https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt After seeing your song and hearing it, my heart was filled with so much love. I thought you all might want to journal how it felt for you to write this and to experience this together. This padlet will just be for you and your special group to share. en-us 2018-03-21 17:41:39 UTC 2023-10-14 17:13:16 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244670416 When I first walked into Holly’s room I knew what to expect but I still got a lump in my throat. Then when we started singing I cut out at some points to gather my nerves. I tried not to cry but a few tears came out. It was really hard to see her sitting in bed like that. Knowing that she was in a lot of pain just made it worse. I kept telling myself not to cry. I had been able to see her at piano the day before but she didn’t say anything. I wanted to stay in her room but also I wanted to get out as quickly as possible. I keep hoping that a miracle will happen but I’ve almost given up. I try to stay positive but it is really hard. Singing in her room made me feel mad, sad, happy. So many emotions at once. It’s embarrassing to admit but I tried not to cry. I don’t like crying but a few tears leeked out. I bet Holly appreciates what we did she just can’t express her feelings that much any more. I love Holly so much I know that I probably won’t see her again. She will always be in my heart aswell  as you guys to. Her last words before we left were “thanks,” and “bye”.  I almost full on cried when Heidi hugged me. I love how she always tells the truth. One day I was at her house and I asked, “Do you think thT I am annoying?” She said “ yes I do.” Holly is amazing and she will always have a place in my heart reserved for her. On the ride home my mom and I didn’t talk at all. At home my mom told me that it was ok to cry. I knew that but I wanted to stay strong for Holly.]]> 2018-03-21 17:50:10 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244670416 25rusta https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244671294 While we were singing to Holly, it hit me. I could just see how much she was suffering. Even though she wasn't smiling on the outside, I knew that in her heart, she was singing along. I was about to tear up. Just seeing her face made me overcome with so many emotions. Sadness, fear, joy and anger. Just seeing her in pain laying in her bed made it feel even worse! I couldn't take it all. I didn't cry, but I really wanted to. I just kept on singing. I kept saying to myself, "Do it for her. Do it for Holly." When we were done, I knew that it would be the last time I would ever see her. I wanted to give her the biggest hug and tell her that she's my hero. She managed to get out a few words like "thanks" and "bye". Then when we walked out, we all let it loose and started crying. Our moms were out waiting for us. They all gave us the biggest bear hugs. On the way home, I couldn't help but crying some more.]]> 2018-03-21 17:51:33 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244671294 https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244671948   While we were in Holly’s room singing, I can’t even describe how I felt. I could not tell if I was sad, happy, joyful, nervous, or what emotion I was feeling. I felt pretty nervous before we went inside but I was glad to see Holly’s face. The whole time I was playing I keep telling myself, “ don’t cry Calleigh don’t cry!” I knew she 2as going to look different and not be able to talk as my mom warned me but I still was surprised. As I was singing I could tell Holly had a huge smile even if it wasn’t spread across her face. At part of the song I had to stop singing because I was about to cry . But I think later in life I will be glad to have done this.#LOVE IS EVERYWHERE ]]> 2018-03-21 17:52:36 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244671948 25bushnelld https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244672827 When I walked into Holly’s room it hit me really quick. My mouth dried up and I started to cry but I tried not to. I was so hard seeing her in bed like that. People kept saying she wasn’t in pain but she looked like she was and that made it worse. I had so many emotions. Anger, fear, sadness. I didn’t even now what to think anymore. She couldn’t say anything but I knew she was thankful for us being there. When we were done singing we walked out of her room and we all burst into tears. Our moms where waiting outside for us and we all gave each other hugs. Holly has been such a good friend and I loved that I got to see her one last time. I will always remember her and her saying, LOVE IS EVERYWHERE!]]> 2018-03-21 17:53:59 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244672827 mspencer7 https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244678859 She is so lucky to have all of you as her friends. When she does go to heaven she will know that she was loved by so many sweet, loving, fun, kind, smart, beautiful, helpful, and courageous girls.  I hope you all know that you have done so much for her and for each other! You all will have a forever bond.

]]> 2018-03-21 18:03:03 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244678859 25bushnelld https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244696591 LOVE IS EVERYWHERE!]]> 2018-03-21 18:32:20 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244696591 https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244697684 #LOVEISEVERYWHERE]]> 2018-03-21 18:34:28 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244697684 25bushnelld https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244699762 LOVE IS EVERYWHERE!]]> 2018-03-21 18:37:53 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244699762 https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244702587 If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea 
I’ll sail the world to find you
If ever lost in the dark and you can’t see
I’ll be the light to hide you
Find out what we’re made of 
When we are called to help our friends in need]]> 2018-03-21 18:43:23 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244702587 mspencer7 https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244703634 2018-03-21 18:45:35 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244703634 https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244704945 You have really good advice Ms. Spencer.😁😁😁😁👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻👍🏻🦄🦄🦄🦄]]> 2018-03-21 18:48:00 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244704945 25bushnelld https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244705069 HOLLYS AMAZING!!!]]> 2018-03-21 18:48:14 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244705069 25bushnelld https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244705620 HOLLY ROCKS!!!]]> 2018-03-21 18:49:13 UTC https://padlet.com/mspencer7/tz66odycgjbt/wish/244705620