https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon little snippets and reminders of my love for you. en-us 2018-03-20 02:29:40 UTC 2023-08-22 00:27:16 UTC hello@padlet.com https://padlet-uploads.storage.googleapis.com/168517256/3dc04d4c6aaba7f4f9ac17d61bb0514f/original_2.jpg j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243821253 2018-03-20 02:34:44 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243821253 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243821293 I've wanted to do this for the longest time as it's clearly something that was needed because I want - more than anything - to chronicle our love. I adore you infinitely, Kim Junmyeon and I never want a day to pass where you don't know that. You're the love of my life. My sun, moon and all my stars. I'm a kinder, more understanding, more patient and honestly, more loving person because of you.. and I could never thank you enough for that. 

But, I figure this is a start, yeah? ]]> 2018-03-20 02:35:08 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243821293 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243821883 While, unfortunately, I don't have my original message asking you to be mine - I'm sure it was disgusting and that's probably exactly why I don't have it, I have the only response that matters. 

Our beautiful new beginning. A response that was completely you. A response that completely is the perfect representation of you and I. 

I'm honestly so glad that I do have this. That I do have the proof of the day that you made me one of the happiest men in the world. ]]> 2018-03-20 02:38:11 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243821883 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243822513 God, I still can't believe how completely idiotic and foolish I was. I can't believe that I ever took you for granted. I can't believe that I ever thought that I could be happy without you. 

But at the same time, I do feel like it may have been a needed bump in our timeline. Losing you made me realize just how easily it is to take precious things for granted. It made me realize just how quickly things fall through the cracks and I would never want for that to happen again. I can't even begin to think of myself without you. 

The time apart from you was hell and it didn't take long before I was absolutely miserable and missing you. I'm so glad to be in a position now where I'm able to call you my everything. My day-to-day. The love of my life. My today and all my tomorrows. ]]> 2018-03-20 02:41:59 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243822513 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243823331 2018-03-20 02:46:45 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243823331 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243824175 People always say that the holidays are a time that people come together. I would have never guessed, in a million years, that after our falling out that we'd be brought back together - under the pretense of a simple friendship - because of Christmas.

While I was more than happy to accept that a friendship with you was all that I would get - peep my delight when casual conversation turned to flirting and casual bumps and touches - I consider it an actual miracle in December (see what I did there? +1 for Kris Wu, thank you) that our relationship blossomed from that spot.

I hope to spend every Christmas of the rest of my life with you, Junmyeon. I don't care how many strings I have to pull. I don't care if I have to make a 10+ hour flight just to be with you. I will do whatever it is that I can to be back in your arms by Christmas.

I also am looking forward to spending Christmas with our children, but that's a discussion for a separate note, hm? ♡]]> 2018-03-20 02:51:27 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243824175 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243825260 It goes without saying, but a moment that I refuse to forget, is the few times that I spent with you watching your drama. It was quite the ride for me, I enjoyed seeing and reacting to a performance other than my own. 

Another thing that goes without saying is that you have so much talent and so much potential and I couldn't love and support you any more if I tried. 

Please, always know that I support you and your growth. ]]> 2018-03-20 02:57:46 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243825260 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243825573 There's honestly no explanation needed here. Really. Just.. what are we? ]]> 2018-03-20 02:59:57 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243825573 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243825893 Not to be that guy, but deadass, this is how I look at you every single day of my life.]]> 2018-03-20 03:01:38 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243825893 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243826313 A love like ours isn't exactly the most ideal. I knew that from the start and I'm sure that you also knew that. 

Distance is a hell of an obstacle, but I'm more than determined to make the miles feel like they're nonexistent. 

Be it a call, a video chat, or even a simple text like this, I want — more than anything — for you to know that you are so dearly loved. That you mean the world to me, even if I'm away. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:03:50 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243826313 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243826907 You love me for who I am and that's more than I could ever ask for. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:07:54 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243826907 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243827163 You make me so, so fuckin soft. I can't even deal with it. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:09:18 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243827163 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243827709 I'd pencil this into the I'm Whipped saga, but this was more of an "I'm oh-so-horny when my boyfriend looks this damn delicious. This is pure SIN" and while I'd love to give that it's own count - there are too many moments to truly count so we'll just question — 

Did that shirt ever truly see the light of day? ]]> 2018-03-20 03:12:11 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243827709 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243828380 Well, just as you love me and my nerdy ass for who I am. I love and support you in your quest to be a member of Red Velvet. 

Whether that will ever happen, I've yet to see any results, but, I'm still sticking to my guns and hoping and praying for you, sweetheart. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:15:09 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243828380 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243828825 This is yet another one of my posts that really needs no explanation.]]> 2018-03-20 03:17:45 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243828825 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243829076 My most vivid memory of our six month anniversary was how terrible I felt lying to you and making you believe that I wouldn't be able to make it. I could hear the disappointment in your voice over the phone and it broke my heart. 

But, it all turned out for the best, right? ]]> 2018-03-20 03:19:43 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243829076 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243829456 2018-03-20 03:22:25 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243829456 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243829869 I, for one, am highly offended that on my own post my face is cropped?

Maybe it's because the main focus should always be you. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:26:04 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243829869 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830210 2018-03-20 03:29:16 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830210 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830261 I will always stand behind you with all of your comebacks and concepts. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:29:41 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830261 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830450 I'd like to thank Business of Fashion magazine for giving me a cover. I'd also like to thank Chen Man for taking the amazing photos that drew this sort of reaction from you. 

September 8th truly is a historic moment. It deserves to be celebrated yearly. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:31:35 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830450 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830730 I don't think that I've ever had anyone close to me care for me the way that you do, other than my mother, and it's a very... humbling feeling. 

It leaves a warm feeling in my chest knowing that you love me so completely. That you're so completely concerned with me and my health. 

Please, never stop loving me, for I will never stop loving you. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:33:55 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243830730 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243831210 Would now be a bad time to tell you that now - not only do I have RouRou and Vader, but I've gotten another new dog? 

You'll have to meet Yeezy soon as well. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:37:39 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243831210 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243831502 I can't believe I'm so heavily in love with a goddamn furry. ♡ ]]> 2018-03-20 03:40:09 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243831502 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243831774 You're my entire goddamn world. I don't know what I'd do without you. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:42:34 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243831774 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243832061 Commercials had me tripping and googling and trying to find out exactly the details on all this marriage stuff because I am that goddamn sure about you and I. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:45:10 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243832061 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243832440 You are the only person that has ever made me feel this way and I have never been this open with my feelings.

You've got me wanting to tell the whole world about my good fortune. 

You've got me feeling like I'm on top of the world. I love you, Junmyeon. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:47:43 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243832440 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243832775 The photo says it all. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:50:02 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243832775 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243833083 It was a little late, I was beat to the punch, but all the feelings still hold the same meaning. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:52:02 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243833083 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243833618 It's been a bit over a year and I can honestly say that I love you more now than I did a year ago. 

Hell, I love you more than I did a day ago. 

I love you more today than I did yesterday and tomorrow, I'll love you more than I do today. 

I love you for all that you are, all that you have been and all that you are yet to be, Kim Junmyeon. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:55:24 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243833618 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243833945 And, because I'm sure we both know that I'm not the only one that can be completely mushy and disgusting and embarrassing - though, I am amazing at it - I'm going to go ahead and include some of the cheesy things you've said over our relationship. It'll be an... interesting... waltz down memory lane. ]]> 2018-03-20 03:58:03 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243833945 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834245 2018-03-20 04:00:56 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834245 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834286 2018-03-20 04:01:37 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834286 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834450 2018-03-20 04:03:24 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834450 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834560 2018-03-20 04:04:34 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834560 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834776 2018-03-20 04:05:50 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834776 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834905 2018-03-20 04:06:58 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243834905 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835055 2018-03-20 04:07:59 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835055 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835248 I am STILL laughing at this, I can't believe you. ]]> 2018-03-20 04:09:26 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835248 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835393 You are beautiful. You leave me speechless on a regular basis. I am unable to properly express how absolutely jaw-dropping you are. Never change, my love. ]]> 2018-03-20 04:10:40 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835393 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835654 #truelove. ♡ ]]> 2018-03-20 04:12:28 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835654 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835800 2018-03-20 04:13:29 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243835800 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243836084 Yooooo, I'm a pain in the ass, how do you deal with me? ]]> 2018-03-20 04:15:51 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243836084 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243836400 2018-03-20 04:18:04 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243836400 j_yxvng91 https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243836464 As you know, our story is far from over. It's just begun. There's still so much I want to experience with you. So much that I'm eager to have happen.

But, I wanted to be sure that we could fondly look back on these moments and rejoice and remember how far we've come. 

I love you, Kim Junmyeon, I don't think I can ever say it enough and have it mean what I want for it to mean. It's hard for me to put it into words or quantify it, but you're my whole world. 

I love you, Aìrén. 

xoxo, K.W. ]]> 2018-03-20 04:18:29 UTC https://padlet.com/j_yxvng91/jiahenglovesjunmyeon/wish/243836464