To My Sweetest Girl, Kayana. by nayla syifa nathania

Congratulations For Surviving Life This Far, Sayangku!

smallbodybigdreams — 2022-12-13 13:43:04 UTC

Hello, my was-sent-from-heaven darling, Kay. Happy birthday, my dear.

I... really am out of words when I'm writing this. There are too much things that I want to say to you because you really mean a lot to me. The love I have for you is just waaaay so big. It's unlimited. But here I am trying to express it with what I'm best at, yup, Words of Affirmation. :P

And of course, my birthday wishes for you won't be short. It's going to be soo long. I hope you won't get bored reading it. <3

I'm Thankful.

smallbodybigdreams — 2022-12-13 14:00:05 UTC

For your existence.
I'm thankful that you exist, Kay. I'm thankful that you've made my life better just by existing there. I'm thankful that I'm able to know you. I'm thankful that we exist in the same lifetime. I'm thankful that God let us meet each other. I'm thankful that you're strong enough to go through your life no matter how hard it is. Your existence really mean a lot, although you may don't know it. Thank you for being born to this world. Alhamdulillah, Kay exists.

For how beautiful your soul is.
You have the most beautiful soul ever. I'm sensitive to someone's aura and I could say that, your presence is very warm and calming. I don't, I never sense any danger from you. I never sense insincere in your soul. You're sincere, genuine. You have the purest heart and the kindest soul ever. And I bet, it's not only me who think so. Everyone around you must think so, that Kay is really a human blanket. Yes, you're a blanket. Your presence wraps people in so much warmth and comfort.

For everything you do.
For all of your adorable Instagram stories that I enjoy everyday. For the angelic voice of yours (hey, you know that "Remember Me" cover that you posted on YouTube? I listen to it whenever I can't sleep at night. Even now, I'm listening to it), for how charming you are whenever you're feeling yourself and you post your cute selfies, for how soft you are but you also are very strong and care a lot for yourself. For how strong you are after everything you've been through (fyi from here my tears are falling down), for how much you love cats, for how appreciative you are towards your friends, for how much you love Alya (even I, can feel how much love you have for her) (and also maybe it seems weird that I thank you for this, but I really can sense how much you love her), for how caring you are towards your followers. And last but not least, for how often you like my Instagram stories!! It makes me feel like I'm being seen and that someone actually care about me and my silly Instagram stories.

Words won't be enough to thank you, Kay. But I reaaaally am so thankful for you. You gave so much positive impacts in my life and they are such blessings <3 I couldn't thank you enough. You're precious.

I Love You.

smallbodybigdreams — 2022-12-13 14:11:13 UTC

I love you, Kay. And love has no limit. But to make it sweeter, here they are.

I love you, as in I would always open my room chat for you. I would always be there whenever you need me. Maybe I won't always come in a second, but I really would love to give my time to hear you out. I would listen to you talking about liteeerally anything and everything. I would cherish every single things.

I love you, as in I would give you the warmest hug, the comfiest blanket, the fluffiest sweater, the cutest cat for you. I would always want the best for you. All the best for the best girl.

I love you, as in whenever I feel down, I always remember your words and how much you love me. I always remember how appreciative you are towards everything that I do for you.

I love you, as in if I could drive, I would go there to you and hug you. I would take you to McDonalds, buying you everything you want. 10 Oreo Mcflurries? Sure thing. Whatever it is that you want, if I could grant it, I would. I really would.

I love you, as in I will always support you for everything you do. Covering more songs? Go ahead. You'll find me spamming your comment sections with compliments. Posting your adorable pictures when you feel yourself? Go ahead. You'll see me asking for your pictures and I'll post it with a cheesy love song to admire you. Posting your activities of the day that I always find adorable? Go ahead. Watch your notifications full of me liking them. Conclusion, in whatever you do, you'll always find me there. Because I'd be there to support you.

I love you, as in I believe in you. I will always do. Even if the whole world blame you, I'd be the one who will be in the front, punching them hard and screaming to scare them. Even if no one believe in you, I'll always want to hear you out. I'll be here.

I love you, as in I'm proud of you. For everything. Your hard works, your efforts, whatever you do won't go unnoticed. I'll always acknowledge how amazing you are.

I love you, as in I would love to be here as long as I can, watching you grow to be even happier. <3

My Wishes.

smallbodybigdreams — 2022-12-13 14:16:25 UTC

Dear God, please hear my prayers.

I wish my Kay will always be protected in every walk she takes on her life. Please, protect her from unwanted people who will try to hurt her. Please protect her from negative energies. Please protect her from anything that will do any harm to her. Please keep her safe.

I wish my Kay is always be accompanied by You in everything she does. Whenever she has some problems, please help her to solve it quickly so she won't have to worry anymore. Please make things easy for her.

I wish my Kay will always be surrounded by unlimited love and warmth. Even maybe in her darkest times when she doesn't love herself, please shower her with love. Please remind her how loved and how precious and worthy she is. Please give her so much love. She deserves it. So much.

I wish my Kay will always get everything she worked for. I hope she will be able to reach whatever she wants.

Lastly, I hope she will always love herself. Because she really deserve to be loved. <3

Last Words.

smallbodybigdreams — 2022-12-13 14:18:36 UTC

Kay, there it is my "gift" for you. I apologize if it... has... tons of words... I hope you'd love to read all of them carefully and happily. You really mean a lot to me and I really want to show you that I'm grateful for you and that you're just so precious to me. Again, happy birthday Kay. <3