Breelyn: The Lady in Gray by Kendra Mackey https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt For Colored Girls who have Considered Suicide When the Rainbow is Enuf en-us 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC 2025-11-02 14:04:45 UTC hello@padlet.com 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909940 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909940 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909943 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909943 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909945 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909945 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909946 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909946 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909947 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909947 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909948 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909948 OCD 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909951 2019-02-25 15:43:46 UTC https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909951 19klm01 https://padlet.com/19klm01/t8crv5018mzt/wish/334909954
her eyes
stole my heart,
her smile
gave me life,
her presence 
made me high,
her touch 
left me breathless..
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I realized today that I    
     have stopped living   
           life. 
I am trying to get to the 
     next day.
Just living in the  
     thought of  
         tomorrow. 
I am not living.
I am waiting. 
I don't know exactly 
     what I am waiting 
         for. 
But I am kind of scared         of what it may be.
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it's because of you 
that i'm suffering today 
it's because of you
that I feel no one cares

dear father,

you aren't here with me 
though you helped 
create me
how could you push me 
     right out of your   
         world? 
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now she's gone. and all i remember is hating her.

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I’m grown now but I still feel like nothin / letting them boys in my house like it’s a trap / lyin to their faces when I say it was fun lets do it again sometime / tellin em whatever they needed to hear to get the fuck outta my bed so I cd go to sleep but only after I wash the sheets cause I cd still smell the cologne on them / some girls go wild for that smell but it just makes me want to throw up bc that cologne reminds me of being 14 in New York all over again / I don’t wanna remember anything before I was 21 / actin like I just discovered alcohol and I aint never had a drink before/ ha / funny / been high and drunk since I was 16 cause being legal don’t mean shit where I’m from and it don’t mean shit now / & I still feel like nothin
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