BLOG by Nian Benignos

Who am I

nianbenignos — 2023-12-23 12:13:31 UTC

I am Nian Rafael Benignos a 20 yrs old male , as the question of who am i ,I can describe my self as a ambitious person a person who ambition for a successful for and to have a brighter tommorow, i am an introvert who is ready to me an extrovert just for the one i love , I am also a serious person when it comes to my personal life and my personal goal , I am for a higher future and to make my parents proud and I am willing to do everything for them. I have a lot of belief in dreaming big and setting goals for myself. There are many things that I would like to achieve and do systematically in life. It includes taking care of my parents, siblings, and people around me. The most important thing is to dedicate myself to the service of others. There is nothing more satisfying than helping others. Therefore, I have to educate myself really well on things that I want to do. I am extremely friendly to all the people around me which makes me a happy person. There is a sense of happiness in spending time with friends. This also gives an opportunity to be part of their lives.

My Biggest Fear

nianbenignos — 2023-12-23 12:54:13 UTC

My biggest fear is my fear of failure. As a child I was accustomed to my performance meeting up to my high expectations. But, as I grew older and eventually began attending college I found myself time and time again not living up to my own expectations. My initial response to failure had been to continue persevering, but the more it occurred the more I turned to avoidance. The more I failed the greater my fear became and the more I feared pursuing what I wanted to do, what I wanted to say and when I wanted to speak. My biggest fear is that I'll find exact opposite. I fear someone who knows everything, someone who figure out my weaknesses, my past, my secrets, my mistake, my insecurities and my flaws. My biggest fear isn't that I'll go through life without finding someone who understand me. My biggest fear is losing someone I love.

What keeps me going?

nianbenignos — 2023-12-23 13:36:57 UTC

The many experience and independent elements in my life are what motivate and inspire me. Crucial roles are frequently played by elements including relationships, interests, personal ambitions, and a sense of purpose. Success, relationships, and an optimistic outlook are examples of external motivators that can enhance resilience and the capacity to overcome obstacles. In addition, intrinsic factors that advance people on their life journeys include inner strength, flexibility, and the quest of happiness.