https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya 2021// Online doctors // Inspire & aspire // Isolation & Self reflection // Harap semua patuh SOP quarintine ehek en-us 2020-12-04 13:50:56 UTC 2023-02-08 10:50:18 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-uploads.storage.googleapis.com/896305102/86339e9805e735434e81bd27d0acb8ae/Latest_newest_logo_insyallah.png https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012003110 2020-12-12 07:36:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012003110 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012038442 2020-12-12 08:37:12 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012038442 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012044612 Bila malam2 kadang2 terfikir, apa lah yang dia buat kat sana...

]]> 2020-12-12 08:47:23 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012044612 sharhajamal https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012048275 2020-12-12 08:52:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012048275 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012099771 2020-12-12 10:06:21 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012099771 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012100817 Kenapa mama dengan ayah saya tak jemput saya waktu diorang kahwin? saya sedih ]]> 2020-12-12 10:08:01 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012100817 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012102937 2020-12-12 10:11:21 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012102937 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012284450 There will be in the future that we are going to take our own path in life and meet new people. Appreciate  people around you, it could be the last day you are with them ]]> 2020-12-12 14:07:46 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012284450 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012485866 2020-12-12 17:03:29 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012485866 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012486402 2020-12-12 17:03:57 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012486402 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012538672 Batch leader hensem sangat outshadow lelaki lain sorry to say]]> 2020-12-12 17:49:37 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012538672 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012879055 2020-12-13 00:10:09 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012879055 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012981312 2020-12-13 03:04:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1012981312 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013204157 Welfare perform]]> 2020-12-13 08:17:11 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013204157 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013205367 Jum apex]]> 2020-12-13 08:18:34 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013205367 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013212224 2020-12-13 08:25:49 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013212224 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013260040 2020-12-13 09:12:41 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013260040 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013279088 Sebenarnya saya dah lama....

]]> 2020-12-13 09:31:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013279088 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013303046 2020-12-13 09:53:34 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013303046 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013382979 2020-12-13 11:07:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013382979 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013443085
اللهُ اللهُ ربِّي لا أُشرِكُ به شيئًا

Allah, Allah, Rabbi La Ushriku Bihi Syai'a

(Allah, Allah, my Lord, I do not associate anything with Him. -Narrated by Imam Muslim)]]> 2020-12-13 12:09:03 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013443085 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013444655 Its okay to not be okay . You'll have those moments where you feel lost , unwanted , unimportant , lonely . I am feeling it too . And it's not what we want , but we have to embrace it . Sometimes we just don't get what we want , but get what we don't want . And that's life . Life teaches many values but also hurt us in the process . Maybe because when we reach at the end of our life when we look back we'll be happy that we lived a life of struggle and made it ? Or to just make us feel miserable in the end ? Hopefully life goes well for everyone .]]> 2020-12-13 12:10:33 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013444655 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013462472 2020-12-13 12:27:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013462472 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013465329 suicide will not stop the pain, it pass it to other people :) ]]> 2020-12-13 12:30:16 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013465329 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013542527 saya dah lama crush kat aiman]]> 2020-12-13 13:35:38 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013542527 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013547346 2020-12-13 13:39:42 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013547346 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013554382 2020-12-13 13:45:11 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013554382 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013610268 Semoga semua sihat sejahtera]]> 2020-12-13 14:27:20 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013610268 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013819836 2020-12-13 16:51:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1013819836 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1014734153 If avoidance was the best for you and me, I'll run and never stop running. I did stupid mistake that me myself ashamed of saying, and saying sorry to you will never be enough. Just know that i appreciate the time that we were close and I'll be the better me. Pray.]]> 2020-12-14 03:52:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1014734153 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1014738490 2020-12-14 03:56:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1014738490 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1014830522 Siapa kat sini rindu preclinical pastu rewatch youtube acad misykat :(((]]> 2020-12-14 05:03:27 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1014830522 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1015113273 🌻 Quran Recitation at least 1 page per day
🌻 Istighfar (100x)
استغفر الله العظيم
🌻 Selawat (10x)
اللهم صلى على سيدنا محمد
🌻 Wirid
Al Ma'tsurat,Ratib Al-Attas,Ratib Al-Haddad
🌻 Study Supplication
(as attached) 

The mansions in Jannah are built based on dhikr. If you stop dhikr, the Angels stop building the mansion. -Ibn Al Qayyim]]> 2020-12-14 07:59:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1015113273 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1015178474 Look at the shape, 
with vibrant yellows and oranges, 
a sunflower can brighten your day.

As if it is smiling, 
like a happy face painted on the sun. 

So if you do only one thing all day, 
Let it be a smile.
So you can brighten the day of others around you, just like the sunflowers.]]> 2020-12-14 08:32:52 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1015178474 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1015702497 Hey there!
Remember when we were asked “why did you to become a doctor?”
And all those cliché answers just clicked in our mind.
That was our first step in medical school, not expecting that things can be hard.
Nevertheless, we still managed to be here.

Our answer might change over the time, but remember to trust the process.
Believe that we are growing little by little and there will always be a chance for us to grow.
We can become a good doctor one day :)]]> 2020-12-14 13:07:33 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1015702497 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1016431670 2020-12-14 15:49:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1016431670 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1016489038 2020-12-14 16:00:39 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1016489038 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1018608125 I just wanna ask, how to avoid feeling bored when reading textbook? Could you guys share some tips for me?]]> 2020-12-15 02:28:52 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1018608125 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1019100731 2020-12-15 07:45:58 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1019100731 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1019649847 Tiba tiba Kuantan jadi red zone, bagaimanakah mahu pulang ke universiti terCHENTA...]]> 2020-12-15 12:33:57 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1019649847 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1020271913 but sometimes you can]]> 2020-12-15 15:09:38 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1020271913 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1022645067 What is the differences between using a friend for your own benefit and simply asking a friend for help?]]> 2020-12-16 02:41:12 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1022645067 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1022681357 2020-12-16 03:01:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1022681357 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1022900876 2020-12-16 05:31:49 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1022900876 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1023011334 2020-12-16 06:52:41 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1023011334 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1023152839 2020-12-16 08:11:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1023152839 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1023831329 2020-12-16 13:32:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1023831329 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1024676867 Lowkey takut nak clinical ftf. 
Clinical online pun dh cukup stupid 😭]]> 2020-12-16 16:39:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1024676867 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1026631789 Never ever make any permanent decision on a temporary feeling ]]> 2020-12-17 04:41:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1026631789 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1026888082 2020-12-17 07:28:30 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1026888082 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1027415039 Bye misykat]]> 2020-12-17 11:59:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1027415039 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1027500969 Dalam 5 perkataan, decribe feeling korang takle balik ni]]> 2020-12-17 12:46:09 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1027500969 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1030011793 I miss you]]> 2020-12-18 01:43:52 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1030011793 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1030175837 2020-12-18 03:07:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1030175837 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1030857963 2020-12-18 11:00:39 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1030857963 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1031526288 2020-12-18 15:28:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1031526288 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1031528969 I don't know who could be reading this but damnn i miss you guys. Truly.]]> 2020-12-18 15:29:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1031528969 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1033298188 The past few days (it has been a week actually), I don’t feel like I am a medical student anymore. Not reading anything, away from doing notes and stuffs, ignoring textbook and etc. I know this will hurt me in the end but I don’t know why I can’t do all those things anymore. I hope you guys can pray so that my ‘student spirit’ is coming back to me. Thank you.]]> 2020-12-19 11:55:46 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1033298188 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1033905749 Never say never - The Fray]]> 2020-12-20 03:08:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1033905749 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034023820 2020-12-20 06:33:10 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034023820 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034025351 We ask them to reach out. 
But when they do, what could we do?
It is always easy to say,
But no one know what the heart feels. 
Being surrounded by many people wont let u feel less lonely, 
But only make u feel more inferior. 
The change in u doesnt depend on the others, 
But depends on your will to strive. 
Make up your heart and mind, 
Find your goals and intention.
Things will be okay one day, 
Because surely with hardship there is ease.


]]> 2020-12-20 06:35:49 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034025351 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034053707 2020-12-20 07:14:33 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034053707 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034175075 I'm sorry my brain just isn't working as well as it should.]]> 2020-12-20 10:08:52 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034175075 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034175151 I've learned the past few years that never put your happiness on others but you because you control other people and people leave. But, never put other people aside cus everyone need a good support system in order for them to grow bigger and stronger. ]]> 2020-12-20 10:09:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034175151 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034236598 If you’re tired, get some rest.
If you’re stressed, let it out.
If you’re sad, cry it out loud.
If you want to know, read.
If you want to play, play like there’s no tomorrow.
If you want to study, study as much as you can.
If you want/longing for something, try to achieve it.

As long as you enjoy your life to the fullest, there wouldn’t be any regret left.
Know your own potential and worth, so you won’t waste it.
You might not notice your potential, but your friend can aid you in your journey. 
Never forget that we will break through and overcome this obstacle, together.

]]> 2020-12-20 11:45:59 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034236598 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034875061 Hurt, a lot.]]> 2020-12-21 00:20:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1034875061 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035067986 2020-12-21 02:22:49 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035067986 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035070614 2020-12-21 02:24:36 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035070614 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035071225 Studeng]]> 2020-12-21 02:25:03 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035071225 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035361174 2020-12-21 06:14:29 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035361174 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035810800 2020-12-21 12:21:17 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1035810800 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1037241202 2020-12-22 03:05:47 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1037241202 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041179465 Hu]]> 2020-12-24 09:42:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041179465 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041732990 If only I knew that was the last time we walk home together, I would take a long road.]]> 2020-12-25 07:00:40 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041732990 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041847401 No matter how much I wanted to be held
No one was there
I had to suffer
I had to let myself feel the pain 
I was going to be on my own
I had to accept it
I had only myself]]> 2020-12-25 12:22:23 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041847401 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041847932 2020-12-25 12:24:31 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1041847932 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042084567 2020-12-26 01:56:36 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042084567 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042084761 2020-12-26 01:57:19 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042084761 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042085196 You are responsible for what you said]]> 2020-12-26 01:58:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042085196 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042172049 Is this really true?]]> 2020-12-26 06:31:26 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042172049 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042189677 2020-12-26 07:21:05 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042189677 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042359197 Thanks sport buat saya gelak. After so long. Missing misykat a lot!! ✨✨✨]]> 2020-12-26 14:44:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042359197 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042639212 Cc: Dr Rozanizam]]> 2020-12-27 02:22:46 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1042639212 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1043093685
• To appreciate bonding time with my family and love my amazing people instead of focusing on those who already left.

• To be extra patient with myself. I was quite impatient before. I'm a curious person and i question a lot about everything & literally want the answer on the spot. But this year taught me that the right moment will come eventually. Have faith and trust His timing. 

• To take the risk, be brave to explore and seek for new potential. I discover my new talent which is baking. I never knew i can be so talented in this field. That's one of my new passion now. I know i'm so passionate when i never give up even i didnt make it for myriad times before 😹

• To be more adaptable in this pandemic and new norm. Instead of complaining around, i view obstacles as challenges, made no excuses and prove to myself i still can be the best in any situation.

Alhamdulillah. 2020 is another year i learn from my mistakes, growing up and become a positive person inside out.]]> 2020-12-27 16:27:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1043093685 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1043687409 This year took a toll on me mentally. I have always thought of myself as strong, mentally and emotionally but this year showed me the lows that I never thought I would've hit. Therefore, my resolution, not really for 2021, for every second of my life to be exact is to be happier. With whatever I have. With myself. #strongertogether]]> 2020-12-28 05:02:59 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1043687409 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1043688078 2020-12-28 05:03:33 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1043688078 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1044277628 2020-12-28 17:09:30 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1044277628 Synonymous https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1044541987 It is a knot of regulations and law  that was made for a couple who are willing and ready to further achieve the marriage goals.

The goals are not determined by emotional judgement of course. The reference is the Quran.

Our desire and the will to "have our partner" or we choose not to believe in them. These are the fundamental example in todays' marriage.

These occur because of we lose hope and does not rely on Allah. Instead we put our belief and faith to our partner who is a mere wellbeing a creation of God who filled with dirt of sins. It's normal nowadays.

So what do we need to do?
1. Love and marry someone for the sake of Allah.
2. Believe that Allah holds our heart and even more than that. He owns our body, mind, and even ruh.
3. Do your best in accomplising obligations base on role your are in the marriage. 
4. Apart of all these, prayer 5 times a day is the key in the long run. Solat my dear friends.
5. Train your judgement base on rationale and faith. Make them balance. Emotional? Not always needed.

"Succesfull and the strongest person is the one who can hold his/her anger"
In other words, we control our emotions and make our judgement rationale in all time. Then only, we are ready to talk about marriage.]]> 2020-12-29 00:11:30 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1044541987 Synonymous https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1044546178 To make balance is the key.

All of us need to improve in whatever we are doing. Always note that human has their limitations in understanding something.

Whereas Allah is an absolute creator that know His servant and creations deeply. Even more than a mother can understand her child.

Change my dear Misykat.]]> 2020-12-29 00:15:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1044546178 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1045246108 The isolation and lack of classes (Thanks, UIA!) has really given me a lot of time to watch movies, TV series, and rewatch them again. But besides all those unquestionably important tasks, it also gave me time to think. And I mean really, really think, like that Buddhist-monk-meditation-type shit.

I sat down on the cushion, closed my eyes, and slowly, I felt as if my consciousness had detached from my body. My ass cheeks no longer felt the cushion beneath me, but rather, just an insignificant point of pressure within space. I became sort of weak, as if I was suspended in space. It was a feeling of levitation. As I exited my body, I found myself to be staring at it. And around my person was a vast, unending sea of nothingness.

All the nothingness around me, was soothing in a way. I felt totally at peace. After some time, one by one, little floating orbs appeared out of nowhere. And in those orbs, were all my experiences, decisions, actions, throughout the pandemic, and throughout my entire life. My memories, perhaps. I looked into every single orb and saw my successes, my failures, my regrets. I saw all the people involved in shaping who I am, those who are still here as well as those who are no longer with me. I saw my younger self, a naive boy who was so angry that he hurt himself when he clenched his fists.

The orbs then ceased to exist, and all that's left was the nothingness again. I got a sense of catharsis afterwards. I learned a lot of things about myself, both new and forgotten. As my consciousness returned to my body, I opened my eyes and looked at the time: Only 20 minutes had passed. Time is such a great teacher, wouldn't you agree?

Upon finishing the whole journey, I washed my face, and opened up Netflix again.]]> 2020-12-29 12:04:26 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1045246108 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1045553179 1. Keep in touch and check up on the people I care about instead of pushing them away
2. Stop being so cynical
3. Stop being so cynical
4. Stop being so cynical
5. Stop being so cynical]]> 2020-12-29 18:39:17 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1045553179 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1046334609 2020-12-30 09:14:56 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1046334609 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1046478788 2020-12-30 12:47:14 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1046478788 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1047586173 2020-12-31 11:15:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1047586173 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1049373782 2021-01-03 05:11:43 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1049373782 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1051974238 1. Berpendapatan tetap
2. Tidak tinggal solat
3. Baik kepada ibu bapa
4. Rajin ke masjid
5. Ringan tulang
6. Pandai bergurau
7. Pandai household repair
8. Pandai masak western
9. Tinggal di Johor
10. Pandu kereta Chevrolet]]> 2021-01-04 14:19:56 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1051974238 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1051987275 I don’t want to look at other people and wish to be them

I want to be able to look at myself and be happy to be myself. Even with my flaws. I want to see myself. Even in the darkest of my shadows. And love him. I struggle with things sometimes I wish that I didn’t. I do things sometimes I wish that I didn’t. I look at myself sometimes and wish I looked different. But I’m healing myself now. Even the broken parts. And those parts of me still deserve love. I deserve to be loved fully and with every last part of me included in that unconditional love. I wanna give that to myself. I deserve that from myself. Instead of wishing I didn’t have certain things I want to embrace that I have dealt with them, and maybe I always will, but I still deserve to be loved for them. I don’t need to be a different person with different brain. I need to love myself as the person I am. I need to introduce myself to myself and love him unconditionally even when I’m struggling even when I forget everything I have survived. I want to be my own person. I want to be the person I need the most. I want to heal myself without hurting myself. Even the dark parts deserve to be loved. I do this for myself.]]> 2021-01-04 14:22:55 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1051987275 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1052005592 Have you ever ask yourself, why you pursue mbbs? Most of us will answer to be a doctor. But, is that only the reason for our knowledge path? After we become a doctor, a specialist, then what? The destination has been reached. And to stop the journey there is something quite missing. What is missing?
You find out. 


]]> 2021-01-04 14:27:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1052005592 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1054404519 2021-01-05 04:23:45 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1054404519 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1054505402 Kalau makan hati, kira canibalism tak ?]]> 2021-01-05 05:20:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1054505402 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1055180162 people too often say that you shouldn't be scared of anything. they say it to children who're afraid of the dark, or something under their bed, maybe even something in the dark corner of their room. their fear may be uncalled for, yes. they are after all, but children. but to say that you shouldn't be scared of anything, is complete horseshit. there are plenty of things in real life that are just as, if not more terrifying than the monsters you read and hear about or see in the films.

even i, as an adult, get scared too sometimes. you wanna know what the scariest thing to me is? seeing my parents again after having been away for so long, and noticing every new wrinkle, every new strand of grey hair on their head since before.

as a child, i've always thought of my parents as the world. they were my superheroes. living with them every single day of my life, i never realised how they've changed over the years. but after being away for so long, and seeing them getting older, it hit me. eventually, i was going to lose the ones i love most dearly in this world. and i just sunk to the deepest part of the ocean. i couldn't breathe. the sadness i felt was so overwhelming that i just locked myself up in my room and cried it out. i couldn't accept it then. and i don't think i can now.]]> 2021-01-05 11:30:49 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1055180162 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1056377552 2021-01-05 16:50:56 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1056377552 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1058443793 2021-01-06 06:40:31 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1058443793 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1058677274 I just wanna read ]]> 2021-01-06 08:43:48 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1058677274 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1059545677 2021-01-06 14:52:57 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1059545677 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1060223188 2021-01-06 17:11:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1060223188 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1061656861 im done]]> 2021-01-07 01:53:42 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1061656861 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1063128033 I just want to say be strong 🔥]]> 2021-01-07 14:02:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1063128033 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1071207163 2021-01-10 12:02:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1071207163 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1071259586 Study-wise and life in general.]]> 2021-01-10 12:38:13 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1071259586 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1071304089 everyone treats you like a shit and talks nicely about you only after you die]]> 2021-01-10 13:07:46 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1071304089 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1073783732 2021-01-11 12:59:13 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1073783732 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1076942250 2021-01-12 03:46:37 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1076942250 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1078029632 sepatutnya kita tengah bergembira untuk ibg sekarang ]]> 2021-01-12 11:24:54 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1078029632 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1078066611 2021-01-12 11:38:58 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1078066611 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1079117952 2021-01-12 15:52:17 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1079117952 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1081590484 I just wish that I could finally give up. I have so much weight on my shoulders that they’re sore. I’ve been dealing with so much for so long. Sometimes I feel like a shell of a person. Im so mentally checked out right now. I have zero energy and want to stay in bed all the time. I somehow manage to get through work but I always have to go in the take a break and take deep breaths. There’s just so much on my mind, I can’t focus on anything. My brain runs rampant with bad thoughts. Sometimes they’re self doubting, sometimes they’re, well.. not good. It’s so easy for people who don’t understand, to say that I just have to get over it or just be happy. That’s why I don’t tell anyone, anything anymore. I wish that I could finally give up. I wish. Deep down I know that I can’t give up though. But I just have no idea what to do and I’m confused all the time. Right now I feel like I’m just existing. I’ll keep though going, somehow.]]> 2021-01-13 05:22:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1081590484 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1081592204 Semuanya ada jawapan. Tapi tak semua kita perlu tahu. Tak dapat jawapan? No worries, just move on.

No answer is an answer. No reply is a reply. No message is a message. No text is a text. It's uncomfortable and messed up, of course. But that's it. Let it be, let it go. 

Bendanya mudah, tapi kita yang suka rumitkan keadaan dengan emosi dan perasaan. Walhal kita buta daripada nampak petanda dan jalan.

Be comfortable with uncomfortable answers.]]> 2021-01-13 05:23:28 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1081592204 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1081786980 self care is how you get your power back!!! 💕 goodluck misyiess✨🌸💫]]> 2021-01-13 07:12:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1081786980 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1086542771 Allah has placed goodness in all delays]]> 2021-01-14 10:23:49 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1086542771 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1093451275
Maka benarlah kata pujangga, 

Semakin kita rindu, 
Semakin dia menjauh. 
Semakin kita benci, 
Semakin dia mendekati

Demikianlah kisah cinta kita bersama UIA]]> 2021-01-16 06:36:56 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1093451275 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094013655 Kongsikan kemarahan anda tidak boleh balik di sini

]]> 2021-01-16 15:35:06 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094013655 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094556640 What can we do now, my friends? Move on or move along?]]> 2021-01-17 01:25:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094556640 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094607816 We hope and get disappointed
We believed and get betrayed
We tried and failed  
We cant control everything
We cant do everything

Sometimes something are not meant for us 
Sometimes something wont go in our way 

But it is not sign of losing hope
Neither a sign to give up
We can fight
But know the limit

Let yourself rest 💕✨

Believe in the Almighty 
Because he is the holder of everything
Have faith
Keep praying
Things will get better one day]]> 2021-01-17 03:25:01 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094607816 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094621823 There are things in this world that we cannot choose. Allah put us in situations that we didn''t pray for. Sometimes, we just need to accept without asking why. 

Ingatlah, Allah takkan pernah menzalimi hamba2Nya. He Chooses us because He Loves us. 

Hasbunallah wanikmal wakeel. He is sufficient for us and He is the best Helper. 

Hang on guyss, we can do this!]]> 2021-01-17 03:51:22 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094621823 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094658045 2021-01-17 04:34:59 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094658045 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094658718 2021-01-17 04:35:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094658718 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094659987 2021-01-17 04:37:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094659987 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094910899 How mainboard can help you in any matters? Suggest below]]> 2021-01-17 08:04:39 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094910899 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094933950 2021-01-17 08:20:56 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094933950 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094937415 2021-01-17 08:23:12 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094937415 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094941704 Daripada kita balik dalam keadaan tidak selamat, lebih baik kita kekal di rumah. Kita tidak tahu betapa bahayanya perkara ini sehingga kita sendiri yang melaluinya. Benar, klinikal itu penting. Benar, ramai yang struggle. Tetapi ingat, seluruh dunia melalui benda yang sama. 

Di atas segala yang penting ini, kita mungkin terlupa yang keselamatan kita jauh lebih penting. Mak ayah mana yang tak risaukan keselamatan kita? Sudah pasti ramai mak ayah yang tak senang duduk apabila nak hantar anak mereka ke kampus dalam keadaan sebegini. Bahkan ramai mak ayah yang mengkritik keputusan KPT kerana terlalu gopoh. ]]> 2021-01-17 08:26:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094941704 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094952605 1. Sabar bila ditimpa musibah
2. Bersyukur bila diberi nikmat]]> 2021-01-17 08:33:03 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094952605 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094961204 For academic context: to read lecturer's minds what kind of answers were they looking for

For general context: anything. I simply have trouble understanding what people want Lol]]> 2021-01-17 08:38:10 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094961204 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094973419 2021 so far]]> 2021-01-17 08:45:41 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1094973419 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095000894 Stay positive !!!!!]]> 2021-01-17 09:01:14 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095000894 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095283572 Listening is more than just a skill. It's a gift. Can you imagine how exhausting it must be to listen? And when I say listen, I mean listen. Even in texts, you can listen. I can definitely tell when people give a thoughtful reply versus "hahaha hihihi huhuhu". When you listen to people, you make them feel heard, important even.

To the one who never minds listening to my non-stop nonsense, you have no idea how much I appreciate you. I wish I could offer you what you've been able to give to me.]]> 2021-01-17 11:51:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095283572 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095327705 Sebentar ku pulang (pulang)
Cari rezeki sebentar untuk aku bawa pulang (pulang)]]> 2021-01-17 12:18:22 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095327705 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095380278 2021-01-17 12:52:34 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095380278 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095521459 2021-01-17 14:22:48 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095521459 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095603525 2021-01-17 15:12:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095603525 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095605801 2021-01-17 15:14:12 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095605801 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095616044 Damn, getting fat and cant care less for what monstrous I've become. ]]> 2021-01-17 15:19:58 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1095616044 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1096596375 Alhamdulillah Liverpool turun]]> 2021-01-18 04:05:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1096596375 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1100015517 I want to eat food without guilt]]> 2021-01-19 07:48:28 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1100015517 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1100948894 tk ready. current and past unsettled posting pun entah ke mana. mcm mana nk masuk posting baru. . .

]]> 2021-01-19 12:43:09 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1100948894 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1114428535 Terjaga dari 'take 5']]> 2021-01-22 15:20:01 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1114428535 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1117736620 What can i do for tbus my mistakes? Is that i am bad person?]]> 2021-01-24 02:54:42 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1117736620 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118040395 Selamat masuk posting baru guys! 😭]]> 2021-01-24 07:09:37 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118040395 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118239120 Confess only if you have the intention to marry them ]]> 2021-01-24 08:51:35 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118239120 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118335522 It stressfull when people dont appreciate your work]]> 2021-01-24 09:42:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118335522 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118943550 Aku tak okay, sakit belakang.]]> 2021-01-24 15:20:03 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1118943550 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1119046948 2021-01-24 16:10:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1119046948 Synonymous https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1121019795 Kenapa zaman sekolah dulu ustazah tak bagi female students pakai perfume?]]> 2021-01-25 09:31:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1121019795 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1123029000 our body perceive rejection the same as physical pain. i guess that’s why it hurts.]]> 2021-01-25 17:07:27 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1123029000 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1125584563 i would like to request a forum discussing recent topics on the left side of this page @mainboard please do something, we need a thorough discussion like what they've done, yet anonimously

-sincerely, anonymous-]]> 2021-01-26 08:31:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1125584563 Synonymous https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126211291 Can we be disagree with our cikgu/ustaz/lecturer etc? I mean like not "Ye baik ustaz" all the time without concerning our rights? Ke tu dah kira derhaka, ilmu tak berkat? And give me the definition of "redho".]]> 2021-01-26 11:39:36 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126211291 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126262974 Random tapi if pkpb, uia tukar jadual balik ke? Or kita tetap RTL sampai bulan 4 ]]> 2021-01-26 11:58:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126262974 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126727191 2021-01-26 14:02:40 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126727191 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126906349 2021-01-26 14:35:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1126906349 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1129447248 Betul ke lelaki tak suka perempuan yang lebih daripada dia? ]]> 2021-01-27 00:20:29 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1129447248 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131310009 can you guys share how to handle friends yang kuat gelabah ni? ]]> 2021-01-27 12:53:06 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131310009 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131346395 off topic, what do u guys eat masa study. i mean makanan ringan like oreo ke..]]> 2021-01-27 13:03:59 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131346395 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131355373 what's the nicest way to reject someone]]> 2021-01-27 13:06:21 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131355373 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131390488 Kalau korang pergi potong rambut, korang cakap nak potong macam mana kat barber tu?? ]]> 2021-01-27 13:15:13 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131390488 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131838163 share your funniest joke
i wanna laugh]]> 2021-01-27 14:42:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1131838163 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1136104795 my toxic trait is i easily annoyed with people, could you suggest me how should i get rid of this trait? how should i accept people as it is?]]> 2021-01-28 13:02:28 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1136104795 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1140067467 rakan rakan, kita bertahan sikit lagi okay :)]]> 2021-01-29 10:37:11 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1140067467 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1140092050 Hey there, it is not about me being rejected. It is about me rejecting someone. I have knee this guy for a long time, since sem 3 CFS. Had a thing with him in the early 2020 and end it just before we going home for covid19. This guy is okay before we had a thing. Just like any other cool guy i would say. And I didn’t expect he would has this kind of attitude.

He was okay until at one time, I have a club meeting, and didnt reply his text. He started to kongkong me, asked me setiap waktu and when lambat balas, merajuk la and so on. I felt so tired at that time. Rasa macam aih lelaki ni memenatkan betul la. Idk what has happened to him, so I told him, I need space and we are done.

I hope you guys can learn something from this. ]]> 2021-01-29 10:46:54 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1140092050 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1140907060 Being rejected without confessing hurt thousand times more. From that day, I learned not to let my heart on someone. But I havent move on from that person fully yet. It have been almost a decade. Opinions? ]]> 2021-01-29 14:57:05 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1140907060 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1143436762 2021-01-30 12:37:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1143436762 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145052095 2021-01-31 09:51:51 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145052095 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145054443 2021-01-31 09:52:57 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145054443 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145055168 2021-01-31 09:53:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145055168 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145055757 2021-01-31 09:53:31 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145055757 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145065939 2021-01-31 09:58:34 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145065939 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145069326 2021-01-31 10:00:10 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145069326 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145071203 2021-01-31 10:01:06 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145071203 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145073493 2021-01-31 10:02:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145073493 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145113437 2021-01-31 10:22:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145113437 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145280616 Wow so many new memes!!! Thanks!!! ]]> 2021-01-31 12:01:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145280616 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145306784 2021-01-31 12:17:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145306784 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145416221 2021-01-31 13:23:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1145416221 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1146219226 When I get to wake up every day and being given the chance to repent past sins, alhamdulillah (hypothetically putting the part where im also being given the chance to create even more sins aside)]]> 2021-01-31 20:14:20 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1146219226 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1146801684 2021-02-01 03:21:29 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1146801684 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1146886739 When i realise that im finally able to look into past trauma head-on, embrace it, and have people behind me supporting me in the process. Maybe im not so alone anymore. 

It took me a good 5 years. Healing isnt easy but glad i made it. ]]> 2021-02-01 04:15:37 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1146886739 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1153988264 what if you guys actually have your own jipyeong but you guys dont realize it]]> 2021-02-02 14:56:33 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1153988264 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1158181468 2021-02-03 11:35:06 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1158181468 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1159086794 2021-02-03 14:58:48 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1159086794 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1162863953 2021-02-04 09:54:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1162863953 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1162869735 "It's okay to run around like an idiot crying for help. As long as you don't slack off from your own effort" -Natsuki Subaru (Re:Starting Life in Another World From Zero)]]> 2021-02-04 09:56:18 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1162869735 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1164082079 feel free to drop any study tips/year 3 tips/motivation]]> 2021-02-04 14:55:58 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1164082079 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1164209394 2021-02-04 15:16:22 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1164209394 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1165053078 I miss our friendship...]]> 2021-02-04 17:35:35 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1165053078 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1167046402 2021-02-05 06:28:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1167046402 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1167170063 2021-02-05 07:45:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1167170063 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1171164098 you are either this or psychopath, no in between]]> 2021-02-06 10:51:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1171164098 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1171210741 2021-02-06 11:27:43 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1171210741 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1172634445 Whats the point being a dr if your family doesnt listen your advice, due to the reason were still medical student]]> 2021-02-07 06:39:22 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1172634445 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1172773239 2021-02-07 07:44:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1172773239 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1173184623 I used to be that person who whatsapp people and share many things online but now, after all the things that happened, i learn that sharing with other especially your anger, feeling and ranting about stuff online will bring nothing but a bad reflection about yourself and people will assume things. I learned my part, but i think i went too far that i never trust anyone with my feeling, I've stop messaging other about stuff other than works and cut off any conversation with others as fast as i can. I realized, keeping up things make my heart hurts, and it plays with my mind, it felt like my heart is going to burst, there are times that i feel stabbing my heart might resolve the feeling, i once took this sharp end and scratch my hand , it doesn't bleed but it leaves a scar for a week, I'm afraid this is the start of me doing self harm, the thought of doing it using a razor keep on playing in my mind, I'm confused, maybe shifting this pain in my heart to a real wound can work. I know this is quite long, and some might say, go get someone to talk to, or writing here will not change anything if i don't tell who i am, but this is the best i can do, im not looking for attention but maybe  at least share something here may help me and i have no one to go to. So yeah.... Sorry and thanks if you read this till the end. 

]]> 2021-02-07 10:46:09 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1173184623 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1173501563 marriage is whatever. you wanna get married? go ahead. just because you're married doesn't mean you have to cohabitate ie live under one roof, though it is a more economic decision and one of the reasons people get married in the first place. i guess marriage is just the legal way of saying "she/he's mine! now f off!". obviously there are so many things you have to discuss with your significant other before getting married, like whether you want kids, where you want to live and all that. but people seldom talk about these things anyway. and then problems arise and you're baffled as to why you chose to marry this person in the first place. big oopsie. btw does anyone here know what they teach in kursus kahwin? i always thought that kursus kahwin was to prepare couples for marriage. well look where we are with the divorce rates. so i guess it isnt really working.]]> 2021-02-07 13:35:35 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1173501563 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1174576292 2021-02-07 22:57:35 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1174576292 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1177653438 as much as i enjoy the company of a partner, or romanticise the idea of soulmates joined together by marriage, i realise that ive become fearful of intimacy. whenever i get close with someone i tend to push them away because im scared. i try to shoo the fear away every now and then but it keeps coming back. maybe its just my insecurity. my fear of not being loved the same way. or maybe deep down i just know that im not ready yet, that i need to focus my attention on myself. whatever it is, i dont think im ever getting married.]]> 2021-02-08 15:55:37 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1177653438 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1180133284 it's better to have even just one uncomfortable conversation to discuss your problems with your friend rather than keeping it to yourself for the rest of your life. kalau simpan, masalah tak selesai, friendship jadi sour, dan member pun blur tak tau apa sbnrnya masalah dgn kita. at least when you know where the person is at and vice versa, you can settle your differences and move on from there.]]> 2021-02-09 03:17:52 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1180133284 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1190515577 How can I love someone else when I don’t even love myself :(]]> 2021-02-11 04:12:24 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1190515577 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1192663135 It must feel nice to have someone that you can talk to. I wish I have too but yeah I live in spain but the s is silent.]]> 2021-02-11 15:07:58 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1192663135 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1195144780 Acad taknak jawab past years sesama ke]]> 2021-02-12 01:47:23 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1195144780 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1196125061 can yall share what scares you during your childhood? mine was dengar bunyi orang grill dinding]]> 2021-02-12 12:15:31 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1196125061 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1201030262 Lelaki kalau body tak berketul lagi tak tau la buat ape kat rumah.]]> 2021-02-14 12:59:32 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1201030262 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1207802027 Sorry I've ruined us ]]> 2021-02-16 17:03:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1207802027 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1214771570 hurray hurray it seems like balik mahallah hampir menjadi satu realiti. though i wonder, walaupun dah balik, dah quarantine, pergi hospital nanti, apa je kita boleh buat with the whole pandemic still going on? oh well. at least dah boleh balik. hurray hurray. its time to trim down some body weight to make sure i dont look like a monster bila dah sampai]]> 2021-02-18 11:12:37 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1214771570 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1222295925 2021-02-21 01:57:36 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1222295925 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1222985790 Just eat whatever you want. You only live once. Yang penting, the quality of your lifespan, how do you live your life, have you became a good person? The quantity of years lived is not important, but, the quality is. Yang penting, lifestyle kat akhirat nanti, nak hari2 kena bakar ke, or nak hari2 lepak syurga. 

Sekian dua sen saya.]]> 2021-02-21 09:57:26 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1222985790 aimanfirdausfadzili1216 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223036309 Quarantine is fun, if you make it so.

Feel free to share your quarantine life here!]]> 2021-02-21 10:24:45 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223036309 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223380546 As someone who lived mostly away from my family (asrama and stuff), I'm thankful for the time I'm able to bond at least a bit more with them. ]]> 2021-02-21 14:09:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223380546 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223384747 Kalau takleh balik raya,kita raya sama sama okay]]> 2021-02-21 14:12:17 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223384747 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223389761 A friend of mine once said that they didn't want to go back to iium bcs if the world were to end, they would want to spend the remaining of the time they have with their family. ]]> 2021-02-21 14:15:14 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223389761 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223395239 I have to say, bcs of this 'staycation', I'm learning abt myself a little.
When you're away from people, the solitude sometimes forces you to deal with the problems/emotions that you have been avoiding. Especially when socialising with friends is the way you escape from dealing with them.  ]]> 2021-02-21 14:18:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223395239 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223483413 For those who had the opportunity to meet or even had a vacation with friends and family, be grateful and I’m happy for yall. I’m here, on my bed everyday, struggling with my own self. Hopefully there’s still happiness reserved for me. ]]> 2021-02-21 15:13:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223483413 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223589136 my house could be 5 minutes away from UIA yet I have started to feel homesick. the loneliness that I have used to for years, become awkward over a year. It feels like starting again a new phase of my life. from dormant to active life :)

]]> 2021-02-21 16:10:06 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1223589136 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1224544451 Semoga kawan2 saya semua ni dapat balik dengan selamat. Cant wait to see you]]> 2021-02-22 02:13:04 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1224544451 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1224616977 To my future self,

You’ve been through a lot. But hey, look at you now. All that’s happened in the past became your motivation to grow and to fight. Luckily, you achieved what you want and I’m really happy for you.

Never let anything or anyone ruin what you have now. Live your life, do what you want to do and love yourself more than anything else.

I know you’re happy now. All the challenges, pain, problems and heartaches you encountered were all your lessons now. Thanks to the people who made you feel so worthless because they were somehow the reason why you did want to achieve more than what they expect.

I’m glad, because you’ve achieved more than what you want, you became fearless and a risk taker. Remember, always put your feet on the ground and thank God everyday for helping you achieving what you have now.

Spread love and live your life to the fullest. Don’t forget to enjoy every moment and keep on creating great memories.

Love, 
your present self]]> 2021-02-22 03:08:08 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1224616977 theabidyunus https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1225127494 rasa macam takde masa depan je jadi doktor ni. nak dpt permanent post susah, nak sambung master takleh, nak lari gi swasta pulak tak tau siapa nak ambik, pastu nak kena fikir bayar balik hutang jpa lagi. hmmmm ntahlanak]]> 2021-02-22 07:18:57 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1225127494 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1227243822 2021-02-22 16:12:36 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1227243822 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1245727572 come on gais. im waiting for new memes]]> 2021-02-26 15:50:02 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1245727572 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1247923713 kalau dengar ade orang nangis malam2 tu diam2 je la. maybe tu aku tgh nangis sbb homesick]]> 2021-02-27 10:27:11 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1247923713 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1249737834 salam ada sesiapa bawak water heater tak? aku nak bawak megi tapi taknak bawak water heater ekekekekekeke]]> 2021-02-28 10:43:15 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1249737834 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1252643708 hai korang buat apa tu ]]> 2021-03-01 12:05:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1252643708 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1258476140 Taktau nak ckp apa]]> 2021-03-02 14:21:06 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1258476140 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1258563807 Dont let yourself think too much. Have some healthy distractions too (for me nap :) ) Stp masa berharga. Masa dgn family berharga, masa dgn kawan berharga n dia akan berlalu jugak. N this second, this moment wont come back ever. So make the most of it. And your emotions always valid. You are allowed to feel many things, but dont let yourself overwhelmed with it. You have life to live, so go make the most of it. You can do this fighting :)))]]> 2021-03-02 14:35:16 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1258563807 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1258740143 Macam mana nak hiburkan diri sendiri?]]> 2021-03-02 15:03:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1258740143 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1261762114 Bangun2 pagi dah kena serang monyet hancur koridor]]> 2021-03-03 02:52:13 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1261762114 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1262339001 2021-03-03 06:55:44 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1262339001 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1263365229 baru 2 hari rupanya kuarantin, kenapa rasa lama sangat?

]]> 2021-03-03 12:34:50 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1263365229 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1276837669 topik baru yuk]]> 2021-03-06 16:11:46 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1276837669 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1285294879 nasal swab? nope.
anal swab? yup.]]> 2021-03-09 01:53:21 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1285294879 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1287435185 2021-03-09 13:43:03 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1287435185 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1291387106 I'm a huge fan of who I'm becoming. He's good, he's happy, he's trying his best to get through this course. I like him.]]> 2021-03-10 06:14:29 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1291387106 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1293108305 tiba tiba dah habis quarantine

]]> 2021-03-10 14:33:00 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1293108305 https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1296009671 Being easily attached to something like environment and people is the biggest flaw I've ever had. When people can move on easily, it takes me awhile to forget and move forward. If there are other people who are easily attached like me, I hope you guys are doing well, because I'm not. ]]> 2021-03-11 02:17:25 UTC https://padlet.com/misykatwelfare/misykathohoya/wish/1296009671