State of Mind by Marvin Dorosan https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind Peek through what goes on inside my head. en-us 2019-12-08 22:50:35 UTC 2025-12-10 12:25:31 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.net/icons/png/1f9e0.png The Thought That Should Never Occur mddorosan https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/421389060 Mon, 2019 December 09 (06:38)

Today, there was thought of me slicing open my wrist or piercing my chest with a knife. I never expect this thought to occur again after many months.]]> 2019-12-08 22:59:08 UTC https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/421389060 Breakdown mddorosan https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/421394838 Mon, 2019 December 09 (07:44)

I left the house feeling really down. My hands are shaking and my mind is on a blur. I faced the room where I will take my exam and messaged my mom to call me. My phone stayed silent. I have no one to talk with. The surrounding is noisy but I still hear nothing, like I was in a room filled with silence and darkness. Suddenly tears appeared. I don't want this. I really don't.]]> 2019-12-08 23:45:03 UTC https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/421394838 Reject mddorosan https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/426689542 Tue, 2019 December 24 (13:36)

I feel really angry. To myself, to the world, to everything. I want to hurt myself so bad. I want to feel pain. I want to be dead and disappear. I have no use to this world. I am not wanted. I am a reject.]]> 2019-12-24 15:25:02 UTC https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/426689542 Disappear mddorosan https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/426689605 Sun, 2019 December 22 (19:43)

Out of nowhere I feel really down. All of the emotions burst in so sudden. I am not prepared for this. I don't know what to do. I can't comfort myself. I just want to disappear]]> 2019-12-24 15:26:35 UTC https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/426689605 mddorosan https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/1082877638 More than a year passed. Nothing has changed except for the fact that we are still on a pandemic.]]> 2021-01-13 13:29:43 UTC https://padlet.com/mddorosan/StateOfMind/wish/1082877638