_{—dan perayaan ini akan senantiasa kudendangkan selama hidup masih memilih untuk berpihak kepadaku. Laik ikrar yang sudah mengukir tanda di dalam hati dan menjadi jati diri, bahwa aku adalah milikmu dan kau aku.}

Ian, terima kasih karena telah mempercayakan waktu berhargamu kepadaku. Dalam jangka itu, kamu mengingatkanku bahwa cinta tidak melulu perihal intensi dan hasrat, melainkan tentang kesukaan hati dan rehat. Dan aku rasa, cinta yang kamu biarkan kucecap di kala itu adalah bentuk cinta yang paling indah.

Sebab itulah hingga saat buah pikirku diurai, hatiku pun masih hangat oleh cinta yang kamu bagikan kepadaku. Sedikit banyak, ada rindu juga yang mengekori, karena tampaknya urna cintamu patut ditatap dan dicecap lebih lama lagi.

Kapan-kapan, aku berdoa, kiranya ada waktu yang tepat untuk kita bertemu lagi. Hingga saat itu, jaga kesehatan dan cinta berhargamu. Simpan sedikit untukku, sampai hari di mana kita bisa saling menjemput untuk membuka tabungan cinta yang juga kusimpan untukmu.

Mengantongi sayang dari Ian,

N. E.

I’m so grateful for you, my caring, loving, and adorably cute boyfriend. You have such a gentle way of making me feel loved, safe, and happy.

^{I don’t need a thousand stars
to make the night feel beautiful—
I only need you beside me,
quietly turning ordinary moments
into something I want to keep forever.}

^{You are my soft place to land,
my favorite thought at the end of the day,
the warmth I never knew I was missing.}

^{Because somehow,
loving you feels like coming home.}

Love,

MZ.

aku juga suka cara kamu pda karena nanggepin semua pda aku dan pamerin aku balik, especially dengan editan dan videos kamu?! LUCU BANGET AAAAA

kamu juga selalu bikin aku merasa hatinya penuh dan ditemani, kamu juga selalu keep in touch dan kabarin aku meskipun aku lagi engga on

terima kasih yaa viyan udah bikin aku ngerasa disayang dan happy sekali 🤍

I’m really grateful that I got to know this sweet, caring, and adorably cute side of you. You have this comforting way of making me feel appreciated and cared for without even trying too hard. I never felt like I had to force anything or think too much about what to say, because talking to you just felt easy and natural.

You really made me smile more than I expected, and honestly, I’m so happy I got to spend those moments with you. I’ll definitely remember our little conversations, silly moments, and all the random things we talked about. You were such a lovely company, and I’m really glad I got to have you as my boyfriend . ♡

iyo is here to deliver a_big_serving %!! of love to keep mas ayi's heart full! c: dearest mas ayi, thank you so much for always showing me what gentle love feels like. for always trying your best to be there for me, and for always putting up with me when i’m super_duper_mega_fussy?! 💢‼️ for listening to all my worries without ever judging my silly feelings... you listen to them, you acknowledge my feelings, and you even thank me for sharing those thoughts with you... sobs.. every single thing you do purely... surely... always makes me feel loved. makes me feel enough. makes me feel seen. ☹️🤍

that’s why it’s no exaggeration when i refer to you as the light of my life. your presence truly brings light, not only into mine but also to everyone around you. :] you are love itself, mas ayi, and you always will be. if you ever doubt that, you can come to me anytime, and i will remind you just how special, precious, and deeply loved you are! ^___< it really feels like time is cheating on us, because what do you mean in the blink of an eye, we’re already on our last day!?!?! (i promise this isn’t the end, though)(we still have loooots on our list to do!!)

i love being loved by you so much. i love being your wife so much. i love being a harth so much. and i love you so, so, sooo much, mas ayi. you always give in to what i want, and you always make me so happy. you always find so many ways to make me fall in love all over again, over and over. thank you, mas ayi. i hope life always treats you as kindly as you treat me. i hope you always find love in every corner of this world. once again, thank you so much, mas ayi. thank you for being here and for being mine. c;

i love you, i love to love you, and i will always keep on loving you no matter what awaits us in the future. 🤍

with love,

bomboloni's biggest fan, yiyo. 😋

I just feel like I can do so many things when I’m with you.. I can genuinely be myself around you without having to think too much about anything, and that makes me feel so comfortable and at ease. theres just something about being with you that feels so natural..

thank you for always keeping me updated about whatever you’re doing, even the tiniest little things, so I don’t have to worry or sit there wondering what happened. you’re honestly just way too good to be true, and I’m so happy that I got to call you mine tonight.. (ini BUkan gomBAL YAAAA.) 😾

tapi, tapi, tapi, I’ll be seeing you another time, ya? until then, take good care of yourself for me! jangan lupa minum teh-nya, semoga cepat sembuh, om cayang. 🤍

ayiyi, time really flies so fast when i'm with you... since i haven't been able to build a time machine to pause time yet, i trade my sleep instead just to spend a little more time with you. that's why i never mind losing an hour or two of sleep, if that means i can be with you a little bit longer... (but i'm sorry i made you sleep waaaay too late...)(i'm an unsuccessful pesky alarm).

like i've told you before, whenever i'm with you, my heart always feels so full. you make me feel so truly worthy of being loved this deeply, and i'm deeply grateful for that. thank you so much, ayi, for always being someone so full of love and so easy to love. you also never fail to make sure i remember how well loved i am by you—whether through your sweet words, the way you treat me, or those small gestures that mean the absolute world to me.

so i guess it's no surprise that so many people feel the same way about you as i do. you always spread so much love and bring a sense of comfort and safety to everyone around you. i hope ayiyi also feels that exact same way whenever you're around me, too! honestly, clinging to ayi feels so comforting that even your cough decided to stick around as well. :]

i hope ayi stays healthy and always finds plenty of reasons to be happy. you deserve a life that's full of love and sweet things.

with love,

your witty!

I think light suits you because it doesn't always have to announce its arrival to make a difference. Sometimes, it simply finds its way through a crack in the curtains, rests upon the pages of an unfinished book, or settles quietly in the corners of a room. It doesn’t ask for anything in return for being there, and yet, everything it touches seems a little different afterward. I suppose that’s what you remind me of. Something warm that I didn’t know I was looking for until I found it. And now that I’ve found you, I think I’d be a little silly to pretend that the world looks exactly the same as it did before.

Until I get to spend more time with you again, please consider this letter a little piece of sunshine I’ve sent your way. Though, between the two of us, I think we both know that I’m the one who ought to be thanking the light for giving you to me first.

—🌟