Humormu, celotehan random kamu, semua bakal i kangenin banget 😔. Rasanya sepi tanpa kamu. Tapi makasih ya, udah ninggalin tawa dan kenangan yang nggak bakal hilang 🤍.

Tenang di sana ya, Cher 🕊️. Kami di sini bakal terus inget kamu, selalu 🤍✨.

From ~ Tiffanny

thankyou for being nice to meee even tho we're not really closeee...rest in love cer, i will always remember uu.

-s-

I wonder if I did bid on it, if it could alter fate, or do something. I dunno.

On the road to tea walk, I liked your posts because you asked me to. Now your IG’s gone, either because I can’t find it or it’s been deactivated.

Although we weren’t close, I still think about you. About how random you were, how you accomplished PE with ease. You know, I’m curious, can you still see me when I look up into the sky?

Anyway, continue being the silliest silly that you are, Cheryl Lynn Gunawan!

From one silly to another, I bid you farewell with one final salute.

o7.

Aku masih ingat saat kerja kelompok bareng di Fashion Design beberapa tahun lalu bersama kamu dan yang lain. Menurutku kamu anggota tim yang menyenangkan dan bisa dipercaya! ❣️Waktu itu aku senang banget punya pengalaman yang menyenangkan dan tak terlupakan. Walau kita tidak berbicara banyak sejak itu, tapi aku harap kamu bisa istirahat dengan tenang dan bahagia di sana, ya! Teman-temanmu di sini masih berjuang sekolah dan kuliah ╰(*´︶`*)╯♡ bantu sampaikan doa kami juga jika bisaa

Miss you Cheryl! May you live happily to the fullest up there 🌟

We met through fashion design — you, the most talented person in the room, always ready, always glowing with this energy that couldn’t be matched. You showed up with your ideas fully formed, heart full, eyes alive. Always cheerful, always driven. There was something so infectious about your presence, like you belonged on a bigger stage than this world could offer.

Going through P5 not once but twice somehow pulled us closer. I still remember when you picked me up on your shoulders like I was light as air — that moment is frozen in time. And I still have that photo you took when you stole my phone. It’s ridiculous how many little moments keep coming back to me, like favorite lyrics of a song I didn’t realize I had memorized.

And I’ve been thinking… maybe in another life, I could be a better friend to you. There were times I was scared, not of you, but of not being enough. I thought I wasn’t the kind of friend you'd hang around with. Maybe it was your tough shell that made me hesitate. You were strong, bold, so sure of yourself, or at least that’s how it looked. But now I realize, too late, that all that worrying was useless.

I should have said more. I should’ve been there more. I should’ve spent every minute leading up to that day laughing with you, creating with you, just being with you. And that will always stay with me.

But above all, Cheryl, we miss you. We miss your laughter, your presence, the way you lit up any room you walked into. We miss you more than you could ever imagine.

Wherever you are now, may you rest in the peace you so deeply deserve. You left too early, but you left having touched every life you crossed.

You’ll always be our star — fierce, kind, unforgettable.

And like we all say,

see you top.

With love,

^L

oh. :D

Lucunya, aku beneran waktu ngeliat nama kamu di daftar kelas XI6 yang pertama kali kupikir "berarti nanti aku bisa 2 tahun berturut-turut sekelas sama cheryl :D"

Maybe kita bukan temen deket, tapi aku udah ngeliat kamu tumbuh selama 5 tahun ini di sanur dan punya banyak momen bareng kamu. Dari ambil piala bareng, kerja kelompok sampe jam 10 malem, jalan-jalan di Dawung without a care in the world...

I suka wonder if you would make a good pizza hut employee tiap kali aku liat pizza hut shaped balloons. I masih inget menang lelang kamu waktu SMP, aku dapet lidi for free karena aku comment "OB" di postnya ----it's a very interesting memory. Aku suka nyesel gak simpen mini buket bunga yang i bikin buat u waktu live-in, karena it might be the last flowers u receive waktu alive :'< Sampai sekarang, kalau lagi beli botol Le Minerale x Timnas, aku selalu cari yang ada muka Struick, walaupun sekarang jarang ketemu. It's the little things that reminds me of your ada-ada aja.

Jujur, i don't know what I can say to you....our friendship is not one with many words, because its build from the unspoken respect as student athletes and silent compassion for our own journeys. But I will always remember you as part of the most meaningful moments in my school experience.

See you on top, Cher. ^{(figuratively and literally),}

-Caca

i masi ada seribu maaf yang masi belom sampe kuping u. i minta maaf ya cer gabisa be there for you at your hss, not being there to send u off for the last time, i regret not being a better friend for you. i regret not being there more, talking w/ u more, spending more time w/ u, i regret not cherishing every moment w/ u until i didnt know we can never make any more. i would give anything in this world to talk to u for one more second, one more day, one more forevers.

god truly has his ways, tanpa i sadari, he pushed me to spend more time, make more memories, and take more photos with u before you passed. i setiap hari keinget u in sooo many little things. you show up in every "sigma" & "mewing" anyone mentions, every gedagedi chicken nugget i see, everytime anyone mentions badminton, everytime im reminded of your baju OR yg masi di i, everytime i walked pass the dk pramuka booth, every balon bentuk animals dan balon tepok i see. im so proud of the person you've become. you are one of the most talented and the most totalitas person i know.

maybe in another life kita masi tanding aegyo 10 set, tiup balon pas classmeet, curhat bareng, fotbar at the randomest times, u ngatain hp i bruh. in a sea of my sorries, there are oceans of thank yous i'd like to give. thank u for being the kindest person, thank u udh ngajarin i cara napas biar ga K.O. pas bleep test, thank u udah "sewain" i baju OR dan raket u, thank u for brightening up any sad day, thank u for being the only friend to bond to all the brainrot jokes i know, thank u for being my first friend in sanur, thank u udh nyapa i duluan, thank u for everything.

i hope u skrg ada di tempat dimana u jauuuhh lebih bahagia dan tenang than you were as cerilin. cer hehe jgn reinkarnasi dulu sblm i nyusul ya. btw like someone said here jgn ignore notifnotif doa i ya, awas aja😡😡 thank you for being in my life cer. if you ever come back into my life again, pls let me know ya❤️

missing you everyday and more, see u on top sigma

-s

There’s so much i want to say to you, but let’s start from your birthday event. I had so much fun there and I thought you were a total genius for planning and putting that much effort into it. When you asked me whether the event was boring or not, I told you that I’ll remember it for the rest of my life and that it was the best HSS ever. I think I really will remember it forever lol. I dont understand why you even hesitated, i wasn’t glazing you one bit. Seeing how much effort you put into things made me think that I’d definitely want to and will work with you in the future in a fashion business or whatever, but of course I didn’t tell you that because of my ego. I feel like you don’t understand how much I look up to you genuinely.

In the past, you often make comments about my works. Although it felt frustrating at times, your critics were always right. You’re the only one that sees room for improvement that others don’t, and i really miss that. I’d rather have you pointing out my mistakes than having others telling me that i’m good.

Sorry botol Owala u telat dateng padahal love language u gift giving, aseli sorry banget i ga nyangka timingnya bakal sejelek ini. Jujur I agak panik pas u ga reply I selama dua hari padahal i mau nebeng u pas kita hangout ke SMB. Akhirnya I dianter papi i and i nangis kejer di Mcd pas i baru tau the news sambil nungguin V sampe di fatmawati. Padahal I udah ganti outfit I karena u blg outfit yg i mau pake jelek and i bahkan ganti ke outfit yang menurut I bakal match sama u :( tp gpp i blg gini bukan karena i marah ato dendam sm u kok, i cmn mau ksh tau u kalo i se excited itu buat jalan2 ke fatmawati and blokm bareng u :((((

It’s been more than a month since you’re gone now and I don’t think there has been a day where I hadn’t stop thinking about you. I wonder if you can feel those who cried for you. I hope you don’t though, you deserve to rest in peace afterall. Your death made me think about where people go after passing. Some say that you’ll find a new body and reincarnate, others say that you’ll live in a house specially made by god in heaven, etc. If you’ll actually reincarnate, then I hope you’ll live a wealthy and successful life because you deserve it and have persistent godly aim in valorant. If you’re in god’s home now, then I hope you’re happy there and that you’ll wait for me. Wherever you are, I hope things are and will go well. And if we ever meet again, please still be the Cheryl I know and love. Please still be the unique, caring, creative, cheerful, and hilarious person we love. Don’t forget me and our inside jokes yet hehe, if you do- well whatever it’s fine I guess as long as you’re happy, i wish you nothing but the best yknow.

Maafin I ya kalo I nyebelin I tau I emang rada2 lemot and kadang gatau cara berkomunikasi dengan baik dan benar 🥺. Just know I’m forever thankful to have you as my bestfriend. Thank you for lending me your seragam when i went to school with the wrong uniform multiple times. You’re the most reliable partner in crime since you always leave home 10 minutes after I arrived in school haha. Guess what, I’ve already went to school with the wrong uniform in the first week of grade 12 and even wore the wrong shoes too 🫠. I still have a lot to say, so let’s catch up with each other one day, okay? You’re still my best friend even after a million years.

- Loren

Genuinely, I miss sitting next to you kayak pas kelas 9 waktu itu. Even though waktu itu it felt really awkward karena pada temen baru semua, tapi karena kita duduk sebelahan, kelas 9 jadi seruuu banget, no matter how hard or busy it was, u selalu ceria, bahkan di waktu-waktu serius pun lucu banget bisa tiba-tiba ngomong sussy sus sus sussy HAHAHAH.

I masih ingettt banget pas pelajaran B. Indo pertama u usulin kita nyanyi Sambalado buat perkenalannn sampe akhirnya kita ga hafal liriknya HAHAHAH. And mau bilang aja I still have ur drawingg yang tiba-tiba u kasih di kelass, I kept it in my pencil case for yearss, bahkan sekarang juga masih adaa kokk.

Sekarang dah ga ada lagi ya yang kalo berpapasan jalan, kita "say hi" nya pake wiggling eyebrows HAHAH.

We'll all miss you queen, semoga u bisa puas-puas main badminton di atas tanpa harus diganggu tugas-tugas buaanyaakk, have fun n cheers, Cher!! 🤟🏻

kalo boleh jujur bgt, dari awal ive always looked up to u. dari fashion style u yg keren, u yg creative bgt sampe i jg bingung idenya dari mana, sampe skill badmin u yg tiap kali u bilang "lagi jelek mainnya" ato "udh lama ga latian" tp selalu menang kl lawan i.....

i js wanna say, makasih makasiihhh banget udh jadi temen i dan udh ngasih banyak banget pelajaran hidup, jadi fashion inspiration i (iya i sbnrnya ngefans sm u), selalu ngehibur bgt dengan joks aneh aneh u, and always being there for me.

i remember one time pas kita mau latian pulsek dan i nebeng mobil u tp abis ada kejadian buruk dan selama perjalanan i selalu ngmg dengan panik "aduh gimana ya aduh i monangis" padahal ga beneran monangis tp u selalu rispek dan cuma ngmg "yaudah nangis aja i nanti liat kesana", dan sekarang giliran i nangisin u, u masih jg sempet titip pesen buat jangan nangis n stay sigma......

maaf bgt i suka lupa bayar uang patungan, lupa ngerjain kerjaan mulu, suka ngilang kalo dichat, suka ngatain grip u jorok padahal baru diganti, suka bercanda padahal harusnya serius, suka ngikutin u mulu sampe u suka katain i ngefans sm u (kan emang), dan terakhir im very very sorry kalo i belom sempet kasih kado apa apa ke lu pas ultah. gw br tau lu ternyata effort se effort mampus bikinin n arrange kado ultah i biar i beneran seneng sm kadonya tiap tahun dari smp dan kalo love language u gifting, tp bodohnya gw yg selalu nunda kerjaan dan mikir nanti kadonya nyusul aja pas masuk sekolah gatau kalo i gabakal sempet ngasih kado apapun ke u lagi.

maaf bgt kalo i sering bikin kesel kalo design lama, nunda kerjaan mulu, kalo tanding sering banget ngaco gajelas dan bikin kita kalah, maaf kalo i nolak ajakan terakhir u buat nonton indo open karna gada duit padahal i tau u pengen bgt pergi nonton bareng, maaf kalo i sering gamau ngasitau u banyak hal, maaf juga tanding terakhir kita di kls 11 kemaren berakhir jelek karena i tbtb cedera, ternyata itu tanding terakhir kita ya bro...

sejujurnya, everything was so scrambled up and crazy without u. i still cant believe that ur really really not here anymore. gw bingung banget dari awal harus gimana, kita semua keteteran, bingung gaada lagi yg ngasih ide, sampe i skrng bingung sendiri nyari partner dan temen main wkwk. tp somehow, u always find ur way back to us mulai dari ide yg tbtb ada dari mimpi sampe chiyo yg skrng jd sering main sm i dan jujur i ngerasa dia bnrn kyk u dulu banget (versi lebih bawel kl kt u sih)

cher, u will always be remembered and noone could ever replace your spot in my life. makasih banget udah mewarnai hidup gw di waktu yg trnyt sangat singkat ini. gw yakin sekarang lu udah ga capek capek sibuk ngerjain kerjaan dk, begadang belajar sampe jam 2 pagi i masih mlihat pfp nugget gedagedi u ada di gdocs catetan, dan udah ga kena ankle lagi kalo badminton sampe hrs minta bantu i tapingan lg yeah

see u when i see u, keep mewing, stay sigma, and stay skena king

Dari pertama aku ketemu kamu pas lagi ekskul badmin kelas 10, terus akhirnya di kelas 11 sekelas, lalu kamu yang kasih aku tebengan sampe ke dbl dan dianter balik ke rumah, sampe kita duduk sebangku di bus live in, going to and back from jogja.

Right when we were about to finally grow closer.

Padahal streak kita baru beberapa hari lho...

We will always remember you, Cheryl. With all your goofiness, jokes, and memes. With every smile, every laugh, and every word.

Fly high Cheryl Lynn Gunawan 🕊️

Let's be friends again in our next life.

I miss you. Our late night talks, our multitude of common interests, our artistic talents, our camaraderie and bond over sports, our shared love for brainrot and video games, and of course, our random shenanigans. I miss us being each other's hypewomen, I miss so much...I wish I could rewind time and tell you how much I appreciated you as my friend, I never could have imagined such an outcome. I've always dreamt of us meeting in real life one day, but it looks like that dream has to wait even longer now. I never realised how fleeting life was until I lost someone as precious as you. I really took you for granted. We were there for each other, through thick and thin - from our questionable dating choices to late night valorant and zr, even those goofy ah discord call games! I never reflected on our friendship since as naive as one could be, I thought we would be friends forever and that it'll be all smooth sailing. We were practically sisters, just from another mother. It felt real to me, at least. From the covid days up till now, I've cherished every single moment I've spent with you. We share so many fond memories that I will cherish forever. I will never find another soul like you, and I will miss you eternally. Thank you Cheryl "fuwa" Lynn, love you always, I will miss your bright soul forever. Hope you are with Caitlyn Kiramman up there <3

Till we meet again.