Letters To Als by

MACHI

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 05:10:21 UTC

hi mom, it's me, your favorite babie. hehe kidding. i love you so much!! i don't show it that much but i'm so thankful to have you as my mom and as my friend. you don't know how happy i am that you're still friends with me. you're forever my mom and i can't ask for a better one. zac is also thankful for you because you're sweet and caring. i think the same. you're sweet and caring for the people you love and i think that you're a huge blessing not only to me and river dad but to everyone who surrounds you. we're thankful for your existence. don't ever forget that, momma! and if you do, i'll make sure to let you know. <3

MIMS

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 05:13:17 UTC

hi vivi! it’s mimi. we already had a talk, but just know that i 100% stand by everything i said. i love you, so much. and i appreciate you, so so much – maybe even more than you know bc i’m so bad at being here sometimes. but you’re a type of light for me and it will forever be that way as long as we know each other. i hope you don’t beat yourself up over things you can’t control. it’s hard to ignore, but life is a lot like that and sometimes you just have to say “fuck it” and go with the flow. you have such a big and kind heart, it’s really hard to ignore you – and honestly, i think at this point, whoever gets to be your friend? whoever gets to know you on a personal level? should be honored. i know for a fact that i feel super duper honored. i hope you feel better, queen. you deserve the world and more.

YUKI MOM

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 05:13:55 UTC

hey baby bun!

momma is here~ i would like to say that you are one of the people i love the most here. you are kind and precious and a good friend as well. i want you to remember that many people are here with you, supporting you even though we are literally half the world away from you. remember also that you are here because you are destined to be here. if you need someone to cry on or someone to listen, i am here okay? i love you always.

als

2019-09-21 05:17:18 UTC

hey bih, we’ve been together so long that I can’t keep track how many times I’ve dragged your ass from rock bottom. I love you though, no matter how annoying you are. how clueless and oblivious you are, but that is you and I wouldn’t change that of you. you’re perfect the way you are and I know sometimes we fight but I just want to let you know that the weeks that we didn’t speak together- I missed you, a lot. I found myself thinking about you when we were friends but I’m glad we are friends now. though I know you don’t tell me stuff on purpose cause you know how I am, I wish you would come tell me things and not bare things on your own. I want to be a friend that you can turn to, I promise I won’t judge you as much. heh, kidding. you know, I will and you know how I don’t like sugarcoat things. I want the best for you and I want you to know that even though it might not seem like it to you, based on what you feel. anyways, I love you. just know, you have a friend in me. heh. love you als.

YO MAMA

2019-09-21 05:20:34 UTC

hi im not good at these types of things and typing sappy stuff isnt rly my thing but i want you to know that i love you and i care for you. you are by far one of the greatest and friendliest and most caring person i have met on fl and i hope one day you realize how specially amazing you are and come to appreciate that abt urself. stay sexy -ryon

LUKA

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 05:22:20 UTC

vivi! do you remember when we first met? we said that we were twins, and then we were best friends, and then we were just regular siblings. our relationship has always been evolving since we met all that time ago.

it's really funny to think about all the good and bad that we've been through. the laughs and the tears. we have stuck by each other through it all and we always will, won't we?

i know, i say this all the time but it's because it's worth being repeated: you're very much loved and cared for.

it's hard to want to be here sometimes and we'll wish we weren't here, or think the world would be better without us, but i want you to know that there are so many people that are glad that you're here. it's okay to fall like this but know that we're all with you, offering you a hand and a shoulder to cry on.

sometimes there isn't the right words to say when one feels this way, but please... we're here to cry with you, sit with you and cry with you. you're not alone.

als, i love you so much. i will always love you and you will always be my best friend. i want to make so many more memories with you, and i hope that you will have happier days ahead of you.

i hope every day that you will have an easier day, one filled with warmth from those around you and from within yourself. i'm always wishing that you will feel loved and have a good support circle, so we can help you believe in yourself... or at least show you that we believe in you even if your brain is telling you otherwise!

our brains can really get us sometimes, and it kind of really sucks. i understand.

if this is a little selfish of me, i'm sorry... but i want to say that i'm happy that you're here and that you've been born.

i think i'm starting to ramble but... i love you so much! i hope this little message really showed that. aaaa. you're very important to me and many others, als.

you're a great person, friend and girlfriend. i know you are. i believe in you; we believe in you. i'm sure every single one of us (your friends, river and your family) is happy that you're with us and that we had the chance to meet you in this lifetime.

i love you!!! always!!!!!
*inserts typical luka pistol & angry face emojis*

wildin ™️ guess who

2019-09-21 05:23:19 UTC

VIVIVIVIVIVIVIVIAN. MARI. I still remember that betrayal from finding out how you and marcus started. I jk. THAT CUTE CUTE COUPLE. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT. makes me miss animus but then again, I also enjoy the wildin out tendencies. you're the only one that 100% supports me and my hoe tendencies. to the top of all tops, coughs. please never forget that you have a lot of people that like having you around. me included <3 bad days are just days, or bad feelings will eventually fade. I hope that if you ever have down times again, you have friends surrounding you that are willing to listen.

ELISE

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 08:38:14 UTC

VIVI. I'll never forget how you were one of the first friends I ever made on here. I think I posted a tweet about feeling lonely because I was having a hard time establishing friendships and you offered to be my friend! I'll never ever forget that because it made me feel so happy and welcomed here. you're such a beautiful, fun soul and you radiate so much joy and happiness! It's hard to not smile whenever you're around and I hope that you know that you mean so much to a lot of people, including me. keep being the wonderful person that you are and never change anything about yourself, okay? love you! <3

Eli (@ circustings )

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 09:13:30 UTC

hey, you kinky dumbass.

as much as i bully you and clown you, you know i appreciate you right? i appreciate you and i love you so much as a friend.

you deserve the world, you loser.

ILYANNA

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 09:40:57 UTC

Vivi, my dear friend, you know how much I love you and appreciate you but I shall always remind you this every chance I get! I love you more than anything. From a rocky start to a wholesome friendship, you’ve been there for me through thick and thin so remember to let me do that for you too!!! I love you, Vi. Remember that!!

HANAKOKOKRUNCH

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 09:43:23 UTC

mommy {name}!!!!!!! because you changed your name couple of times i couldn’t keep track. its ur daughtie bbg hana! thank you so much for sticking around for about a year now and i wanted you to know no matter how weird wacky tacky crazy you can be, i would always appreciate you and follow ur steps a bit eHEHEHEHE. i hope i get to meet you soon enough to have an ACTUAL hangout. and im sorry i wasn’t there most of the time for you :( ; but pls do know my chatbox are always free for u to rant in and i will always make some time to read and talk to you if that was the case. ilysm ok. hana daughtie forever muah uwu

♡

2019-09-21 09:53:02 UTC

hey, vivi!

i'm honestly not good with words. sweats. but you know, you're one of the kindest persons i've met? even back in ani, you tried to talk to everyone, despite being there for barely just a day. you barged into my dms and started the conversation (which i apologize for not replying to you in the end djdnfn).

i notice that sometimes you feel bad about yourself, and i think that's okay. it's okay to feel sad. people have their bad and good days, and to feel is what shapes a human being. but don't forget to take care of yourself, okay? don't dwell in sadness. your friends will be there to make you feel better. /i/ will be there to make you feel better.

whenever you feel sad, please remember that you have us, vivi. you have river. even during your darkest days, please don't give up.

p.s. whispers. i always admire baristas. thank you for making drinks to get me and everyone else who needs it going. receiving drinks made by you guys truly makes my day every single time. thank you.

with love,
h.

SKYE

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 10:07:25 UTC

Baby bwibwi, you're one of the brightest, cutest, sweetest, most precious baby I've ever known. I felt close to you almost from the very moment I knew you. I love that we fight a lot and how we resolve everything with cuddles :" I hope you always remember that I'll always be around for you if you need me even if I suck at replying my dms akdhaodjso love you baby mwah mwah <3 <3

ALEX (@ softxlilly)

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 14:36:31 UTC

Hello my crazy precious princess! I hope when you read this that you’re already smiling from the awesome messages you’re getting. First off, you are a strong person. A strong, strong person and I admire you for that. Haters will not stopyou and they shouldn’t because they’re losers. You’re a bad hoe. You’re also the sweetest person ever. You always care deeply for your friends and take care of them when you can. I love you and I’m super happy I met you because you’re such an amazing friend and fun. ♡

CAL brother

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 14:38:48 UTC

hey vivi, honestly at first i never thought i would vibe with you like this. you’re cute in your own way but pretend you didnt hear that from me. i appreciate you a lot. im sorry i’ve been busy and even took hiatus and we dont talk much during those time but always know that im here for you whenever. im just a dm away from you and would never leave you. you helped me during my awkward moments tryna look for more friends. thank you for that. goodluck in your work. ily sis

HEF ( Ani's Luna)

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-21 14:48:08 UTC

Hello vivi, I know we only met recently thanks to animus, and I'm not really good at writing message, to be honest I don't know what to say or what to write right now. But, I guess I just wanted to say that, thank you for being around. Back then at animus, and here too. You're so friendly, and you made people feel welcomed, you talked to everyone and it was fun when you were around. So thank you, I hope we can talk more in the future.

your furry baby 😏

2019-09-21 17:30:49 UTC

hey sexy aha.. ;) i just wanted to say that i love you so much and i’m so thankful for you!!!!! the day you adopted.... i’m so lucky 😔

I’m so thankful for your amazing ass!! even tho you bully me (rightfully so, i’m a clown) i love you the most!! youre a great friend, and a strong person and just!!! AMAZING!!!! youre just that emotional support friend that always makes you feel comfy and warm and safe and you’re just a blessing!!!

VI AND MIA

2019-09-22 02:14:43 UTC

Hi Vi!!

I want to say that you’re such a cheerful and positive energy to be around. No matter what, even on your bad days, you’re a good and will always be loved. I get sad when you get sad cuz seeing you down in the dumps is hard.. but it must be harder for you when you feel down. SO. I want to remind you that you are stronger than your bad thoughts and you have people who love and care for you so deeply.

I’m lucky to have known for the time I have and I am always here if you need anyone :(

Thank you for always welcoming me and making me feel welcomed. I tend to shy away a lot but you’re bright energy always brings a more outgoing side of me. I love you, Vi mama!

Ezrabelle

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 03:05:30 UTC

Hi Vivi! We may not talk much after animus but I’ve always enjoyed and loved how you keep the surrounding all bright and cheery with your presence! Your vibes make everyone’s bad day turns into a tolerable one and you make people feel comfortable around you. To be honest when we first met on Animus, I feel like could click right away with you bcs of your cheerfulness! Too bad we couldn’t converse much bcs this lady right here is a busy old woman sobs jk. I wish we could talk more and it’s really nice having you around! Also, last long with River! I’m still a M&M’s sHIPPER! !! Oh it’s RV now— Red Velvet cake couple uwu

P/s : I saw your ooc photo and I have to say you’re gorgeous af ; u ;

CASEY SON

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 04:14:13 UTC

hey mother, i’ve known you for a long time now, maybe 3-4 years but daaaamnnn and oof boy am i glad we met. you’ve brought so much joy and messed up shit into my life its honestly made it better. i’m glad that tou decided to adopt me, even though you have like 1628373883 kids but hey at least i’m one of em. i just want you to know that even though we don’t talk all the time, you mean the WORLD to me and i’d always check in on you to make sure ur okay every now and then. i honestly hope that we’ll always remain somewhat close to each other for the coming years and hey, maybe someday if i ever go to cali or if u come to singapore then we’ll get to meet! you deserve so much happiness and i wish you all of it.

love,
your son casey

JOSIAH

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 04:31:36 UTC

hey vi. it’s me josiah. i just wanted to remind you of how happy i am to be blessed by your friendship and presence. thank you for always listening and being my number 1 supporter. what i have always admired about you is your loyalty, how genuine you are, and how you always put your friends and family first. you are so loved. very much so. and i know that you have your downs, but just remember that even if you feel alone, you’re not. we’re all here holding you up bc we won’t let you fall. that’s what friends and family are for. everything you go through is only going to make you stronger. i cannot wait to see what the future has in store for you. love you!

JIAN daughter

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 04:33:42 UTC

dear vi,
you are my longest moots and u know i suck at giving this sweet memo but well u do know i love u v muchie. I’ll fight who ever hurt u ok bestfriend?

i just love u thats all. I SUCK AT THIS SHIT OK BYE

Harris (Theo)

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 05:17:42 UTC

Hey Vi! Ever since ani, you have been the most cheerful spirit I have ever talked. Some people have to work hard to make the atmosphere light but with you, it was just a natural move. You are just humorous, light-hearted and happy just the way you are. I am thankful that I am able to meet you. Continue to be you! You're shining a very bright light of your own.

CASSIE

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 06:11:29 UTC

Vivi!! My (nasty) baby, my love, my sister! I know things have been a little rough for you lately, I'm just here to remind you that you are loved, and you are more than enough. If the bad thoughts ever came across your mind again, please remember that I love you, and so does tons of other friends that care about you. You're a strong girl, I know you can get through everything. But it's okay too if you feel like you can't! It's completely normal, and it's alright for you if you don't feel like fighting for a day. It's okay, take some rest when you feel like you need it. One thing you need to remember is that I love you. We all love you. You're the sweetest person I've met and you deserve all the good things in the world. I love you, bub. Always. ♡"

FISH ROE

cuppacaffeinatedheart — 2019-09-22 06:40:32 UTC

hi, vivi!
did you know that you'll forever be our princess?! you don't know how happy we all were with your presence with us in the slytherin house! you've always been the light of our life, and it was always fun to bully and play-fight with you, too. sorry we didn't get to spoil you as much as we should have, being our princess, i mean! i hope that we get to join a place together again, soon! i wuv u. ♥︎

- fishy

Als/Alina/Brynn/Sel/Vivi

2019-09-22 07:04:55 UTC

Hi [insert whatever you'd like to be called as today], one of my longest and prettiest oomfs. Tbh, I don't know what's going on, bc I have been pretty much off fl for the last few days, but Shin told me that he wanted to do something for you, so I boldly assume that things haven't been the best for you as of late? SDJF. If I'm wrong, please just assume that I'm writing this because ily and I hope you know how precious you are to me, and to the rest of your other friends. look at all their cute posts. <3 _____ <3

Okay, so before I ramble on too long in my introduction, lemme get to actually saying what I wanna say. Tbh, I can safely say that I am So Proud of where you are today. I watched you grow from this... lacking in confidence girl to who you are right now, a girl who is surrounded by those who loves her, and I am really So Happy for you. Remember when you told me that you were upset bc you felt left out? I don't wanna remind you about that because I know how upset you were back then, and I'm so sorry for bringing up past, bad memories, but I just wanted to compare. How broken you were back then, and how you shine so brightly today. I am really very, very proud of how far you've come.

I also remember when you ranted to me about your rs, and how I told you time and again that you deserve so much better, because all those past people, they never cherished and appreciated you for who you are. You deserve nothing but the best, I thought that upon our very first meeting and I still do, right now. I am so happy that you met Shin and that he's your bf, I am so glad that despite the obstacles you've been faced with time and again, you managed to pick yourself up from where you are from and push on, and it is your determination, courage and strength that enables you to have all you have today. And I truly cannot be happier. You are currently surrounded by true friends who love you, who cherish you for who you truly are, kind-hearted people just like yourself, and a loving and wholesome relationship, yet you never let your past change you. You are still the same Als I met two years before, just an improved, better version.

Girl, you are living your dreams right now.

So I hope that whenever you feel down, or whenever things get tough on you on various other aspects of life (which I know they do, coz despite everything, your rl friends really are... sigh...), but I hope that you know that you are loved and cherished by all of us here on fl. We love you. I love you. And that'll never change. You'll always have us. So no matter what the challenges are in the future, face it and overcome with your head held high. I know you can do it, I believe in you. You're the best.

Sincerely,
Aaron/Ash/Caleb/Rosie/April/Xing.

sup dummy

wthefvck — 2019-09-22 09:14:16 UTC

you know who it is. and you also know that im bad at words. but i want you to know that you are a dummy. ive told you about it like everyday. okay kidding. but i wasnt lying. you are the dummiest. okay anyway. i want you to remember that you are loved by many. so whenever you feel down. you can always come to me or anyone you feel comfortable with. you are never alone. well bc ghosts are everywhere. okay kidding. back to business. you gotta know; one thing you have that other people dont is that you are always so cheerful. or like what people said a happy virus. keep it up. the allie that i know. the dummy that ive known for almost two years. we have been through ups and downs and whats left for you is happiness. so be happy always okay? or else imma flick your forehead. im not kidding. hi not kidding. all in all. i want you to remember with your dummy brain which always forgets just like mine; that whatever happens. you will always be a dummy. okay kidding again. well not really kidding. but anyway. i dont wanna make this message a longer one. so imma end it with this quote;
"lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down."

look im so extra. you better cherish it.