Jesamine Comilang by JESAMINE COMILANG

My Biggest Fear;

jesaminecomilang — 2023-12-29 08:08:46 UTC

My Biggest Fear
My biggest fear in life is losing my family, particularly the fear intensifies when I think about the inevitable passing of my mother. For most of us, parents hold a paramount significance in our lives, being our anchor and a source of happiness. We find joy in their happiness, take pride in their pride for our achievements, and draw strength from their presence. They are a constant support, a pillar that bolsters us through life's challenges. However, what happens when that source of strength is taken away? Do we have the resilience to continue facing life's difficulties?

This is a scenario I've personally experienced. I could carry all my fears into the darkness as long as I was with my family. Yet, one day, my life took an unexpected turn, and the journey flipped, casting all my fears onto my family. Losing my parents, especially my mother, became my greatest fear, and unfortunately, it became a reality. Even though my mother is no longer with me, the fear persists. I find myself questioning how long I can navigate the dark road of life without them.

The loss goes beyond the tangible aspects. It's not just about not being able to talk to her or touch her; it's about missing her smile, the source of my happiness. My fear isn't rooted in losing material possessions but rather in losing the person who brought joy into my life.

What keeps me going?

jesaminecomilang — 2023-12-29 08:08:46 UTC

Despite facing numerous failures in my life, one thing persists: my dream. I harbor a multitude of aspirations that continually surface in my mind, especially in the aftermath of setbacks. However, I persist in my endeavors because I am driven by a profound dream for both my current family and the family I envision for my future.

Who am I ?

jesaminecomilang — 2023-12-29 08:08:46 UTC

Who am I?
Frequently, I find myself pondering the question: Who am I? Despite the multitude of opinions others express about me, it often feels like they know more about me than I do about myself—both internally and externally.

Here is a glimpse into who I truly am:

• I am a human being, having graced this beautiful world with my presence for a mere 20 years.
• I am the type of person who faces battles alone, navigating the challenges that life presents.
• I am rare and unique, possessing qualities that set me apart.
• I am beautiful and exude confidence, with a heart that guides my actions.
• I am someone who values the significance of small things in life.
• My hard work is consistently dedicated to the well-being of my family.
• I am in love with the person I have become today.
What sets me apart is the stark contrast in my life. I am capable of juggling multiple responsibilities—working throughout the day, attending school every night, and caring for my four siblings. I stand as the sole pillar of support for my brothers and sisters. Despite the demands of work, I manage to navigate through my academic projects. Providing both financially and materially for my family is a commitment I wholeheartedly embrace.

My uniqueness lies in my ability to tackle numerous tasks with resilience. I am unparalleled in my dedication and work ethic, a testament to my unparalleled commitment. In the face of various challenges, I stand firm, always ready to fight battles to secure victory, chase my dreams, and pursue the necessities in my life. That's who I am—an individual determined to overcome obstacles in the relentless pursuit of my aspirations.