blackmailed me that he’ll reveal all my secrets with everyone if I share about this incident to anyone! I had to keep my mouth shut! Each and every day, he’ll ask me to buy something for him. It’s not like what you think! He’ll ask me to buy branded items like clothes and watches.  I had nobody to share about this, except Visalini. By the way, she is a brave girl though. My English teacher was the principle of my school. Visalini directly approached our principle.  Our principle handled this case in a good way. She helped me to get rid of this problem. After that incident, Joshua was even afraid to look at me and talk. 

This story might be funny to some people. But just imagine what a 10 years old child will go through. There is just only one thing that I would like to share from this story. I had one good friend and a terrible friend. At last, my good friend was always there to support me. There are plethora of people around us. It’s our responsibility to choose our relationship with others carefully.  If someone blackmailed or bullied you, share it with someone you can rely on. This too shall pass!  

 The life purpose will be unique to everyone. Some people think that the purpose of life is connected to vocation a meaningful and satisfying work. For others, their purpose lies in their responsibilities to their family or friends. So I think back to what is my plan for the future and the goal of my life. 

 I have been thinking about why I am here and what responsibility I have before I go to bed. So I found out some answer to its question. I need to be a person who an extremely perfect and contributes to society. Furthermore, I need to be responsible to my parent because they take so much time and money to raise me until I grew up and I just repay them.

 Other than that, life only once so I need to cherish and spend my lifetime, money, and energy in useful places. Even though life is hard but you are loved. Don’t give up🤩

Once in a while, I will go out like go for groceries but I will end up waited in the car. I hate crowd place and louder people. Due to this pandemic, I’m more scared of people and feel uncomfortable around them. In fact, once I arrive at home, I will recharging myself back with being alone in my room. Moreover, I always lost people that I love because I didn’t communicate back. Now I only have a small circle of friends only, which is good. 

But, I need to socialize with other people too while we live in the society. Although, I know it's a bit hard to change that. Did you think that I should change my personalities or stay the same? It gives me some disadvantages too. You should know what your personality’s types is. Now, go take a test for your personality’s types and find out more about yourself!

          Our friendship started when my best friend came in as a new admission to our class. Both of us were hesitant to talk to each other at first, but gradually we developed a bond. I remember the first time my best friend tried to talk to me; I rolled my eyes because I thought there was no use and we wouldn’t hit it off. However, to my surprise, we became best friends by the end of the session year.

           We learned so many things about each other and found out that our taste in food was so similar. Since then, there was no stopping for us. We spent all our time together and our friendship became the talk of the class. We used to help each other out in studies and visited each other’s home as well.

           On our school holidays, we even went to camping together and made a lot of memories. Moreover, we even invented our own handshake which only both of us knew. Through this bond, I learned that family doesn’t end with blood because my best friend was no less than my family.

          In short, the bond I share with my best friend is one of my most prized possessions. Both of us inspire each other to become better humans. We push each other to do our best and we are always there in need. A best friend is indeed a precious gem and I am fortunate to have found that gem of my life. 

  As I was growing up, I felt I became worse and worse. I used to be confident and having passion to my life. However, I became a person with inferiority and procrastination. 

  It was all began with my conceit. When I was in primary school and lower form in secondary school, I felt that I am so special and maybe even the chosen one because I do not need to take much time to learn something yet I still can be good at it. For example, studies, piano lesson and lightning service in church. Therefore, I started to be arrogant. This stupid mindset has ruins me and it was the reason I stop learning.

  As the time past, I noticed that most of my friends started doing better than me. Then, I realized that I am not special anymore, I felt hard to learn something news so I became lazy and procrastinating. I also addicted in gaming.

 

  One days, I realized that what my problem is and I want to change it. I starts studying again. In the end, I learned a lesson do not be arrogant and conceit.

    It is different from the mood fluctuations that people regularly experience as a part of life.Depression is an ongoing problem, not a passing one. It consists of episodes during which the symptoms last for at least 2 weeks. Depression can last for several weeks, months, or years.

    Physical changes, peer pressure, and other factors can contribute to depression in teenagers.They may experience some of the following symptoms such as feeling guilty, helpless, or worthles and restlessness, such as an inability to sit still. Depression is treatable, and managing symptoms usually involves such as support. They can range from discussing practical solutions and possible causes to educating family members.

 
The meaning of happiness is relative and varies from person to person. For some, happiness is when you experience professional success, reunions with family and friends, eating out reading books, or watching good movies. While for others, happiness can be accomplished by some weekend activities which might help you de-stress and get the satisfaction of mind.💝🥰

If you involve yourself in social activities where you help the needy and provide support to the weaker section of society, you can experience happiness if not anything else. When a young boy flies a kite, plays with mud, and watches nature, for him, that is the greatest happiness in the world.

The happiness 😘of mind is often considered quite contrary to jealousy and anger which you experience once you have failed or unaccomplished any desired goal. You should always try a rehearse the ways of keeping yourself satisfied and keeping away from negativity to experience peace and happiness in life. True happiness begins where desire ends!

Around 8 am the following day, we arrived on our school bus at the foothills of Gunung Ledang which is famous for its many myths and also beautiful camping spots. There were 20 of us. We were all in our school scouts team accompanied by two teachers and our guide, an Orang Asli man called Adun. First, we went to register ourselves at the ranger's office before starting our hike.

   It was a wonderful, cool morning. Adun pointed out to us various types of edible wild plants and told us to 'respect the jungle' by not littering or thinking bad thoughts. 2 hours later we reached a waterfall. It was a perfect spot to set up our tents. By the time we finished setting up the tents, it was lunchtime. Adun showed us how to gather firewood and lit up a fire. He made a makeshift stand over the fire and hung a pot of icy water from the waterfall to boil. While waiting to cook rice, our teachers said we could all go for a quick swim in the waterfall. We had so much fun together! After a simple of rice and sardines, we rested for a while. In the evening, our teachers took us exploring around the area and gather more firewood before nightfall. At night, after dinner, we lit a big fire and sat around it. Our teachers talked about jungle survival tips and later we played games. Then Adun told us a few mystical stories about Gunung Ledang. Some were scary and a few of us kept looking behind our backs at the dark jungle. By 10 pm our teachers asked us to go to sleep. Some of us couldn’t sleep so ended up chatting quietly in our tents till the wee hours of the morning. We went home the next morning, tired but happy.

      Divorce creates emotional turmoil for the entire family, but for kids, the situation can be quite scary, confusing, and frustrating such as teenagers may become quite angry about a divorce and the changes it creates. They may blame one parent for the dissolution of the marriage or they may resent one or both parents for the upheaval in the family.

     Positive communication, parental warmth, and low levels of conflict may help children adjust to divorce better. A healthy parent-child relationship has been shown to help kids develop higher self-esteem and better academic performance following divorce.