Memoirage: Interwoven Stories by Margarette Anne Caro

Message in a Bottle

mtcaro_up — 2024-04-20 06:01:16 UTC

“Is there something bothering you? What’s on your mind?”

If you were to respond to the message sent by the sea, what would you write on the scroll? Use this canvas to share your life stories, rants, and worries. Share your day by uploading a picture or writing a post. Tell the sea your heartaches or bubbling thoughts and the sea will surely listen to your voice.

Reminder!

mtcaro_up — 2024-04-20 06:11:26 UTC

Tips:

mtcaro_up — 2024-04-20 06:17:55 UTC

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Letters to Myself: Broken Promises

mtcaro_up — 2024-04-20 10:01:45 UTC

I’m sorry, self

For being fragile

For being scared

For being stuck in uncertainty

I can’t make promises to you right now

Because I am fragile, scared, and always stuck in the past

I thought I was getting better at this

But I guess I’m getting worse

I wish I could love you

Genuinely

What's on my mind? Idk.

2024-04-20 10:27:47 UTC

Memories flashing back, haunting me and proving me that good memories are the ones that really hurt the most.

Might look alive but already dead inside. Only existing, experiencing days like they're repeating. Started when when I chose to create the regrets I'll never forget.

Became a ghost hated by the most. Already lost when I paid the cost. Guess it's true that I'm just a damn jerk but this time, unfortunately I can't joke around but to face the reality.

Happy Lang

2024-04-21 05:52:46 UTC

I'm happy that I am somehow doing good in school. I received a lot of good news lately and I'm grateful to those who were with me and stayed with me in the happy and hard times. I'm also happy because I am almost at the end of my high school life and as I think about it, there's a part of me that's sad because a chapter in my life is finally coming to an end, and at the same time I feel proud because I've made it this far. 💛

sometimes i just wanna shut my brain off

2024-04-21 06:44:46 UTC

im in a healthy relationship with my partner, but i still get so much anxiety that one day it will be gone. i am frustrated and confused as to why im thinking about this because i love them so much and they never fail to reassure me that they reciprocate what i feel. maybe its my insecurities taking over? whatever it may be, its embarrassing to feel this way and i genuinely hope that i get to fix this brain of mine because i want to be a better person for them.

Pagod na ko

2024-04-21 09:07:27 UTC

I used to be okay because my school life was doing fine, but then the 2nd semester came. Suddenly, everything's been going so fast. We need to do this, we need to do that, we can't fail this quiz, we need to submit that and blah blah blah. Everything's so toxic and I feel like I'm not doing anything right anymore. There's too much thoughts in my head about quitting and giving up, but I just have a year to go before graduating and giving up doesn't feel like an option anymore. I can't count how many times I've cried this 2024. It's only been 4 months in and everything feels like a mess.

I just want this to be over.

Grateful

2024-04-23 07:59:22 UTC

Grateful for all the blessings God has given me. Wether how small or big it is, still it is always a miracle just be grateful for it.

Oz

2024-04-23 11:05:35 UTC

I'm gradually becoming so closed off since the pandemic. Stuff that I used to like don't intrigue me that much anymore. People that I used to be fond of have disappointed me immensely. On the one hand, I feel like I've started to discover myself as a person. On the other, I know many will not accept me if I fully embrace this. My world feels like the salem's witch trial at the moment. Hoping for better days.

Overwhelmed

2024-04-25 01:29:59 UTC

Nasusuka na ako. Pwede bang pause muna? A lot of things are happening right now. All at once. I wish I could pause the time and take a breather but time is constantly ticking. I have to move or else I'll fall behind.

Feeling Happy

2024-04-25 06:27:02 UTC

We have an aggressively cute pup that tries to cheer me up when I'm stressed. It's a little feisty but it makes me happy to see it more angry then I am. If I'm gonna be bugged it has to be atleast this cute.

Im fine, but to what end?

2024-04-25 09:25:56 UTC

It has been years, and lately I have been doing fine in my studies. But for some reason, I feel like completely being nothing out of all of it. I'm not so sure if I am ever enjoying my college years as everyone else seems to be, nor am I so ambitious. Its depressing on my part i guess. Did i choose the right college? Perhaps as one of my profs said, we should make the most of it.

I'm tired

2024-04-25 10:42:43 UTC

I've gained an internship, a boyfriend, new friends, and chances to receive certification scholarships this year. I'm still sad, but I'm not sure why. Perhaps it's because I continue to put other people's needs ahead of my own mental health. My grades, friends, boyfriend, and internship all started to take precedence over me. I put these before myself. Right now, as I write this, I'm not doing great. How I long to get well very soon. Additionally! My mental health is not doing well with the family I live with. It's a really toxic family, full of folks who have lost all hope in life and want us to always be mediocre and poor. I also need to force myself to work since I have a trip planned that I promised myself for my birthday, and whenever my boyfriend and I argue, I truly become so unproductive. ughh