Haunting touches and lingering traces. by Aizen.

Truly as hot as the Devil.

kaiairidessa — 2023-03-29 13:21:37 UTC

A fair warning, this little testimonial contains NSFW elements. Let me share about how much of a good fucker Mr. Aizen is. And how incredibly unforgettable he is at night.

He is a sweet, charming man whose pretty much a lovely gentleman by day. But such a rough and beastly Devil that could drive me insane. He marks me in ways that none other could, with his heated touches, his claws and his bites, and everything in-between just drives me crazy. He go rough.. way too rough, and that's just the way I love it. As for reference, we had a session together with a very sexy roleplay, and oh gosh his words... he's too much of an expert at it. Very vulgar, and very detailed, and everything good. He made a dominant man like me submit, make me unravel all of me and watch me beg for his dominance. He is all that anyone could ever ask for, to a toast of a hot night. So please, no hesitation to be with this man. But don't regret it, when you find yourself coming back.

2023-03-31 15:22:39 UTC

Kepada siapa pun yang membaca ini,

Saya ingin berbicara tentang seseorang yang membuka mata saya tentang keindahan dan hasrat yang sejati. Dia adalah Aizen Astarte, seorang lelaki yang sangat menawan dan tak terlupakan.

Ada banyak hal yang membuatnya berbeda dari yang lain, mulai dari senyum manisnya yang membuat hatimu berdebar kencang, hingga kata-katanya yang membuatmu terguncang. Namun, di balik semua itu, ada sesuatu yang tidak bisa dipungkiri — Aizen adalah lelaki yang penuh nafsu.

Saya tidak bisa menolak hasratnya yang membara untuk mencapai kenikmatan yang paling dalam. Setiap kali kami bersama, aku merasakan sensasi luar biasa melalui setiap sentuhannya, membuatku ingin terus dan terus memenuhi hasratnya.

Salam,
L ♡

Dear the King of my Heart.

poeniem — 2023-04-01 01:47:05 UTC

Now playing: King Of My Heart, by Taylor Swift.

You know i could never be honest enough when it comes to love, people said there was once a naive me who gave everything for the sake of heart. Not until i saw you, we met through rays and silence void, but then i realized there ain’t no comfort as best as what you gave to me; something that makes me wander at night how did someone as dear as you exist, perhaps, God was kind enough to let me walking through the same path as yours.

Our love is innocence, in purity, and numerous merry surround it. And i couldn’t ask for more, you make me feel like the luckiest: the happiest i have ever been through your single act. You taught me how there’ll be always soft romance hiding beneath the tough guy. And the way i could finally talk to little me, i wasn’t naive, i just haven’t met my Papa Ai yet. And now that i have, i hope you wouldn’t mind to see me more often. However, as long as i am still breathing on this realm, i would always pray for your well being. My sweetest, Papa. I would keep the poems you made me in me forever. I love you!

Love,
The moon.

Aizen, kewl guy

2023-04-13 10:30:36 UTC

It's crazy how quickly we hit it off, considering we were complete strangers just a few moments before. It's a testament to your easy-going personality and friendly demeanor. I mean, you're basically the personification of cool (asli lo keren banget) calm, and collected. And let's be real, your voice is hot. Lmao. But what really blows me away is your ability to hold engaging conversations like it's nobody's business. You're a true convobuilder, my friend, and it's no wonder that time flies by when we're calling. I could literally call you up on a whim and talk for hours on end without ever feeling like I'm dragging on the conversation. So here's to you, Aizen, the coolest friend ever!

My beloved Ai,

viernevictoiree — 2023-04-16 09:18:05 UTC

Thank you so much for spending the day with me yesterday, it was truly an unforgettable experience with you.

Aizen is a man who definitely knows how to woo someone inside and out and for this I definitely applaud him. It was definitely thrilling with you when I was able to wake up to your sweet kisses to when you made me all hot and bothered when you left me at home for you to work.

Speaking of being all hot and bothered, I can definitely confirm that he's an absolute flirt that knows how to make you want him and grab his attention, and his words will always gravitate you entirely toward him as well.

But even so, he's also a huge sweetheart as well and God, I would melt by the way he showers me with so much love and how he handles me with so much love and care when I'm not feeling my best.

Thank you so much for spending time with me sweetheart, our time may be short but, I will surely miss you with all my heart, body, and soul. So, I'll see you when I see you again, my dearest mas Aizen.

Daddy Zenzen!

domjericho — 2023-04-17 11:44:08 UTC

Hello, Daddy Zen.
Hehehehehehe maaf ya aku terlambat isi. Oh ya, our session really leave a special impression in my heart and my brain. You know, you're not just only treating me nice and well, you also did a great job on making me fell in love and addicted to you.

Need a lot of work to brush off your presence in my head, you know?
You're a mad crazy handsome man that I love with all of my heart.

I hope we can encounter another chance where we can be together again.

Until that day comes, I shall keep you in my special mind room. See you, Daddy.

— Your Pup.

And my blood craves your touch... again.

2023-04-18 01:39:31 UTC

I still remember how your nails trailed my skin, how my wounds were cut open into a cave so endearing. I still remember how you called my name—in a sweet manner that sounded like a heaven's gospel. You brought me to the side of hell I apparently enjoyed to my heart's content. Every little step I took made me in awe. A mere day wasn't enough, but that one day also inked a memory so bewildering in my mind. You are the sweetest creation of hell, you know that. In your lips, I laid; with the drips of poison, tasting a sin that is forbidden. I never thought I'd abandon heaven for someone who made me bleed.

For those who may visit this page because of your curiosity, allow me to tell you that what I said, each letter, is curated with truth. You will know how fear can be utterly magical. You will witness how the fire burns your skin in a soft way. What Mas Ai provides is what you think doesn't exist.

Sweet regards,
Your Valentine. 🌹

aizenastarte — 2023-04-21 13:32:16 UTC

The green-flag.

2023-04-23 05:31:22 UTC

Well, siapa yang bisa menolak pesona seorang Aizen yang dikenal sebagai the truly a walking green-flag. In positive way. Bagaimana Ai mendeskripsikan suatu obrolan menjadi pembahasan yang enak untuk dibicarakan, didiskusikan, dan dikomentari dengan baik. Bagaimana Ai bisa menjadi support system andalan ketika lawan bicaranya sedang mengalami masa lelah. Bagaimana Ai memberikan seluruh effortnya kepada pasangannya dengan banyak cinta dan kasih sayang. Bagaimana Ai nyatanya memiliki semua love language yang ada, yang dibungkus rapi dengan his personality and actions. Bagaimana Ai berjalan layaknya sosok pendamping yang siap untuk mendampingi, juga mengayomi lawannya. Bagaimana Ai sangat membangkitkan gairah ketika sesi panas berlangsung, dengan rayuan dan aksi yang mampu membuat suhu tubuh meningkat drastis.

Semua itu terbungkus rapi dengan pria terkeran sepanjang masa bernama, Aizen. Ai. Kakak. Terima kasih untuk waktu yang telah diberikan, sekarang paham bagaimana jika memiliki kekasih yang mampu mengayomi, membuat hati berdebar tanpa henti, membuat semburan pipi menjadi sangat merah eperti Ai. Ai, apapun yang kamu lakukan setelah ini jangan lupa selalu bersyukur dan tetap menjadi diri sendiri, ya? Tidak ada yang bisa menggantikan Ai di mata saya, and I'll choose him from now on. Be happy, love.

My beloved.

2023-04-23 14:17:31 UTC

Hai, kakak! Aku mau mengucapkan terima kasih banyak sama kakak karena sudah menemani aku selama seharian ini. Aku senang sekali bisa dikasih kesempatan untuk bertemu sama kakak and I wouldn't lie if I really enjoyed our time. Everything I've spent with you, kakak, I really appreciate it, and, honestly, I am so happy to be able to do so much, and share my story with you, with all my endless randomness. I hope you're not bored listening to my random stories.

I'm so fortunate to be able to meet you and to have the opportunity to be with you is an honor to me. I like how you treat me. You're always nice to me and always listen to my stories. You're as sweet as sugar ah or candy I like. I never stopped smiling every time I was with you. You always manage to make me laugh, smile and feel happy at one time. You've managed to get me in a good mood. I feel so loved by all your sweet treatment and I feel honored. Thank you for cherishing me and loving me.

Kakak, aku minta maaf bilamana aku ada salah sama kakak, baik yang aku sadari ataupun yang tidak aku sadari. Sekali lagi, terima kasih banyak kakak. Jangan lupa jaga kesehatan ya, jangan sampai sakit. Sukses selalu untuk kakak ataupun hal yang sedang kakak jalani dan lakukan, semoga diberikan kemudahan dan kelancaran. I hope kakak is always surrounded by good people, good things, and a lot of love from everyone in this world and may happiness always comes to you. Kakak semoga dijauhkan dari hal yang buruk yaa. Timakaci banyak kakak, have a pleasant day!

- C.

dear zein,

2023-04-25 15:13:48 UTC

halooo zein, maaf ya baru bisa mampir sekarang hiks. aku mau ngucapin banyak banyaaak terima kasih karena kamu mau nemenin aku selama 2 harian kemaren, i'm beyond happy!

pacaran sama zein tuh....selalu bisa bikin aku senyam senyum sendirian tiap saat. dia tuh bucin, not that overly but tetep bikin salting parah! he also being sweet yet possessive to me~

trus aku juga belajar banyak dari zein. aku suka cara dia mandang sesuatu, dia selalu bisa ngasih opini yang netral dan dewasa. asik banget ngobrol ringan sampe deep talk sama zein!

zein juga baik bangeeet karena tiba-tiba mau make twibbon ultah temenku. like, he's so unpredictable but i love him so much!!! aku beneran terharu karena dia baik banget dan juga mau mencoba deket sama temenku atas inisiatif dia sendiri. what an ideal boyfriend, he is.

zein, jaga kesehatan ya! jangan lupa istirahat, mam makanan enak dan banyak minum air putih. can't wait too see you later!

xoxo, b.

My Hubby Zenzen 🤍

2023-05-01 14:09:38 UTC

So here i am, your Ms. Wifey 🖤

I feel like I don’t have any burden on my back when I’m with you these past two days, thank you for making me the happiest girlie ever

Never thought that we connected that fast and comfortable with each other’s company, thinking about it maybe it’s just us that doesn’t have to try hard, enjoying the moment

I had so much fun while we are together, you are taking care of me very well and being attentive with everything i said, you paid attention to me which I’m grateful for (pardon this girlie for talking too much haha)

The way you treat me gently makes me feel like oh man, i got myself an amazing man!

Dude is being all touchy and kissy all the time and girlie just loves it a lot, thank you for being the sweetest man ever Zenzen 🤍

Would love to meet you some other time, let’s create another beautiful memories that we could cherish together, love ya ❤️

My Aizewn

2023-05-04 10:52:13 UTC

HIII, I'm deeply sorry that I just come here kakak! Only few days we parted ways, but I think I miss you already (always) hehe. Spending time together with Aizen won't be anything, less than amazing. AAA pokonya seneng banget. Kakak meski di luar kelihatannya cuek tapi aslinya bucin sekali🥰

Aku merasa disayang bangettt sama kakak. I love you how you care for me, how you love me like there's no tomorrow, how attentive you are, how you notice to every details of me. Not Aizewn that sent me bunch video of cattos and randomly talk about our favooo music and movies! He's very easy going and has lotsss of topic :>

Aizen with his magical hands. Selalu jatuh cinta sama editan kakak. Ohh! Sama tulisan dan playlist yang dibuat kakak, nanti aku simpen baik-baik yaa. Makasih banyakk🥺

Kakak, please always take care of yourself yaa. Stay healthy and be happy! I'll counting to the time I can give you my honey again. Ily! 💛💛

Red planet, sweet honey, M.

Mas aiii

2023-06-09 05:16:49 UTC

Thank you for extending your arms for me to get a taste of heaven itself. Being with you feels like being with a partner, lover, friend, and everything else. Thank you for always telling me I love you; that really makes me feel loved. Thank you for making me feel like I am always on your mind. Thank you for prioritizing me amidst your busy schedules and piles of work. I should say thank you a million times over for everything you've done. Thank you for treating me well—even better than I will ever treat myself. Thank you for making me feel needed, validated, and anything else good. Thank you for being tender to my heart, for listening to me, and for allowing me to show parts of myself I wouldn't even want my closest family members to look at. Thank you, thank you, thank you.

Mas, now I miss your big hands wrapped around me, and the more I think about it, the more I yearn for your presence. Your warm breath, your sweet skin, your intoxicating lips—all of you. Being raised as someone who always takes her own stand on anything, meeting you is like breaking my own rule. I love how dominant you are when we are both burned by the fire of lust, which leads me to the gameplay you want me to play. You did me rough, and I chanted my name as you changed my belief in love with your love. I still can't describe how you make me feel like aGAJSGSJS you really tease me like omfg HOW CAN???? Hot as hell but yet asdfghsoshs CAN'T DESCRIBE IT. AAAAA IM STRESSED OUT‼️‼️🥵🥵

Mas aiiii…. you’re someone who can't be traded for anything else. These six days spent with you were amazing. There were no days I spent without having a big, wide smile plastered on my face mueheheheh. UhUkk masss taw gk sie kalo mas tuh kek the first sight of cherry blossom after weeks and months of waiting it to bloom — soft to touch, and breathtakingly beautiful.

Hmm pha lgie yh ohhh…. I hope this won't be our last time talking JANGAN JERA PLZ NANGIEZ AK NNTI. Please take care yourself. I hope you have a smooth and kind life, dear. You deserve every goodness the world has to offer. LUPH YU BYE MLU

My dearest Mas Aizen,

2023-06-11 02:04:08 UTC

I’ll start off by apologising for coming by a little late. Other than being swamped with work, I also haven’t been able to find the right words that suffice. To say that the night I had with you was amazing would be an understatement. I‘ve never felt more secure while being ruined to the point of messing up my words, tripping over them until I had no choice but to merely leave my mouth hanging open and let my face that has twisted in pleasure do the talking.

I didn’t know being called by my last name would only make me crave such sinful touches until it escapes from your lips as you order me around, degrading me, and making sure I understood that you were in charge. You truly have no idea the effect you have on me when you called me so.

I enjoyed being your needy little maid and plaything more than anything, so I hope it won’t surprise you if I sneak into your office again someday, to remind you how much better I am than the woman you have at home, Mas. This is not me wishing you to have the media talking big against you again, but I do hope something frustrates you so much that you can’t help but toy with me as I make your little ones some pancakes.

Expect my return sometime soon, handsome. Until then, I’ll make use of one of the pillows again.

With love,
Your Jane.

To my savior, the gentlest one who saved me.

2023-06-20 09:02:58 UTC

Aizen, it amazes me on how much I could love someone. And it amazes on how much you could love someone, in a way that makes me feel so loved and cherished. I'm not very good at words, I think we both know that already, but please you're just such a good guy that I don't know where to start.

You have this sharpness in you, but also this edge of softness, and the way you handle me with so much love and gentleness. At first, I expected you to be this playful player, one who would string my heart and make me feel toyed, but how could you be so loyal, and lovely?

As I got to know you better, I realized that there was so much more to you than I initially thought. Your playful personality was just the surface level, and as we spent more time together, I began to see the depth and complexity of who you really are. Despite what I had assumed, you proved to be one of the most loyal and caring people I have ever met.

And yet, it's not just about how you treat me, it's also about who you are as a person. You have this incredible depth to you, this ability to see the world in a way that few others can. Your intelligence and creativity are a constant source of inspiration for me, and I feel so lucky to be able to have you in my life.

But perhaps what I appreciate most about you is your unwavering support. No matter what I'm going through, no matter how hard things get, you are always there for me, with open arms and a listening ear. You encourage me to be the best version of myself, and for that, I am eternally grateful.

There were times in my life where I couldn't seem to get things straight. Everything felt like it was going wrong, and I couldn't shake off the overwhelming feeling of despair. I found myself wondering if there was any real reason that I was even here. What was the point of all of it?

It was during one of those darker moments that you came into my life. At first, I was hesitant to let anyone in. I had found that people often brought more harm than good. But there was something about the way that you carried yourself that made me feel like maybe there was hope after all.

Looking back now, I realize that you saved me. You showed me that I'm not alone in this world, that even through all the chaos and confusion, there's always someone out there who cares. You gave me hope, and for that, I will be eternally grateful.

Aizen, I hate saying goodbye, so we'll meet one another again soon, right? I love you.

my fav person.🤍

avellayyyy — 2023-06-23 01:50:31 UTC

mas aizen thank you so much for accompanying me for four days, i am very comfortable with you. you are the most comfortable house to come home to because your nature is so gentle but can be firm, then your dominant nature, also loving. i am very very happy to be reunited with the figure i love so deeply.

thank you for always telling me my mistakes so that i can improve, thank you for accompanying me in sad and happy situations, thank you for wanting to come back to me, thank you for being a cool and good boyfriend, and thank you for the word of affirmation that has been given because it is really valuable to me.

mas aizen i hope you are always happy and also take care of your food and rest on busy days. hopefully we will meet again soon. see you when i see you mas ai

- your little princess🎀

Mas Sayang,

JasonBenedict — 2023-07-12 04:34:50 UTC

Mas Aizen,

Even writing this down, I'm feeling half giddy half nervous, because I'm afraid that my words can never be enough to convey what I felt for that beautiful two days we spent together. Your presence left such a mark in my life that no one else could have ever made, and that said something special about you.

Mas, how could someone who is so intimidating could also be someone who is so calming? I have no idea. But that was precisely what I felt when we were together. Your dominance gave me this sense of assurance that I could surrender to your command and that everything would be alright. It was such a repose for someone who had to go through a bitter and mundane life to entirely submit herself to you like that.

I'm looking forward to the days when we will paint yet another history. I'm looking forward to another sweet surrender where I'm handing you total control over my passion and desires.

Your Thorny Flower

dear mas zein,

2023-07-19 12:58:12 UTC

mas zein, halooo! maaf ya baru sempet mampir ke sini. aku mau bilang makasih buat nemenin aku kemaren! aku seneng bangeeet ngabisin waktu jadi milik mas waktu itu~

aku baru ketemu mas zein 2x tapi udah dibikin bucin banget sama dia! rasanya....kayak....gampang banget buat sayang sama mas zein. he's so affectionate, mature and kind! galak dikit, well but that's hot so it's acceptable hehe

and he's also god god god good in bed. like....really good. intinya kalo nyari pacar yang jago banget di ranjang, mas zein is the one! i could still felt his finger brushed my skin, it was burning hot.

mas zein, aku pamit ya? makasih udah jadi pacar sekaligus temen yang baik buat aku selama ini. jangan lupa istirahat trus hidup sehat juga.

jangan lupa bahagia ya? prioritasin kebahagiaan mas, okay?

i love you xoxo,
b.

kakak jorokku sayang<3

2023-07-22 08:07:07 UTC

kakak sayang.. even it's been days since our very first encounter, i can't deny but you're still pretty much alive at the back of my mind. while writing this, i can feel your burning touches set a fire on my skin all over again, for it has been longing for you. even so, i still wonder how could your presence be that soothing?

thank you, for loving me dearly ~~and nastily~~ in the way that i have always wanted—passionate yet affectionate, a hot yet fun date. submitting to you comes natural for me i truly enjoyed being your ~~fucked dumb doll~~ clingy little koala a lot.

i wonder which spells did you cast on me, kakak sayang? i'm bewitched, all putty on your palms. you've raised the bar, kakak, it's now sky high and only you who can reach that.

until we meet again, my madman. i'm leaving one wet kiss on the corner of your lips as a trinket of our unforgettable ~~filthy~~ encounter. i'll miss you a lot, kakak ~~jorok~~ ganteng. until i get to sit on your lap again? mwah.

ps i think you'll love the song that i attached

xoxo, your ~~pretty whore~~ pure little januari💋

Whisper of the heart

interdit — 2023-08-20 03:35:39 UTC

Mas Aizen,

Words have never come easy when it comes to describe just how spending days with you was like. It was like a lucid dream; borderline between reverie and reality. Days of feasting in senses and sensibilities. Days of my mind being set free and my worries came to rest albeit temporarily.

Mas, the way you evoke trust and my utter willingness to surrender to you is magical. Never for once did I doubt anything you told me, because you spoke them with authority and integrity. You gave me confidence, provided me with a renewed will to go on, and empowered me to just take a stance and say ‘fuck it, I will not stand down’. You are more than just a lover. You are my confidant, my counsel, my voice of truth and sanity that helps me to stay strong while the knots in my life unravel.

Mas Aizen, thank you. Thank you for both the beauty and the harsh truth that you showed me. Thank you for the wisdom and clarity, for the pleasure and torments, and for your valuable time and affection. This girl will always be yours, readily at your beckon and calls.

— your thorny flower

MAs AihHH

2023-08-22 13:19:31 UTC

HEHEHEHE pertama aku minta maaf sebesar-besarnya asli gomen jangan omelin aku plis karena baru isi hehehe dan maaf karna aku akan merusak keestetikaan disini.

Aku mau ngucapin hanupiz alias hatur nuhun pizan udah menemani makhluk yang tak kecil ini dan menerima mahkluk yang tak kecil ini sebagai seseorang yang istimewa luar biasa-PACAR wkokwowko, mas ai jahat guys soalnya dia seseorang yang bisa buat aku jatuh cinta berkali-kali (serius ga perez) akupun bingung kita semua orang udah ga bingung nanti kalau udah ga pacaran sama beliau HAHA. Misal neh kalian cari pacar yang bisa showering you with sweet words tiap saat disayang-sayang (asli feel loved) NAH AIZEN ASTARTE BRAY JAWABANYA. Beliau udah kek pake lengkat nasi pecel ayam yang dapet tempe, tahu, lalapan, sambel dan nasi seabrek serius selengkap itu dia raup semua itu segala love languange kacau dibabat abis coy. Pusing ga lu? pusing pasti gua udah pusing soalnya kek cintanya ga abis-abis?

Mas ai sumpah orangnya lembutttttttttttttttttt dan manissssssssssssssss banget selembut squishy grade paling tinggi, dia ga pernah marah (ketikannya emang serem dikit) tapi aslinnya dia ga marah guys cuman tegas aja dan ngasi tau pelan pelan sampe semua clear kalau kalian ada sesuatu yang janggal jangan dipendem juga ya dia beneran segoodlistener itu. TUH KURANG APA SIH AIZEN ASTARTE?

Selain good as boipren, dia juga good as a teacher BUAT YANG MAU STUDY DATE MTK ENGGRES?? BOLEH SEKALI GUYsSS cuman siapin mental rada banyak karna HAHAH AIZEN ORANGNYA PERFECTIONIST jadi dia mau lu pada kalau belajar sama dia HARUS sampe paham, ga perduli lu mau nangis ingus ijo kek ingus mejikuhibiniu juga dia ga perduli pokoknya lu harus paham TAPI DIA GA GALAK ABIS ITU MINTA AJA CIUM (iya jago ciuman, cium aja dia biar ga marah xixix) pasti langsung baik lagi hehehe.

Udah nih apalagi? OH urusan titit? alias bersetubuh? JAGO ANJAY DEMI LUKH BAKALAN HIDUP AMAN TINGGAL NUNGGU BELIAU HUA KACAU UNTUK URUSAN RANJANG DIA BINTANG 10 KALAU BISA NGASI SELURUH BINTANG YANG DILANGIT BAKALAN GUA KASI COY SERIUS SELEJAT ITU AHHAHA, tapi.. ada satu nih kalau lagi adegan ranjang gua harap lu pada jangan sekali kali sok iye jadi brat atau lu bakalan dapet "Jancok lo" kalau mental lu oke si silahkan kalau gua udah gamau lagi alias trauma dikit HAHAHAHAHHA WALAU AFTERCARE ABIS URUSAN RANJANGNYA OKE TETEP NANGIS DIKIT HAHAH. nih cocok ni buat yang cari Angry SeX sangat cocok beliau buat diajak gitu hihihi tapi ingat? jangan nangis karena percuma dia gabakalan berhenti (iya agak sikopet dikit) heheheheh.

Mas ai, sekali lagi aku mau bilang makasih banyak udah mau nemenin aku beberapa hari kemarin aku senang bisa ketemu mas ai dan jadi bagian hari hari mas ai, aku harap mas ai jaga kesehatan, makan juga banyak banyak, makasih udah mau mencintai aku yang sebenarnya aku juga bingung kenapa bisa kamu cintai sebegitunya. hWappy Kali aku pokoknyaa.
Im gonna miss you :(

Untuk Tuan dengan segala pesona,

2023-08-28 02:42:47 UTC

Banyak sekali yang ingin kukatakan padamu, kak. Tapi aku terlalu malu 'tuk katakan langsung ke kamu. Setidaknya, untuk satu dua hal sudah kusampaikan terang terangan. Aku sejujurnya, tak pandai rangkai kata. Jadi aku minta maaf bila tulisanku nanti akan berbelit belit dan berantakan ya kakak. Mulanya, aku betul-betul tidak berharap apapun. Aku akan menerima sebagaimanapun kamu dan sibukmu, kamu dan kurangmu, kamu dan lebihmu. Tapi rupanya aku senang sekali habiskan waktu denganmu, kak. Walau rasa rasanya, aku sering tinggalkan kakak kesana dan kesini ya... Maaf untuk itu. Aku senang ngobrol dengan kakak, senang dengan segala jawaban yang betul betul kakak pikirkan matang matang. Aku merasa kalau semua pertanyaan anehku rasanya jadi penting. Terima kasih ya, kakak. Aku pun sengaja memilih akhir minggu, dengan harapan agar saat bersamaku, kakak betulan dapat rehat yang penuh. Semoga, niatku bisa terwujud ya. Kakak, terima kasih sudah lahir di dunia dan akhirnya bisa membagikan kasih sayang untuk banyak orang ya. Semoga segala baiknya kakak akan kembali ke kakak juga! Sebab kakak berhak dapatkan apapun yang baik di dunia.

Salam hangat,
A.

To: Mas Aizen,

aegdonia — 2023-09-20 05:13:02 UTC

First and foremost, I would like to thank you for being patient with me. Especially since we have such a big time difference. And thank you for being so understanding!

I was a bit worried about my request since I haven't seen many people actually be okay with a stubborn brat, so I was pleasantly surprised when you really could handle me. Atleast I hope it was fun on your end just as it was fun on my end~

You were really attractive and harsh when you needed to be, but also fun and sweet when we were just talking about our day and what not. ♥︎ It felt nice to be understood and not seen weird for my interests since it's one of the things I'm not usually comfortable speaking up about~ But you made me feel safe!

Alas, I wish we had more time together.. But despite our short encounter, I do look forward to what the future may bring and hopefully it leads me back to you. We've barely had a taste and now I'm already craving for more. Until next time, Daddy. ♥︎

With love,
Your disobedient, obedient brat. ♥︎

Dearest, Aizen.

2023-09-25 07:12:14 UTC

HAI HELLO ANYEONG, your dinosaur here! Heheh sorry for coming here so so sooo late. Thought I should arranging another good words to be forever trace here.

Man with gorgeous name —Aizen. Thank you so much for accepting me, accept who I am to be, even when you already see my scars but you choose to stay and didn't get intention to leaving me while many way to there open. Thank you for fill this soul and calming this empty heart. Thank you for make me feel alive, bringing back how my stomach full with butterflies. Thank you for spare your time to just let me know what you doing or just hearing my random and ramblings things. I love the way how I feel for you and I love the feeling I have for you. You're the greatest thing ever happened in my life.

Also about how I feel for you, thought I already writes and arranged another beautiful words directly to you ya? HEHEHE.

Can't wait for another tale of us and until that, please be happy and stay healthy. Make sure you get a very good rest, don't forget to drink much of water, okaaAAAyyyYYYY.

Lastly, here a song I've for you. Hope you like it, rawr's daddy. 🌸

—your dinosaur 🦖

dear kak Aizen

zarivemile — 2023-10-16 06:51:50 UTC

kak aizeeeeen!!

kakaaaaak, makasih banyak ya udah mau pacaran sama aku selama dua hari. Aku beneran seseneng itu akhirnya bisa pacaran sama kakak.

kakak itu bener bener sosok pacar yang luar biasa hangat dan penyayang, aku bener bener ngerasa disayang yang luar biasa dan ngerasa nyaman banget selama pacaran sama kakak. meskipun pacaran di weekend kita sama sama sibuk dan aku sedih banget karna weekend ini banyak banget kelas sampe bikin kita gak bisa quality time yang bener bener quality time. tapi semoga we have another time ya kak? aku masih pengen ngobrol banyak sama kakak dan pengen banget ceritain banyak hal lainnya ke kakak.

makasih banyak kak Aizen selalu dengerin dan tanggepin apapun ceritaku, i feel so loved. Aku gak nyangka juga kita bisa se match itu dan bisa sefrekuensi karna banyak banget kesamaan kita. makasih juga kakak banyak banget kasih aku hadiah yang super lucu huhuhu apalagi playlistnya. ini bakal jadi playlist fav aku sih. thank you so much gantengku<3

Kakak, meskipun kakak sibuk please tetap jaga kesehatan ya? jangan sampai sakit dan banyak minum air putih! jangan telat makan dan jangan maksain pekerjaannya. you always doin great my love.

semoga lain waktu kita bertemu, keadaan kita sama sama senggang untuk banyak cerita cerita lagi ya? see you when i see you kak Aizen!

-zari.

Singkat yang melekat,

2023-10-16 07:42:15 UTC

Masih melekat, pun membuat tercekat. Untuk pertemuan singkat kita, aku rasa akan sulit bagiku untuk melupakan hangatnya saat berada di dekapmu. Seperti yang semua orang bilang, Aizen adalah penyihir handal, dengan mantranya, dengan pesonanya, and who am I to refuse? Meeting you was the loveliest I had; for it was filled with sincerity. Kneeling right before you was remarkable; something I will remember, for a long, long time.

Your stain remains on my palms, it spells warmth, care, and tenderness. Though we haven't spoken much, the I-love-to-talk-to-you still lingers. And yes, having to wake up without you by my side left me in a hollow, even now.

Kakak sayang, semogaku juga sama, agar kita masih bisa bertemu di lain waktu, habiskan malam yang penuh syahdu; melenguhkan namamu dengan bermandikan peluh. Until we meet again, I wish you nothing but happiness and gentler days ahead.

Penuh cinta,
K.

aizen being such a heartthrob he is

2023-10-19 19:07:47 UTC

helloooow. i'm sorry for taking a long time to write this since i'm going through a busy day T__T

first and foremost thank you for all the love you've shown me during our time together, thank you for matching your energy towards me. at first i thought this would be tiring (cz i got very busy with uni stuff). thank you for being super attentive cz i thought you would be intimidating with your sightly intimidating demeanor HAHAHA SORRY that's my first impression of you *sembah sujud minta maaf diatas materai* but turns out you're the cutest, the way you pays attention to me makes me adore you even more. thank you for bringing back those butterflies in my tummy. your presence means a lot to me and i'm grateful for the time we spend together. being with you brightens my day and you're easy to love. i cherished our time together, and i will always hold that moment close to my heart.

you have a way of making me feel at ease, allowing me to being myself the blabber and the goofy me. you always say that i'm cute but i find you to be the one who is effortlessly adorable. when i say that Aizen is one of the most sweetest loves in this world, i truly mean it. despite his tough and cold appearance he is genuinely a kind and loving person.

be well ya, pah😋 i'm cheering you on in your work! i hope your days are filled with joy, and i pray every day that you enjoy a restful night's sleep. i also hope to see you around. i'm not good with words, so please read my thoughts for the rest.😥✌🏻

with love, d.

my dearest, kak ai.

degrwe — 2023-11-30 14:21:09 UTC

i realize i'm arriving quite tardily to express my thoughts, but i've finally made it. please bear with me as i compose this message, which might turn out to be quite lengthy—i'm unsure. i wish to convey my immense gratitude for everything. thank you for your warm reception and the kindness you've extended to me. the memory of your heartfelt embrace will forever linger in my heart.

as i sit down to pour my heart into this, i find myself overwhelmed with emotions, and yet words seem to fall short of capturing the depth of what i feel for you. from the very moment you entered my life, it became abundantly clear that i had stumbled upon something truly extraordinary.

you, my love, papa, are like a rare gem, precious and invaluable. your presence in my life has illuminated the darkest corners of my world, and for that, i'm eternally grateful. the way you navigate through life with such grace, kindness, and resilience is nothing short of inspiring. it's as if you carry a light within you that has the power to dispel any shadows that may come our way.

you are, without a doubt, one of the coolest and most incredible people i've ever had the privilege of knowing. your passions, your dreams, the way you approach challenges with a sense of determination and humor – it all combines to create this magnetic energy that draws everyone toward you. i find myself in awe of your strength, your wisdom, and the way you effortlessly make those around you feel uplifted.

but beyond all these wonderful qualities, what truly makes you shine in my eyes is the love and understanding you extend to me. in a world that often feels chaotic and confusing, you are my anchor. you listen without judgment, you support without hesitation, and you love without reservation. you have this incredible ability to see through the walls i've built and understand the depths of my heart in a way that no one else ever has.

the love you've showered upon me is a precious gift that i cherish every single day. you've made me feel seen, heard, and loved in ways i never thought possible. it's a love that goes beyond words – a silent understanding that speaks volumes. you've not only touched my heart but also healed it, and for that, i'm profoundly grateful.

i wish for nothing but the best for you. may your path be adorned with joy, success, and all the beautiful moments life has to offer. may you find happiness in every step you take, and may your heart always be surrounded by the warmth of the love you so freely give.

you are the embodiment of happiness itself, and i feel incredibly fortunate to have you by my side. having waited for an extended period, i'm thrilled to finally get the opportunity to meet you. again, thank you for being you, for being my confidant, my partner, and the love of my life.🥰💗

with all my love, cia.

My honey-kiss stealer, Aizen!

eepyippie — 2023-12-04 23:02:53 UTC

Kakak, I still remember you how adore you at the first time. Red is your color and I'll be always be a fan of your editing, this is why I want to get close to you. The little clover was feeling lucky, because they had a chance to meet you in a very special moment

I still remember when you stole my kisses at the first day. Kakak, I'll always let you in my warm embrace whenever you feel cold or lost. This is how the first time I fell in love with you, you're a sweet person inside yet someone sees you as the irresistible one, Aizen

You're such a wonderful lover to me. Once again, I'm so lucky to meet you in my life kakak. I feel like I'm the luckiest to spent my lovely days with you until the last time. Thank you, thank you, thank you for giving me much love with your very special way kakak. You also deserve all the love and good things whenever you go. Please take care and good luck for your future! Remember that, Mars loves you Aizen.

Your red planet, the honey

Mars