wa$$ CraCCin Cuz by tha.coldest https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep en-us 2022-02-07 14:40:19 UTC 2025-10-19 01:02:24 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f463.png suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046934070 yo this the only thing i can get on]]> 2022-02-14 18:28:58 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046934070 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046963136 d idk when you finna see this, but i want you to know that you are my everything and my whole world. you mean everything to me and your light has operpowered all of the darkness in my heart. you have shown me that love is true. that you can do anything you put your mind to as long as you are doing it with the people that you love. as a part of my family, i hope to spend the rest of eternity with you <3 you are the most amazing person that i have ever met in my life, and i wish you the most success in life. whether we are together pr not, you deserve the best and nothing less. i would love to give you the world and everything in it. you have made me the happiest person on this earth and i want to achieve everything in life with you. you re the best and i will hopefully spend the rest of my life with you. i'm sorry if i repeat anything while i say this, but sometimes your love is too good for me. you make me feel like the only person in the world and i respect you for that. honestly i was so upset earlier when i couldn't get on disc to text you because like i told rio, i kinda wanted to tell you some shit. i just want you to know that i love you from the bottom of my heart and that we in this shit for life. thank you for everything and i can't wait to see you again. happy valentines day baby <3 oh yeah like i said, we fuccin when i see you !]]> 2022-02-14 18:42:19 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046963136 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046983235 UwU]]> 2022-02-14 18:51:33 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046983235 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046983622 im lonely]]> 2022-02-14 18:51:43 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2046983622 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2047019159 i’m getting so frustrated but the last few days been so horrible
i hate being hella emotional but i love you too so fucking much. got me crying over here
we’re definitely in this together forever babygirl !!!
you’re all i ever wanted and need in life
i miss you so so much, it’s almost unbearable but it’s worth the wait
Happy Valentine’s Day ❤️
we damn sure fuckin’ when i see you’re fine ass
]]> 2022-02-14 19:08:45 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2047019159 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2047052119 i fucked this whole format up with my stupid ass 🤦🏽‍♂️ this is why we can’t have nice things]]> 2022-02-14 19:22:32 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2047052119 hey baby suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053486125 2022-02-17 15:45:11 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053486125 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053487707 hey babygirl 🥺]]> 2022-02-17 15:45:54 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053487707 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053490784 i miss you so fucking much]]> 2022-02-17 15:47:23 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053490784 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053492682 i miss you too so fucking much, i just wanna hold you]]> 2022-02-17 15:48:16 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053492682 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053492903 i wish i could be cuddled up with you right now. you make me the happiest person in the world. i know i'm not the best girlfriend ever, but you are my everything and i want to prove that to you]]> 2022-02-17 15:48:22 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053492903 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053503338 You make me the happiest person in the world as well, I truly can’t ask for anyone better
No one else compares to you
Only if you knew how you make me feel
You’re absolutely perfect in my eyes
I still can’t believe this is happening, this is all I ever wanted
]]> 2022-02-17 15:53:02 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2053503338 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055357751 good morning bebe <3]]> 2022-02-18 14:41:10 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055357751 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055358194 how did you sleep?]]> 2022-02-18 14:41:24 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055358194 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055358685 just started a psychology course]]> 2022-02-18 14:41:42 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055358685 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055560313 sometimes, when you don't answer me, it gives me the fear that you have finally succeeded at the lowest goal you could possibly ever achieve. that i will be left to tell your story as the person who cared too much in a world that cared too little. a lover of the person who gave the world to his girlfriend and would do anything for her. even if that meant to end his own life. i wouldn't say that i am scared of you, just of your actions, your thoughts, and how strong our love is.]]> 2022-02-18 16:32:31 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055560313 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055611252 good afternoon beautiful ❤️ i’m just waking up]]> 2022-02-18 17:01:17 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055611252 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055612167 are you excited about the psychology course?]]> 2022-02-18 17:01:53 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055612167 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055619865 i’m can’t lie, i’m scared of myself. i love you so fucking much that i don’t know what to do if i ever lost you for good
i’m just so attached to you… you’re so perfect that i truly can’t believe this is happening

]]> 2022-02-18 17:06:36 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055619865 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055629759 i think about it all the time… i really don’t wanna do it 
you’re honestly the sole reason, i’m still alive
you may think i’m exaggerating but i’m deadass
it is kinda frightening how much i depend on you
i’m sorry and don’t wanna scare you away because of that]]> 2022-02-18 17:12:43 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2055629759 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2059203479 Another day missing you… I’m barely holding on
I just want you to come home]]> 2022-02-21 18:19:16 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2059203479 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060743485 i'm barely holding on too, but your love has me attached, wanting to stay]]> 2022-02-22 15:02:41 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060743485 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060757536 sometimes i wish i could be alone with you forever. with no one else but you. just your eyes staring into mine, your body pressed against mine, your lips... mine to yours, ughhh

]]> 2022-02-22 15:09:26 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060757536 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060771040 Wish the same thing 🥺
You’re all I want and need in life
I have never felt this way ever before but I love it, no matter how much it hurts
I keep pushing for you, only for you
You’re my motivation
I love you so fucking much babygirl, I really really do]]> 2022-02-22 15:16:04 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060771040 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060857570 i need you...]]> 2022-02-22 15:57:26 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060857570 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060862786 I need you beautiful…]]> 2022-02-22 16:00:09 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060862786 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060867137 "i wish that you would love me, i wish that you would love me more, nobody else but me, like shorty whatchu asking for, lil bitch im right here" - trippie redd. 

this how i think you feel]]> 2022-02-22 16:02:22 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060867137 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060870083 "if you ever leave i'll be waiting, yeah, yeah, come back to me girl, i wanna take you and show you off girl, i wanna take you and travel the world, i wanna dip you in diamonds and pearls" - yfn lucci

this too]]> 2022-02-22 16:03:56 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060870083 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060878331 I just want to be the best man possible for you
I feel like I’m not enough at times
I’m not sure why]]> 2022-02-22 16:08:05 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060878331 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060882950 you will always be enough for me. even if we doubt ourselves at times, we have each other and that's all that matters]]> 2022-02-22 16:10:18 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060882950 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060886867 i know i'm a hoe, and it will probably take me years to finally decide to settle down with you for the rest of my life, but one day it will happen, i promise that. you are my everything. and once we come to that point in life, we will be together forever and i will never do you wrong]]> 2022-02-22 16:12:03 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060886867 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060893941 I’ll be here waiting… I only want you
It doesn’t matter how long it takes beautiful]]> 2022-02-22 16:15:13 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060893941 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060898856 i love you <3]]> 2022-02-22 16:17:37 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060898856 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060901527 i love you too ❤️]]> 2022-02-22 16:18:48 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060901527 lyrics... suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060911880 2022-02-22 16:23:32 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2060911880 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062693894 good morning boo <3]]> 2022-02-23 14:29:33 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062693894 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062695408 te amo papi <3]]> 2022-02-23 14:30:16 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062695408 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062696759 good morning mami and i love you 🥺😭]]> 2022-02-23 14:30:57 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062696759 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062705324 awh bebe i miss you so much]]> 2022-02-23 14:35:06 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062705324 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062709066 i miss you too so so much babygirl]]> 2022-02-23 14:36:55 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062709066 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062730320 tell me how you feel about me]]> 2022-02-23 14:47:39 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062730320 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062802299 Damn, where should I start… honestly, you’re the most beautiful girl I ever laid eyes on. When I first saw you… I instantly fell for you
The nerves I felt that night, I still get that feeling till this day when talking to you. 
I always liked you then the feelings grew over time, very quickly actually
You was literally everything I could dreamed for 
You had this aura to you that was completely irresistible
I honestly never clicked with anybody like that before and it felt like we knew each other already
I slowly starting getting attached to you… multiple FaceTime calls during the day
Admiring your pretty face during the while call, even when you sleep at times (As weird as that sounds 😭)
Could literally listen to you speak for HOURS
No matter what you had to say… I would drop everything so you could have my full attention
Waiting for you text or calls… not being able to sleep at times
Whenever you weren’t talking to me or had to do something else
I would feel empty
Maybe I’m obsessed
Some rely on drugs, alcohol, nicotine but you’re my addiction
I truly can’t get enough of you
Everything about you is sooooo attractive to me
When you blush, especially when you smile at me… it melts my heart 
Hearing your voice sometimes gives me butterflies
I be looking at you, even when you’re not doing anything like… “I wanna eat her fine ass up 😭”
I think about you every second of the day
Even when you feel like I’m not… trust me I am beautiful
Commitment is scary… trust me I know
I’m scared but when it comes to you
I haven’t been so sure in my life about anything else
I can’t imagine my life without you, I really can’t
When I think about my future… I see you right beside me
Going through everything together
That’s the only way I want it to be
As corny as it may sound, I envision you one day being my wife and the mother of my children
I don’t want nobody… I refuse to love anyone else
It’s not only because I don’t want to
But I can’t
It’s impossible to replicate the feelings I have for to anybody else
You’re my best friend
Other half
Soulmate
Mami
Pride & Joy
Partner In Crime
My Juliet
My Bonnie
My Queen
My Babygirl
My World
The Love of my Life
Last but not least, my Heart and Soul
You’re absolutely amazing Maggie
I know I say that a lot but you are
Thank you for everything beautiful ❤️
]]> 2022-02-23 15:21:46 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062802299 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062862037 im bout to fuccin cry]]> 2022-02-23 15:52:16 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062862037 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062879972 You’re the one… 
Absolutely special and I hope you believe me when I say that
You’re not just another person in this world 
You’re so much more
I saw the potential and amazing qualities in you when we first met
I admire the incredible young woman you have become, I’m glad to have witness your growth
I love you babygirl, words truly can’t explain how much]]> 2022-02-23 16:01:54 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2062879972 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2064658235 tu eres mi vida <3]]> 2022-02-24 14:30:28 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2064658235 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2064682562 good morning boo. im leaving by the 18th. you should get me a vape for my discharge so i can have it in the group home lmao]]> 2022-02-24 14:42:29 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2064682562 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2064859903 good morning beautiful and really by the 18th? 🥺😭 that’s a bet, also what flavor you want? and anything else you would like to have?]]> 2022-02-24 16:13:50 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2064859903 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2065241704 pink lemonade and tropical gummy]]> 2022-02-24 19:52:52 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2065241704 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2065244618 i got you princess ❤️]]> 2022-02-24 19:54:55 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2065244618 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070088801 hey baby]]> 2022-02-28 18:42:23 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070088801 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070089168 i miss you]]> 2022-02-28 18:42:35 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070089168 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070089642 what you been doing]]> 2022-02-28 18:42:50 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070089642 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070090694 i love you]]> 2022-02-28 18:43:21 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070090694 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070140881 hey babygirl, i miss you and i love you too ❤️]]> 2022-02-28 19:09:44 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070140881 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070141795 i’m just waking up, noticing how late it is lol]]> 2022-02-28 19:10:12 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070141795 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070839582 whenever you get this babe, i’m sorry for the lack of conversation over the phone. i been dealing with a sore throat for the past couple of days and it’s been a killing me]]> 2022-03-01 05:29:25 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2070839582 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073635119 I’M DEADASS FREAKING OUT RIGHT NOW]]> 2022-03-02 14:13:07 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073635119 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073717629 woah whats going on]]> 2022-03-02 14:50:10 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073717629 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073717982 are you good]]> 2022-03-02 14:50:21 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073717982 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073718518 why you freaking out]]> 2022-03-02 14:50:37 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073718518 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073720781 Maybe I’m overreacting but your anklet came in… but my Nannie opened it up before giving it to me
She hasn’t said a single word to me since she threw it at me]]> 2022-03-02 14:51:38 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073720781 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073727791 oh shit...]]> 2022-03-02 14:54:37 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073727791 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073728116 that's not good]]> 2022-03-02 14:54:45 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073728116 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073736433 I think I’m just gonna tell her… if she loves me enough, she shouldn’t mind it
I love you and I want you in life
She’s just gonna have to deal with that
She wants me happy and the only thing that makes me genuinely happy is you]]> 2022-03-02 14:58:31 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073736433 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073741145 im sorry. i really hope she doesnt do anything bad. im working on myself and im doing everything i can to better myself. im so sorry. if she asks, just explain yourself. there's no reason to hide things from her anymore. you're going to be 22 in 2 months. she needs to know sooner or later. even if it hurts her, she will learn to love it. youre her grandson. she is going to be disappointed in you at times, and yes being disappointed it worse than angry, but this too shall pass. this is like a fairytale. you are a prince and your family forbids you from talking to me because i am less than that. i am far from that. but youre right, if she loves you then she will learn to understand and accept things]]> 2022-03-02 15:00:36 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073741145 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073741897 brb. bathroom break]]> 2022-03-02 15:00:57 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073741897 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073749234 I wish she could see the beautiful young woman you are
I think you’re perfect the way you are
She might not talk to me for awhile but maybe it’s time… I just wish I had my own place so I’ll have somewhere to talk back at]]> 2022-03-02 15:03:58 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073749234 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073797763 probably gonna call cole tonight and wish him a happy birthday. so if i dont talk to you tonight then i'l talk to you tomorrow. i love and miss you so much. how have you been other than that though]]> 2022-03-02 15:25:56 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073797763 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073808001 That’s perfectly understandable !! and I love you too so damn much
As well, I miss you too so so much
But honestly, I’ve been doing okay I think
You know me, I just be maintaining… taking each day at a time
I’m not trying to get over excited but I’m definitely looking forward to seeing you soon
I feel like it’s been forever 😭
I got so many things wanna say and do
]]> 2022-03-02 15:31:10 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073808001 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073810437 yessss. i love you]]> 2022-03-02 15:32:24 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073810437 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073811041 i love you too 🥺]]> 2022-03-02 15:32:42 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073811041 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073811209 LYRICS!!!]]> 2022-03-02 15:32:48 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2073811209 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081786344 hey. sorry we haven't talked in a few days. been having a lot of shit going through my head and i just need some time to myself. you know how much i love and care about you and i hope you know that my love for you is unconditional, i just need some time to myself right now... love - maggie <3]]> 2022-03-07 14:37:42 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081786344 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081804611 hey, it’s okay beautiful. i been going through some things myself so i perfectly understand
take your time ❤️
i love you so much, more than anything in this world
]]> 2022-03-07 14:45:38 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081804611 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081855767 thank you so much baby <3]]> 2022-03-07 15:07:18 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081855767 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081859479 add the names to all yo songs on there]]> 2022-03-07 15:08:50 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081859479 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081859751 you’re always absolutely welcome babygirl !!]]> 2022-03-07 15:08:57 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081859751 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081861059 and i’m about to do that right now 🤞🏽]]> 2022-03-07 15:09:32 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2081861059 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084203307 fyd boo]]> 2022-03-08 15:15:03 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084203307 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084273570 i’m just waking up babygirl]]> 2022-03-08 15:48:12 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084273570 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084275958 awh its okay pooh bear. i miss you <3]]> 2022-03-08 15:49:20 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084275958 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084277675 i really miss you too 🥺]]> 2022-03-08 15:50:03 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2084277675 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2089984416 I’m just up… chillin’, thinking about you like always
I hope things are going good for you right now and that you’re in a better head space
I really really miss you
Waiting on the day I see you again…
It has felt like forever honestly
I love you more than anything in this world
Always remember that please !]]> 2022-03-11 07:34:08 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2089984416 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2093986099 hey. i leave sometime next week]]> 2022-03-14 14:33:48 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2093986099 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094011273 i just don't think things are the same anymore.]]> 2022-03-14 14:45:06 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094011273 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094040077 talk to me please, what’s going on?]]> 2022-03-14 14:59:10 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094040077 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094348511 life is terrible]]> 2022-03-14 17:30:22 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094348511 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094349298 im going to make this a diary like yours. hold on]]> 2022-03-14 17:30:44 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094349298 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094351539 i know, trust me… and okay]]> 2022-03-14 17:31:31 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094351539 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094355427 life isn't the same anymore and im scared that im gonna relapse again once i leave]]> 2022-03-14 17:33:29 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094355427 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094359479 yes life is fucking horrible but i’m here, so that won’t happen. i’m here for YOU]]> 2022-03-14 17:35:26 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094359479 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094363505 thank you baby]]> 2022-03-14 17:37:30 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094363505 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094364723 no need to thank me beautiful]]> 2022-03-14 17:38:07 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094364723 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094366705 i can’t do this without you, i really can’t
i’m falling apart right now so keep pushing please]]> 2022-03-14 17:39:12 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094366705 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094375699 please don't fall apart. i just need some time right now. i don't know what i want in a relationship right now, nor do i know what i want in life right now. so i just need my space]]> 2022-03-14 17:43:43 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094375699 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094378137 i completely get it, take all the time you need. i just wanted to know if you’re okay]]> 2022-03-14 17:44:51 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094378137 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094379921 you’re absolutely everything to me… on my mind 24/7
it’s difficult not to worry about you]]> 2022-03-14 17:45:44 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094379921 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094405962 i know. i just feel like im not good enough to you or for you]]> 2022-03-14 17:58:59 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094405962 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094410587 Maggie, stop that… i feel like it’s the other way around
you’re perfect and you make me feel like i’m human once again… like i actually matter in this world]]> 2022-03-14 18:01:28 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2094410587 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2095929292 i just don't know what the fuck to do anymore. i haven't been myself lately and i think i'm falling back into my old ways. if yk what i mean. i love you, but we need to be working together if we want this shit to work]]> 2022-03-15 13:15:29 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2095929292 suicidal_thoughts https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2095939068 i'm slightly afraid to say that i am in love with you. i just have this ultimate fear of rejection due to your family and the way they view me. but i am in love with you and i want to be with you for the rest of my life. and at this point idc what i have to do to prove that.]]> 2022-03-15 13:19:59 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2095939068 https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2095958361 i feel like i’m doing the same honestly but i’m trying to be the best me possible. i don’t wanna be the person i used to be
and i understand beautiful, i have the same fear… but you don’t have to prove anything
you’re just gonna have to accept us
you make me happy
this is all i ever wanted… i’m absolutely so in love with you
everything i been trying to do is not for my future but our future
]]> 2022-03-15 13:28:23 UTC https://padlet.com/suicidal_thoughts/uphskfpsw2f8h3ep/wish/2095958361