I’ve learned that love doesn’t always have to be loud or dramatic. Sometimes, it’s quiet. I don’t know what’s ahead of us, but I do know this: I want to keep showing up for you. Keep growing with you. Keep making this work with you.

Like that song says "you’ll be in my heart, always". Always. Thank you for being my person.

I never really understood how deep love could go until I met you.

Feels like a promise: a promise to always love, to always stay, and to always choose each other. No matter what life throws our way, I know we’ve got this. Because we’re in love. And that’s all we need.

The late nights, the tough days, I see how hard you’re pushing to reach what you want and I admire you for it. You inspire me to keep going after my own dreams too.

We have our own individual journeys, I’m so grateful that we’re walking them together. We may be focused on different things, but I know we’ll always make it through, because we have each other.

We’re stronger together. I’m proud of us.

Aku masih inget banget, jelas. Waktu pertama kali kita kenalan, terus lebih sering ngobrol, gengsi-gensian banget padahal udah saling suka. We both knew what we felt, but we were just too stubborn to admit it. Sampe sekarang pun kamu masih memperhatikan aku dengan baik. Selalu ngecek apa aku happy hari ini, apa aku udah makan dengan bener hari ini, apa aku minum air putih yang cukup hari ini, apa aku udah disayang, dimanja hari ini. You make it feel like i’m the most important person in your world, every single day.

Aku selalu mikir, kenapa ya aku terus-terusan jadi kaya anak kecil pas bareng kamu. Then i realized, it’s because you treat me like someone worth protecting, like i’m allowed to be soft with you. Bareng kamu rasanya inner childku aman. Aku suka banget sama sifat kamu yang perhatian kayak gini, yang selalu ngejaga aku, dan bikin aku merasa dihargai. Kamu juga selalu sabar, ga pernah cape buat ngertiin aku, apalagi waktu aku lagi ngambek-ngambek kecil. Feels like you truly understand me.

Banyak hal yang ga terbiasa kamu lakuin tapi kamu berusaha buat ngelakuin itu biar bikin aku seneng. You step out of your comfort zone just to see me smile, and that means everything to me. Waktu kamu kasih aku video birthday gift, ga pernah ketebak di aku kalo kamu bakal bikin kaya gituan karna kaya bukan kamu banget wkwk. Tapi justru dari situ aku makin yakin, kamu tuh mau usaha buat hal-hal yang mungkin kamu sendiri belum pernah lakuin sebelumnya, cuma demi bikin aku seneng.

Yang paling aku salut, kamu selalu nyelesein masalah kita dengan kepala dingin. You never let anger speak louder than love. Gak pernah asal marah, gak pernah nunjukin ego, tapi lebih fokus nyari jalan keluar bareng-bareng. Kamu ngajarin aku buat jujur soal apa yang dirasain dan buat tetep saling jaga meskipun lagi ada masalah. Cara kamu nyelesaiin semuanya bikin aku merasa aman dan dihargai, bukan malah disalahin.

Dan satu hal lagi yang aku gak pernah bosen lihat, cara kamu pamerin aku ke orang-orang. You’re never shy to love me out loud, and that’s something i’ll never take for granted. Kamu gak pernah malu buat bilang kamu sayang aku, kamu bangga punya aku, kamu seneng sama aku. Mau itu ke temen-temen kamu, keluarga kamu, atau bahkan di publik, kamu selalu bikin aku merasa jadi orang yang spesial. Kayak kamu mau nunjukin ke dunia kalo, “nih, aku bahagia banget sama dia,” and honestly, that feeling? It’s everything.

Terimakasih ya, kamu selalu ngertiin aku. Even ketika kamu belum ngertiin aku, kamu belajar buat ngerti.

I like it when you get clingy. The way you hold on like you don’t want me going anywhere. It’s simple, but it stays with me. Feels nice knowing you need me like that.

2. Malas😒

When you softly say “I don’t feel like it” and just stay there, quiet and a little pouty, it’s not anger, I know that. It’s that mellow kind of lazy that only shows up when you want to be close. And I like it. It feels honest, like a little invitation to stay beside you.

3. Prengat prengut

Your grumpy face? I know it well. The little frowns, the slight attitude, it’s part of your rhythm. And weirdly, I kinda like it. Feels real. Feels like you.

4. Cengar-cengir

I like it when you grin because of something I said or did. It’s simple, but it stays with me. Makes me feel like I matter to you, even in the smallest ways.

5. Cemburu

When you get jealous, even just a little, it shows. And I won’t lie—there’s something kind of sweet about it. Not because I want you to feel that way, but because it means I matter enough to stir something in you. And that means a lot to me.

6. Angry

When you're angry, you always tell me. No harsh words, just honest feelings. And even when you're upset, you never ignore me. It’s like you’re reminding me that I’m important enough to be heard, in those moments.

7. Teasing

When you tease me, I can't help but laugh. You always find a way to get under my skin, but in the sweetest way possible. It’s like you know exactly how to make me blush without even trying.

8. Outspoken

You weren’t shy at all about it. You’d just come out and tell me how much you cared, no hesitation, no games. Sometimes it felt like you were almost too much- like you just wanted to shower me with love in the loudest, most obvious way possible. And honestly, I loved it.

9. Funny

You always know how to make me laugh, and it’s one of my favorite things about you. You’ve got this way of making everything feel light and fun and it’s like you have a perfect sense of timing. I just can’t help but smile every time you do it.

And now here we are, still choosing each other. I love the way you love me. Sometimes loud, sometimes quiet, but always real. I notice all of it, the little things you don’t think i see. You make me feel like i’m home.

So yeah, another month passed. Nothing fancy, just me sitting here, thinking how lucky i am that it’s you i get to love. And honestly? I’d still choose you, even on the days when things aren’t perfect. Especially on those days. 🤎