merry christmas, lang^^

anader wan nasad hahahahaha. wala ra, i just want to remind you every important holidays (especially christmas) nga you’re important saako life and that you are a big part of it na:) 

share lang nakoo ha?…..

idk why, pero since grade 11 pa gyud kay i have this urj nagyud olwes to give u gifts (kraz ko naman kaw adto jusSkoO). i toldya, one ov my love language gyud ni T_T 

i decided to put all your wantss (waman guroy needs diri???) kay wa ra, da gowl iz to meyk u hapi:)

tho dili kaayo that expensive ako gift, or layk dili TS 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄 pero i hope u like it, gikan ni’s ako heart, swear hxbdhdjdjdjd. my goal gyud olwes iz to make you remember saako mga hinatag, layk sumting nga u won’t forget ba kay as a senti ferzon itz bery hahahahahahahahha

i’ll explain if nganong kana na mga gifts ako naisip hahahaahahahah

namberwan: jacket

• ikaw sie ay, kahilig na nato magbyahe pero di gyud gihapon ka magjacket hiaag uloo eyy 😤 dugay raba ka mahilantan noh?🙄 so mao to, nakadecide ko nga jacket gihapon na kanang naay ZIPPER kay initan man kaha ka’g hoodie. plus, i want too see you wear da tingsz that i gib yu, ataayyy butterfliessss🦋emmmz

nambertu: booksz

• i know na u layk bookkss. i love how your eyes sparkle everytime you see books ^^ or layk makakita ka’g sale sa IG hahahahahahaha. ang call it want yu want, ambot repost raman to nimo’s tiktok nya nakashare sad ka saako one time nga yu want to buy ingana2. edi syempre kay malakas ka sakern, sige rakannnn 😌 emz. nya kanang it starts with us something, gyatayyy nashock gyud ko ato kay nagshare ka kang maryel bitaw na ganahan ka ingatooo? (nya naa man ko ato so nakabati ko) actually, nakaorder nagyud ko ato na timeee tas nashock nalang ko kay sakto diay ako giorder 😭 random raman unta to nga order kay namili rako’s mga book store ba, sakto ra diay hehehehe.

nambertri: notebook with ur name:3

• i know you want journaling something, so yeah, notebook. naisip ko sad na butngan ug name nimo with your dream (or dream ba gyud) pero basta, daghan nay times na makabantay ko saimo nga kiligon whenever makabati ug “engr.” whatever the future holds, or layk if asa man ka nga path muagi, i know nga naa gyud na’s imong heart engineeeeeeeeeeeerrr!! i want you to write all your thoughts here sa notebook, mapa random mana or serious. basta tanan things nga you can’t tell me, or any people. at least makahibaw ko nga you have someone to talk to and to share your feelings to if ever di ka ganahan mushare saako.

namberpor: bonus picsSsz

• bonus naning mga pics actually, wa ragud, para naa lay remembrance baaa and para di ka kaayo mingawon nako 😌😌😌😌😌😌😌😌 hayyyyysz emmzz hahahhaahahahahahhaa

namberpayb: green kyu ar code

• those are the songs that remind me ov yu. some kay sa lyrics ko makadum2, some sad kay sa melody lang ko makadum2, and some kay sa vibe ko makadum2. ang uban pud diha kay mga songs na you used pag post nimo saako saimo story (dibaur, i remember ebreting hdhdhdjdjd wa ra hahahahahahahhaah)

nambersiks: black kyu ar cod

• hahahahaha datz a compilation ov my moments with you:) moments where i feel happy, safe, and (kilig syempre). i chose that song kay ikaw ako madumduman ana. you look and sound EXACTLY like da intro ov da song. that's how i feel when i'm with you djdhdhdhshx sakto na kay lantad na kaayo ako ader sayyyddd.

       sorry tuod saakong actions atong year-end, wa ra na jak roberto rag ahat:D (i gib myyYy oLlL) pero wa raaa ober rato hahahahahaha nitukar ra akong attitude nga dili dapat igawas kay way rightsz haahahahahahaha. don’t worry, try nako maghide sunod juskoo 😭 siguro naglagot rako kay naunhan 😤😤 (menti rakan maunhan cheeEeeE)

dugay ra gyud ning gift saako kamot cy hahahhaahah and dugay rako ga plan to give you my gift on christmas eve (idk if christmas eve bani nako mahatag kay basin ma excite ko ba nya competitive baya ni’s ante emzzz ahahahhaa juk), kay wa ra, it’s more special man gud if ingana tahay (tana di ako ma excite kay para xmas eve gyud mahatag, pero if di gani xmas eve, edi wa nako kapugongg, sorehh lang T_T).

update: nakadecide ko di nalang xmas eve kay dat would be so suspesh saimo parents, magunsa man tahay ko 12am diha ataayyy so yeh...

i just hope and pray lang gyud na nothing will change saato duha, like ato mga bond and the way we communicate with each other ba. pero cy, no matter HOW MUCH i want you, dili nalang sa gyud nako himuon because naa man tay joji gud. i can’t help but think about how would they feel if ever e pursue tika. if unsay mafeel nila earl, or layk it’s weird man gud kay girl baya kooo nyaaa siguroo weird pa saimo, tas kung unsa say mafeel nan ato classmates (okay naman si raven kay na husay na gyud namo ang tanan and clear na among pag ka sturya, she knows naman sa everything), nya ang imo sad parents bchdhdjjdd di man kaha sila open ug ingana. pero main ang joji gyud. i can’t lose them, you can’t lose them sad, kahibaw ko. that’s why pilion nalang nako ato friendship ay kaysa sa apil ka mawala saako:( i would rather choose our friendship nalang gyud. i would do everything just to keep you:( thiz iz really bothering me na, sucket shas hart actually hahahhahahaha. maybe in another world, naay sayrel ug deyna (emmzzz kacorny ew pero dili eww) or basin dili diay in another world, in another time ra gurow? charezz delulu momintzz. just pleasee pretty pleaseee don't avoid me. ma crush gyud ako heart kung inganaa huhu. di ra gani ka mutanaw saako sa mata, magobertenk nako, unsa na kaha nang likayaannnhdxdhxhx.

please continue existing in my life:)

pero basta ha, never hesitate to talk, rant, or uno ba saakoa. i’m still THAT person, cy. niamin ra ako saimo about what i feel, pero ako gihapon ni. you can always run to mee, u knaur dat. 

i will always be your one call away, your shoulder to cry on, and your safe space, your solace. i can be your ray of sunshine when everything gets dark (emee) as long as i’m here, lang, you will always have a “person” ^^ 

te amo mucho

je t'aime

i love you.

merriest merry christmas, my sayii.

lots of love,

deynaluwin^^