https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz en-us 2022-01-13 15:32:49 UTC 2022-01-13 16:16:32 UTC hello@padlet.com lululemonz https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990647391 where did my lover go?

i hope he comes back to me happy.]]> 2022-01-13 15:45:08 UTC https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990647391 lululemonz https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990675247 to you,

first full day without talking to you since we've reunited. i haven't felt this empty in a long time. i miss talking to you. i miss the little things. watching tv shows and filling you in on the drama, telling you to ignore the mushroom and the way you never ignore the mushroom despite how many times i tell you too. the way you laugh whenever i say something goofy (the way you also make yourself laugh when you say something goofy i've caught on sir). telling you to come back to me every few minutes because i simply can never get enough of you.

 i just want us to be us again.

i know we're still us and we'll always be us, this is just a different version of us. but i don't know if i'm a big fan of different us. 

i hope you're thinking of me.

as sad as it sounds, i hope you wake up feeling the same strange sense of yearning as i do. i believe the proper term would be pining. but most importantly i do hope you're okay, coping however you can. i miss you so much, i know it's only been one day but every second feels like fucking eons. i miss you so so so so so much. i love you, you. i'll love you forever and i'll love you for always.

please lets reunite soon.

]]> 2022-01-13 15:57:55 UTC https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990675247 lululemonz https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990707171 today felt weird, again. 

it's just so strange without you, it feels unfamiliar. i've been trying my best to stay busy so my mind is too clouded to think about you. not that i don't want to think about you, but knowing i can't talk to you makes me sad. it doesn't work by the way, my mind might be cloudy but it's cloudy with thoughts of you. i've been watching more tv to distract myself but every scene or quote just makes me think of you. i saw a couple hug and i teared up, no joke. everything i see reminds me of you, the good stuff and maybe even a little of the sad stuff. i prefer the good stuff because then i think of you and smile.

i miss you so fucking much.

i saw you online today. you posted a story which you then swiftly deleted, i caught you. it felt so good to know you were thinking of me too, even if it was just for a few minutes.

i love you dearly.

i love you forever and i'll love you for always.

p.s. you fucking reposted. i know we're not meant to talk but i caved in and watched it. if you're mad i'm apologising in advance because i'm giving it a heart react.

tomorrow's the day. ]]> 2022-01-13 16:12:37 UTC https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990707171 lululemonz https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990715964 today my lover returns.


i hope he comes back to me happy.]]> 2022-01-13 16:16:32 UTC https://padlet.com/lululemonz/luvltrz/wish/1990715964