I never thought someone could become such a constant in my life without even trying. Somewhere between our conversations, your stories, and the little moments you chose to share with me, you quietly found a place in my heart. It happened so naturally that I didn’t even realize I was falling until I was already here.

You make everything feel lighter, Abang. Even on the most ordinary days, talking to you somehow becomes the best part of it. I never run out of things to ask you, to tell you, or to listen to. Somehow, every conversation with you leaves me wishing we had just a little more time. I adore the way you let me into your world, even through the smallest things. The songs you’ve been playing on repeat, the food you’re craving, the random thoughts that come to you out of nowhere. I cherish all of them because they belong to you! You make the ordinary feel extraordinary simply by being yourself.

I think one of my favorite things about you is how gentle you are, deh. You care so effortlessly that sometimes I wonder if you even realize how much comfort you bring to the people around you. You make me feel seen, heard, and understood without ever asking for anything in return. Sometimes I wish you’d be kinder to yourself. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes, because maybe then you’d understand why I admire you so much… You deserve every bit of the patience and warmth you so freely give to everyone else. I never intended to grow this attached to you, but if I could go back to the very beginning, I think I’d still choose every conversation, every laugh, and every memory that led me here. :]

Thank you for being someone I can always look forward to. Thank you for making even the quietest moments feel meaningful. And thank you for simply being you, Abang sayang. I hope life continues to meet you with the same kindness you’ve always shown the world. And selfishly, I hope I’ll get to stay by your side a little longer, learning more about you, one conversation at a time.

With all the admiration my heart could ever hold, for Otto Morgan, the person who unknowingly turned my ordinary days into something I’ll always look forward to. ♥️

one thing i’ll always admire about you is your consistency. even with everything going on in your life, you still found little ways to let me know i wasn’t forgotten. you’re also the type of person who loves loudly even if you don’t always notice it yourself. whether it was hyping me up, making me laugh, or proudly talking about me. thank you for making me feel easy to love.

i just want you to know how grateful i am that our paths crossed. thank you for every laugh, every reassurance, and every little memory we managed to create together. i truly hope life keeps rewarding your kindness with the same warmth you effortlessly give to everyone around you. take care of yourself, okay? keep being the person who makes others feel seen, because the world genuinely needs more people like you.

until we meet again, mr. finest! :-)

Thank you for the past two days yaa. Talking with you has never been hard—it’s always exciting and interesting.

Rasanya aku sudah banyak bilang soal perasaanku ke kamu, kan? Good job, dd, sudah berhasil unlock sisi bawelnya aku! Everything just feels so much easier with you being super responsive and genuinely excited about everything i say. Last night was the most fun! Seru rasanya bisa belajar tentang apa yang kamu suka, dan lihat kamu yang bener-bener mau belajar tentang apa yang aku suka juga. Like someone once said, “Falling in love is like learning a whole new language and the culture that goes along with it.”

And i think that really reflected in the time we spent together. Thank you for taking the time to learn about me, so next time, would you mind telling me more about you?

Anywayy, dd mor as a brondong is truly the whole package. Dia bisa alay seperti bocil pada umumnya, but when you need him to be serious, he’ll be there. He won’t let you feel left out, and he’ll always try to adjust to your world.

So i hope that everyone who gets to meet him after this will try to learn his world too, and experience how exciting it is to see love through his eyes.

I won’t say much, but i’m really happy with the time we’ve spent together, dd. And i hope you’re happy too.

Also, like i said before, i’ll come back when you least expect it. So just you wait, dd. :)

Hi, Oyyo, maaf sekali yaa aku baru mampir.

I really am grateful for your companion the other day. You're a really sweet and kind person who can easily make anyone love you.

Terima kasih yaaa, ganteng, aku sudah ditemani, diajak dengerin band band manteb #PASANGANPOSER, diperhatiin, dan disayangi sepenuh hati. That means a lot to me!

Can't wait to be loved by you again, deh!

With love, M.

heheh, moyiii. i will never stop thanking my stars (and my courage) for making us meet. to know someone as amazing, as full of love, as sooooo easy to love, as precious, and as adorable as you... i'll never stop being grateful. to slowly... enter your life, to know about your day, to read you carefully.. i really like the feeling of it. how you make me laugh so effortlessly.. how you make me feel warm with your gestures, how you make my heart full with your love, how you move me so deeply with your thoughtful gifts... thank you so so so so much. you are indeed the sun that slips gently through the gap. you warm me in a way that doesn't startle me. and i love it. i love everything about you so much, moyi.

thank you for being born as a human who is full of love and always brings laughter into other people's worlds. you are the giggles maker. i hope you can also feel so much love from your surroundings, just like how you make those around you feel loved by your presence. you deserve every kind thing this world has to offer, moyi. i hope there will be nothing that dims your light. thank you for being the sweetest boyfriend ever.

walaupun abang sering blunder, tapi kamulah manusia yang paling josjis, paling oke, paling mantap walau nyebelin dikit (lovingly). please jangan berubah jadi sapi di swiss selama nggak sama aku, ya?

Morgan, my darling, I don't think you know how deeply these hours with you touched me. It's been a long while since I gave my time to anyone, and now every part of me is thankful that I could pour out the love I've been carrying for you.

You are everything I could have wished for in a partner, and I keep wondering how you make it all look so effortless. With you, I feel cherished, held, and whole, which feels almost impossible knowing we only crossed paths for less than a day. It's been so long since I felt this giddy, so trust me when I say, you've stirred something in me I thought no longer existed.

Thank you for bringing out that spark I didn't know I still had in me, gantengnya Kakak. Remember to take a good care of yourself if you want to see me again, yeah?

Thought you should know that I miss you already. Kisses from Kak Ayin to you, Xx.

gimana, udah makin suka belum sama akunya? soalnya aku jadinya makin suka hehe. thank you for the kind words, the time, and the effort you put into me ya. sengaja kemarin mau tunjukin sisi lainnya aku, aku sudah bilang kartunya masih banyak kan? i'll show you one at a time. semoga kamu tahan juga dengan kagetnya nanti wkwk.

so, about what i gave you, like what i said before — i also do it for myself. jadi jangan terbebani oleh itu ya. dan aku akan senang kalau kamu bisa ingat beberapa pesannya, once in a while. besides that, aku memang tulus ingin reward kamu, karena you deserve it, sayang. kamu bilang aku kayak abundance from God to you? padahal kebalikannya, you're like the little star that i've been waiting for all this time.

let me say it to the world. hey, guys, look at him! he's my little star. please keep him on your radar. he'll shine brighter when you keep watching him. my precious baby, my love. he'll learn about you, adapt well to your world, and always be excited about everything you do. he'll guide you through the world when all you've ever known is what it's like to be loved this loudly. he may be a little mischievous, but you'll love it. he's cute anyway (at least from my pov).

and for the notes, sayang, "no one ever had me, not like you" were the perfect words to describe what i'm feeling for you. also, like you said, in another scenario, another lifetime, another time and another place, we'll always cross paths anyway :) and i'll try to believe that.

thank you for meeting me in the middle. i hope a little piece of me stays with you ya. i really like myself better when i'm with you. tapi, adek, yang kemarin soal brondong jahat tuh beneran tau. beneran jahat karena berhasil bikin pusing kakak-kakak ini. dasar nyebelin. that last gift juga nyebelin! untuk ini, kamu artikan sendiri ya maksudku apa. see you later, dd!

Truth be told I didn't expect much from you, mainly cause I've always been so scared of renting someone new. But you.. gosh you really are the hidden gem of 2026. I thank Kak Adrien, Kak Luther, Soleil Huis & your mother for you. And I can't thank you enough for making the last two days a very memorable & happy moments for me. You were so sweet and lovely, but not too much to the point our session felt forced, you loved me just the right amount to make me feel giddy with delight! I can't believe that we can talk as if we've been best friends for years. My theory is that we really might be neighbors back when we were kids... kamu kan anak kecil yang ngisengin aku di taman tapi aslinya naksir pas kita masih TK? 🤨 ALSO I have to mention that all the gifts you gave me will always have a special spot in my heart, how could you give me so much in a span of 2 days, my love? Thank you so much, I will cherish them for as long as I breathe.

I really hope that I didn't make you uncomfortable by how loud I was, I'm sorry I catfished you and make you think I'm an introverted shy and quiet person I PROMISE IT'S JUST BECAUSE you make me so comfortable with you and I feel so free when I was with you. And I genuinely hope that I didn't drain the life out of you yah because you actually recharged me so much to the point right now, as I'm typing this, I am still so full of love for you. I love you, I love you, I love you very much. Thank you for being here, thank you for being alive. :] <3

i’m not really good with words, but thank you so soo much for the past two days. talking to you made me realize that i’m not that hard to love after all. with every little or big moment you chose to share with me, you quietly built a special place inside my tiny heart. 🥹

i think you already know how deeply touched and loved i feel because i keep telling you that, but i just want to say it again. i feel sooooooo grateful to know someone as adorable, thoughtful, and precious as you, ottie. maybe our paths only crossed for two days, but every second spent with you meant the absolute world to me.

kamu tau ga? aku rasanya makin jatuh hati setiap kamu berusaha buat jailin aku, atau setiap kamu throwing some jokes to me.. you’re just so easy to love, ottie. i love everything about you, and you always make my heart so full with your warmth and affection. :D

thank you for being sooo patient with me yang rewel banget dan suka jailin kamu juga (menurut aku hehe), plus yang suka banget nempelin kamu kemana-mana ;< even when your phone battery ran out, you still found a way to reach out and text me. thank you also for the thoughtful gift you gave me.. it really touched something deep in my heart, i swear. i hope i didn’t make you feel uncomfortable by how clingy i was to you yaa. i hope through our brief time together and our companionship, i was able to make you feel just as cherished and loved. you deserve every sweet and kind thing this world has to offer, ottie. thank you for being the jolliest and sweetest person ever. ^__^

walaupun suka bikin aku manyun dikit karena suka ngeledek (lovingly), tapi kamulah orang yang bikin aku ngerasa super happi in this whole wide world. please jangaaaaan lupain dan tinggalin aku ke belanda ya selama ngga sama aku. :P #mblep

thank you as well for bringing back that bright spark i didn’t even know i still had in me. i’m super, super grateful for that. your love genuinely feels like gentle sunlight to me.. you really made my whole day feel so cozy and warm.. i loveeeeeee you so much, i love every single thing about you my silly ottie. thank you for simply being you. ;>

i just thought you should know that i miss you so much already. i’ll leave a million kisses right here for you, and i really can’t wait to feel loved by you again! <3

with all my love, miuw. ♡

BUT! Dear Otto, Our date might have been only the blink of an eye, but your warmth still lingers. I can feel how sweet you are with your cute little surprise when I opened our house doorknob. Emang bener kata orang-orang, brondong emang meresahkan (in a good way)..

Terima kasih, Otto yang sudah temani aku seharian.. walaupum pacarnya ini sempat diculik kerjaan lama.. semoga kita bisa ketemu dan pacayan lebih lama lagi, yah! (Tapi aku kelaarin kerja dulu... aRGHH... boleh pacayan aja gak sih...). I woooff you, Otto! Until the time we meet, please take care of yourself yah! 🤍

udah ya gt aja

wkwk boong haaai totot thanku yaaa sudah menemani sekian waktu aku, sangat fun loving mantap sama kamuuu. ok deh bisa diajak ngobrol serius sikit tapi juga ngober HAHAHSHS inget ga arti nya ngober hu

suka deh km kayak pas gt excited-loveydovey-lovehate-semuatropekehidupan nya wkwkwk kapan” kita ngobrol lagi yaaa! sehat sehaaat bahagia enjoy selaluuuu

thank you for being such a sweetheart and thank you for all the effort you put into our session huhu i feel sooo appreciated and loved, it’s been so long since last time i felt that way =< please take care of yourself too, okay? you deserve all the love you give to others. i hope life treats you kindly and that you always have people around who make you feel just as appreciated as you make others feel. i’m really glad our paths crossed, even if it was only for a little while. and who knows, maybe we’ll find our way back to another conversation someday =] see you around xx.

Thank you for being you. I'm really glad I got the chance to know you a little better. See you next time? 🤍

thank you so much for spending time with me! its funny how similar our tastes actually are when it comes to our interests… as you said, maybe its jodoh behavior? :D

and this is what my to-do list looks like after meeting you:

1. read aksi massa

2. download spotify 😭

you are genuinely such a kind and gentle person, i would say. you share such gentle love through your words and actions toward the people around you, and i am grateful that i could be one of them! i also hope you receive even more love than you give and find happiness in all your future endeavors <3 talk to you later papoy :p

AND THANK YOUUU FOR ALL THE CUTESY GIFTS. i know gifts aren’t meant to be asked—and when i didn’t ask, didn’t see it coming, kamu selalu tiba-tiba, “kakak, [attach a gift link]” LIKE WHAT THE HELL (POSITIVELY & LOVINGLY)??????? 😫😫 aside from gifts, you’re also full of surprises yourself. tiba-tiba ganti pfp IMUT ADA AKUNYA, tiba-tiba kirim editan lucu, TIBA-TIBA KENALAN KUCING. why are you the whole package, dedek? did god spill the ‘ABSOLUTE CINEMA BOY’ jar and ‘PERFECT DEDEK GANTENG’ jar when god made you? aku sih yakin begitu 🤔

you’ve genuinely given love in an amount i’ve never thought to receive. hoping love will come back to you tenfoldddddddd! thank you again. jaga kesehatan dan jangan lupa emam mangga 🥭🥰✋🏻

mungkin aku belum cukup bilang sama kamu (duniaku), kalo aku sayang KAMU SELAMANYA, dan melampaui apapun yang ada di dunia ini. sayang, terima kasih buat segala effortnya, kata-kata baiknya, waktu, dan kasih sayangnya buat aku. semoga kakak juga merasakan apa yang aku rasakan ya. terima kasih untuk bahagianya ya sayang, sampe ketemu lagi, ily cibu. ❤️