Hi! My name is John Gerard Saballa Flores, 19th year of age, they often called me Rard in the campus but in my family they called me John2x in short, I know it sounds weird but I'd like to hear it from them. I love spending my time doing things I want in my life just like playing basketball, making portait art, playing video games if I feel bored and most of all is studying or intellectual exploration. Especially now that I am a college student taking a Bachelor of Science in Electrical Engineering(BSEE) and knowing this degree is not easy at all, this degree applied theoretical knowledge to create efficient, safe and sustainable system. And I know things got complicated but I believe through dedicated study, individuals acquire knowledge, skills and wisdom and that is why

I give my best effort to study everyday and also figuring things out on how to survive this degree I had taken.

Lastly, I prayed everyday to our beloved God Jesus, he is my everything and my strength. He is my number one ally of all my battle in life. I give my everything to him and I know one day he will give me a full of price that I deserve in this life. And one day, I'm gonna tell my self that I made it.

Now in the current me I can say that my biggest fear in my life is having no one loves me when I become an old man because all I want is a good partner that will take care of me for the rest of my life and me to her either. I really don't like some couples right now, they are so caring each other when they are new marriage but through the year their care and love are fading, and I don't want that to happen on us in my future partner. All I want is to live this life full of love and care through older until death. Moreover, my second biggest fear is when I will be taken to the hospital, I really don't want to go their twice. I am too afraid of getting sick or more worse than that. That is why I prayed and wishing everyday to God that he will protect me everyday and give me his full protection and a good healthier body.

Lastly, I don't fear in any fail because fail is just a souce of strength, through fail I can grow more and more and create a better one in my next step. To combat failure, cultivate resilience, learn from mistakes and persist with determination. To fight my biggest fear, I will face it head-on with unwavering courage, self compassion and determination.

The answer that coming in my mind that day is quitely simple, it says that "if you keep going what you started in your own journey, you will become a greatest man in your own version" that's why I realized that there are many reasons to live this world, there is a big dream waiting on me at the end of this, there are also one that I won't forget and that is my family and those people who believes in my own stregth, they are always there for me when I felt hopeless and they cheer me up. I always chasing my dreams even though it is hard sometimes and more of challenges but here I am, staying strong no matter what it takes just because of my dreams.

Lasly, there is a sying "Dreams are visionary aspiration that inspire and motivate individuals to achieve excellence" and that's why I keep moving towards it no matter when and no matter what.