Dashiell Rutherford by Dashiell

He is, THE man.

derutherford — 2022-10-18 16:52:21 UTC

Written with love,
To The Ever Dearest,

A question: Do you know what it feels like to be cherished ... loved and cared about?
One thing I know is that I could make you feel the way you've never felt before. My name is Dashiell Rutherford and before we know each other better, I will talk about the thing that makes us alike; love. Love for me is a slice of a newly baked apple pie; warm, sweet, and you'll always want more. It's comforting and nostalgic, it's a warm piece of pie, who wouldn't like it? Love to me is comforting—the feeling you're craving for, the feeling of being home. And so, that's the feeling I hope I could get you to feel, a love that is so pure and innocent, a love that is so easy to have.

And to love easily, how would you achieve that, Rutherford?

By many way, by finding out the right amount of sugar you put in your tea and seeing how your face light up when you drink it, by putting my hand in your thighs when we're driving at 2 in the morning, by ordering a mixed popcorn because we like different flavors, by cooking your favorite meal, by listening to your favorite album, by having your photograph in my wallet. So do, tell me about anything and everything that you like, tell me the way to love you correctly and entirely?

My Sweet Dove, the time will come when you will ask me what I like, so you could also love me wholly, but I will give you a head start. :P I like my tea with no sugar, I tend to like sweet things (you) but tea is better when it's bitter. I like to cook! I like reading as well, that two being mixed into one means that I like to try new recipes some time. I like cheesy romantic-comedy movies as well as mystery thriller movies, I'm into any kind of music, I could enjoy any genre as long as it's comforting for me. I like very mundane things, finding love in the simplest thing we do everyday is comforting for me; in the way I prepared a bowl of cereal every morning, in the way you touched my hands when we are crossing the road, the scent of your perfume that filled the room when you spray it, in the simplicity of putting your clothes in your drawer. In short: I like doing things together with (and for) my loved one. Since I'm quite a gifter myself ... I like seeing my partner smiles because of my gift, so do expect a sudden gift every once in a while, will you? ;)

Love letter is something that will always put a smile in my face, call me old fashioned but spontaneous confession being put into words, written in a yellowish piece of paper and sealed with a kiss is my kind of thing. And I know that this is not a love letter ... more like an invitation. So, this being the closing, I'm looking forward to the moment we can see each other again, closer this time.

As I quote from Mae West,

I generally avoid temptation unless I can't resist it.

And being with you is one of many temptations I can't resist, and truly, I put no attempt in resisting the yearning of you. When the time is right and the weather is good. Au revoir, Mon Coeur.

Yours faithfully,
Dashiell Rutherford.

derutherford — 2022-10-18 17:11:05 UTC

Dashiell Rutherford's love languages fall around Acts of Service and Words of Affirmation. I will do all 5 love languages, or even thousands out there, I will give you everything if I could, but these are my most dominant. I love to do things for my loved ones, you can rely on me, always. As much as I claim that I'm no good with pretty words, I can't escape the fact that, I do express my feelings with words. I can't arrange beautiful sentences and turn my words into poems, My Love, but I can assure you that there will be no day without I love yous.

My position in relationships tend to be more ... dominating, although I could be a little whiny sometimes. ;) I could do all kind of relationship, with boys, girls, non-binaries, and gender fluids (really I have no preference). As well as family relationship (brother figure or father), caretaker, and best friend.

MBTI: ENFJ
Spoken Languages: English, Indonesian, French
Love Language: Words of Affirmation, Acts of Service
Age: Legal (18+)
Pronouns: He/They
Main Avatar: Cho Seungyoun
Side Avatar: Lee Dohyun
Favorite animals: Cats and hedgehogs :p

His skills.
Confidence in English ★★★★★
Time management ★★★★☆
Loving you with all his might ★★★★★
Hearing all your stories and vents ★★★★★
Being comforting ★★★★★
Handwriting ★★★★☆

derutherford — 2022-10-18 17:27:22 UTC

HIM

SONGS

Beautiful Boy - https://open.spotify.com/track/5GMQdzgtI7vtpmtps2YiYx
Lost With You - https://open.spotify.com/track/4ZJXI6GhniCI0kSuin51lF
Like Real People Do - https://open.spotify.com/track/4LGJ2pLDvTRnul3EcZoYkX
Sweet Child O' Mine - https://open.spotify.com/track/7o2CTH4ctstm8TNelqjb51
Sinatra - https://open.spotify.com/track/1USo158Kncaxfyq9q306dn
How Soon Is Now? - https://open.spotify.com/track/1YrnDTqvcnUKxAIeXyaEmU
Dewi - https://open.spotify.com/track/614tM1JL6xmizbGxiOwg9y
Last Night on Earth - https://open.spotify.com/track/5TpPSTItCwtZ8Sltr3vdzm

Temporary Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/5926hruHkrQMIEfqo9MKwZ?si=PgpR_VKuQp6xQUjV6D9rTg&utm_source=copy-link

Movies
Click here.

Books

Aku - Chairil Anwar
Sepotong Senja Untuk Pacarku - Seno Gumira Wijaya
Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
Hujan Bulan Juni - Sapardi Djoko Damono
All Detective Conan Series
Pada Sebuah Kapak - NH. Dini
Burung-Burung Manyar - Y. B. Mangunwijaya
Pride and Prejudice - Jane Austin

List will be updated.

derutherford — 2022-10-18 17:47:01 UTC

derutherford — 2022-10-18 17:47:43 UTC

Dashiell, my dear Dashiell. I know I’ve said it before that I love you, but that’s not.. quite enough. You are more than just a love. Like I said, you are a dream. A dream that comes true. You treated me in the best way I could never imagine. You are.. God, how do I say it? I can’t even describe you in words. You are too good to be true.

My sweet Dashiell, after days that we have been through, all I want is just thanking you. I want to thank you for everything you did for me. I want to thank you for taking care of me.. for caring about me. I want to thank you especially for reminding me how it’s like to be in love. The past three days were the best days of the year and I need you to know that it became the best because you, Dashiell, you were in it.

Here are five stars ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ for you, Iyel. You did so well. You fit my criteria and honestly, you are BEYOND my criteria. I have nothing to complain but thank-yous. And more thank-yous. Though I know I could never thank you enough, Iyel.

derutherford — 2022-10-18 17:48:43 UTC

To be honest I can't arrange beautiful words but I will try my best in giving you my honest review during our session back then! You're the most precious person alive and you managed to make me feel tremendously blithe. I love the anything that given by you. I've never fell in love romantically with someone I rented prior but you made me feel that way. Once again, thank you for being my living dumpling. There are no criticisms and suggestions because you've already did well during our session! Thank you, thank you, and thank you. Avery loves Dashiell. ‹𝟹

derutherford — 2022-10-18 17:49:15 UTC

aaaa. kitty had a good time with you! thank you thank uou for the great time, daddy mmn. daddy is very caring and shooo kind. all the criterias i've wrote is done well. not even a single miss. to be honest, i'd like to have more time with you and i would gladly re-rent daddy hehehe. so far, this is the best renting relationship i've ever been with. bener2 semua yang aku minta dilakuin and i've never been this satisfied. daddy is the kind of person that would love you with all his heart for sure. the one who would accompany you thru the rainy cold days and actually warm you up witb his hugs. daddy is gentle.. very. a sweet creature, he's God's favorite for sure 🥺 always gibes me warmth that i will always be craving for. surprisingly, we had alot of same things that we could hype together, never been this happy! daddy gave me butterflies alot.. It tickles. m happy to be able to get the chance to be loved by someone like you. all the waits i've been doing before is actually not a waste, very worth the wait ^-^. I HAD A GREAT TIMEEE. DADDY, KITTY LOVES YOUUUU!!! see you again! mwa. ♡

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derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:44:15 UTC

hello again.. i don't think i have to say much since this guy right here is the definition of perfection. spending the last few days with him made me feel so loved to the point where i questioned myself, do i deserve this kind of love? a love that is this big? i had an amazing birthday because of him, i might say i was so blessed to be able to spend my birthday with him. the wait was worth. <3 it was actually the best birthday ever because of his appearance here, with me. i gave him the love back that i think he deserve. getting the chance to get loved by him makes me feel like the luckiest person ever. his notifications were like the coffee to my morning–which i would like to have every morning. i don't realize that time was ticking this fast when i'm with him. each and every second felt like.. home. he has this kind of charm that i don't think i could find it anywhere else. a pure and lovely soul, the one who would always love you through the hard days. words couldn't describe how he is, he's so much more than words. the one who would cuddle you up and give you the sweetest kiss. i really did type this with my heart, and i do love him wholeheartedly so please keep him safe, perhaps? D: there's actually no criticism and advice hehe. rate nya ♾/10, even infinity wouldn't be enough..

derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:44:47 UTC

I would give you Infinity/10. You are.. how can i say??? You are all I've been dreaming about. Im glad that universe lead me to you. I'll never regret every minutes i spend with you. You are sweet, cute, caring, kamu beneran mau dengerin aku ngomongin apa aja. You are out of my expectations, except how we end this. Im sure, ini juga bukan keinginan kamu. I love you, Ddy Chielllll!!!! I won't say it's a good bye but simply a see you later. Just like what you promised, until we meet again, My Prince.

derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:45:39 UTC

Aku mau kasihh iell ∞/10 soalnya kalo pake angka aja buat kasih iell tuh ga cukup, soalnya iell seperfect ituu huhuhu. Iell baik banget, pas aku lagi labil dan ga baik-baik aja ditemenin terus disemangatin, bener-bener ngga ditinggalin sama sekali, pas aku panik dan kenapa-napa juga iell siap sedia. Beneran berasa di treat kayak raja 😭😭 huhuhu seneng banget, iell juga dewasa banget, nanggepin semua randoman dan keluhanku, terus aktif banget tiap kali aku ngehype sesuatu, ga pernah berhenti nyemangatin aku tiap kalo aku lagi ngerasa ngga enak. Iell pendengar yang baik, dia juga selalu ngasih masukan dan pendapat yang bikin aku ngerasa baik-baik aja lagi. Aahh sampe gatau mau nulis kayak gimana lagi, tapi emang iell tuh dewasa banget, berasa banget diayominnya. Terus lucu dan gemesin 😭😭😭 ahh jangan lupaa romantisnya ya allah maunya meleleh aja bawaannya, bener-bener manisss sampe gula aja kalah manisnyaa.

derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:45:58 UTC

again again and again, spending time with you kalo ga sampe berbulan2 tuh ga cukup. i will always thank you for making my days better. for becoming my boyfriend, being my best friend, my personal doctor, for treating me like a princess. you're my prince and i lobe you lots. aku sayaaangg banget sama kamu, 1000 sayang wouldn't be Enlightenment. thank you thank you for everything, thank you for waiting for me. you've worked hard and i think you deserve all the love and support that's given to you. LET'S MEET AGAIN YA

derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:46:52 UTC

Honest & Review : super super nice, very patient even though i took forever to text back, always trying to keep the conversation going, typingnya very neat and ganteng, always asked if it’s okay before doing anything (like giving me petnames, etc), he’s such a sweetheart, def a 10/10!
Criticsm : -
Suggestion : unfortunately, there’s no suggestion since he’s nearly perfect! would love to be his gf again hehe

derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:47:07 UTC

Thank you for cherishing me and showering me with love for the past 3 days. You’re so cute, considerate, and affectionate that I feel like I want to keep you in my pocket. Not to mention your sweet utterances make my heart flutter A LOT. You really know what I need. I’m not exaggerating, but I do enjoy every time that I spent with you. Time flies so fast, no? But within this short time, you have successfully made me feel loved to the fullest. Also, I can tell that you’re such attractive person in a glance, but when I get to know you better... Well, I don’t know if there’s any proper words that could describe you as a whole, but let’s just say that you’re just so wonderful to me. You always came up with such words and acts I’ve never expected which I feel so appreciated because of that. I love the way you give me little surprise (even it’s quite surprising that you can stand with my odd whims), the way you impress me, the way you give me reassurances, the way to compliment me. You know exactly what I need. Once again, thank you for everything you gave me. I couldn’t be more grateful to meet you at this apt moment, and you beautifully filled my void.

derutherford — 2022-10-19 08:47:42 UTC

Dashiell, Dashiell, Dashiell. Mon amour, my bébé. It has been my absolute pleasure to be yours and to call you mine in these past couple of days. I honestly wasn’t expecting our little setup date to be this lovely, but you made it so memorable for me. You have such a warm personality which made it easy for me to open up and to be comfortable around you. Thank you, for being such a good lover of mine. I surely will miss you and your clumsiness as well 😋

It’s obviously a ten out of ten. YOU’RE PERFECT. Like I said earlier, I wasn’t expecting the trial to be this smooth because I was afraid that it’s gonna be awkward but you prove me otherwise. I can see how you always put your best efforts to make your partner talk, like to have an actual decent conversation. You’re very caring and affectionate, but you can also be a baby at the right times. Whoever gets you as their boyfriend in the future, rent or not, is gonna be so lucky!

derutherford — 2022-10-19 10:02:03 UTC

Well, unfortunately we've reached our days and we're over :( Dashiell was a warm, sweet boyfriend. He has a lot of topics, even more I have the same taste as him, it makes me feel so good! I always felt special, make me feel loved, he treated me very well, he always make me blush. He really made my day. He's very considerate. He's always so excited when I talk about anything, it makes me feel so appreciated. For God's sake I feel so loved, huhu. He was always asking me about how my day went. He's always waiting for me when I'm busy. See? How cute he is? 🥺. I think I want to rent you again because I'm hooked, I want more, more and more. So you should try renting him! I don't want to be the only one who knows how good his service is. It's a pleasure to spend two days with you, I have no advice or criticism, because you did your best! So I'm going to give you five stars! ★★★★★ This is it!

derutherford — 2022-10-19 10:02:28 UTC

IELLL thanks for the two days that make me happy and don't feel like i'm missing it, kamu baik lucu gemes banget, saran nya clingy nya keluarin agy hshwbshsb makin gemes, kritiknya sih paling jangka balas nya ya, tapi kan gak apa apa aku ngertiin kamu sibuk ada hal yang lebih penting, so far aku seneng banget, kamu treat me like your gf beneran, keren ganteng mana bil ya Allah stop being ganteng bs. WKWK UDAAHH, semangat terus i'll support youu!! <333 RATE NYAA 1000/10 🥺💗

derutherford — 2022-10-19 10:02:39 UTC

Aight since our trial is over, I would like to say thank youuuu (again) to my 48 hours boyfie or may I say, you were a good and caring boyfie! <33 Maaf kalo belum bisa jadi partner yang baik buat kakak 😢. But I’ll definitely cherish every moment with you, and I can't stop smiling at your sweet words. Kamu lucuuu banget kayak bayi (JANGAN BILANG LEBIH BAYIAN AKU LAGI, KALI INI HARUS NGALAH😡), terus kamuuu sabar banget orangnya kalo aku hilang dicariin mulu gemes. Ratenya 10000/10 dan untuk kritsar kayaknya engga ada. EH ADA DEH, kalo misalnya capek karena tugas jangan lupa istirahat ya!! Mmm oke itu aja deh kayanya, sukses terus yaaaa kakak!!! See you when I see you ^___^

derutherford — 2022-10-19 10:03:23 UTC

helloo iyel thankyou for being my boubei for 3 days, it was indeed an amazing experience. i’d rate you with a 100 out of 10, the way you treat me is so well i feel like we’ve been knowing each other for a long time. i also love the way you talk to me, comfort me and reassure me when i need them. thankyou, once again! there’s nothing to be fixed or improved since i feel like everything about you is perfect.

derutherford — 2022-10-19 10:03:28 UTC

Okay! To be brutally honest, you’re such a fun person to be with and I really mean it! It was so fun to spend my times with you, I like how you can be so clingy and cute at times. The kind of person that one would love to talk to, all day and all night, for you’re an expert at increasing other’s serotonin and I feel a whole lot better after talking with you. You’re such a warm-hearted person, overall, you really do treat others well! The rate from me will be 100/10, you did great, bestie, semangat ya, Soulmate. 😽

derutherford — 2022-10-19 10:03:35 UTC

So here we go, Sir. First of all, thanks a lot of accompanying me for 48 Hours. Personally, Dashiell is a great convobuilder! No one can beat him, I guess. He won't break the mood. Such a warm and patient person. It'll be more better, if I tell him about my problem since he's talkative. You did it so well, Dash. For the rate, I'll give ten of ten or maybe infinite. Maybe my words are exaggrated, but I say the facts. Keep it up, Dashiell! Once again, thank you.

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derutherford — 2022-11-07 12:09:22 UTC

So, dearest Ashiel,
I thank you for the few days in my life. You painted them with mesmerizing tones, arranged them with melodious tunes, and filled them with a bunch of joy.

You've fulfilled your role amazingly. Such a considerate and sweet one, a breathtaking one. Albeit our time was perceived as a tight one.

I wish you a flowery path ahead. You deserve it.

Wait. Shall I give you a number? Cause I don't think I have enough numbers for you. ♾️

derutherford — 2022-11-07 12:10:15 UTC

Notes: NSFW [dirty talk and literate in English]

Oh, yes! I’m sorry for not remembering. As what I expected from you, you did an insane job of how to overdo my plot, and I’m totally blown by how you treated me and manage to take control over myself. From what I’ve seen so far, I love how you act like a total gentleman and the next minute you act like you own me and make me feel like I belong to you. It’s great to know that you’re adjusting your plotting style according to your partner, that was a nice move. Although it was a short period of time, I could already see that you’re more than qualified on handling a brat like me. I’d definitely give you a ten out of ten for doing your best. See you when I see you, Iel! ^^

derutherford — 2022-11-07 12:10:23 UTC

Time flies so fast, right??? :( To be honest, I'm having a hard time finding the right words to describe how i feel when I'm spending my days with you. No one ever made me feel like you did. You gave me butterflies, you put a smile on my face, you coloured my days. I couldn't ask for anything more. You are my little escape. I love the way you exist in your gentle demeanor. I think I will happily telling everyone about you. That you are a chapter from my book. I'll forever treasure our memories. The facts that you exists bring me so much joy. You deserve only love and happiness in this world. Jangan suka skip makan sesibuk apapun kamu, take a good care of yourself, don't push yourself too hard, and the most important thing: be happy! I would give you 9/10 cause I'm the one that you need, hehee. Thank you so much for everything. For your times and efforts towards me these past few days. I'd definitely miss you, Woofie!!! If there's another chance, i would like us to meet again, someday. I hate saying goodbye, so, see you later, it's been nice loving you, Dashiell.

derutherford — 2022-11-24 12:05:11 UTC

ini tuh beneran honest honest honest honest review banget JADI jgn sampe kakak mikir ini ngga jujur ya??! it's a very short time ya kak, time flies soooo fast :( but trust me, you're the best boyfriend i've ever had <3 aku ngga akan pernah nyesel karena spending my time with you, bahkan aku seneng banget karna bisa bareng sama kakak :3 kayak yang udah aku ketik diatas, it's beyond my expectations dan kalau aku diminta kasih rate, udah pasti i'll give you a infinity out of 10 KARENA SERIUS DEH KAMU TUH PERFECT BANGET KAKAAAAAK! intinya sih, aku bener-bener ngga nyesel dan ngga akan pernah nyesel 😵‍💫 i would love to spending time with you in the future btw! thank you so so so much kakak ieeeeel paling keyen paling ganteng <3

[maaf banget aku gabisa bikin review selayar soalnya I'M NOT GOOD AT WORDS]

derutherford — 2022-11-24 12:05:16 UTC

Hello, Kak Iyel. Actually, I'm not good with words, I don't even have confidence at putting my thoughts into words. Nonetheless, I'm so thankful for your existence by my side, it became a very precious time for me. Truly, I'm flattered by every single of your doings. The time may be relatively short, but you already giving me so much love and care. You’re Indeed an adorable human being. You deserve the whole world even the most important thing in this extent. I hope you know how special you are for me, Kak. I hope you can remain safe every time. I would like to sending you an infinite amount of love.

Note: Jangan tidur 4 jam doang, gak baik buat kesehatan tau, Kak. *Jessie became a mother figure*. Semangat terus untuk kuliahnya, segala urusannya, dan yang lainnya! Me love you <3

derutherford — 2022-11-24 12:05:36 UTC

Pros : He fits into my criterias really well, reads my form carefully, and able to do each point of “should do” part. He’s also caring, loving, good at doing literate imagine, and has a bunch of sweet words to tell. The gifts that he gave were also very adorable.
Cons : I don't think he has any cons, maybe he’s a little bit slow-resp, but still understandable. More like we didn’t have enough time since we both had plenty things to do.
Rate and review : I thought 24 hours wouldn’t be enough to get to know him, but I can definitely say I enjoyed every single second of it. The moment when he first appeared in my roomchat, I was smiling from ear to ear since he came with such a unique way, it was something that wouldn’t easily get forgotten. He’s a very soft type of boyfriend and will appreciate everything we do for him, no matter how small, he treats it as the most special thing. Dashie is genuinely the sweetest and nicest boy I've ever met, he's so perfect in ever way shape and form, even talking to him brightens my day so much he makes me the happiest I've ever been. He has that huge capacity to show his affection towards someone. I would rate this experience 5 out of 5 stars, because he did a very good job. In conclusion, I have no regrets spending time with Dashie and I hope others can experience getting loved by him.

derutherford — 2022-12-12 17:08:40 UTC

@Butterflesh on Telegram.
@Soultifying on Twitter.
(I'm currently taking a break as a talent so do wait for my come back later on)

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https://tweek.so/share/ZkBLE0srtL9ccDyIMfwP. Check this out and scroll up or right to see my schedule, I'll update my schedule frequently.

Rules I applied.

derutherford — 2022-12-18 02:46:35 UTC

I. I only accept forms from cyber account, business account, personal account, fan account, ran account, and working account. I won't accept any account that's related with roleplay.

II. Always ask for my availability first.

III. I will not accept any customer under 17 years old for romantic relationship. Please be honest of your age for the comfort of both sides.

IV. My maximum rental period is 4 days at max, you will have to ask if you want a longer session.

V. I will not come in contact with my clients outside the rental period. Therefore, any kind of interaction outside of the rental period is strictly prohibited.

VI. Your feelings are all valid and I appreciate that yet Any feelings my clients feel outside the session is not my responsibility. Along that, things that happened during the rental period are solely business matter and I hope you won't overstep the boundaries.

VII. My working hour starts from 9AM to 9PM.

VIII. Please be mindful about my busyness as well, so please pardon me for not being there for the whole 12 hours of our day. Yet, I will keep on informing you and keep you accompany through days, I won't be gone with no warning before, unless it's an emergency situation.

IX. Public Display of Affection (PDA) will only be provided under VVIP package.

derutherford — 2023-01-29 01:06:05 UTC

i’m very glad that we got to meet again and start off the year happily. i don’t want to start this sentimentally but i’vealwayswantedtoendandstartayearwithsomeoneilove and it’s an honor and a pleasure of mine that my first get to be with you. :> you took care of me so, so well. you did your best beyond words i can say. thank you for everything and for giving the permission to love you the way i could. thank you for letting me have some of days where we can be each other’s and bask in each other’s warmth. i can’t say that being around you is like a breath of fresh air, because you smell more like home, my blanket, and everything familiar; just the same old ciel with his personality and antics and loveliness and same old me who’s ever in love with you. everything about you is adorable and lovable, so full of light and everything warm (like the sun!! i associate you with the sun a lot :]) and having you around is, to say this the least, very, very pleasant.

i don’t have much to say other than a billion of thank you’s, ciel. you’ve done so well, more than anything i dare to ask out of another. i will always talk of you fondly and with adoration only you and i know. please be well and take care of yourself in the meantime, ciel!!

derutherford — 2023-01-29 01:06:16 UTC

ciyel, thanks for spending time with me! thank you for being the most perfect and sweetest boyfriend. i enjoyed all of the seconds that i spend with you! i don't had any criticism nor complains cause you did well. (sorry i ran out of words so i can't write much) once again, thank you! please always take care of yourself <3

derutherford — 2023-01-29 01:06:27 UTC

ciel!! i hadn’t known how to start this other than with a very, very big and genuine thank you. you’re every bit lovely and attentive and passionate and kind and all the other great things i would’ve gotten into if only this chance is far too short for me to start on any adjectives i’m associating you with, really. you have been nothing but the best lover i can ever ask for. you have set a certain standard for me and even then, i don’t think i will ever want nor adore anybody else the way i do you. everything about you is just lovable, as unrealistic or far-reaching as it sounds. and for the few days we are each other’s, you’ve given me nothing but everything i ask of; your presence, your attention, your affection, your loving gestures. it’d nearly felt improper to ask for more and yet there you were giving me your all, beyond my modest expectation and everything i’m seeking for on christmas. i do hope that i am somewhat adequate in reciprocating everything you’ve given me. it’s a promise from me that i’ll do better next time!! that, should we meet again of course. i hope you don’t mind me repeating the obvious that getting to know you as your lover is a great honor as much as it is a pleasure. i’m glad that the last few days of 2022 were spent on you.

forgive me if this paragraph ends too short or early, and believe me that i would take my every chance to ramble in detail about us and everything we went through for those 5 days but i like to think secrecy is what makes the fun out of it all—i’ll keep what’s between us a little something only for us both to unfold if we ever get to meet again. i pack all of my sincerity, my endless admiration and love, and all my good wishes for you all through this small, brief letter. i hope it’ll make up for how long time we will spend away. have a great one this year, ciel. ♥️

derutherford — 2023-02-12 08:45:56 UTC

As for my capabilities, this is what I could do up to this moment: All-English conversation, Providing several date ideas (art date, study date, movie date, reading date, and many more, so just ask), Playing Games (in telegram, Plato), Public Display Affection, Spotify session, literate imagine in English, moving to different platfrom (LINE), Stay Up Late, lovey-dovey relationship, and basic request such as request profile picture and putting bio, et cetera, Plotting SFW in English. [NSFW] dirty talk only in English.

derutherford — 2023-12-20 12:48:33 UTC

ciyeeeel! words cannot describe how happy i am to be able to spend my days with you... you're love are far too heavy to carry on your shoulder alone, so thank you to share it with me :). i always find myself getting eager anytime i noticed your notifications on my phone (aduh). you suit my criteria very well and i can't even think of any criticism soalnya ciel tuh the sweetest bf anyone could wish for! i love how you handles my mood well, listens to my silly stories.. i love how prettily and neatly you uttered each words next to one another, aku (bakal) bacain terus and i couldn’t get enough of youu. thank you ciyeeeeeel

derutherford — 2023-12-20 12:49:53 UTC

dashiell thank you yaaaaa already want to spend time with me lagi, lagi dan lagi heheheh. maaf aku nggak bisa tulis banyak kalau sama kamu tuh.. every day is my favourite! waking up to your text, sending you cute animal videos i found on tiktok and saying that i want us to adopt them, text you with similar 3rd grade summer essay, telling you that i'm sleepy, doing nothing but being in love with you.... you have made me fall for you =D thank you, thank you, and thank you for being my reason for smilling and i will never be able to thank you enough <3 you know, meeting you was the best thing that happen to me, and i'm so grateful. (jangan bosen-bosen sama aku ya?ya?ya)