My Long Road to Perfection by ☂ Rachael ☂ https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan My history with Anorexia is long and complicated. I'll save you the sob stories and just get on with progress and show you the wonders of having yourself as your best friend. Remember if you're ever in need of a "pick-me-up", or anything to help guide you down your path...I'm here for you. I know what it's like to have everyone against you, and basically having no supporters. Nobody in this world understands you, and that's precisely the reason you're on this blog - to show people that you're more than just a punching bag. Someone once said to me, "People kick you when you're down". I'm here to make sure that doesn't happen. Contact me if you're in need of a friend, ana buddy, or simply someone you can confide in. With Love, Rachael. en-us 2013-07-30 04:33:30 UTC 2025-11-19 06:01:28 UTC hello@padlet.com Calories burnt a day... irachael https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11440562 According to this equation; I burn

1802.75616 calories a day. Just by 

doing nothing!

]]> 2013-07-30 04:33:54 UTC https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11440562 irachael https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11440956 2013-07-30 04:48:16 UTC https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11440956 irachael https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441036 2013-07-30 04:52:21 UTC https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441036 Plans irachael https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441047 Long story short; the government got involved because of abuse and the nurse told them I had an eating disorder simply right after she confronted me. The nurses also found out about my hesitation scars and I was kept in a "Suicide Prevention center" for about two days. Because of all of this, it's been putting a lot of stress on my dad whose struggling with cancer. I finally came to the terrifying conclusion to start gaining weight. I figured it was the summer and all I'd do is rot in my room anyway. I'm determined not to let anyone see me fat and ugly. Since then, I've gained about twenty pounds and I'm burning on the inside. People think they're making me better physically, but as they're doing that; mentally, I'm deteriorating. But now...I'm done. I'm going to lose every single evil pound of fat I've hoarded and make myself beautiful again. I'm done with letting people control me, who in reality...couldn't care less. 

P.S. I'm normally not one to let out my personal information, but I want you to feel comfort knowing that you're not alone in this. I'm not sharing this for attention or pity. I'm telling you this out of the ... generosity in my heart. Yeah, I think that's the right word.

]]> 2013-07-30 04:52:53 UTC https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441047 Goal irachael https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441293 My grandparent's unveiling is coming up and I have to look perfect...for them. It's in five days and if my previous calculations are correct, not eating in five

days will make my body burn about two and a half pounds (more actually :/) I'm determined to do this. I've done it before, why can't I do it again?

]]> 2013-07-30 05:02:47 UTC https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441293 Mathematics irachael https://padlet.com/irachael/AnasSwan/wish/11441317 1802.75616 (Calories burnt per day) X 5 (Days) = 9013.7808 Calories (2.57 LBS) *And these are calories burnt by doing

absolutely nothing!

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I'll try. Even if I don't, I'll be sure to leave a follow up post in two days. With Love! ~ Rachael

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