kakak sehat terus ya? makan yang teratur dan istirahat yang cukup, jangan kebanyakan begadang, minum air putih yang banyak. sekali lagi terima kasih banyak ya! be happy! see you when i see you! 🫰🏻

Thank you for accompanying me and making me feel loved. Thank you for your time and thank you for treating me good yaa, we have such a similiar taste in series even in album! Finally i found my people :>

Please be happy and staying healthy yaa! Don't forget to eat well and sleep well! I hope you'll always doing great out there, you deserve a beautiful things and beautiful life!

For the last, please take care of urself and be happy, I'll always wish all the best for u in the future and beyond, see you when i see you again, kak! -k ❤

Thank you for being here for me ya abang i really pray everyday that you have a comfy sleep & god will always protect you wherever you are. For your health too‼️‼️ karna abang bakalan sibuk jadi dijaga ya kesehatannya, i want give abang endless amount of compliments because you’re deserve it. but well, idk how to make them sound sincere and creative so once again terimakasih ya abang ‼️

See you around abang tengil

Thank you...

for never forgetting me (teary) for always finding an excuse to remind me that you care about me. for making me feel special. I appreciate all the little things you do to make me happy and feel so important. For you i'll stay up till 4 in the morning just to talk to you even if i have to wake up 2 hours later to go to work haha I feel so blessed to be your love and your Cherrie

thank you for everything you do, and everything that you are. words cannot adequately express the depth of my love and gratitude for you. You are my caring boyfriend, and I am endlessly thankful for your presence in my life. Your kindness, understanding, and affection have filled my days with immense joy and warmth. when I'm with you, I feel safe and cherished <33 I hope you stay around for a long, long time

love you always, Cherrie

(p.s we kinda have similar taste in music 😛)

SUMPAH.... KAMU BENERAN THE GOD OF WOA.... AKU SHOCK KETEMU MANUSIA SE-WOA KAMUUUU HUHUUUU AKU SENENGGGG BISA KETEMU KAMUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤟🏻🤟🏻🤟🏻

Kamu BERHASIL BANGET bikin aku feel loved kemarin, walaupun kita baru sempet ketemu sebentar, tapi aku beneran ngerasa disayang banget :(((( makasih yaaa 💓💓💓 nanti aku akan demo PLN kalo ganggu kita pacaran lagi wkwkwkwk

SEE YOUUU!!

in these past few days, you've been my loving, sweet, attentive, and mostly adorable boyfriend. i love how i can be who i am with you, kakak. i'm glad to be able to rest my soul knowing it'll be safe in your embrace. kakak, thank you for showing every side of you while we're together. i love to love each and every part of you, kakak. you're so much loved, and you'll always be loved.

kakak, you have the warmest and sweetest soul that this world needs more of and what a relief it is to exist in the same time with you, getting to know a piece of your heart, and being able to love you with all of mine. you’re the love i’m longing for in this cruel world.

i'll keep you in my prayer kakak, for the world to pour its kindness towards you, for your days to feel easy to go through, for you to always be surrounded with all the love you deserve, i pray for a love whose peace is deeper than all storms for you, kakak. i hope you always remember how much i love you ya, kakak, and i hope that reminders shower you with hope and let you know that you’re enough. because the truth is that you are. you're so infinitely enough.

kakak, let's meet again under the lovelier sun where we share tangerines and peaches with each other and sipping our favorite jasmine tea. please take my hand again for a dance in the loveliest garden that we've always been dreaming of in the next chance ya, kakak ^-^

sweet kisses,

kecil.

thank you for all the love you've given me. your presence has brightened my day. you've brought so much happiness in my life, and I'm really grateful to have you here.

I feel grateful to the universe for directing our steps to meet at the right time. we're together in a beautiful moment, and I'm sure there's still a lot of beautiful moments waiting in front of us. I wish there would be more time for us to share stories, laughter, and love. I can't wait for those moments.

until we get back to each other, please take good care of yourself. I will always remember you in my prayers, and every day I will wait when we can be together again. Thanks again for everything, Claude.

AH, this is your Z. Alias Zenia! Claude, I really want to thank you for our time around... couple months ago. I know it's been months, but I still couldn't forget the days I've got to spend with you.

Your love, your words, your affection, our laughter and memories together, I adore you and I admire our time together so much.

I never truly knew what love is, but you clearly came into my life and showed me the greatest love. I don't know if I deserve it or not, but I am incredibly grateful for it.

Your presence had filled my days with joy and my heart with warmth. Every moment with you feels like a blessing, a happiness to me, to be precise, and I cherish each memory we create together. Thank you for being the beautiful soul that you are and for bringing so much love into my life.

I admire the person you are, Claude—your words, your passion, and your beautiful soul. I am so lucky to have you. I am so lucky to spend my time with you.

No words can fully express the depth of my feelings for you, but please know that my love for you grows stronger with each passing day, the fact that I still remember our meetings until this day. I always thought like "Okay I will fill out the Padlet today" like everyday, I am glad I finally got enough time for it.

In the end, I am hoping to see you as soon as possible Claude, much love from Zenia, and until then.

-- Zenia Ardiwinata

wah.. beneran deh, kamu ini terbaik. salah satu hal terbaik di awal 2024 ini adalah ketemu sama Claude, sayangku, cintaku! 🤍 sama kamu hari aku rasanya bersemangat banget! karena aku tau, dipenghujung hariku yang sangat melelahkan dan butuh untuk didengarkan, aku punya kamu untuk bisa jadi pendengar yang baik di semua cerita aku, kamu juga ngga pernah bosen untuk selalu puji aku, bayi-bayiin aku, manjain aku, bikin aku merasa amat sangat dihargai! HUHU SAYANG CLAUDE BANYAK BANYAK BANYAK! 😭😭🤍🤍

gantengku, jaga kesehatan yaa. semoga kamu selalu dilancarkan segala urusannya. semoga kamu juga selalu dikeliling kebahagiaan dan semua hal yang baik. Aamiin.. aku dari sini akan selalu semangatin kamu untuk segala sesuatu yang lagi kamu jalanin. aku bakalan kangeeeen banget sama kamu! semoga kita bisa ketemu lagi ya, sayangku! 🤍✨

— kecilnya Claude, Z.E.

please, take a good care for yourself, makan dan minum yang enak, dan istirahat yang cukup yaaa. know that you are loved! you did an amazing job. take a note that, setiap langkah yang kamu ambil setiap harinya (walaupun kecil) itu juga akan membuahkan hasil! everyone has their own pace, and so are you. dadaaah i love you so much <///3

with love,

N.

mas claude! banyak terima kasih aku ucapkan karna sudah banyak warnai hidup setiap orang yang datang termasuk aku. i wish nothing but happiness for you, hoping the day will always be a good day for you ya! please take care of yourself!

see you when i see you!

-far.

How can a sinner like me deserve such pure love from an angel like you? How can a wrongdoer like me deserve to experience the heavens when I’m with you? Do… I really deserve you, oh my sweet darling?

When I’m with you, I breathe love. When I’m with you, the world becomes kinder, and when I’m with you, I find I love myself a bit more. You reveal a side of me I never knew existed, and I cherish it: the happy me, the in-love me, the girl from fairy tales that my childhood always dreamed of me. I realize it’s only you who can bring this out in me. That’s why I love spending time with you—learning new things, discovering new aspects of ourselves, and expressing our affection through sweet kisses and warm hugs. I cherish every moment with you, every heartbeat that longs for you, and the way I always find love in your eyes. I truly cherish it all.

Thank you for existing and for making me believe that true love exists. Thank you for loving me and showing me that love can be so easy, and that I am easy to love. Thank you for letting me know that even a sinner deserves love too.

I love you so much, Claude. I really do. With all the depth of being. I love you with every parts of me, I love you.

The one who finally owns your last name,

Abigail Marshall.

It turns out, being with someone who shares the same love for each other is truly beautiful, isn’t it? Even the weirdest topics become meaningful. Every melody becomes a warm memory, and every touch and kiss becomes a lasting moment.

Im sorry if i still give u mixed feelings, but i hope we can always meet again to share these mixed feelings, along with love, joy, and even sadness.

Thank u for everything. Thank u for existing. I love you the most of the mostest of the mostestest🤍

So, see u in another chance?

- ur soon-to-be Mrs. Marshall

xo, X.

Thank you for accepting all the mixed signals that i gave youu haha. I love the way you solving our matter, how you communicate, and deal with it. How can this baby become so mature? Selamat, nanti aku beliin susu ultra milk yang ada beruangnya.

Maaf ya, recently ive been dealing with so many things at work, jadi kdang lamaaa balesnya. Tapi seneng deh tiap malem bisa berduaan, hehe.

Oh, kamu belum cerita tentang toko kenlotong namaku. Nanti kalo ketemu lagi, aku tagih boleh kan? See you my happy pill! Ilyyyyy🤍

-yours

And please, don’t forget to take care of yourself. Make sure you're eating well, getting enough rest, and looking after your health. And, see you when I see you.

- L

I hope you’re always healthy, always happy. If someone treated you bad, do tell me. I will get them ^___^

I can’t wait the day when we meet again, see you soon my dearest bluebells.

Sabil Ayu, your trinkets.

ps: these are words from my friends, also they called you awan because your name rhymed with cloud🥺

from Aubrie: Awan, tolong bahagiain Mba Abil terus yaa.

from Acha: thanks to mas awan karena udah selalu bikin mba abiy senyum

from Tita: terimakasih claude, partner trauma dumplingnya sabila, udah bikin sabila happy lagi❤️‍🔥

Claude, meeting you was the best thing that happened this year, dan semua orang perlu tahu itu. You are such a sweet, lovely human being yang deserve buat dapatin penghargaan setinggi-tingginya sebagai pria paling manis sejagat raya tau! Hehe. I'm beyond happy to get a chance to be yours—senang sekali habiskan waktu bareng kamu. Thank you for taking care of me and loving me so dearly ya, love.

Tiga hari bareng kamu rasanya singkat banget—nggak kerasa saking serunya. Topik obrolan kita mengalir banget dan itu bikin aku sangat nyaman. Tiga hariku jadi kerasa lebih menyenangkan karena ditemenin sama kamu (maaf alay). Terima kasih, ya, berkat kamu, aku jadi banyak ketawa dan senyum. Pun, terima kasih selalu make sure aku nyaman dan happy bareng kamu—temenku titip terima kasih buat disampaikan ke kamu. <3

Claude, manusia baik, semoga bahagia selalu membersamai kamu, pun senyumnya jangan sampai pudar ya. Terakhir, jangan lupa jaga kesehatan dan makan yang teratur, okay?

Nanti, nanti lagi aku bakal pulang ke rumah. Sekarang sampai jumpa dulu ya, Claude sayang. Peluk erat dari aku, semoga hangatnya tersampaikan.

Your carissimi,

Cle.

tags: exes to lovers, hurt/comfort, secretly soft and caring kakak bf x the woman who can’t be moved gf, books mentioned, tiny bit of angst with a happy ending

well… to start with, i believe i have apologized in advance for the chosen trope (because girls will be girls who need a good cry once in awhile), but let me mention it again here. God, i won’t ever shut up about how you make me feel—in all the good ways, despite crying a bit during the day. i sincerely appreciate you for managing everything flawlessly, to the downright details which is exactly how i’ve been hoping my ex would be.

you’re so delicate, really careful in treating me, yet can almost make my heart sink whenever a little reprimand comes from your way (believe me, this is a huge plus point, i always love my ex, now lover, a little bit galak on the side). feel like i’ve known you for ages—truly my one that got away. conversation flows smoothly, talking about everything’s easy (with the exception of some serious aspects of trying to get back together, obviously…), and i really appreciate that you paid attention to my current read tiny ramblings! your subtweets? amazing. and your writing? breathtaking, i couldn’t ask for more. i have no other words to describe it and i have read it countless times as of now, but let it be my little secret.

thank you for giving me another chance again to spend a lifetime with you, sayangku. if your love goes beyond words, then i’ll meet you there with mine. in the meantime, at least have a good rest because quoting what you said, “everything that doesn’t go smoothly is out of your control.” however, i hope that each day will bring something positive, as it is the least you deserve.

hope this doesn’t look like essays

i wish you feel loved always ♡

A gentle soul, a caring heart and a breeze amidst the risk. A flickering lights, rushes to battle the idle fights within.

May your flame never perish.

yours truly, A.

How’s your Saturday going? (I love you.) I hope you eat well (I love you.) Dang, I wish I spent my morning cuddling in bed with you (I love you.) I’d love to make some breakfast for you next time (I love you.) you’re cute (I love you.) I bought watermelon today (I love you.) I would buy grapes next time (I love you.) I would love to know all about your favourite foods (I love you.) Don’t stay up too late (I love you.) I wish you path filled with happiness (I love you.) Please do think of me every time you wake up (I love you.) you’re like adorable (not so) little puppy (I love you.) you make me blush, a lot. (I love you.) Don’t forget to have some water break and stay hydrated (I love you.) Come and steal your 4.999.990 kisses left next time (I love you.) Take care, sayang. (I love you.)

I love you.

Why did two days feel so fast and so fun when i’m with you? Does it mean we’re meant to spend forever together? Ya kannnn?

Claude, thanks for meeting me. Again and again. I really appreciate it, every second of it means so much to me.

All your sweet words feel extra special. Sorry if i keep calling you cheesy... you know... akunya yang suka salting. Haha. Thank you for that..

Claude, thank you for the book date. Huhhh i'm beyond happy! Andd for every song we’ve listened to, and for all the effort you’ve put in. I really appreciate it, and it makes me so happy. I can’t wait for our next book date!

Hope we cross paths again, and that you’ll still want to meet me. Take care of yourself, and i hope everything you’re working on goes smoothly. Thanks so much again, and see you next time, sayang♡

First of all, I’m sorry for just stopping by now. Actually, I wasn’t sure what to say, but I just really want to thank you. Thank you for keeping me company during those days, for being there, and for watching all the movies I suggested. I had such a great time, and it honestly meant a lot to me. You always make things feel easier and more enjoyable, and I truly appreciate that.

I hope you’re doing well and taking good care of yourself. Don’t forget to rest properly, eat well, and look after your health. Also, I really hope that everything you’re working on or hoping for goes smoothly and turns out just the way you want. See you when I see you!

- L, UCB.

sejujurjujurly kemarin aku lagi sad and tired TAPI UNTUNGNYA ADA ✨️ KAMU ✨️ MAKANYA DIRIKU TERHIBUR DAN MENJADI HAPPY BRUAKAKAKAKAK SERU BANGET

aku sudah ke sana kemari membawa alamat namun pada akhirnya tetap berakhir di pelukanmu anjay bos sikaaattt nanti kapan kapan kita sikat sikatan lagi ya anjay 🤟🫰

SEHAT SEHAT TERUS BTW!!!!!! SEMOGA SUKSES SELALU!!! SEMUA KEGIATANNYA LANCAR JAYA 💪💪 jangan lupa bahagia juga dan jangan stres 😎

regards (anjay),

princess kerupuk 🫰

Kakak lucu banget pokoknya. Lastly, i wanna say thank you so much for your time, you tried your best to spend your times with me even when you have to work. I would love to meet you again someday!

A

Marshall,

I like how your name feels on my lips. It feels warm and full of love, just how you makes me feel.

I’m not so fond of words, making act of service as my primary love language.. but through your words, you’re making me feel loved. And now, here I am, writing with language you taught me.

Marshall,

(Maybe..) you don’t want to be called adorable, since we always having arguments who’s the most adorable ones between us. But, damn it. I swear you are. I can’t help but think you’re lovely yet adorable yet so manly.. (I really do sounds like woman in love, welp. Maybe it’s because I am..). ;)

I can’t wait to spend days with you. Again. To be welcomed in your embrace. To feel the warmth between our touch. To learn how it feels like to be loved through beautifully written words.

Marshall,

To end this letter.. I wish you happiness and softness no matter where you go. I’m also someone who’s good at goodbye, but you were right. People like you don’t come around often, making it hard to bid one. So maybe, I’ll see you around soon? ;)

With so much love, M. ⭒

kak clau, honestly i thought you were one of the mature and calm guys, tapi seru dan asbunan juga ya aslinya? HAHAHA you really lifted my mood up, kak. seriously, i was feeling so exhausted from life and all the drama tapi.. ketemu kakak really cheered me up. even i woke up with a light heart the next morning (biasanya masih heavy heart hehe)

i hope happiness follows you everywhere, kakak. i hope you're well, always. 🩷

honestly, aku masih suka senyum sendiri tiap inget awal mulanya. aku kirim menfess krn pengen bgt ditemenin unboxing blind box, then kamu reply. dan aku langsung milih kamu tanpa mikir panjang. no doubts. kayaknya krn langsung naksir juga :p dan ternyata… that was one of the best decisions i’ve ever made.

from the very first met, you made me feel seen, heard, and actually cared for. you’re so fun to talk to, super nyambung, and literally always there! kamu fast respond bgt jugaak!! selalu ngabarin, bikin aku ngerasa kayak beneran punya someone yang “hadir” dan berasa “ditemenin”. it felt warm and safe. kayak i was really being spoiled emotionally…

kamu bisa bikin aku nyaman banget in such a short time, and with you it felt natural. gak ada awkwardness, beneran nyamannn. we talked about so many random things and i enjoyed every bit of it.

terus yang paling memorable? pas unboxing blind box bareng!! that was so fun and chaotic in the best way. sama-sama excited, nebak-nebak isinya sambil saling ngedoain semoga kita sama-sama dapet wishlist kita, terus sama-sama ngehype yang akhirnya kita pull! super duper happyyy cause i pull dedek smiskis and you pull dedek oning! (imuppp)

so yeah… thank you, marshall.

thank you for the kindness, your effort, your time, and the way you made me feel selama sesi.

if you scroll your padlet and saw this, just know you did great. and i’m really grateful that i met you.

take care always, ya 🤍

— your tiny bitty baby, G!

mamas, jaga kesehatan yaa. i'm really, really grateful to meet you ♡___♡

the wolf to my lamb,

my partner, both as wolf or swan.

the light to my shadow, my favorite gift from God, my clingy, adorable sleepy baby, my prince charming, the one who told me that we'd write our own folklore, my dear, again, i shall ask, how could you be so adorable that i am willingly give my heart to you?

i thought i've lost my ability to write, but then, you came along, and my fingers moved on it's own, like each words have always meant and been belonged to you.

i feel like no word would be able to say how grateful i am to have you throughout my days, despite how busy i was, you're always there to welcome me home to your safe, loving embrace, my safe haven.

love, i pray that you're as happy as i am during our time together, as you made me feel like i'm the luckiest, the number one girl in the world.

i hope that the red thread of fate would always bring me back to you, that i'll always find you in each and every lifetime? at least, until i'll see you again, will you kindly wait for me in love?

i love you, endlessly, my Claude.

yours,

Claire.

I love you as you are, wholly and sincerely. You are such an endearing soul, gentle in ways that make me want to protect you at all costs

Terima kasih sudah menyayangiku sepenuh itu, sehalus itu, dan semenyenangkan itu. Segala yang ada padaku kamu rayakan dengan hangat, dan bahagiaku selalu kamu usahakan. Seharian aku nyengir terus gara-gara kamu (ga komplen)!!

Semoga sayangku, kasihku, Marshallku, dimsum mentaiku, selalu berada dalam lindungan dan keberkahan Tuhan. Semoga bantalmu selalu dingin di kedua sisi, semoga tidurmu selalu nyaman dan nyenyak. Dan untuk setiap doa yang kamu semogakan, aku akan ikut meng-aamiin-kan

Aku sayang kamu. Selamanya, dan akan selalu begitu

Sincerely, G.

Marshall, may the universe always be on your side, mulai dari hal-hal kecil kayak punggung yang nggak rewel biarpun seharian duduk, atau mata kamu yang nggak capek natap layar terus, to the bigger things you’re working so hard for. I hope life treats you well, don't forget to take a breather once in a while. I'll always be rooting for you, pokoknya untuk hal-hal baik yang lagi kamu usahain. I cherish you, always.

So, until the road leads me back to you.

Avec amour, E.