Hatred is what I feel 

It courses thru my veins

It blinds my eyes.

I was betrayed

By my shining star.

I could of ran

But

I froze

Is this what happens when you trust someone?

Regret

regret piles at the bottom of my heart 

I’ve done the unforgivable

I sold my moon for power.

Why was I so dumb

So greedy

So stupid

So idiotic!

They locked my moon away

And they tell me I’m the hero

But I’m not

And now 

I miss the sweet words of 

“my shining star”

I’m in a courtyard

A blast

My mind spirals

My ears ring

My heart races

The wall is destroyed

Then I run,

 

run, 

run, 

And run 

I run until my brain stops 

My les break down

And somehow

I find myself 

At the ocean

I see someone

Someone who brought my hatred 

I can’t control myself

My legs start moving

I run fast

I tackle her

I’m on top of her

Yelling

And punching

Yet

And yet

she smiles

And I want to hug her

Cry into her arms

I fall to her side 

And we sit there.