HISTORY OF MY LIFE by kent harold comeros

WHO AM I.

kentharoldcomeros — 2023-12-28 08:08:03 UTC

im kent harold comeros.kent for short.19 years old. currently living in camansi, mohon ,sogod ,cebu. my hobbies are playing online games , sleeping , and playing volleyball .in fact im an ex varsity player at UCLM. but i quite coz im not into a stress,tired student life. you can call me childish but thats who i am. im not that mature. but maybe one day ill come back and be a varsity player once again. hopefully . fun fact about myself is, i dont drink nor smoke. im not into wal2 kind of think . and im lazy when it comes to studying. i have a boring college life. but i kinda like it. i like the peacefulness of a lonely life. i hate i hate crowd ,im to lazzy to socialize.maybe thats the reason i only have a few friends,and lastly.for me volleyball is life .since highschool .at first i didnt really think about playing volleyball coz i thought its a gay sports or a woman sports .you know..now physical contact of players so different than basketball.i really love basketball at that time but when my arm got dislocated. so im afraid of happening it again so..i quit and then this teacher and also one of our closest friend .influence me try volleyball. and i got no choice coz theres no players that played basketball at that time in our place .thats why they make a poll.they buy net and the rest is history. i didn't really think that i hooked up with volleyball. coz im not that great you know.until now i still train to improve.volleyball is not yet popular but the competition is to high now a days im my highschool days theres not that a lot of players or a lot of men played volleyball just some gays and women.but now volleyball is everywhere a lot of men played .you can rarely see gays playing .the sport volleyball is evolving rapidly and the competitions become tougher and tougher .and maybe thats why i dont drink and smoke coz i want to keep up with those players that i want to beat.

MY BIGGEST FEAR.

kentharoldcomeros — 2023-12-28 08:14:29 UTC

looking back. my life was nothing but failure .and i cant figure out why my life goes that way .maybe because i live in the past. and i think so much about the future. i dont even care about the present. maybe the fear of regret affected my decisions in life. i still think the things that i didn't do or the things i wasn't supposed to do. i still think about that these days .i know that i need to move on but every time i have a chance to make a decision. the past clicks in.what if these decision will lead to failure again just from the past .and thats the reason why im still down .coz im still keep holding the past .but in reality .the past is past .doesn't matter how you fail in the past as long as you get up in the present and get better in the future .so my biggest fear is may fear of regrets .and i need to do something about it coz if im not .im just nothing in my whole life.

WHAT KEEPS ME GOING.

kentharoldcomeros — 2023-12-28 08:23:33 UTC

the fact that i dont have any choice but to keep going .i think thats enough to answer that question but to elaborate that answer .i think my family .i have a broken family .both of them are outside the country .since elementary days .until now .they will come back here just once or twice a year but thats not enough .i kinda cry sometimes when i see a complete family. you know mother and father caring there child and look happy .but i dont have a choice i just need to straighten my heart. in order to not be weak..thats why i made up my mind to not to give up on this journey of life..even though i didnt find my purpose yet .but i know one day .but for now..i will graduate and be independent and find a work to support my siblings .coz i know one day either my mother or father. we are not there priority anymore .and when that day comes im prepare to take charge.